Wednesday, April 26

Unbreak This Heart

These eyes have cried a Nile of tears...this heart has known an Everest of pain...this soul has felt an Ocean of feelings. You don't know 'cos you can't see. You can't see 'cos you won't see. I'm just here only for a while...did you think I deserve to be sad. If you are my shelter should I feel this helpless. If you are my home should I feel this homeless. If you are my light should I feel this lost. If you're not a mirage then show me your face. Unbreak my heart...uncry these tears...undo this hurt...unlie those lies...ungrow the loneliness. Show me you care, show me real love. Show me you're there.
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109 comments:

  1. Anonymous26 April 2006 at 5:56 pm

    so true

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  2. Unknown26 April 2006 at 6:10 pm

    Me phussst. Nice lines there. :-).

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  3. Die Muräne26 April 2006 at 6:10 pm

    i can feel your pain

    But all I can DO is BE

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  4. Jim26 April 2006 at 6:45 pm

    Shucks Keshi
    u r asking for wat?

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  5. Jim26 April 2006 at 6:48 pm

    Dammit
    we care

    dat said we cant do much else

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  6. Jim26 April 2006 at 6:51 pm

    u must be feeling real low today
    but tomorrow is a brand new day

    when i feel this way
    i just head for the nearest bar

    and soon i am sozzled
    and singing away the blues

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  7. burf26 April 2006 at 6:57 pm

    o boy

    so serious

    u almost made me feel guilty :p

    :D


    btw, were u ur wall-clock's oscillator in the last birth??? :D

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  8. desperado26 April 2006 at 6:57 pm

    these lines reminded me this by Bon Jovi

    "You say you've cried a thousand rivers
    And now you're swimming for the shore
    You left me drowning in my tears
    And you won't save me anymore

    I know you know we're had some good times
    Now they have their own hiding place
    I can't promise you tomorrow
    But I can't buy back yesterday

    And Baby you know my hands are dirty
    But I wanted to be your valentine
    I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
    When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

    And I wasn't there when you were happy
    I wasn't there when you were down
    I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
    I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

    I'll be there for you
    These five words I swear to you
    When you breathe I want to be the air for you
    I'll be there for you
    I'd live and I'd die for you
    Steal the sun from the sky for you
    Words can't say what a love can do
    I'll be there for you "

    hey mate you deserve only loads of love and wide grinning smiles

    take care buddy

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  9. Jewel Rays26 April 2006 at 7:25 pm

    Hey Keshi.

    Thats a beautiful expression. A cry. Is it a cry heavenward?

    Sometimes tears just seem to pierce our eyes so much without any explantion. And sometimes that heart gets to be pricked so many times without any conclusion. Even though our minds knows or feels there is a reason. Our human nature can't help but feel like we've been left abandoned. I wonder if i am feeling ya post right as i write this out. but all i know is that we don't have all answers. If this post is towards heaven than it would if God says He is there. He is there. He does not change His words. If this is towards a person. Than..sometimes people just don;t seem to feed own person and jsut expects us to feed their own person. ok i thought the last line was crap. Keshi, i hope you feel better eh..*smiles* and hugs for this special lady **YOU**

    HUGS & smile.

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  10. Raj26 April 2006 at 7:48 pm

    Wow :)

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  11. wwww26 April 2006 at 8:04 pm

    What’s wrong dear? Your bf dumped ya? Tell us, we like to hear.

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  12. Masood Ahmed26 April 2006 at 8:50 pm

    "I can swim the river of tears to reach your heart
    I can dive into the ocean to touch your heart
    I can climb the everest to feel the pain of your heart
    but I know what I need to do instead
    I will hold your hand and wipe the tears from your face and whisper in your ear " I care you that is why I am here".

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  13. Sugababee26 April 2006 at 9:12 pm

    HugZzz Kesh!!
    Cheer up hun!!!
    We're hear to pour you some lovin' ;)
    Gimme a sexxxyy smile now... you know youuu wanna!!! :D

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  14. rebel_on_loose26 April 2006 at 9:17 pm

    I can understand this must be about some old flame...
    I'm sure u'll find the right person 2 Unbreak ur Heart soon!
    And yes....that is 1 really really Senti song!
    Cheer Up !

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  15. Jeevan26 April 2006 at 9:20 pm

    Nice post. we can only feel these, can't see.

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  16. PNA26 April 2006 at 9:39 pm

    Keshi.....is something eating up ...
    what's up girl ...????

    take care of urself okai
    Love u
    Ash

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  17. karmic26 April 2006 at 10:14 pm

    :-/ Does this refer to something else going on? I sort of know what you may mean or I may be wrong. There are times one feels like this. You want to reach out ..yet you can't. You feel detached yet torn at your own sense of watching events from a distance although you are there.
    I have been there, when all I had to do was reach across and touch, make a gesture a smile or a hug to break that invisible space that sometimes comes out nowhere..
    I am rambling.. :)
    Hope you are well.

