It's right there, infront of my eyes. I can see it, feel it, hear it. It's in my hands. It's your heart...pounding, fighting to live, to breathe...to see another day. It's bleeding but it's still beating. Not yet dead, but not alive either. Your pain is in my hands. I can feel it but I feel useless. I just stand and stare at how your heart is struggling in my hands, your life beckoning to me. I try to bend your pain, but there are no shortcuts for that...pain is one long freeway that isn't really free. It costs you your heart and soul, but there's nothing that can be done. There's so much left to learn but not enough time. There's so much left to see, but not enough sun. I wish I could take your pain away and make you smile. Wish I could catch you when you fall. I wanna be your breath. I wanna let you live. I wanna be the air that you breathe...the courage in your will to live...the wings in your prison. I wanna be that last few pangs of life that's left in you. I wanna be the Red in your Black...the Life in your Death.
-An ode to my Writing passion that's faded into faraway memories. Goodbye my love!
Music: Fade Away by Seether
love dsnt really say goodbye...its jus buried smwhr...always to strike ya back...
ReplyDeleteur passion for writing...
hmmm...cud ur words have better analogy?? see its still there...jus a tiny spark is all that is needed
*painful
ReplyDeleteI don't know why but you never fail to make me cry and smile at the same time. Don't ever bid goodbye to your passions, hun. It's something we all appreciate in you. We love your words. Keep them coming. Loved the song :)
ReplyDeleteMiss you, Keshi darling!
I read some where thats going on when u have strength is not courage,not having strength and till going on is courage.
ReplyDeleteAll good things must come to an end.
Ode to Keshi the blogger, cheers for Keshi the soul.
Shall wait with bated breath the day you return to blogs again.
I know it could be like forever.
:)
Wow..Keshi!! How happy am i to see ya back gal!! Missed u so much. I wasn't around in blogs-ville for a while..nd now I juz thought to chk ur blog even though I didn't expect ny new posts..But I've received a pleasant surprise!
ReplyDeleteSuch a sad Ode..:( I just wish u wouldnt give up writing..I luv ur write ups..It was lyk listening to my own mind..Reading ur posts always made me realise something..Always soothing..
Plz do consider writing more keshi..
to look upon one's passion (art, music or writing) die, fighting for life...no, it can't be so, Keshi...its when the passion comes back, with the force of life again...
ReplyDelete"It costs you your heart and soul, but there's nothing that can be done" -- pain, not necessarily, but more often is at the base of good works...only thing one should know to process it when its there...and then a fine piece of work that can influence others is born...like this piece of writing,
I am sure you will have it back with you again..
wishes,
dev
hmm....this phase is inevitable in life isnt it....its jus some realise it on time and others dont.
ReplyDeletehi keshi!!!
ReplyDeletecouldnt email you for the longest time! i barely havr time to use the net now :/
but hey... how are you doing girl??
xoxo!
that seemed like someone in love more so like Edward. if you can write a 'goodbye' like that, then a goodbye's far away.
ReplyDeleteyes, you need to write more, whatever may be the odds, but one should always do what they like. That is what makes us who we are.
ReplyDeleteyou just wow me with every post! hope to much more of u this yr, May 2010 be filled wid a lot of colour, magic n happiness for u, God bless!
ReplyDeletehey.. Keshi,
ReplyDeleteI thought you came back :( but you came back only to say goodbye it seemeth :( I really hope you will embrace your love and passion for writing sooner.
take care my friend
much luv as always,
-Aiz.
Hi Keshi. Loved this post, as if you are talking to me. very relevant to my life and what I went thru' after July 2009. People suck and trust we put in them suck. Hoping I will never face that again and hoping for the best.
ReplyDeleteI wish the same to you too, HOPE and LIVE for yourself. Life in death indeed.
Hugs to you, glad to see your post. Happy and safe 2010.
Happy to be the first one to comment. It always felt nice to read you. When u decided to give up ur writing I really felt sad. But i had faith that you will come back. Writing is something you can never give up. U never should. Its like talking. Show middle finger to those whoever has problem with that. Keep talking Keshy. Few(like me) of us always want to hear you. :)
ReplyDeletehmm - love how u describe your passion....but the thoughts expressed apply to so many things....
ReplyDeletehope u r doing great Keshi.....and its wonderful to see blog posts from u....even though they are less frequent.
Love does not die, nor does it go away.
