Monday, April 21

Walking On Fire

Have you ever felt like you were walking on fire? Still smiling as your feet burnt to ashes...still keeping your head straight and looking ahead to the future, when your feet were blistering in the heat and aching to put out the fire. Did you feel like you were sleeping on a bed of thorns that you could never wake up from? And still have you kept on marching ahead without your conscience faltering, longing to beat the pain some day? Have you continued your journey no matter how much the scorching flames tried to get you down? Have you felt that glimmering bit of hope dancing in front of your eyes while you thought you were dying? Did you see that faraway refuge as you kept walking among the crackling flames? And did that hope of a mirage-like shelter keep you walking no matter what? Did a voice inside you tell you that this fire will find it's water somehow, when all your pain will cease to exist? And did that voice keep you going even when your feet were burning in that raging fire's glory? Then you reached a certain point when you thought you couldn't take it anymore, did you finally feel a cool drop of water falling on your chest? And did that drop of water run down to your feet and slowly put out the fire? Did you then feel that you finally reached that glimmer of hope you felt long time ago? Did your burning soul then bathe in fresh cool water to feel it's destination? Did you then for a while sleep on a bed of roses...


And the Flying Kissee of the day is....

Someone who fits this post perfectly and it's none other than my dearest mate Ghosty! Ghosty and I have been good friends for a while now and it already seems like I've known him for life. The posts that he writes come from the bottom of his soul...no one can write like Ghosty writes! If you already know him, you know what I'm talking about. He has a style of writing that can never be replicated...that can never be stolen...that can never be forgotten. There's a reason for that. And that reason is cos he's been through hell...he's seen it all...he's felt like no one else has...he has walked on fire many times...cos he 'sees' the world more than many of us do. He deserves much more respect, love and introduction than what this post could possibly convey. But I wanna tell Ghosty how much I love him as a person and how much respect I have for him. There were many times that I felt Ghosty is writing exactly what I experienced...only that he does it better than how I could possibly convey. He's the master, he's the soul. The soul of pure humanness. Ghosty I want you to know that I've slept on beds of thorns and walked on fire like everyone else have...just know that we also get to feel the water sometimes. So have faith and hope, cos we all walk together somehow. MWACCKKZZZ Ghosty! Dija feel it? :) This song is especially for you...it's one of my favs from Bon Jovi. Enjoy, it's your day! Your friendship and love for me in Blogville has touched me deeply and please know that I will always be there for you like you were, are and undoubtedly will be, there for me...


Current Music: Bed Of Roses by Bon Jovi

128 comments:

  1. burnt to ashes... drowned right to the abyss many many times...

    but... u live...

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  2. no ma'm "keshiji"! i slept. dint realize if it were a bed of roses or thorns.
    just slept.
    sweetest of sleep with the bestest of dreams :)

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  3. awwwwww
    how do always say such lovely stuff?

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  4. i m still walkig on fire Keshi... because i have not yet found that water that will quench my thirst...because i hve not reached my destination...

    heck... i dnt knw where my destination is :-(


    i m living to knw it though :)

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  5. And GHOSTY!!!!!!!!!

    Hiya! u r a wonderful writer i told ya that :)

    u rock :))

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  6. No hot coals, but I have walked on eggshells,does that count?

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  7. Hey Keshi! Hope you had a great weekend! It's Monday and I already miss the weekend.

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  8. No, I've never felt like that.
    Never.
    Never, ever.
    Now what...

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  9. Having walked on hot coal (literally!!) and through my life...I know how it is to peer out through the corner of your eyes for that drop of water....
    But trust me, the drop will wait for you and will drip on you till you are soothed..

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  10. we all do that daily...every other moment...sometimes we enjoy the fight...sometimes we dont enjoy...sometimes we smile n come out of the fire..sometimes we cry n come out.sometimes the intensity of the fire is low..sometimes its high...but then we do walk on it every moment,every hour, every day....thts life :)

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  11. nice post..but never was in such situation i guess..i guess...yes never had been..

    ghosty will visit his blog soon...

    gud day keshi..

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  12. There have been times when I thought I just couldn't go on because of the pain (both physical and emotional)...but God's love gives you the strength to endure.

    But on to a brighter subject...
    So what did you get your cousin?
    Did you both get matching tattoos?

    Sorry to hear about the cold weather...we're in SPRING : )

    Have a wonderful week!

    Hugs & Blessings.

