Tuesday, August 28

A Sunlit Night

I flow like a river that seeks the sea...but I'm as still as a frozen lake. I reach the skies like the mountain tops...but I lay sleeping like the Earth's ground. I fly so freely like a Butterfly...but sometimes my wings have flown alone. I resonate tons of sunshine...but Im as dark as the deepest night. I sing like birds in the wildest forests...but I'm the mutest at times. I may become your angel tonight...sometimes I'd be the devil in disguise. I open doors like the keys you seeked...sometimes I'm just the lock myself. I'm as joyful as a wedding's serenade...and I'm the lonesome funeral band. I dance to the rhythm of the sounds...sometimes Im crippled with no sense at all. I'm as warm as a Summer's day...but I'm the coldest Russian snow. I'm the physician with all the cures...but I'm also the fragile patient in death-bed. I'm an actress with great skills...sometimes I'm the fan who longs to be her. I'm as broken as shattered glass...but I'm also the glue that fixes it all. I'm a traveller of all roads...sometimes I'm the road you travel on. I'm the deepest pit of all...at times I'm that ladder of escape. I'm as colorful as a rainbow...sometimes I'm as dull as colorless rays. I can be soothing to the core...but I'm as harsh as a blow. I can be the sweetest wine...sometimes I'm plain cyanide. I'm the fresh writing on the wall...at times I'm just the dormant wall. I'm the holy prayer on your lips...sometimes I'm an axe that severs all rules. I'm the hunger for everything...sometimes I'm the feed you seek. I'm the black n white photograph...and I'm also the moist heartbeat in you. I'm the child who dotes on cuddles...but my soul is as old as the Bible. I'm alive like a Spring time bloom...sometimes I'm the dead in that cold stone grave. I'm the clown who makes a crowd laugh...sometimes I long to be in the crowd. I'm as easy as Sunday morning...but I'm also the hardest math. I'm the reason to live...and I'm the life of the reason. I can be a beautiful story-teller...sometimes I'm the story you hear. I'm the flame that stays awake...and I'm the candle that burns out fast. I'm the heart that beats so close...sometimes I'm just the distant horizon. I'm the desert that lives alone...and I'm the mirage that lived not too long. I'm the real silken touch...but I'm the far-away memory. I'm me...and I'm you too.



Current Music: Te Busque by Nelly Furtado feat Juanes

131 Cranium Signets:

fergal said...

well, keshi ..... it seems u r a woman of contrasts and contradictions! ;-D

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Globescoper said...

Hi Keshi

Just quickly read this post. Looks great!

Will comment on it later.

I'm working late or early--whatever. LOL 12:45am here.

Bev

Sweetstickychewy said...
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anits said...

hi keshi gal... wen u start to compare..ther is always better things than you! so be yourself coz you will knw abt you better than others! and you r the BEST!
tcare gal

Anonymous said...

Sometimes...
Good thought!
Sometimes, for you, is just around the corner.

Sweetstickychewy said...

This is a post that i feel i could identify with very much. As always said, once again this is very beautifully written post. Extravagantly Beautiful!!

Thanks for spilling ya heart sweets.

*Hugz*

Cheeries!:)

Unknown said...

sexy.....

loved it 2 the core....

contradictions... makes life beautiful & all the more interesting...

A, kinda attracted to contradictions... call it a fatal attraction, which pumps life into me!

Keshi said...

hehe Fergal!

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Bev no worries sweetz ;-)


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Anits Im not comparing...it's just a post abt my contrasting personality :)


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hehe Kulz ty!


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gee tnxx Amy! That kinda compliment coming from someone like u is a TREAT indeedz :)


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hey Iceman ty!

**fatal attraction

lolz I hope ur not attracted to someone like Glen Close's character in that movie :)


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ok Saby hehehehe...


Keshi.

annie said...

Wow!! That was a lyrical post….Some thoughts conjured up just like the trance of music. Lovely babie.

Keshi said...

hey tnxx Annie I love this song too :) one of my favs!

Keshi.

mystic rose said...

poetic!! its awesome!

Anonymous said...

Lyrical post keshi.

great one. Dropped on here. You have wonderful rocking blog.

Do visit mine too

Cheers

Ashu (ashusdiary.blogspot.com)

deepthi vinod said...

keshi---- this is so delicate and swell written girl....u are the butterfly that flies upon its wishes and brings joy to us.....

Helen said...