ReplyDelete*smilez*
An ode to my Writing passion that's faded into faraway memories. Goodbye my love!
ReplyDeleteYes, it might be gone but you have a very creative spirit and something else will take its place. Please excuse this assumption but I have a nagging feeling in the back of my head that even your writing passion will come back. It may be years down the road but I think one day it will.
who said that the passion in you died? at least, it shows from this post that it's not yet dead
ReplyDeleteI haven't commented here much..but have been reading ur blog a lot.
ReplyDeleteWhen I read "Writing passion that's faded into faraway memories" it stuck me with much sadness thinking, how much could you have been hurt to leave a passion u loves so dearly...
I somehow felt I knew this passion u r talking about when I read your blog..I compared it to a mother's love to her child.
I hope all's well with u.
My regards
Jaya
Dearest Keshi
ReplyDeleteYou always touch my heart so much!
Thank you dear!
May life always bring you much joy as you so deserve it!
Love to you, always!
Margie:)
XOXO
so beautiful sad
ReplyDeleteHey..u brought me 2 tears.. :'(
ReplyDeleteDis post proves dat ur passion still lives on..it's immortal,i believe...
melodious expression of deepest yearnings. Pure existence.
ReplyDeletemelodious expression of deepest yearnings. Pure existence.
ReplyDeletePassions always reignite... maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow... but there is always a little spark :)
ReplyDeleteLook for inspiration in the smallest things and your passion will surely comeback with new gusto.
ReplyDeleteKeshi...
ReplyDeleteBlogland without Keshi never be the same... I told you...
Your spirit will be here always...
beautiful spirit...
special spirit...
lovely spirit.
Please...
sometimes ... come here.
Love & hugsss
very beautifully writeen
ReplyDeleteThis is more of an after thought, I was amazed but never realized or appreciated that the music on your blog was almost like a background score in the movie
ReplyDeleteis that you in the picture?
ReplyDeletelovely back, hottie!
no goodbyes.. atleast not yet..
ReplyDeleteIn here after a long time.....was hopping galaxies :)
ReplyDeleteHI Keshi Happy Happy New Year! Hope all is well with you & yours. xo
ReplyDeletehave another cappuccino,that'll help
ReplyDeletei still see life in ur love. try and feel its pulse, if u find even a vague beat, dont leave it behind. dont kill it.
ReplyDeleteWishing you a great Monday, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteMWAH!
Margie:)
good to see you back :)
ReplyDeletelove always remain.... no goodbye could ward off....
just take care :)
Hiya Poppy-doll pearl! Happy (belated) New Year!!!
ReplyDeleteYes, I know it's past mid-January, but I just found some time to come around ;p
How are things with you? The earthquake in Haiti is really terrible. I hope help gets to the Haitians fast.
Loved the lines...
ReplyDeleteRegards,
Ravi
(http://j-ravi.blogspot.com)
you know my dear friend.. i still see that passion but i dont know whats holding u back keshigirl!
ReplyDeletemay b i dont comment here, may b i dont come back here often... but still i do miss u my frnd... a lot... from the bottom of my heart!
Take Care,
Ankur
Keshi... I just want to say this: Even in your expression about lost passion, there is passion.... and eloquence. I await your return.....
ReplyDeletehey keshi, this is arun from hyd, india. after a long long time i'm blogging, just checked ur blog, ur still going strong...u really have the passion for writing.. btw the nice song (aadat) its one of my fav. song.. happy blogging :-)
ReplyDeletequite touchy!
ReplyDeleteHi Keshi
ReplyDeleteDon't work too hard!
But it's Friday now, so have a GREAT weekend!
Hugs
Margie:)
Hi dear, how are you doing?
ReplyDeleteThe title of this post itself shows enormous depth.
I am glad to see you are still active and expressing your feelings through blogging :)
Keep rocking gal and god bless you my dear
Cheers & Hugs
hi keshi..how r u...wishing u great new year ....b happy always....god bles u
ReplyDeleteTrue love never goes away. We are constantly reminded of earlier times of love and passion which came and departed through times of struggle and forced separation.
ReplyDeleteRe, my memoirs, W G B T A T F. chapter 30 'Reminiscing'.approx 1000 words, too large to insert here.
I hope you come back and write again... I know you will.
ReplyDeleteYou are missed very much, dear Keshi.
ReplyDeleteHave a great week!