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  13. Ghostay is f*cking awesome!!
    He has a gigantic brain and a gentle intergalactic soul. Someday he is going to unwravel some huge scientificky breakthrough and publish a best selling Sci-Fi Novel and be world famous.
    He is incredible. Good for you Keshiroo for posting props to the Ghostay-Mon!
    Right On!

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  14. Not necessarily as an aspect of life, but many a times in the small things that we do, we find ourselves missing out on something.. as if we are stuck in no mans land.. or maybe as u say on a bed of thorns. But then we do catch up that rope which will guide us towards a safer end.. somethin akin to bringing the boat ashore.

    I donno if it happens to anyone with life as a whole.. but it sure does to us everytime when small things are considered.

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  15. Hi Keshi

    When I started to read this post, I thought it was a sex fantasy. LOL

    After, I realized what you were saying.

    While I was away I met a pot-smoking minister, an alcoholic police officer and a career criminal. The three of them run a detective agency, and I must say that their antics are quite funny. In fact, they’re characters in a new series. LOL

    Did I?

    I’ll never tell.

    LOL

    Bev

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  16. I have missed your taste in music Keshi I must admit

    AHHHHH the eighties rock god that was Bon Jovi

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  17. Another mesmerizing post!! :)

    **Did a voice inside you tell you that this fire will find it's water somehow, when all your pain will cease to exist?**
    Beautifully written!! :)
    yes.. I have been walking on fire..for how long I myself don't know.. The inner voice constantly keeps whispering the words.."Faith" & "Hope".. so m patiently waiting for that drop of water to soothe my soul :)
    Thanks for the comment on my blog!! M really touched!! :)
    Mwahh!! Hugs..

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  18. I kinda like the feel of that fire :D It reminds me of all that has been and will be in future. And the memory is very very important to me... to keep me going :)
    Keshigirl.. I an identify with s many people here in Blogsville but I think that you're the only one who'll understand me. Lol!

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  19. Then you reached a certain point when you thought you couldn't take it anymore, did you finally feel a cool drop of water falling on your chest?

    may be that how everything ends... a cool drop on ur chest

    And did that drop of water run down to your feet and slowly put out the fire? Did you then feel that you finally reached that glimmer of hope you felt long time ago? Did your burning soul then bathe in fresh cool water to feel it's destination?

    journey of life, step after step.... step on fire...cooled by the drop of water


    Did you then for a while sleep on a bed of roses...

    Life is bed of roses with thorns of reality in between to keep one grounded...??????

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  20. Never slept in a bed of roses, but yes, I have slept in a bed with Rosemary. the t=Horny problem sleeping in a bed of roses is simply you may get pricked too often.

    Love the music.x.

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  21. every day is test..every moment is a test..
    one wins and the other fails, so u see if one is sleeping on bed of roses means the other is sleeping on thorns...so life's fun u cant win in every situation..so one cant get beds of roses everyday..he has to walk on fire and not only on fire but on a thin wire too ..balancing everything in his life with every move he take..
    m no different :)

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  22. i feel like being made to walk on fire right nw!!
    life still hasto move on!inne?

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  23. I no need to tell you, that I too share walking on fine. In the long journey the thirst comes more, because the destination he desire to reach is high to enjoy pleasure.

    "no one can write like Ghosty writes! If you already know him, you know what I'm talking about. He has a style of writing that can never be replicated...that can never be stolen...that can never be forgotten." Verytrue keshi, one can’t easily overcome his thoughts, they are deep and reasonable. Yes, he walks on fire for his dreams to exist. I am very proud to be his brother, and trying to learning what interest him.

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  24. Ooh,I did,I did..last Friday,when I finished walking for three hours straight,a record even for me.I felt my feet burning,the fingers about to fall off...

    Well,jokes apart,Keshi,yes..I have felt that sometimes in the past.Perhaps not to such an extreme measure,though-just when hopes seemed to be dying away,something would happen and there would be a glimmer again.And,perhaps that's what makes life worth living.:)

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  25. Yup, living life everyday is walking on fire baby...but i guess its how u look at it...take it with a pinch of salt n u can make kebab outta it...or it would just get stale and burnt...

    (am i awesome or am i awesome to come up with that!hahahaha!!)

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  26. Kesh! oh man! Do i look fat in that pic?

    I felt the kiss...probably that was what woke me up this morning. Hugs Kesh, I love u forever and ever.

    //? Still smiling as your feet burnt to ashes...//

    I keep smiling coz I found the purest souls on the net. I wished I found you earlier, but we found each other somehow right. I think you found me...that makes it alot more nice.