Enigmatic, my sweet, I would call you enigmatic. But you're grounded, too and have a way of centering those that orbit in your world. You've yet to realize your full strength, but you will...

Phoenix said...

amazing post as always...i iked the rhythm in it..and the fluidity of your thought!

Vishesh said...

wow a good way to tell what you are...try and feel the positive energy you are at all times...and btw there is no devil or demon...its our own preconception and prejudice...all of us are angles and all are paths drop into the same ocean..

Jeevan said...

Night’s moon and day’s shadow… both has a dark and bright side.

You wrote beautifully dear :)

Alok said...

loved the contrasts, the rhetoric and the duality of emotions ... somethings tht all of us can relate to .....

amazing post both in terms of concept and execution

:)

alok

mathew said...

awesome..each person has a contradictory side of own...loved the way u put it up..btw i love the nelly furtado song!!

FH said...

Beautiful , very attractive photo, just like your writing today! I am you and you are me!!:))
Have a great Tuesday.

Anonymous said...

wats happening keshi-chan?
i feel pains in this post. it was awesome and touchy!!
oh u are not a candle.
u have to live long for us :)

Ash said...

Love this post, Keshi!

Romeo Morningwood said...

We are pre-programmed to spend our brief lives hunting and gathering resources and mates. Unfortunately we were designed to accomplish all of that in our early teens and finish by the time that we were 30 years old. Believe it or not throughout most of our brief tenure on Earth we managed to do just that.

Another problem is that our stone age brain has not had time (12,000 short years) to adapt to sharing our environment with thousands (sometimes millions) of others in a City or an incomprehensible world of 6.6 Billion.

That being said, it is amazing that our greatest strguggles are still with ourselves. This is the true cost of developing a big brain and then not using it.

Praneetha Gadiyaram said...

hey lovely post.. can u sing it 4 us?? ohh phleezeeeeeee.. i assume u sing great...
stark contrasts btw..

freudian slip said...

woowww!!!! love this post... u r a sensitive woman... :I

Shionge said...

Keshi a lovely post which I have enjoyed and in some point through my life journey this is exactly how I feel too, you just put it all so beautifully :D

Thank you for sharing my dear pal!

Peter said...

Really beautifully written!!! How do you manage already time wise? Such a lot of creativity in each post!

You expressed so much better than most of us could do all the sometimes and buts which are part of us all!

gP said...

babe...you write well...from the heart.

//I'm a traveller of all roads...sometimes I'm the road you travel on//

The teacher and the student. You complete yourself, the circle of life.

Life's never dull with you, life without you, may never exist.

Hugs luv.

Globescoper said...

Hi Keshi

You just keep coming up with unique posts. This post tops the charts.

All your readers should be able to see themselves in this post. Every person has a personality with extreme contrasting traits.

For myself, I can be the craziest nut case alive, or I can be extremely serious. I have times when I could not care less and times when perfection is all that matters.

There are times when I kill to love and times when I love to kill.

That's me! I don't give a shit who likes me.

I am who I am! To the number one person in my life, I'm a good friend and great lover.

To others in my life, I try very hard to be a loyal friend.

Hugs

Bev

Die Muräne said...

you're many things. all at the same time

huh, i see i'll have many posts and blogs to read the next few days :)

Jenny! said...

Great job...what would life be without contradictions! Love the pic too!

KAYLEE said...

LOVE IT I AM BACK AND GETTING BETTER:)

Shades of Life said...

hey friend

how are you? I am trying to add video to my blog page (not post) that can start automatically when page is visited... somewhat the way u have done in ur page... i have been trying it since 1 hr... but not able to do it... could you please tell me how to do it... i tried adding new page element and video option but it shows me 3-4 video and does not start automatically on visiting the page.. .will u help me :)

pls write to me at blackiron2004@yahoo.com

I know its not proper to ask this way... but if u get time.. pls do write...

thanks

Pijush said...

This is a Wonderful post Keshi, so many contrasting, contradicting comparisons reflect an active brain with amazing thoughts. Sometime we have to take life as it comes, but always have to put effort. Keep smiling always.

raffi said...

sometimes i'm blind even though i see, sometimes i don't listen even though i hear, sometimes i'm alone even in a crowd. but, sometimes is only sometimes, the other times i work on changing what happens sometimes.

Anonymous said...

I love contradictions - they make life interesting... and people as well !