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  18. Unknown27 April 2006 at 12:12 am

    me first.. :)
    very nicely written..
    is this a message for someone thro' ur blogs?? ;)

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  19. Unknown27 April 2006 at 12:13 am

    ohh.. after I wrote the comment i realised i wouldn't be the first one :D cos the comment moderation is enabled and its possible tht other would have also commented before me.. :)

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  20. Trée27 April 2006 at 12:43 am

    I'm here. Not going anywhere.

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  21. Chelseajean27 April 2006 at 12:57 am

    awww sweetie thats sooo sad and so beautiful cheer up :)

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  22. KL27 April 2006 at 1:10 am

    Errr........Keshi, what happened mate :(:(:(:(.........??? I hope you are fine...hugs...love..kisses....

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  23. che sara sara27 April 2006 at 1:55 am

    i am here
    to walk by ur side
    to offer u a shoulder when u wannno lean on...

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  24. SCRIBBLEZ TO WAKEUP27 April 2006 at 1:57 am

    Hey...It's jus so wishful...to unbreak and uncry...Dunno if tht ever happens as a scar is alwyayz a scar even if a million things r done after the scar came into existance...This piece just spoke something out to me.....Some one has some untying to do hopefully....I am waiting for tht day! ;)

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  25. AmitKen27 April 2006 at 2:00 am

    hey! keshi,

    wat happened dear? want to share? you can mail me if you want.

    AmitKen
    http://amitken.wordpress.com

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  26. Sujit27 April 2006 at 2:36 am

    Hmmm...... in search of him?... in search of a pillar for yourself?..

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  27. Anonymous27 April 2006 at 2:43 am

    When you get yourself out of the way, I am there:)

    I am not a strange vision, i'm not a mystery. Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, you can know me as I am. Though you fail to find me, I do not fail you.

    I am assurance. I am peace. I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by. I am the love that you can cling to.I am your peace. I am one with you. I am.

    Though your faith in me is unsure, my faith in you never wavers, because I know you, because, Beloved, I am there.

    So, stop making mockery of such pain and ridicule it with tears. Reach out for me because I am there:)

    Aryan

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  28. Raj27 April 2006 at 3:06 am

    wow:)that was deep!

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  29. exasparater27 April 2006 at 3:13 am

    its me first!!!

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  30. Neha27 April 2006 at 3:19 am

    hey what's happening..
    loneliness is the worst thing in this world.. you're not lonely girl.. there are so many ppl arnd u who care! so stop feeling like this..

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  31. Sudeep27 April 2006 at 3:38 am

    *wipes off ur tears*
    *gives a hug*

    feeling better? .. no?
    okie... we will repeat it ;)

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  32. Himavan27 April 2006 at 4:41 am

    Hey Keshi! Quite touchy one.

    I actually felt dumb after reading it. Are you OK?

    I would like to share a story about love (if I may so)

    ''What is Love?''

    In a classroom, there were several children.
    When one of them asked the teacher:
    - Teacher, what is " love"?
    The teacher felt that the child deserved an answer to the height of the intelligent question that she had done.

    As it was already the break time,she asked that each student should go to the patio of the school and brought what more woke up in each one the love feeling.

    The children left hurried and,when they return, the teacher said:
    -I want each one to show me what you brought.
    The first child said:
    -I brought this flower, beautiful isn't it ?
    The second child spoke:
    -I brought this butterfly.
    See the color of her wings, I will put her in my collection.
    The third child completed:
    - I brought this little bird .
    He had fallen of the nest . Pretty isn't it ?

    Finished the exhibition, the teacher noticed that there was a child that had been quiet the whole time.
    She was red of shame, because she had brought nothing.
    The teacher went to her and asked:
    -My dear, why you brought nothing?
    And the child timidly answered:
    -I'm sorry teacher. I saw the flower and I felt her perfume.
    I thought about pulling her, but I preferred to leave her so that her perfume exhaled for more time.
    I also saw the butterfly, light, colored.
    She seemed so happy that I didn't have courage of arresting her.
    I also saw the fallen little bird among the leaves, but, when arising in the tree, I noticed his mother's sad glance and I preferred to return him to the nest.
    Therefore teacher, I bring with me the perfume of the flower, the sensation of freedom of the butterfly and the gratitude that I felt in the mother's of the little bird eyes.
    So,how can I show what I brought?

    The teacher thanked the child and gave her the maximum note, because she had been the only one that had noticed that the only place where we can bring love it's inside of our heart.

    Author : Eliane de Araujo
    Extracted of the Book: "Stories for your Interior Child"

    ''If you love something , leave it free.
    If it turns , it's yours .
    If it doesn't. Never was...''

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  33. SamY27 April 2006 at 4:42 am

    :-??

    kinda resembles unbreak my heart by some female singer :) ... did u cook this?

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  34. :P fuzzbox27 April 2006 at 6:41 am

    Light oft comes from the most unexpected of places. Open your eyes and see the light. It might just be inside you.

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  35. Anonymous27 April 2006 at 7:37 am

    We are bigger than our pain. Not that it's easy to learn this.

    But it's there to be learned.