    In pain or in joy, we have each other, to look forward, to look behind and to look after each other. However hot the fire is, finally the drop of water...is our friends. They guide us, they embrace us and the look up to us. And like the bed of roses that does not last an eternity, thats how our lives will be...reborn but never far apart.

    And I want to thank you for everyone who found me, followed this link to me. I do visit back your blogs, but forgive me if I dont comment...some moments in life, work rushes in and never wants to live. but then somedays...all I have is your amazing blogs and sincere writings.

    Donn (my bro told me I have a big head...something must be in there bro!), my bro Jeevan, Veens and everyone...life is a bed of roses...hidden for the best day to unravel to us.

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  27. All of us have Keshi walked on fire... yearned for peace ... looked at the moon ... there is no denying to it ... each individual though unique in their own sense .. carries common pathos and perhaps common joy ... again though individual but perhaps a universal feeling .. otherwise I wouldn't have been moved so much by this post ... wouldn't have related to it the way I did ...

    Three Cheers to Siva (Ghosty)!


    Alok

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  28. Maybe you havent lived a life until it hurts to just wake up in the morning.
    When you believe thateverything you have ever lived your life for is taken from you, you are at the bottom
    But from the bottom there is only one way----up
    You just have to believe in yourself and that the sun will rise again tomorrow.
    Taking small steps seem painful but it is the only way back to the new you.
    Life is really worth living

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  29. A bed of coals I tranced upon,
    Running to save my sole.
    Flesh seared before withdrawn,
    Midway did I open my eyes whole.
    A gasp as I gaze beneath,
    No fire did I see at all,
    And found no burning feet.

    yikes! Look what your post made me do! :D

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  30. You are such a sweety and say nice things about your friends!! I shall give him a read now...

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  31. Amazingly beautifully written...well i have got no words..

    Yes..many a times...and then so..its life....

    reading it actually made all those times/moments flash through my eyes..

    Yes so true...after all that you still see and wish for a glimmer of hope brighteness..in this dark dark world..

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  32. Its not just his writing style...not just about his immaculate vocabulary...his renditions and utterances...

    Its about something much more magnanimous. Something larger than life. Something that happens rarely in many many lifetimes.

    I dont really have the words this time.
    Love ya bro.

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  33. you are being victimised by your hormones how days

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  34. Yeah it has happened to me!Life seemed like the worst nightmare, but yes i cud pull thru it and today i feel tht it made me stronger as a person.Although i dunno if anybody wud want to go thru it.i m glad i cud get over it!!

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  35. It is said the harder the conflict, the more glorious is the triumph. But personally, I get chills when I think of agony and suffering.

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  36. somehow i think we all walk through the fire knowing that a drop of water might just come our way!!

    you write such amazing stuff keshi!
    each time i have left ur blog with a smile, an understanding nod, a sad feel that can only come through same experiences!

    But we do get the bed of roses finally! its that flickering hope that helps us keep doin what we do.

    ((hug))

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  37. i'm relating to the glimmer of hope whilst feeling like your dying...

    because i accidently left my USB memory stick plugged in the library but SOMEONE has STOLEN IT and not handed it in like a decent human being - and there is a glimmer of hope in me thinking i'll find it.. whilst i'm dying (of embarasment) thinking someone is looking through the private pictures (ahem) stored on it...

    *sigh*

    you'd return a memory stick though wouldn't you if you found one :'(

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  38. True keshi..V. true! n wat i like abt this post is :
    "Did you then for a while sleep on a bed of roses..."

    The reality is that the Bed of Roses is for a while..All thru life one has to walk on the fire...therz no escape..n if one doesn't hope n think abt the drop of water...the walk on fire is close to imposs.
    After walking on he file a cpl of times..u start learnin the trick..kinda know wat to expect..i doesnt hurt as much as the 1st time..but it yet hurts..while we wait for the bed of roses!

    Gr8 post Gurl :)

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  39. yes Iceman...u live cos there's always that glimmer of hope..

    Keshi.

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  40. thats great to know Stygian :) I wish I cud be like u tho...


    Keshi.

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  41. LaVida it may be cos I've been thru it all...

    Keshi.

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  42. hey Veenz!

    ** m still walkig on fire Keshi... because i have not yet found that water that will quench my thirst...because i hve not reached my destination

    u hvnt found that destination cos there's no one destination. U find many destinations in ur journey..in this walk. Its a walk that never ends, but it's got many destinations in it...temporary ones.