"I'm only happy when it rains - I'm only happy when it's complicated" ;)

WithinWithout said...

Keshikins:

See my comment on your previous post. I don't mean to be insensitive.

Yes, you are many things. That's an incredible bit of writing. Is it original?

We're all different things, many opposites. Take the good parts of you and let them shine out from you.

And quit focusing on the negative and things you cannot change. Be the sweetest wine, not the cyanide.

:-)

Keshi said...

ty Rose!


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WC Ashu n tnxx!

I will visit ya soon.


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aww Tachi ty and hey WC!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Helen dahlin ty!

**But you're grounded, too and have a way of centering those that orbit in your world.

yes...but sometimes I feel so void inside...feel like giving up...

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ty Phoenix!



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hey Vish tnxx!


**and btw there is no devil or demon...its our own preconception and prejudice...all of us are angles and all are paths drop into the same ocean..

true...but if we dare to consider ourselves as Angels, then we can consider ourselves as Devils too, right? :)



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Jeevan hey tnxx mate!

**Night’s moon and day’s shadow

aww beautifully put!


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Alok ty so much!


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Matty ty and this is a song I'd hv listened a million times on my iPod :)



Keshi.

The Phosgene Kid said...

That was nice, especially the silken touch part..

Keshi said...

ty Asha!

***HUGS***

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Niki ty my dear HUGGGGGGGGZ!

I dunno abt the length of my life Niki...but Im here now.


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ty Ash!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

HE true...u always say very interesting things that most ppl dun think abt...ur a knowledge warehouse!

**That being said, it is amazing that our greatest strguggles are still with ourselves

Indeedz! Thats what we can never overcome. I think that's inherent in humanity.


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Praneetha tnxx!

Sing what sweetie? This is just a post I wrote...not necessarily a song but u can make it a song if u wanna hehehe...wud be nice ha :)


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Experience ty!

And Im sensitive more than u think I am...hehehe ;-)



Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Shionge!


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Peter ty matey!

**How do you manage already time wise? Such a lot of creativity in each post!


It doesnt take long for me to write a post...cos I do most of em spontaneously. It just flows straight from my heart hehe. Really!


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aww Ghosty tnxx n u too! Did u know u write some of the AMAZING posts ever!


**The teacher and the student. You complete yourself, the circle of life.

aha..we all do...

there's never a dull moment with u too Ghosty. Thats why I was so very sad when u said u were taking a break :(

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hey Bevz!


** Every person has a personality with extreme contrasting traits.

true...all of us hv contrasting traits..and sometimes we wonder HOW...hehe.


** I can be the craziest nut case alive, or I can be extremely serious.

me too! I can be a total clown and then I can also be a total female version of King George the 5th LOL! Mebbe I should hv just said Queen Victoria instead


**I have times when I could not care less and times when perfection is all that matters.

thats soooooooo very true!


**There are times when I kill to love and times when I love to kill.

Love how u said it!


Every word u said is true Bevz...I dun care wut ppl think abt me either...Im me..and if someone cant handle that then they can piss off.

:)

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ow Murane hows u? I missed ya man!

Keshi puts on her smiley face :)




Keshi.

Keshi said...

tnxx Jen!


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Kaylz u ok? awww...

I missed ya yday...

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Shades its so easy...I'll come ard n help ya. I'll be there soon hang ten :)


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Pijush tnxx mate!

:)



Keshi.

Sig said...

Life and people are full of contradictions aren't they? Some good, some bad....but together it's all beautiful :)

Keshi said...

Raffi hey tnxx!

**sometimes i'm blind even though i see, sometimes i don't listen even though i hear, sometimes i'm alone even in a crowd

Beautifully stated! And so true.


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hey Zhu tnxx!


**"I'm only happy when it rains - I'm only happy when it's complicated

definitely! :)


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heyy WW!

**Keshikins

LOL cute.


aww Im ok...this is just a post on how I'm in different situations in life...

chillax n ty n HUGGGGGGGGGZ!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Phos ty!

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Silvara well-said! Either way Life is beautiful.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

And yes WW it's my original writing.

Sorry I forgot to ans that qn b4...


Keshi.

tsduff said...

Wow Keshi! I'm stunned by the picture you chose, and by your words. You are one deep gal.

KAYLEE said...

//Kaylz u ok? awww...

I missed ya yday...//

awwwww thanks yes I am okay!

Keshi said...

ty Terry!

I maybe deep...but sometimes I feel so shallow.