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  36. wallycrawler27 April 2006 at 8:08 am

    Da Wallycrawler dar for ya babe !

    Now if only I could ditch my wife !

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  37. sittingnut27 April 2006 at 10:21 am

    heyy mate!

    huuuggggggzzz!

    what is wrong?

    did you think I deserve to be sad.
    you are an angel who should never deserve to shed a tear.

    if anyone deserve the all the happiness reserved for the hero and heroine at the end of fairy tales, it is you.

    of course the world is no fairy tale but remember that .

    and remember the love of all your friends.

    i for one feel so damn helpless now.

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  38. Keshi27 April 2006 at 10:50 am

    ~~Himu

    thanks...




    ~~Nikita

    mwah girl!




    ~~Die_Murane

    Be by my side mate...




    ~~Saby

    I know u guys care...thats why I write all my feelings here...thanks Saby...unfortunately Im not a boozer..:( wish I cud get drunk to death...




    ~~Burf

    if ur not the clone..

    **were u ur wall-clock's oscillator in the last birth?

    huh? why d u ask? :)




    ~~Desperado

    WOW...r those lyrics for me? Im stoked Desperado...thanks a ton!




    ~~Jewel_Rays

    U figured it perfect Amy...it was a message sent to heaven...I dunno if I'll ever have an answer...

    thanks and have I told u that I luv u so very much? huggggggggz Amy!




    ~~Raj

    thanks...




    ~~Jay

    hehe Ive been dumped by too many ppl Jay...




    ~~Masd

    Masd that was truly beautiful! Ur a very special person...cos u r reaching out to someone u dun even know much and u did it really well...thanks mate and thanks for caring so much...I really appreciate it.




    ~~Sugababee

    Winks at Suga...

    hehe I luv ya and U know u guys luv me too...I wud have died if not...mwah!




    ~~Rebel_On_Loose

    :):) Ur so sweet Rebbz!




    ~~Jeevan

    yes...cant see at all...and thats the hardest part.




    ~~Ash

    Will do sweety...thanks Ash mwah!




    ~~Kiran

    WB Kiran mwahhh! Where have u been? I MISSED U TONZ!




    ~~Karmic_Jay

    thanks mate..u made perfect sense by saying that it's like u want to reach out ..yet you can't. So true. That's exactly what Im feeling now. It's so very hard. I thought as humans we r capable of most things, but to not be able to reach out to someone u really want to, is very heart-breaking...




    ~~Prasad

    :) ur sweet. First or not, what matters is that ur here and I appreciate it. Thanks!

    This is for someone who gave me the world and then took it back in a dash...




    ~~Tre

    aww thats was truly very special...just sit with me n talk for hours ok...hugggggz Tre!




    ~~ChelseaJean

    thanks baby....sadness has a beauty too...I know. But that beauty is an excruciating pain.




    ~~KL

    hey KL dun ya worry...Im ok thanks n mwahhh!




    ~~Sophia

    so much love! hugggggggz!




    ~~Scribblez_to_wakeup

    **as a scar is alwyayz a scar even if a million things r done after the scar came into existance

    ur right..the scar has remained forever...and it's still hurting...strange na...




    ~~Amitken

    hey Amit Im ok...just some tears, nuttin new...thanks so much for ur kindness...




    ~~Sujit

    ur right...Im in search for someone who promised me many things and seems to be invisible now...




    ~~Stud

    that was beautiful...brilliant and so serene...thanks! but nothing is permanent...




    ~~Exasperator

    aww :)




    ~~Elisa

    mwahhhhhhhhhhh Elisa!

    **but they say it's good to cry.

    I believe in that too...ppl think crying is negative and I say it's not...it's the heart saying something to us, so we better pay attention to it and let it speak...

    u take care Elisa...and thanks a ton!




    ~~Neha

    thanks girl...

    ** there are so many ppl arnd u who care

    true..Im so lucky to b ard so many lovely ppl...but sometimes it feels soooo lonely even amidst the biggest crowd...it's one of those days...




    ~~Sudeep

    U made me smile there Sudeep...:) thanks alot n huggggggggggz! Still home alone? awww....




    ~~Contented

    That was truly brilliant! Thanks so much for sharing that story with us...I was spellbound after reading it...goshh!

    **Therefore teacher, I bring with me the perfume of the flower, the sensation of freedom of the butterfly and the gratitude that I felt in the mother's of the little bird eyes.

    So beautiful. I have to share this with my friends now. That's so true...the most beautiful things in life cant be touched, heard or seen...they are only felt in the heart...and I cant honestly write all the feelings I feel, hence this short unclear post...sorry to have made u feel dumb :) hugggggggz!




    ~~Samy

    hey Samy!

    I have that song playing in my Music area (Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart)...dunno if u can see my music..yes this post is partly related to that song...I always loved that song and could relate it with many things in my real life too...




    ~~Fuzzbox

    u really make me open my eyes from most of ur comments Fuzzy...

    **Open your eyes and see the light. It might just be inside you.

    I just might do that...thanks a ton!