Hugs
Margie:)
Don't say gooodbye to writing!!!!!!!
ReplyDelete:O :O :O :O
Simply write. Thats all!
ReplyDeletewhy does pain feature regularly in your articles these days? Where is THE Keshi gone? :)
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year.
Miss you so much, Keshi!
ReplyDeleteHave a wonderful weekend!
MWAH!
Margie:)
hey hw r yaa..
ReplyDeletepassion doesnt fade away keshi.. it must be somewhere inside.. find that spark again and ignite the blog..
ReplyDeleteam here after a long time.. and i come with a proposal.. want to do a blog post with me on my page?
Hi dear Keshi!
ReplyDeleteI would like to send you best wishes from BlogLand!
hey...how r u??long time..good post :)
ReplyDeleteAs usual, great stuff.
ReplyDeleteAnyway good luck for 2010,
Rock-star !
You'll be back..and,back with a bang, no doubt about it Keshi..:)
ReplyDelete" I try to bend your pain, but there are no shortcuts for that...pain is one long freeway that isn't really free."
ReplyDeleteWitty but can't laugh at that one now can I? =) Your writing is too good for you to consider saying goodbye to it, in my humble opinion.
First time here... have been bloghopping for quite sometime now... read your blog... finally feel like I did something useful with my time.
Thank you for writing.
Cheers,
Swati
Keshi,
ReplyDeleteNothing doing. The heart still is there and needs a little more care. Do it and be with us.
Take care
Another Monday!
ReplyDeleteHope it a good one!
Miss you Keshi!
Hugs
Margie:)
There's so much left to learn but not enough time. There's so much left to see, but not enough sun.
ReplyDeletethat goes for us OLDIEs
me and VEST
hi dear...how u doing....mis ya
ReplyDeleteIt's so good to know you!
ReplyDeleteHope that someday you might come back to blogging.
Hugs
Margie:)
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ReplyDeleteCV ya back sometime
TC
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it so sad to read this... sometimes its like that..... how much ever we want, we cant achive something... but keshi... you can... you are the person who knows, how to grow from nothing...., because you yourself have grown... dont let something take away from you what you do best....writing... your writing is so beautiful... it makes me smile... its so painful... it makes me cry... just want to say hang on... and lent out your feelings we are all here for you... especially me.... :)
ReplyDeletewill be waiting paitiently(read:desperately) for yor return.....
take care and keep writing.........
it will come back.. for sure.. just sit back and wait..
ReplyDeleteKeshi, Am so sorry I missed your comments when you left them last year. I have missed you so much, you were a part of my life for a long time and part of my support! I know you're done blogging, but I hope you read this and can feel my love and know that you'll always have a place in my heart. I hope you have moved on to wonderful things and are happy, healthy, and, well, I know you're wise! Take care, my friend!
ReplyDeleteHelen (well, you know who I am)
I really do miss you in Blogland, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteJust not the same with you gone :(
Love ya ...
Margie:)
Poppy doll-pearl,
ReplyDeletehow have ya been?
It doesn't go away. It just needs to take a break, to recharge, and slowly, quietly, you'll find it coming back to you. Perhaps in a torrent, perhaps in a wave, perhaps in a pitter patter of raindrops.
Alaf!
Dear Keshi
ReplyDeleteThinking of you on this very cold and wintery morning!
We got snow last night but it's very beautiful and the sun is shining so it's a truly a gorgeous day!
Today, may you have these blessings
Good health to make life enjoyable
Good fortune to make it bright
And lots of happiness
With everything going just right!
Hugs and love to you, Keshi!
Margie:)
My cricket posts are missing ur comments.
ReplyDelete:)
How r u?
Dear Keshi...how are you doing?
ReplyDeleteHope all is well at your end. Whenever I hear things from Auz I think of you and pray for you're all safety.
Happy Valentine's Day to You dear
Keep that smile and faith :)
with love and hugs
Happy Valentine's day, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteSending you much love!
Heading to San Francisco tomorrow morning with hubby!
Gone for a week.
Miss you tonz!
MWAH!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3!
Margie:)
Hello Kashi! I loved your words and loved the song.
ReplyDeleteWonderful!!!
Happy Valentine's Day Keshi!
ReplyDeleteammu.
We miss you.
ReplyDeleteno more naked back bondage? ;)
ReplyDeletehi keshi..just drop by to say hi....how r u? hope u hpy always
ReplyDeleteHey Keshi
ReplyDeleteHow have u been?