:)


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Kaylz yep..but yday I was so busy I cudnt hop over to ur blog to see how u were. Im glad ur bak tho.



Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

Thats okay i am just happy to be here today :)

Nora said...

Beautiful words, Keshi. Each phrase an antithesis to the prior...

Nora

Keshi said...

Kaylz Im glad abt that too.

Today is all we've got. All of us.


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Nora tnxx hun!



Keshi.

AnonymousBlogger said...

Kesh, you always have a way with words. You always have. Your posts are always the most unique when compared to other's I read.

KAYLEE said...

//Today is all we've got. All of us.//

Huh? I often think i would rather die than go through what I have gone through.................but It will all turn out ok.

Keshi said...

AB tnxx mate :)


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Kaylz dun say that...u r precious...and u hv been given these trials to test ur strength...u'll come out of it real strong n a wise woman...an at this age! Always keep ur head straight n held high...u will be OK. HUGGGGGGGGGZ!


Keshi.

George said...

Here is a my favorite poem that I will have read at my funeral ...

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.

I think that these few lines are trying to say what you said in your post. Her name was Mary Frye by the way

KAYLEE said...

HAHAHAHA THANKS I dont think i could have gotten trhrough just as much as I have gotten through Without all the supporty I get :)

I will keep my head up and wait for the day to come that I feel better and stronger:P

Keshi said...

hey George I know that one..it's a very beautiful and powerful verse.


**I am not there; I did not die.

That summarises my post indeed!


tnxx!

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aww Im glad Kaylz...HUGGGGGGGGZ!


btw u better stop throwing stones at ur friend's house too LOL!



Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A least I got to sleep with my boyfriend last night:) after visiting the hospital for 4 days!

Keshi said...

Kaylz u sleep with ur BF? hmmmm...and Keshi here is the president of the Nil Sex club LOL!

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

OH YES I DID.....dads outta toen could you tell?

Keshi said...

I didnt u'stand ur comment Kaylz...

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

I said I slept with him cause my dad is outta town spelling the words right helps......

Keshi said...

lol o ok Kaylz...hmm naughty u...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

btw when I was 16, there was no way of me sleeping on my own bed alone even, w.o. being guarded 24/7 LOL!

yeah u can tell my parents were quite strict...rather more protective...

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

///btw when I was 16, there was no way of me sleeping on my own bed alone even, w.o. being guarded 24/7 LOL!///

SHHH MY DAD DOESNT KNOE OR else i would've had my butt kicked!

Keshi said...

Kaylz Im meeting ur dad for lunch today..any msg u wanna pass? ;-)


Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

HECK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO he wont like knowing my secrets!lol!

Keshi said...

lolz Kaylz he knows u hv a BF!

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

biut but sleeping with him? I wont have him for long if he knows that!

KAYLEE said...

but....

Keshi said...

well then dun think of dying too..cos when ur alive u get to sleep n all LOL!

Keshi.

Patricia Gold said...

Hi Keshi!!!thanks for visit my house!!I´m fine.... and you?
I love this music!!!Nelly furtado!! and your post made me travel in the melody...are my imagination??..
You ´re an enigmatic and fantastic girl...
Kisses for you!! a thousand!!:-)

KAYLEE said...

//well then dun think of dying too..cos when ur alive u get to sleep n all LOL!

Keshi.//

YEP i didnt mean that I was just in pain when I said it!

Still Searching said...

Amazing post! so true, all the contradictions that a person CAN be! :) Really nice!

Keshi said...

Hey Patrica ty senorita! :)
HUGGGGGGGGGZ!

I love Spanish music...


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hey Kaylz!


**YEP i didnt mean that I was just in pain when I said it!


lol I know...I was only jokin ok?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Still ty! :)

Keshi.

Still Searching said...

haha! read ur post about alcohol... i can totally relate! thats why i dont drink either! :)

Jim said...

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

KAYLEE said...

Haha yeah I know :P

Keshi said...

tnxx Still :)


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Jim Im glad u finally realised u need HELP!



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:) Kaylz



Keshi.

Vik Rajagopalan said...

If you are me then who am I? Damn! I am going to live ever confused now

But seriously how do you get time to take shots of you in all pose? LOL

Nice post and felt strange reading it don't know :)

Keshi said...

hey Vik!