    ~~Darius

    **We are bigger than our pain.

    r we? Sometimes the pain takes us over...I dun want that to happen but it's overpowering me sometimes...




    ~~Cool_Knight

    aww Knight thanks for being there for me..that was so sweet of u to say all that..

    **because you are never given
    more than you can handle...

    I dunno mate...everyone's burden is different in dimension but sometimes the pain takes over and rips my heart apart...it tortures me so much...




    ~~Wallycrawler

    **Now if only I could ditch my wife !

    lol aww..u really made me laugh so loud hahaha...I dun think u should ditch such a wonderful woman to someone like me who's a mega pain in the booty :):) tc n hugggggz mate!



    Keshi.

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  39. Keshi27 April 2006 at 10:55 am

    ~~Sittingnut

    Good morning Sittingnut! So good to see u here...always make me feel good when I see u :)


    **if anyone deserve the all the happiness reserved for the hero and heroine at the end of fairy tales, it is you.

    aha u think so? aww so sweet but I dun think it will ever be that. My life is not even a normal girl's tale...how can it even think of a fairy tale...hehehe...I need a genie with some gold dust :)

    I know that I have so many ppl like u here to cheer me up...to tell u the truth that's what keeps me going now...all of u r my gold dust...the shining bits abt me...luv u lots!

    Keshi.

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  40. Ekta27 April 2006 at 11:53 am

    hey keshi girl,
    U ok??..dont sound too good!
    Who is this for?
    A prayer for god..?
    If yes...can I borrow it too pls...I need him too!

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  41. Jim27 April 2006 at 12:08 pm

    i've seen sorrow
    i've seen pain

    i've seen sunny days dat i tot wud never end


    we gotta be philosophical here

    too much joy is painful too
    u cud die from an unending orgasm

    so the good lord
    gives us a mix of joy and sorrow

    u wud never no joy
    unless u experience the lack of joy or sadness

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  42. Keshi27 April 2006 at 1:16 pm

    ~~Ekta

    thanks Ekta..Im ok...duncha worry..just a tad off the mood...

    **A prayer for god..?
    If yes...can I borrow it too pls...I need him too!

    u can read between the lines ha...very good...where is He but?





    ~~Saby

    Too much of anything is bad yes...but when its too much of pain and no joy at all, what happens...


    Keshi.

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  43. Anonymous27 April 2006 at 1:28 pm

    this heart has known an Everest of pain***Good that it has seen the most of it and still pumping so now u don't hv to worry about petty things in life anymore coz u know that piece of flesh in ur body can take anything and since u say that u hv already seen everything then it might not bother u in future and u can be at peace.

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  44. Jim27 April 2006 at 1:29 pm

    we need to operate
    surgery is called for


    but unless u tell wats causing u this sorrow and pain

    dis old man cant advise u wat to do
    and believe me a full confession helps

    keeping the hurt inside only makes it worse

    its like the puss in a wound
    u gotta get it out

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  45. Sujit27 April 2006 at 1:53 pm

    hmm.. i remember.. promises are always broken.. Once even she gave lots of promises to me.. but she vanished without any reason..!! hope he comes back to you..!!

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  46. Ekta27 April 2006 at 2:17 pm

    He as in anand?..
    Is ard...just that certain things only god can set right na!:-)

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  47. desperado27 April 2006 at 2:36 pm

    nice to know u loved those lines....
    well your opening lines reminded me of this song and then also wanted to say this ....
    All of your freinds out here Care
    Real love is just round the corner
    And we all are here

    Hope its a Smiling Day :)

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  48. Keshi27 April 2006 at 2:36 pm

    ~~Southpaw

    G'day South!

    **worry about petty things in life anymore coz u know that piece of flesh in ur body can take anything...

    well it's not something simple...but nevermind...


    **and since u say that u hv already seen everything then it might not bother u in future and u can be at peace.

    not really South...having felt so much pain in my life doesnt mean it's going to make me the strongest person on Earth. CVos it can also mean that same pain can drown me for good.





    ~~Saby

    Somethings r better left unsaid...thanks anyways mate.





    ~~Sujit

    yes promises made of thin ice...





    ~~Ekta


    I meant God by 'He' :)


    Keshi.

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  49. Keshi27 April 2006 at 2:38 pm

    ~~Desperado

    **All of your freinds out here Care
    Real love is just round the corner
    And we all are here

    Awww thats the sweetest thing I ever heard! Thanks so much and I know that some people here really honestly love me...and u r certainly one of them. Huggggggggggggz!


    Keshi.

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  50. uttara27 April 2006 at 2:40 pm

    i agree with raj...

    since u have seen soo many things n crossed the hurdles .. u should be used to it by now ...
    n all the petty things should not bother u GOT IT !!!

    n as i said in all ur previous post abt friendship... if ppl r worth they will come back .. else its THEIR misery ...

    do u want me to be more explicit ????

    HUGGGZZZZZZ
    MUAAAHHH

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  51. Anonymous27 April 2006 at 2:42 pm

    CVos it can also mean that same pain can drown me for good.*** but u r still alive, u hv ur life, a loving mum to back u up and thats enough to revive urself for the next challenge, so tighten ur boots and be ready.