    Cos both happiness n sadness r temporary Veenz, n they follow each other eternally. Nothing lasts forever.


    TC HUGZ!

    Keshi.

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  43. o yes Phoso :) cos that hurts too.

    Keshi.

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  44. Fingers thats cos Lemons dun feel the fire na :)

    Keshi.

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  45. ty Prats!

    **But trust me, the drop will wait for you and will drip on you till you are soothed..

    yes..it will and it shall.

    Keshi.

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  46. true Mav...sometimes we walk on fire even w.o. realising.

    Keshi.

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  47. G'day Nirmal!

    **..but never was in such situation i guess..

    glad to know that :)

    Keshi.

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  48. heyyy Coco yes sometimes the pain is unbearable..some burns leave scars too. But a distant shimmering light guides u to it somehow...


    **So what did you get your cousin?
    Did you both get matching tattoos?

    aww I wish we cud get tattoos..but I got her a framed photo of us - she loved it! And also, a crop jacket and a white halter-neck dress :)

    tnxx hun!

    Keshi.

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  49. heyy Don tnxx!

    **He has a gigantic brain and a gentle intergalactic soul

    I agree and thats such a neat combo too.


    u my dear is another BRAINIAC with a gentle heart n soul. Wait till u get my KISS here ;-)


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  50. hey Vrij tnxx!

    It may not happen as a whole with life, but one such experience can end up being a whole-life changing event :)


    **But then we do catch up that rope which will guide us towards a safer end.. somethin akin to bringing the boat ashore.

    true...

    tnxx!

    Keshi.

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  51. hey Bev u've met some pretty weird ppl in ur lil trip hvnt ya LOL!


    ** I thought it was a sex fantasy.

    ok so u think I can pash a guy while Im on fire. wait, mebbe I can. LOL!

    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  52. Aidannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I cant believe that ur here! HUGGGGGGGGGGZ I've been missin ya mate!

    *does a crazy happy dance cos Aidan is bak*

    :):) Im so happy!

    Keshi.

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  53. aww tnxx Swati!

    **.."Faith" & "Hope"..

    yes...somehow they trudge along invisibly with us in that fire-walk.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  54. hey Maca :)

    **And the memory is very very important to me...

    spot on! never forget the experience.


    *HUGZ* I feel the same abt u and few others here. Its amazing that total strangers know how u feel than ur loved-ones do.


    Keshi.

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  55. Vish u mean the tag?

    if so, which one? LOL!

    Keshi.

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  56. Rush.Me I loved ur comment. I got exactly wut I wanted to convey.


    **journey of life, step after step.... step on fire...cooled by the drop of water

    spot on! there's no permanent end to the pain..and there's only temporary happiness.

    both happiness n sadness follow each other in this walk.


    Keshi.

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  57. And Rush.Me..

    **Life is bed of roses with thorns of reality in between to keep one grounded...??????

    yes..very well-said. If someone doesnt ever feel the thorns, then they hv never really 'lived'.


    Keshi.

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  58. hehehe Vesty u r being cheeky now.

    :)

    Keshi.

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  59. yes Sourish..

    **see if one is sleeping on bed of roses means the other is sleeping on thorns

    thats true too.

    Happiness n sadness follow each other eternally.

    Keshi.

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  60. Gunj yes...the fire should not stop u on tracks..keep moving towards the refuge.

    Keshi.

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  61. aww Jeevan..I know u love Ghosty with all ur heart. He's someone to look up to. He's such a caring and sensitive friend too.

    *HUGZ* to ya!

    Keshi.

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  62. hehe AmitL :)

    **though-just when hopes seemed to be dying away,something would happen and there would be a glimmer again

    yes..


    Keshi.

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  63. hahaha Preeti yes ur AWESOME hun!

    **...take it with a pinch of salt n u can make kebab outta it...

    :) great idea!


    Keshi.

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  64. Ghosty heyyy finally ur here! :)


    **However hot the fire is, finally the drop of water...is our friends

    So true! Somehow they keep us going...


    Im glad I found ya too..I really learnt alot from ya Ghosty. Ur writing makes me freeze in awe of it :) Cos u FEEL, SEE and HEAR more than most ppl I know.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  65. hey Alok tnxx mate!


    **again though individual but perhaps a universal feeling .. otherwise I wouldn't have been moved so much by this post

    yes...it's a Universal feeling. Only expressed differently.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  66. hey Clyde tnxx mate!