**If you are me then who am I?

you are you and me. Simple logic :)


**But seriously how do you get time to take shots of you in all pose?

which pose? thats not me btw hehe.


tnxx Vik!
Keshi.

Vik Rajagopalan said...

LMAO, cracking up even further. The lady with the eye shade it resembled you and obviously you were not the one in the nude snap for obvious reasons =)

Hava gud night

Keshi said...

No worries Vik :) Was just clarifying hehe.

Keshi.

Unknown said...

hey keshi... have been a silent reader of your blog! i was reminded about this quote by Khalil Gibran when i read ur blog...

"One day you will ask me which is more important? My life or yours? I will say mine and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life. "

take care!

Autumn Storm said...

Keshi, this is a wonderful post, I've seen few description of how complex we can be written so clearly. Sometimes this, sometimes that, always and changing, excellent post, xo

der Bergwind said...

nice one...

was like a kaleidoscope... the dimensions that ur... mite be there hidden in us all, some perceive them.. some.. dont! but the question is how much of these do u gettu live n then don the contrasts hurt u sonetime.. someway... what is the real u would never be so easy to define... would not be so broad on the spectrum... the roles we wear.. the colors, the tastes, the smells n the emotions we reflect.. aint the purest part of us :) now whoz u in all these role plays?? hmmm.... tat wud really be beyond words... beyond lines...

Tys on Ice said...

:) ...you write beautifully.

Preeti Shenoy said...

Loved the contrasts in this post.I could relate to it.I loved the music too.

Shionge said...

Yo Keshi...just a quick note I'll be off to Beijing followed by Guangzhou but promise I'll check on you when I get back...take care :D

Sam said...

Amazing!! just goes to show how good you are at portraying the human mind.
Frabkly, what you've efeectively done is to sketch the myriad web of contradictions that make up an individual. This was your picture I suppose... for some one else it might be different!!
Great!!

Pri said...

beautifully written girl! :)

looks like uve got urself all figured out...simple yet complex!:D
but stay the way u are ...always,cos thts u and u r loved for whtever u are...:)

Nicholas said...

Magical and beautifully writen!

Harmony said...

so true!!cool hai!kaise hai sexy??

Nadine said...

Very interesting. I like the picture - it's very colorful.

Tee/Tracy said...

I can relate to the contradictions. Sometimes it bothered me that my personality wasn't solid one way or the other, but I guess that's what makes me, me.

Jeya Anand said...

Amazingly thought and penned!!:)

Mona said...

Hey Keshi! I love this point counter point post of yours. It is so much essentially YOU!

Love

Anonymous said...

did you write this keshi? it's beautiful. WoW!
tc

AmitL said...

Hi,Keshi...I'm an avid reader of this blog...But...I'm a blogger myself.I love to comment on the posts here,But I also love to see your comments on my posts...sometimes I'm totally off-mood...but a visit to a few blogs like this puts me right back on track...:)Tks for a nice post..just wondering when you're 'plain cyanide'...grin.

captain corky said...

Beautiful. You're very talented!

diyadear said...

wow gal that was so so philosophical. n soo professional.. a terrific post!!!

krystyna said...

Hi Keshi,
excellent post and beautiful eye.
My eyes are green too, but not such beautiful green color.
I think your eyes are green too or black?

Charles said...

Hey Keshi,

Things are going as well as can be expected. Hope all is well with you. Sorry I haven't been by much, but I had a quite taxing "discussion" going on with someone for the last week or so on the blog. Did you ever get your problem straightened out with the harassment?

Jim said...

I have learned experientially, that if I am to be an effective teacher, I need to make my struggles and my gifts available to my students. Where I have power and where I am weak. The longer I teach, the more I realize how dysfunctional I am. I want to avoid conflict, yet I want every issue to be resolved. I am a contradiction in myself, but I am trying to get over it.





I wish I could write this in fire.

I consider myself a responsive person. My attitude of response reveals itself in my reading, my writing, and my teaching. When my usual response is threatened or denied, I go through stages of disappointment, sadness, depression, anger, and then considered power-power of discourse and action. Sometimes the journey is easier than others.

Age and experience have come to my side.

Many comments are disparate, response is rare. We need to tell each other our stories and have them heard. I need to tell my story with fire.

and create a positive space of confrontation and understanding. I wish I wasn't so afraid of the fire.

Keshi said...

Kirthi hey tnxx!

** I will say mine and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.

profound!


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tnxx Autumn!