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  52. Vivhyd27 April 2006 at 2:43 pm

    Cheer up keshi.. too many crying posts these days.. wassup??

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  53. burf27 April 2006 at 2:45 pm

    cuz once u write such serious stuff then some jovial kinds then some serious then some jovial... getting me???

    tic-tac-tic-tac

    :D

    anyways take care

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  54. Jewel Rays27 April 2006 at 2:45 pm

    hey Keshi.:)

    U figured it perfect Amy...it was a message sent to heaven...I dunno if I'll ever have an answer...

    :)There is an answer i am sure Keshi. :)

    thanks and have I told u that I luv u so very much? huggggggggz Amy!

    Your welcome.:D hehehehe...You never until now..LOL..*smiles* HUGS Right back at ya...hahaha

    JOY Is IN DA HOUSE!! :P

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  55. uttara27 April 2006 at 3:17 pm

    STOP BROODING !!!!!

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  56. Keshi27 April 2006 at 3:34 pm

    ~~Uttsy

    thanks I know what u mean...





    ~~South

    Thanks mate...




    ~~Vivhyd

    yep thanks...





    ~~Burf

    aha...I dunno why...





    ~~Jewel_Rays

    tc thanks Amy!


    Keshi.

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  57. burf27 April 2006 at 3:45 pm

    have u ever heard that song

    "tum itna jo muskura rahe ho, kya ghum hai jo chupa rahe ho..."

    ?

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  58. Keshi27 April 2006 at 3:46 pm

    nope Burfy...and what does that mean? :)

    Keshi.

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  59. abc27 April 2006 at 4:14 pm

    third time i am trying to post my comment :(...

    if this is for d Almighty...He does see...He does care...He just puts us through tough times to make us stronger (that's what I believe at least)

    and if this for a guy...hmmmmmmmmmm! if any guy hurt u so bad and doesn't see it...sense it...he ain't worth crying over!!! keshi...if u're cryin for urself and the pain u're feelin...cry coz i knoww sumtimes it helps but not for anyone who hurts u...!

    and burf's lines up there are beautiful..."tum itna jo muskura rahi ho....kya ghum hai jo chhupa rahi ho"....roughly would translate to..."what's d pain u're hiding behind that smile?"....

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  60. Keshi27 April 2006 at 4:25 pm

    ~~Iwzhre

    WC and thanks!

    I dun think God always has answers...He is an illusion in some situations...

    No man who didnt love me honestly is worth my tears I know...thanks...


    thanks for translating what Burfy stated...thats beautiful. these lips r trained to smile...always :)


    Keshi.

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  61. Shiv27 April 2006 at 4:39 pm

    Tat was a lovely post - the pic and the verses!!

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  62. ishipishi27 April 2006 at 4:42 pm

    :-)...smile keshi...and smile from ur heart and ur soul coz don u see a lot of ppl care for u!!:)...

    and ummm..keshi...love never comes widout pain...that's another aspect of luvv...but don dwell on pain..coz take it from me...if one day suckkkss...the next day can have u smilinggg and feeling out of d world...

    live and live with a smile keshi:)...coz i know u wldn't luk better any other way!:)...

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  63. ishipishi27 April 2006 at 4:55 pm

    i got back again...this time to humm along wid the song...luv it~!:)

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  64. Die Muräne27 April 2006 at 4:56 pm

    Be sure i AM at your side, Keshi!

    You know what I like most on you? - you're not afraid to grow. That's a real gift, you know. But it sometimes it brings pain and doubt...

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  65. burf27 April 2006 at 4:57 pm

    it is not exactly a song, it is a ghazal... i guess

    the essence is

    he is asking

    u r smiling so much, what is the pain that you are holding deep in ur heart that u r trying to hide/fake...

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  66. burf27 April 2006 at 5:00 pm

    iwzhre - i saw that later on, tnx for the translation, bud

    kesh - trained to or bound to...? why the melancholy???

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  67. Unknown27 April 2006 at 5:12 pm

    ohh.. i really hope things turn out well for u keshi..
    take care...

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  68. sebia27 April 2006 at 5:21 pm

    grrrrr
    Though i want to strangle u for taking all moi wrds and stuff in total wrong way..but anyways..beautiful lines..and beautiful expression..:)
    u want me 2 tell u the MASTARD STORY now?
    tc
    and fr GOD sake..i never harbored grudges..and i never BLASTED u...period

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  69. gP27 April 2006 at 6:56 pm

    hey...im here...and its a bit lonely you know. The world, the world is a big place, just that we are so small and insignificant. So at times we dream and then we feel high, and we fly high. Im still here...where d heck r u!?

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  70. Invincible27 April 2006 at 8:16 pm

    Hey, u remember my b'day !!
    *hugz his sis keshi*
    Now tell me who's causing all this pain, i wud cut his throat.

    You look really ugly when u cry, so pls chill and smmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmile
    :D

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  71. Jo27 April 2006 at 8:50 pm

    I love that song a lot. Thanks for the video.