Whr hav u been??
ReplyDeleteRegards,
Ravi.
(http://j-ravi.blogspot.com)
that was written with depth. don't say goodbye to something you love. be the red in our black. :)
ReplyDeletenice being here keshi! regards! :)
It was good to hear from you!
ReplyDeleteYou are a busy girl at work these days, huh?
Don't work too hard!
MWAH!
Margie:)
Greetings from Poland
ReplyDeleteto you Keshi!
Hope you have a good time.
hugs
maria
Give me a hint that u still connect to the internet and in touch with few good User ids of the cyber world.
ReplyDelete:)
Spread the smiles,happy holi.
:D
Still miss u here....sometimes i feel its a dream...and at times it hurts to realise that blgoville doesnt have u!!
ReplyDeleteI left I came back, I left again and came back.. this for me is therapy I just came back again! I have not been visiting noones blog.. I think I left for all the wrong and right reasons!
ReplyDeleteI dunno but I also know it is your time to take a break and when you come back it will be great.. I am sure.. write down on a piece of paper your life your love your passion everyday and then you will come back and it will be like you never left..
Love you Keshi...
Hannah Ne
I m fine Keshi,thanks for coming around.
ReplyDelete:)
I see that many bloggers are now logging out of blogville ... thats kinda a sad.
:(
Anyways,u take care
HAPPY HOLI
ReplyDeleteHi Keshi, I am back after a year and thought I would drop by my special blogging friends and say hello.How are you.I like the new lok of your blog.It s refreshingand cool.
ReplyDeleteIt felt like spring here today, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteWhen I went on my walk with Jake I was thinking about you and I was smiling :)
Thoughts of you always make me smile :)
Be happy, be well.
Hugs ....
Margie :)
@kesh
ReplyDeleteit is disappointing to see you lose heart in writing. please do go, on, girl.
sandeep
(who once used to be word_smith, if you remember or care)
Farewell then, Keshi! Be happy! And remember, if you want to come back, you have many friends here!
ReplyDelete:) Kulpreet
where are you, keshi?
ReplyDeleteHope all is fine at ur end? It has been long since u posted...let me know that theres nothing to worry.
Waiting for an update from u dear.
Take care
Akanksha
Thinking about you Keshi and sending you love!
ReplyDeleteBe well!
Be happy!
You are so missed in Blogland but I know you are happy not being here now and that is all that matters!
Hugs!
Margie :)
YES
ReplyDeletewe all missing u verry much
Hows you doing Keshi gal???
ReplyDeleteHave a wonderful weekend dear Keshi.
ReplyDeleteI'm planning on the same.
Love always ...
Margie :)
Hey Keshi,
ReplyDeleteWow you were always an amazing blogger! Come back you never quit!
Hi Keshi
ReplyDeleteI just entered the blogosphere
and I found VIVA quite ineresting.
AAwwww Keshi...Blogworls is so so incomplete w/o ya...
ReplyDeleteMiss ya babe...
But I know, the feeling deep insisde me that u'll soon strike back with fully-loaded force, with ur wisdom and magic thatu weave on the words...
Love :*
How Sad Keshi... My own blog was dying a slow death, with so many other things occupying my life. But then, I knew that when life sends you into tough circles, this has to be the best letout..!
ReplyDelete~
Have Fun, Take Care and God Bless!
With Best Regards,
Srijith.
(A virtual friend eagerly awaiting Viva Forever's rebirth).
Kesk, it appears even your blogging is slowing down! I didn't think I would ever see the day D:
ReplyDeleteHope you're doing well!
I dont follow your blog or anything, I just happen to reach here through some other blogs. I honestly find this really funny. If someone wants to quit writing then they can just simply stop writing, why do they have to make such a big drama? Seems to me you are nothing but an attention seeking person.
ReplyDeleteStop whining about every single thing in life and yes you don't always have to be in good books of everyone so stop sucking up to people and stop stooping low and blame others for hurting your feelings and all the crap.
I'm here in beautiful Moab, Utah and loving it!
ReplyDeleteIt's the most wonderful place and people are so laid back and the scenery is soooooo awesome!
The rugged mountains are so majestic!
Miss you dear friend!
Sending my warmest wishes for a most wonderful day!
Love
Margie :)
no way u cant renew it .. i renewed mine !!
