She was going to make her coffee...she suddenly collapsed...she was cold and silent...her eyes closed and body lifeless...suddenly her face changed and she shuddered in a fit...I thought she was going to die...I screamed in fear while holding her up...that very moment I felt massive pain in my heart like I never felt before....I felt my bond with her like I never did before...I felt for a brief moment how horrible life would be without her...I took a sip of merciless reality, the bleak reality of life where a loved-one could leave you any minute...every other moment was filled with thoughts of how fragile we are...today you may share your home with your loved-ones...but tomorrow will you?? Life of your loved-one is like a mirage that settles in the desert of your heart...you think it's forever but it takes you for a ride...it will only last for it's given time and when you get closer and closer to it, it disappears without a trace. Life is not forever - it's a mirage waiting to vanish and I felt that to the core this morning. Have I told you lately that I love you?
saying i love you is very important;isnt it?and we always fear the worst for our loved ones.
ReplyDeletebut..............isnt it all a mirage?
If I am to consider the whole world an entire absurd endeavor, then what is a mirage? A postulation of semantic delusions, word_smith?
ReplyDeleteTheres a lot more to do than just say that. Words are illusions.
ReplyDeleteAnd deip things are inconsistent not mirages.
LIFE IS SHORT AND SWEET !
ReplyDeletedat's wat makes life beautiful
u wudnt want to see me around when i am 64 and beyond
wud u ?
If you have a problem
ReplyDeleteDon't worry, hand it over to the Buddha
Just listen to Him and you will see the light
to all the darkness and miseries
Gautama Buddha, He's here for you and me
By your side
Day and night
Rain or shine
Gautama Buddha, He's here for you and me
Welcome Him to our hearts till eternity
http://www.buddhanet.net/e-learning/buddhism/budsong-lyrics.htm
heyyy Kesh,
ReplyDeleteobviously u had a traumatic expeirience
but i am not a creep
mebbe i am
but a spiritual creep dats wat i am
i go to church evry morning
there is a priest who says evry time
pray for the dead, also
pray for the ones who are going to die today
life is a gift u have for the moment
it can be taken away the next moment
Love, I am lonely, years are so long
ReplyDeleteI want you, only you, and your song
Dark is life’s shore, Love, night is so deep
Leave me no more, Love, sing me to sleep.
Judas Priest
Letting the fear of the end dictate life is being unfair to the present moment. Que sera sera
ReplyDeletePS: nice blog
PPS: insightful writing
Nice one keshi...u described me as unaffected in ur last blog, would u pls elaborate that...:)
ReplyDeletefuck mirages..death is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteCmon keshi....u r not saying " I love you" to the whole of IT r u?...:((
ReplyDeleteU r supposed to say it ONLY to me.....aur yeh kehna to doooor....u have not even met me of late....:(( waaaaaaaaaaahhh *sob sob*
:P
talldarkman
Deips enjoy the mirage while it lasts...
ReplyDeleteanony 4:08pm yep the whole world is a mirage...everything that is alive will die some day...the only difference between the worldly mirage and a desert mirage is that the worldy one lasts longer and leaves haunting memories...
chikka spot on...but words are the bricks that build the house of love and appreciation in your loved-one's heart...so we have to use words as well as deeds and thoughts to convey it.
Saby yep life is short...even for the longest living being. Just that people don't realise it as much as some of us do here. And thanks for the Buddha comments...we have a shrine at home and we go to the temple every now and then...Buddhism has a great effect on my life. That philosophy is the only thing that keeps me sane.
Lovely words Dil! Gosh that's so sad but beautiful.
Brood true...but I aint letting that fear of the end ruin the present moment...just letting people realise how much of an illusion life can be..so we must make the most of our time with our loved-ones while this mirage lasts.
Hey Southpaw thanks! I described u as 'Unaffected' because even though I dont know you much, judging by your posts and comments, you seem to be a very independant guy :) You seem to have a mind of ur own and you are pretty much chilled and you seem to have an attitude of 'couldnt-care-less' nature, hence Unaffected by the clutter of life :) am I right?
Hey Ash...Life is beautiful but Im sad that it's only a mirage...but like u say, maybe Death is beautiful who knows...otherwise why would our Creator make sure that we all die too.
Tally hugggz yep we should catch up soon! lol I didnt mean to say I love you to everyone on IT. What I meant was for my loved-ones :) and ofcourse to my good friends like you guys who visit my blog and leave such wonderful footprints...
Hugggz all!
Keshi.
It’s the little things, like Death, that make us appreciate the little things, like Love.
ReplyDeleteRock On!
keshi darling!!! I love yeah!!!
ReplyDeleteI am so behind on everyones blogs =( sorry... life is to short-seeking love is all that matters...
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal....
ReplyDeletethose lines say it all :)
n also dont u think..its not always Needed to say things..sumtymes u dont need words jus feelings...convey ur message..but 'corse its sweet to hear sumone say "i love you" to you..isnt it?