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  72. karmic27 April 2006 at 10:21 pm

    Keshi said -
    thanks mate..u made perfect sense by saying that it's like u want to reach out ..yet you can't. So true. That's exactly what Im feeling now. It's so very hard. I thought as humans we r capable of most things, but to not be able to reach out to someone u really want to, is very heart-breaking...
    This too shall pass. Believe it or not it happnes even in stable long term relationships. Either you are busy, in a rush or just don't do the lil extra that might take to reach out to someone in a tough situation.
    Hope it works out for ya.
    PS: Was referring to myself when I said "you". *Hugz*

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  73. Jim27 April 2006 at 10:32 pm

    Sebia

    wats the BASTARD STORY?

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  74. Pradeep Puranik27 April 2006 at 10:36 pm

    I love you, Keshi. Please don't be sad, dear.

    (HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ)
    Cheer up!

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  75. smiley27 April 2006 at 11:04 pm

    those tears look like pearls, don't waste them :)

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  76. Scoot28 April 2006 at 12:08 am

    am feeling exactly what you have written here*sob*

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  77. the_ego_has_landed28 April 2006 at 12:54 am

    aw....wats up kesh? u ok?

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  78. starbender28 April 2006 at 1:05 am

    WoW! I'm all the way at the bottom! 73! U go girl. Sorry I haven't been here in awhile. I had 2 get a real job! heheee! Just not enough hours 2 make it to all these great sites.
    :)

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  79. Jim28 April 2006 at 1:40 am

    Keshi girl

    u expect too much from your blogger friends

    we are here only for funn
    u gonna lose your ratings if u come up with soo heavy posts

    take your probs to the good Lord
    we guys just wanna have funn

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  80. sajini28 April 2006 at 2:25 am

    hugsss huggs...lots of hugs... u should come to ny and hang with me!!!

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  81. Anonymous28 April 2006 at 2:29 am

    dear keshi,

    a lifetime of happiness, you cannot guranttee cus' human happiness is easily an oxumoron of cosmic proportions! As the french say..

    C'est la vie

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  82. Sujit28 April 2006 at 3:14 am

    so you too started to compare with nature :). good.. good..

    Has there been any sucess in reaching him..!!?

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  83. R28 April 2006 at 3:36 am

    Take care Keshi! I hope everything's cool soon.

    Smile! :)

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  84. Michelle28 April 2006 at 3:47 am

    cheer up kesh...i don like to see u sad :) smile!!

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  85. Jay Noel28 April 2006 at 3:50 am

    Ouch, it sounds like you're really hurting right now.

    You're getting it out of your system, which means you'll be on the road to recovery thereafter.

    Take care.

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  86. Raj28 April 2006 at 4:00 am

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  87. ArChaNaR28 April 2006 at 5:51 am

    huuuggggz!! you okie???

    go out on a long drive, listen to your fav songs and dance lyk no one's watching ;)

    awrite.. i wanted to give u a surprise .. may be this might cheer ya .. ?

    tadaa ^_^ you are in the spotlight for this month.

    check out my blog --> click here

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  88. Perplexio28 April 2006 at 7:44 am

    Interestingly or appropriately enough I was listening to Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse of the Heart when I read this post.

    It's a beautiful post, Keshi.

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  89. Outdoorsy Girl28 April 2006 at 9:04 am

    Awww...beautiful post but so sad.

    I hope you are feeling much better now. You're not alone. We all luv ya. Cheer up, hon.

    If it's any consolation, my heart could use a little unbreaking, too. :)

    sending you a hug!

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  90. sittingnut28 April 2006 at 10:17 am

    heyyy good morning :-)

    My life is not even a normal girl's tale...how can it even think of a fairy tale...hehehe...I need a genie with some gold dust
    of course not yours in not a normal life you will get the best life there is. mark my words. fairy tales start with heroine being in trouble don't they ? :-)

    i do wish i can be genie but you don't need one. you have enough strength to work your life out yourself. and the wisdom too. we can only support you by being there and by admiring .

    have a great day.

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  91. Jim28 April 2006 at 10:48 am

    waiting anxiously for u to tell us how u feel now

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  92. Keshi28 April 2006 at 10:49 am

    ~~Shiv

    Thanks...




    ~~Ishita

    muahhh Ish! U always somehow manage to make me smile :) thanks n tons of hugggggz!

    And yeah Toni looks gorgeous in that white long dress doesnt she!




    ~~Die_Murane

    hey wheres the Swiss chocs? :)

    **you're not afraid to grow. That's a real gift, you know

    u think so..sometimes I think that no matter how strong I am, I have a fear stopping me from doing things thats not 'me'...u know what I mean?




    ~~Burf

    **u r smiling so much, what is the pain that you are holding deep in ur heart that u r trying to hide/fake...

    aww what a beautiful meaning...have u seen that pic of a clown with a tear in his eyes...




    ~~Prasad

    hey thanks Prasad I really appreciate ur presence here...




    ~~Sebia

    Its ok Sebzz...lets just leave it behind and u know what, I still luv u...I hope u luv me too.