ReplyDeleteDropping by to say hi, hope things are going good.
ReplyDeletehave u stopped writing Keshi?
ReplyDeleteHappy weekend, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteHUGS!
Margie :)
How's my poppy pearl doll doing? Enjoying life to the fullest?
ReplyDeleteMe's been just over a busy period. Gah, and the weather has been horrible :(
Lotsa Muak!
Hey Keshi, how have you been! Long long time. Hope everything's good with you girl. Just dropped by to say Hi!
ReplyDeleteTake care.
Spring is here & it's a beautiful day!
ReplyDeleteHow are you doing Keshi?
You are missed sooooo much in Blogland!
Be well and know how much I care!
Be happy dear!
Love always
Margie :)
xoxo
Beautiful
ReplyDeleteRock on!
Guess what, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteIt's spring here but we are getting a big snow storm tonight!
Oh, that is just the way of Colorado weather but I do not like it as I was loving spring!
There go all my new flowers that were beginning to bloom!
Have a great day!
Miss you!
Love
Margie :)
How are you Keshiroo?
ReplyDeleteI trust that you are oot & aboot in the "RW" enjoying the sights and sounds...excellent.
I've pretty much stopped blogging..wasted a bit of time on Facebook UGH! so frustrating there.
The only people that are fun on FB are Bloggers!? The rest of them are playing Coleco games on an X Box-Wii hybrid?
Hahaha..hope that you are flourishing and enjoying your Life.
Take care.
Happy, happy Monday!
ReplyDeleteMWAH!
Margie :)
Hey Keshi..how are you ?! Hope everything's great at your end!
ReplyDeleteTake care!
Miss ya!
It's a beautiful spring day here!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, Keshi.
Hope you are happy and well.
Miss you tonz!
Margie :)
xo
jus dropped by to say a hi!!sorry for not being in touch, will mail you soon. Hope u r doing well hun. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteHi keshi ...
ReplyDeleteHappy april fools day.
Please come home the children are sad and crying for you.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday Viva Gurl... got to know from Farah's blog abt ur big day.. :-)
ReplyDeleteHeartening.
ReplyDeleteWishing you a wonderful weeeknd, Keshi ...
ReplyDeleteLove
Margie :)
nice post
ReplyDeleteRegards
Poliwhirl
http://poliwhirlgame.blogspot.com/
hallo hallo, hows ya Keshi?
ReplyDeleteKeshi girl, how hv u been? I missed yr blogs so bad. Am back now. Priyanka
ReplyDeleteYou have very nice thoughts, Hope u never stop writing
ReplyDeleteI like your blog :) Check mine out:
ReplyDeletewww.youdidwhaaat.blogspot.com :)
My heat cries for you-
ReplyDeleteSighs for you -
Lies for you -
My heart dies for you-
Please come back again.x
okay Keshi, you can please come back now...
ReplyDeleteHi Keshi
ReplyDeleteSending you love!
Hope you are enjoying your days, oh, I know you are as you told me so!
I'm on a break from blogging, how long I don't know.
Be happy my friend!
Margie :)
xo
Hi Keshi!
ReplyDeleteI'd like to send to you
big hug
and my best wishes!
Have a wonderful spring time!
You are going into deep philosophy day by day..
ReplyDeleteGreat..
Where are u , keshi? Its been such a long time:(
ReplyDeleteHope u are doing fine...Please take care of urs
Love always
Akanksha
... miss ya Kesh! :( hope all's well! luv yaaa**
ReplyDeletemuahhh!
Miss you a lot Keshi.I come back often to see if yu are back.I hope all is well.take care and have a wonderful da.Alwas thinking of you and wishing you well.I miss all my old blogging frends:(
ReplyDeleteErrr emmm ..
ReplyDeleteHi Keshi
How r u?
;)
Hey Kesh, hope everything is going okay.
ReplyDeletehey keshi, howdy??
ReplyDeletejust to let you know, i remember u a lot!!!
Hi dear how are you? Long time no news...I am hoping all is fine...I am a bit late to wish you Happy Mother's Day dear :)
ReplyDeleteYou take care
with love always
Cheers n hugs
hi Keshi.
ReplyDeleteHe was, like any unmonk, a captive of his desires.