Kerry mah sweety pie thanks for those very wise words!
ReplyDeletePearly whenever I encounter u on the net what I feel is pure love...u r devoid of ego and pretence...u r truly an angel thanks for those words of wisdom!
Keshi.
wow Icy what great words there! thanks so much for sharing them with me...I luv the lines ~~Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today~~
ReplyDeleteyep things like this should happen so that we experience a moment of reality and we sense the loss of that loved-one even for 5mins...then we realise how empty life would be without him/her...I see good in every bad thing too and this was such an instance...thanks babez!
Keshi.
Good one...
ReplyDelete"merciless reality"
"you think it's forever but it takes you for a ride..."
"when you get closer and closer to it, it disappears without a trace.."
Well interpreted :)
After reading it, I am wondering how much of our life is actaully a mirage.
I guess all the fun is in getiing there.
Absolutely keshi....
ReplyDeleteawww kesh..that was soo sweet of you.thanks a lot :)
ReplyDeletebtw...pari dii(pari432) had a mssg for u (coz she thought i had u on yahoo) so i passed it on to nv...so remind him to pass it on to u...
i gotta make some one happy today
ReplyDeleteI LOVE U PEARL
requesting evry body here to repeat wat i said
(dis request does not apply to Rohit)
you are right love, miranda is should be nominated for saint hood...
ReplyDelete*hugs and love*
lol saby i kinda had a feelin ur gonna say sumthing like this...wat i meant was to hear i love you from a special person :)
ReplyDeleteHello..hello....helloooooo,....calling Rohit ... do u read me ... over...and out....
ReplyDelete"DREAM AS IF U WILL LIVE 4EVER
ReplyDeleteLIVE AS IF U'LL DIE 2MORROW
---James Dean
I HAD TO REPEAT DAT INCAPS
PS: James DEan died in a tragic accident b4 his time ran out
it had to be ICEY who gets the prize for the beat quote
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal....
ReplyDeletethose lines say it all :)
PEARL IS FIRST RUNNER UP
she eats tooo much, she is slow on her feet
and who the fuck is Marcus Aurelius ???
ReplyDeleteand i tot she lived for me
ReplyDeleteLike sure is an illusion !
ReplyDeletei didnt see Miranda here
or mebbe i cudnt recognize her wid her clothes on
now, i better run and hide ...
ReplyDeleteHELLPPPP !
ReplyDeletesebia is out to get me wid her ITCC Community
http://it-committee-n-community.blogspot.com/2005/05/saby-dirty-old-grandpa.html
hey keshi..
ReplyDeleteif life is a mirage...i love mirages..cherish what you have..thats whats more important...nice post...
is Footy Freud or Aristotle or Solomon or just a .......
ReplyDeletenever was good at words
Keshi, a very touching post. Our loved ones are our treassure. Feel blessed to have them around you and since death is so unpredictable to strike any minute, the best thing we can do is share and spread happiness around.
ReplyDeleteThis might make you smile...
"Life's not worth living, and that's the truth,"
Carelessly caroled the golden youth.
In manhood still he maintained that view
And held it more strongly the older he grew.
When kicked by a jackass at eighty-three,
"Go fetch me a surgeon at once!" cried he.
--Han Soper
nice one keshi.. well i beleive that if u feel smthing good about smone then just go ahead ..dont waste time.. let them knw how imp they r to u.. life is so unpredictable.. kal ho na ho..
ReplyDeletekeep smilimg..
ah all the crap was just removed :)
ReplyDeleteNow to my lovelies...
thanks Rex for that very intuitive thought...
muahhhh Kerry ur an angel!
ty southpaw :)
yes FM I felt every bit of what I stated...I miss ya too! heaps mate :(
thanks Saby for handing over the awards...u sure did pick the best ones there, icy n pearly!
indeed eyezzz hugggz!
dewdy whoaaa loved that verse! so true!!
pari I cried buckets watching kal ho na ho..hehehe...but yeah thats so true to life...
thanks all!
Keshi.
keshi how r u? where r u? i know its sad, but i miss IT :(
ReplyDeletelolll
hey nvvvvv hugggggz, its rather where r YOU ??? I've been on IT but u were not ard...will u come online today? I'll be there soon :)
ReplyDeleteKeshi.
Anonymous loser,
ReplyDeleteU seem to spend alot of time in Keshi's blog...loll poor you becos I thought u hate me, but seems like u cant get me out of ur head awwww!
I think u might have to find a new PC if not change ur IP cos now all ur info is in my hands :) Soon it will be here for display to the world. Would u like that or would u like to shuttup instead?
Keshi.
love not reciprocated
ReplyDeletevery often turns to hate
is it ROHAN?
lol Saby I would reveal the name and all the info soon...just giving the loser a little more time on blog-Earth before his demise.
ReplyDeleteKeshi.
spot on babester icy! u do have an award-winning nature abt ya :)
ReplyDeleteHuggz!
Keshi.
i would love to comment so
ReplyDeleteplease e-mail me
hugs!