    ~~Ghost_Particle

    the world is indeed a big place and no matter how much ppl u r with, sometimes u can feel very lonely...true.

    **Im still here...where d heck r u!?

    Im still here too mate :) thanks alot!




    ~~Invincible

    v000nieeeeeee Im so glad to see u here my brother! :)

    **Now tell me who's causing all this pain, i wud cut his throat.

    hehe...awww so much luv for me ha...Im stoked. yep yep I realise my crying face is ugly :), not so pretty as this beauty in the pic..hehehehe...so yeah, I'll stop crying :) thanks n huggggggz v000nie!





    ~~Jo

    I love that song too..for a very long time now...




    ~~Karmic_Jay

    Jay thanks very much...I know wut u mean...ur spot on and hugggggz!




    ~~Saby

    its the MUSTARD story..not BASTARD duhhh :) I told Sebz this Mustard story long time ago...when she was sad one day. It's a story that happened in Buddha's days. I will tell u all that story one day ok...




    ~~Pradeep.K

    I luv u toooooo Pradeep hugggggggggz!




    ~~Smiley

    **those tears look like pearls, don't waste them

    u got a profound msg there...thanks alot mate!




    ~~Maya_Casis

    **am feeling exactly what you have written here

    hey wut happened? Tell me...we r all here for each other na...doesnt matter that we r so far away in distance, but we r so close in hearts na...tell us..




    ~~The_Ego_Has_Landed

    hey girl Im ok now...thanks a ton u guys just rock!




    ~~Star_Bender

    hey Bender :) WB! I missed ya!

    ** I had 2 get a real job! heheee! Just not enough hours 2 make it to all these great sites.

    lol aww thats great, congratts! Thanks for dropping by mate. I'll see u soon.




    ~~Sajini

    muahhh I'd love to drop by NY wow....u should come over here too...we can have a ball :) Thanks girl!




    ~~Stud

    nothing is forever Stud..I know. As a buddhist, I know this very well.

    **cus' human happiness is easily an oxumoron of cosmic proportions!

    U mean oxymoron? I didnt get that statement...cud u elaborate mate? thanks :)




    ~~Sujit

    no success at all Sujit....




    ~~Rohit_Talwar

    :) thanks mate!




    ~~Michelle

    muahhh Mich WB! yeyyy so good to have u bakkk...I missed n missed ya so much!




    ~~The_Phoenix

    hey mate ur right...a blog post like this helped me so much to feel better...with loving ppl like u ard me what cannot be achieved! thanks a ton!




    ~~Raj

    thanks :) ur so sweeeeet!




    ~~Archie

    OMG Archie that was one of the sweetest things anyone online ever did to me! I was spellbound!! U r soooooooo sweeeeeeet! What a shining heart u have...I luv u gal! muahhhhhh n thanks! That's so sweet, I still cant get over it lol! See u already made me smile :):)

    U know wut...I danced in the toilet today...lol hahaha! Will tell u all more abt it later ok...:)




    ~~Perplexio

    hey so good to see u here mate....Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse is one of my FAVVVS too wow! I dunno if u rem but I put up that song a while back in my blog...goshhh we share the same taste in music, greaaaat!




    ~~Cool_Knight

    yeah mate...this is the time I wish I had no memory...




    ~~Outdoorsy_Girl

    Catches the girl's sweet hug...:)

    awww thank u so much sweety! U guys always I mean always cheer me up...


    **If it's any consolation, my heart could use a little unbreaking, too

    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...I hope u'll feel better soon. We can hang out in some karaoke club and sing "I'll surivive' hehehe cant we :):) that'll make us feel betta...hugggggggz babez!




    ~~Sittingnut

    u always makes me feel so speail Sittingnut...Im completely in awe at ur comments to me..thanks mate :)


    **fairy tales start with heroine being in trouble don't they

    yep I know...but Im no heroine mate...and I know I will never be...some day, to all of u, I will be just a memory...and I hope u wont be mad at me then :)

    tc..


    Keshi.

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  93. Keshi28 April 2006 at 10:50 am

    ~~Saby

    lolz ur so sweet..Im much much better today..THANKS TO ALL OF U LOVELY PPL! HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

    Power of blogging ha..:)

    Keshi.

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  94. Jim28 April 2006 at 10:52 am

    who the hell is
    Perplexio ??

    never seen him before


    maan (i mean woman)
    u gott too many guys wid the hottz for u

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  95. Keshi28 April 2006 at 10:54 am

    Saby, Perplexio is a goo dmate of mine...u jealous? lol!

    Anyways...what time is it in India? goshhh dun u sleep??

    Keshi.

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  96. Jim28 April 2006 at 11:20 am

    my bio clock shifted to aussie time
    a while back

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  97. Keshi28 April 2006 at 11:38 am

    lol c'mon Saby ur a married man...ur wife wont complain abt this blogging mania? hehehe...


    Keshi.

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  98. Dawn28 April 2006 at 1:37 pm

    Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around!