I can be one of the most complex beings on Earth...and at other times, Im the most simple one! :)


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Bergwin ty!


**kaleidoscope

lovely comparison.


yep we can never hv one definiton of ourselves.



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Tys ty!

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PS ty sweetz!


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aww Shionge ur leaving on a jet plane again? :*(

TC n buh byeeeee! be bak soon.



Keshi.

Blessed said...

Hey Miss Keshi!!
Do you know how talented, creative
and beautiful you are?????

Keshi said...

aww ty Pri HUGGGGGGGZ! n u too!


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Pankaj mai thik hu...aur tum? :)


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Nadine ty sweetz!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Sam I nearly missed u in the crowd, sorry!


**Frabkly, what you've efeectively done is to sketch the myriad web of contradictions that make up an individual

yep :)

nah thats not my pic...it was taken from a photo site. I chose that pic cos that Eye has many colors ard it...cos its how u SEE urself.


tnxx Sam!

Keshi said...

ty Nicholas!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

tnxx Tee!

**Sometimes it bothered me that my personality wasn't solid one way or the other, but I guess that's what makes me, me.

definitely! Never doubt your feelings. u r who u r.


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Jeya ty!


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Mona tnxx hun!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

yes Rick I wrote this :) tnxx!


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heyy Amit tnxx :) n ur blog always makes me laugh...u hv great funny posts.


**wondering when you're 'plain cyanide'

hehe..I can be poison sometimes...to some ppl u see.

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ty Corky!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

WOW Krys ur eyes r green? I love green eyes.


**I think your eyes are green too or black?

Mine r a deep brown..can say it's black...but if u look real close it's a very deep brown.


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hey no worries Charles :) Hope all is well with ya.


**Did you ever get your problem straightened out with the harassment?

nope...apparently he/she has cloned me in Orkut with my ID n pics...and nude pics from the net. So he/she is using my net profile to post porn. Im not bothered. Cos all I can do is feel sorry for such ppl Charles.

:)

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Jim thats so not ur own words right?


**Age and experience have come to my side.

Age doesnt always make a person wiser. Experience does tho.



Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Blessed same goes to u missy! HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ n tnxx!


Keshi.

AVIANA said...

STOP YOUR WHININ'!!! You'll see me soon enough....

i love this one keshi....

i love the contrasts..did u realize how when you use the prepositions but/and and the words sometimes/at times are always lined up...

Keshi said...

LOL Lisa I wanna see ya...baaaaawaaaaaaa! Na I wont stp whining at all..na na na.

Como estas senorita? :)

Keshi.

Jim said...

whatever i have to say
has been already said better by someone else ages ago

Keshi said...

so u just copy their words Jim?

Keshi.

Jim said...

it beats typing the words again
copy paste is a great command

Rani said...

sometimes... ahhh sometimes such a over used word, but oh so powerful. not quite full, not quite empty...
nice post

Keshi said...

tnxx Choco :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Sorry guys...I hid the cyber-crime post. basically cos everyone already r aware of such issues and I dun wanna give any attention to net losers who seek that kinda attention.

tnxx to those few who commented in it anyways!

Keshi.

cm chap said...

Hmm nice way of expressing yourself Keshi.... Women of contradictions???

ishipishi said...

IMO do not hide the post.

ppl need to know that there are sick ppl out there kesh...

not just so that they are aware but so that ppl can voice their opinion...

it's not about giving someone undue attention.

face it ppl, adnan wasn't simply a freak incident. he's the face of many vulnerable young ppl out there who think they know it all but they really cannot identify "pyschos" and "twisted minds"...

kesh all u're doing is telling a wide range of ppl that this kind of harrasment is REAL

verbal/virtual abuse is as REAL as physical abuse...it's just as torturing and just as hurtful

if u put back ur post, i'd like u to add this comment of mine there...

SPEAKING OUT against sick ppl is not giving them attention...it's SIMPLY helping others in knowing that this kind of abuse could happen to them too!

thanks kesh

~ ish

Keshi said...

hehe tnxx Chap..n yes :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ish I highly respect and value ur opinion. And based on that, I hv now re-posted it :) tnxx! U always make me think.


**he's the face of many vulnerable young ppl out there who think they know it all but they really cannot identify "pyschos" and "twisted minds"...

Those words convinced me to do it.

u may now put this same comment there...d u want me to copy it or u will put it there?

tnxx Ish HUGGGGGGGGZ!

Keshi.