    **Maybe you havent lived a life until it hurts to just wake up in the morning.
    When you believe thateverything you have ever lived your life for is taken from you,

    Spot on! U hvnt lived life til u feel the thorns or walk on fire.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  67. hey Alok M!


    **A bed of coals I tranced upon,
    Running to save my sole.
    Flesh seared before withdrawn,
    Midway did I open my eyes whole.
    A gasp as I gaze beneath,
    No fire did I see at all,
    And found no burning feet.


    WOW! really beautifully expressed!

    U wrote that after reading this post? Alok u r so talented! Well-done n ty!


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  68. aww Mutley ty!

    *woof woof* ;-)

    Keshi.

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  69. Nidhi tnxx!


    **reading it actually made all those times/moments flash through my eyes..

    its imp that u remember the experiences..Im glad u do. :)


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  70. heyy Cindy!

    **Something larger than life

    yes thats right. He's larger than life. I hv no words either.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  71. heyy Hazel!

    **you are being victimised by your hormones how days

    huh wut d u mean?

    Keshi.

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  72. yes Ria it makes ya stronger.

    **Although i dunno if anybody wud want to go thru it.i m glad i cud get over it!!

    no one wants to know pain..but w.o. pain u wudnt hv really lived life.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  73. hey Indica!

    **It is said the harder the conflict, the more glorious is the triumph. But personally, I get chills when I think of agony and suffering

    true..overcoming barriers in life is not so easy. but I dun fear it anymore..cos I've seen the worst. I've felt the worst feeling ever. there's nothing more to fear.


    Keshi.

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  74. yes Black_Coffee its that flickering hope that keeps us going somehow.


    **somehow i think we all walk through the fire knowing that a drop of water might just come our way!!

    yes..we somehow know. And the most imp part is to feel that hope no matter how far it seems to be.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  75. awwwww Niyara I so know how u feel! Cos something similar happened to me on Sunday..I went to a Sri Lankan Cultural Show and at the break, I went to get some food and I realised I didnt hv my mobile with me. PANIC struck and I was going crazy. for a moment I thought I was gonna die (u see how attached Im to my gadgets). After about 10mins of lookin for it and imagining of buying a new one n crying like a baby inside my head etc etc my aunt gave it to me..saying she found it on my seat!


    **you'd return a memory stick though wouldn't you if you found one :'(

    yes I would def return it. But thats me. There r some ppl who'd steal such items..only cos they r pathetic ppl.

    But I hope u'll find it soon. Let me know ok.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  76. ty Pavi!

    **After walking on he file a cpl of times..u start learnin the trick..kinda know wat to expect..i doesnt hurt as much as the 1st time..but it yet hurts..while we wait for the bed of roses

    yes thats exactly wut I wanted to convey thru this post. Its an eternal journey with fire and water.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  77. A true post. Reminds me of the way life treats, heals and surprise us all at the same time.

    And a hello to Ghosty!:D

    Cheeries!

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  78. 'Fingers thats cos Lemons dun feel the fire na :)...'

    You got me out of the spa over at TWG to come and read THAT...

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  79. lol Fingers u dumbass..I didnt mean that comment. I said in my 'The Cure' post. Now is this one that post?

    :)

    Keshi.

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  80. meany weany sissy .... :|
    name changed :|

    but dat was bad..the silent treatment :|

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  81. lemee come to the island...then I will show to u :|

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  82. yes Maca...its beautifully weird..and weirdly beautiful :)

    Keshi.

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  83. Sourish wut Silent Treatment??

    Keshi.

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  84. many a times keshigirl... many a times, the pain becomes unbearable, but i had to do it.

    Life is funny at times, it teaches u a lot by providing u such moments of insanity, and most of the times u come out winning...

    You know keshi, u really reminded me of one instance, in Jan 2005, my dad was diagnosed with heart disease and he was prescribed an open heart surgery, the dates of the surgery got postponed and it coincided with the dates of my GD/PI as i applied to several b-schools then. I decided not to go for it, but then my father forced me to do so...
    The day when surgery was to happen, i was travelling in a train, my cell stopped working, there was no std booth available in the way... and my heart was sinking with every moment.
    I reached the destination at 3 am in the morning, cried in my room as i still cudnt connect to him or mom...
    In the morning 7 am i called, the first thing i did, and then i was given the news that it went all fine.
    But keshigirl, the pain when i wasnt with my father, when he needed me the most, during the toughest of his times, i still feel it, i still walk down the same isle of fire many a times and i cry.