    Its just a phase dear...face it and you will be fine..:) huggggz to you....and dont feel sad..!
    Keep up the spirit of happiness and confidence alive...am sure I will soon see a happy post here ...:)

    hugggggz to u my love
    Cheers

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  99. Keshi28 April 2006 at 1:48 pm

    ~~Dawn

    muahhh Dawny sometimes u say the most beautiful things ever..puts me back on track and I must take this opp to thank u with a BIG HUG - HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

    Look...I do have a new HAPPY post :)

    Keshi.

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  100. Die Muräne28 April 2006 at 6:35 pm

    I already sent the chocs to you days before. think "keshi, sydney, australia" will do...

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  101. Kathy28 April 2006 at 6:35 pm

    ..you ok girl? well..crying is not bad hehe..coz i do a lot.
    ...it helps me with all my stress everyday and it's good for health so no problem.^_^
    ..and if u want someone to talk to..just knock sweetie,ill always be here...with open arms!
    ...lets do yoga and feel refresh haha.. *wink*
    ... thanx for the bday greeting girl!im still imagining that "dinner at 45th floor in ANA Hotel hehe..lets go naa kesh!!muahh!

    hugss,
    -kathy-

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  102. Anonymous29 April 2006 at 12:36 am

    Keshi - Yeah, we really are - bigger than our pain. If not literally everyone, then the overwhelming majority of us.

    Certainly it's a process. But personally speaking, I've learned I'm stronger than I could possibly have imagined. Things I would once have thought would have had to destroy me, if I'd ever been able to imagine they would happen, have not.

    The pain is very real; but so is a resevoir of strength that is there and which begins to surface if we don't try to run away from the pain or drown it out.

    At least that's been my experience.

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  103. Łóòň Ġãĺ29 April 2006 at 3:04 am

    Awwwwwwwwww Keshur babezzz ... sorry am so late here ..... mwaaahh ..... yes we do care .... and we do love you ... i hope ure alright alredy ... but herez for u a nice warm hug :D

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  104. ArChaNaR29 April 2006 at 7:33 am

    vooohoo.. finally i see a smile .. yay!! :D

    i lyk the way you write.. very straightforward!! :)

    *** U know wut...I danced in the toilet today...lol hahaha! Will tell u all more abt it later ok...:)


    u did ? hehee... tell me tell me

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  105. sittingnut29 April 2006 at 8:52 am

    hey good morning!

    i will never be mad at you :-)
    you are our heroine and will always be so even in memory.

    take care

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  106. Keshi1 May 2006 at 12:22 pm

    ~~Die_Murane

    ** "keshi, sydney, australia" will do

    lol aww ur so sweet! Danke Muarne!







    ~~Lil_Kath

    Thanks so much Kath...u know something...u have such a relaxed nature abt ya that just ur presence here makes me peaceful and serene...thanks for being U Kath hugggggggggz!







    ~~Darius

    hey mate u always say the wisest of things...thanks I feel si much better after reading it.


    **Things I would once have thought would have had to destroy me, if I'd ever been able to imagine they would happen, have not.


    true...I so agree with that...Im still here and I cant even believe that...it must be my innermost strength...thanks a ton!







    ~~Cheesy_Termite

    aww HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ Cheesy! I love the fact that u r still here for me...ot of many of my friends from IT, u remain to be my friend no matter what...thats what I luv abt ya...I will always remember that Cheesy...







    ~~Archie

    hehe thanks to u girl mwahhh!


    **dancing in the loo

    lol I will tell u all soon hahahaha, thanks for being interested to hear it :):)







    ~~Sittingnut

    aww thats a golden assurance, hugggggggggggz!







    ~~Caraf

    hey Caraf goshhh where u been? I missed u and ur blog...whats going on?



    Keshi.

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  107. Daidai2 May 2006 at 7:58 am

    Keshi, I don't know what had happened in your life, but even as a stranger, I felt your pain when I read your post. Some feelings are so private -- no matter how much other people care, they can't feel them in place of you. There are certain journeys in life that you just have to go through alone; I guess that may be what makes you feel lonely. Sometimes you have to sink into the darkness in order to see the light, you have to fully embrace the pain in order to detach from it. Again I don't know enough about your situation, so forgive me if I said something wrong. Take care.

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  108. Keshi2 May 2006 at 10:18 am

    ~~Dai

    hey thanks so much....I really appreciate u feeling this way for me...

    **no matter how much other people care, they can't feel them in place of you. There are certain journeys in life that you just have to go through alone;

    spot on...thats what I mean too. Sometimes the others cant feel the exact thing ur going thru...and thats the toughest to go thru...

    but Im glad I have so many beautiful ppl here to cheer me up...I luv u all!

    Keshi.

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  109. EKENYERENGOZI Michael Chima7 May 2006 at 7:57 am

    Keshi,
    I will not tickle your fancies.

    I will not toy with your emotions and I will not trample on your passions.

    I will only welcome you into the royal chambers of my heart of hearts and decorate your life with love.

    Now, enough poetry.
    Come and feel my chemistry.

    God bless.

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