    He is perfectly fine now and thats the only consolation i got out of this :)

    Cheers!!!

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  85. Mav Im doin fine ta and ya?

    Keshi.

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  86. Ankur Im glad ur dad is ok now.

    I can relate to what u went thru. When my dad died one morning all of a sudden, I was only 16...just 2 weeks away from my year 10 exams. I didnt wanna do it..but ppl told me not to postpone it for another year..and I had studied and was prepared for it too. So I went and sat for that exam while I walked on a raging fire...

    I did well...infact very well. but I can never forget the burns..the scars...like how u cant forget it too.


    *HUGZ* to ya Ankur!

    Keshi.

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  87. im good...but a lil sleepy tho :)

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  88. The pills the doc gave me sure take the edge off life. No hot coals for ol' Phos!!

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  89. why would you want to be like me?
    i sleep either because i am exhausted or i am drunk. or i have to pop sleeping tabs (sometimes).

    and on a serious note, i don't know why you should have so much of difficulty to get to what you want?
    *Have you felt that glimmering bit of hope dancing in front of your eyes while you thought you were dying?*

    *Did your burning soul then bathe in fresh cool water to feel it's destination? Did you then for a while sleep on a bed of roses...*

    you seem to be honest girl-who-thinks-like-a-granma(atleast with your blogposts). i think honest ppl dont face difficulties in falling asleep.

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  90. hi keshi dear...me stil walking on fire...hope soon i wil find the water..really hope with god's grace very soon i achieve what i wan.

    tcare keshi

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  91. hey Stygian!

    **and on a serious note, i don't know why you should have so much of difficulty to get to what you want?

    oww its so much easier said than done :)



    ** i think honest ppl dont face difficulties in falling asleep.

    who said that? LOL! Well anyways, ppl who think too much dun get much sleep. And Im one of em :)

    *adjusts her granma bra and smiles a toothey smile*

    LOL!

    Keshi.

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  92. Anits u will. Just hv hope my dear.

    *HUGZ* n all the best!

    Keshi.

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  93. Absolutely girl!!! Everyday of my life! But isn't that what life is all about? Ups and downs, highs and lows, fire and water, roses and thorns. Life would be too boring if it weren't for these elements :)

    xx

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  94. @keshi..lol..its 10.24am..not the time to sleep tho :D

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  95. yes Carolinagal..happiness n sadness follow one another eternally.

    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  96. then pretend ur awake and sleep-walk @Mav.

    LOL!

    Keshi.

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  97. yeah true...happens but thats important too...else how will we understand the worth of a bed of roses if we sleep on it every day, right?

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  98. *adjusts her granma bra and smiles a toothey smile*

    ????????????? lol
    i dont want know what you do with your bra.
    what lies beneath from down under :)

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  99. @keshi..lol...tht aint a pretty site i gues :D

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  100. true Anjuli..it's all a part of learning..

    Keshi.

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  101. as u know from my blog...fire has fascinated by fire as long as i can remebr... fire... unique thing... burns its "prey" and then quietly celebrating its victory with one last blaze... dies along with the prey.... poof.....

    about walking on fire... I feel like that all the time... but my feet dnt burn..its my heart that aches....

    loads of luv

    samby

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  102. You have the most heart-wrenching thoughts Keshi. Beautiful post, as always.

    Nora

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  103. one hell of a gr8 post. even though u wrote it in plain words, it seemed like poetry for my eyes..... mayb for some more eyes too. thtre's a phase in almost every person's life where he has to walk on memories of fire and wait for that future of cold water. but the between these two phases is the one that really matters.
    anyways, kudos to ghosty. all hail ghosty

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  104. Very very sweet and befitting post.

    Ghosty deserves all the love that we can bestow on him!

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  105. heyy Samby u r way to wise for ur age. HUGZ!


    **burns its "prey" and then quietly celebrating its victory with one last blaze... dies along with the prey.... poof.....

    I agree. Beautifully put.


    Keshi.

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  106. lol oh ok Sourish. I forgot Aus was an island. :):):)

    Keshi.

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  107. aww Nora tnxx hun MWAH!

    :)

    Keshi.

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  108. heyy Satish tnxx!

    **thtre's a phase in almost every person's life where he has to walk on memories of fire and wait for that future of cold water

    yes...

    And like u said, its the WALK that really matters, not the DESTINATION.


    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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  109. aww tnxx Sol for dropping by too!

    *HUGZ*

    Keshi.

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