ReplyDeleteIn recent months, Saby had found himself attracted, regrettably not to the pretty young things he met all over the place (for apart from a fierce desire to shag them, there was nothing else he cud imagine doing with them);
rather, he found himself being drawn to the wives in his circle of friends. Women his own age claimed by marriage and scarred by childbirth years before; women who waded comfortably between dirty diapers and Smelly spouses and stressful jobs and thieving servants and occasional bright evenings filled with beer and good cheer.
They laughed easily with him, without that brittle coquetry that younger single women offered in the name of flirting.
They some times shone with all the gloss of a recent visit to the beauty parlor but were more frequently without makeup, displaying casually hirsute underarms and rough-stubbled legs dressed in old shorts
Yet he was seized with feverish desires to taste the beaded sweat on their upper lips as they frowned over some chore, and to bury his nose and mouth and body in the liquid warmth between their thighs.
He wanted to make homes with them. He wanted to fill himself with their comfortable, lazy sexuality.
He wanted to spend hours in their kitchens cooking vast and creative Sunday meals with them, and then spend hours more eating and drinking and lounging around with newspapers, absentmindedly rubbing toes to the distant clatter of maids cleaning up the debris in the kitchen.
He wanted to father their children. He wanted to have litle domestic quarrels about curtains, and long conversations about career issues, and exchange bright little secret jokes in whispers about people they both knew.
It was was time to be married.
-extract from The Red Carpet by Lavanya Sankaran
Dont be cruel Keshi
ReplyDeleteMany a time u threw me out from your page
but u all ways took me back
U just cant pack your bags and go away
many guys have bonded with u
u r breaking my heart and theirs
reminds me of the way Janice left
without any ADIOS
one day Janice just disappeared
from the face of the Earth
and now u doing a Janice too
to us this was Keshis home where we came and chatted and spend many hours joking and laffing
and yes some times crying too
as we did for Janice
Now come back Keshi
we all missing u verry much
you are missed.... :(
ReplyDeleteTo all readers of Mutleythe dogsdayout
ReplyDeleteI am so terribly sorry to break this news:
Rob, the author here on blogger of mutley the dog, and my beloved partner in life died peacefully in his sleep in the early hours last Friday, the 21st of May.
I would have preferred to email readers privately. That would have been best, I know. So sorry. Simply it is this - I am heart-broken.
At some near time I will post properly, as Rob would wish - a celebration!
Regards
Kate
I came to check your blog today and saw this. I don't like good byes.
ReplyDeleteDEATH is not the END Kate
ReplyDeleteROB will never die
he lives on in our memories
YES Kate
ROB will prefer that u celebrate his life not mourn his death
We all gotta go some day
till then we must continue LIVING and LOVING
and not withdraw from the World
as Keshi has done
and GOD only knows why!!
Comments updated.
ReplyDeleteI see.
:)
How r u?
Missing you hun!
ReplyDeleteMailed you but didn't receive a reply :(
Hope you are doing well there!
Hugs!
Kate
ReplyDeleteif my condolences wud help
u have it
but dont mourn Kate
he dont want u to mourn
LIFE and LOVING must go on
but treasure the memories
Huggss and Kisses from Mumbai
ReplyDeletehey keshi its been months since you last posted........ missing you like always.... it would be great to see you backkk........ hope life is going better for you.........
ReplyDeletemissing you...
take care and keep writing............
Hey Birthday girl ...
ReplyDeleteWishing you a most wonderful & special day!
Happy Birthday dear Keshi!
Love to you my friend!
Margie xoxoxo
Hey Keshi..how you doing ??
ReplyDeleteWish you many many happy returns of the day :)
Have a great time! Keep rocking!
Tc
Keshi,
ReplyDeleteMANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH VERY VERY JOYFUL, FUNFUL, HEALTHY, HAPPY, SUCCESSFUL AND PEACEFUL LIFE. MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.
Take care
I'd like to be here again and see my beautiful friend Keshi.
ReplyDeletewith love
maria
Keshi
ReplyDeleteYou are such a good friend!
Thank you for always being there for me!
Love always
Margie XO
Happy B'day, Keshi...Miss you dear girl....Please come back :)
ReplyDeletelove,
devika
ps: I should have wished you here when Hemanth posted the B'day post..it just didn't strike :)
It's a little late, but Many Happy Returns, Keshi.
ReplyDeleteHope you had a lovely birthday :)
tnxx each and everyone for ur comments, msgs, bday wishes and for ur constant love here! Im sorry to hv kept u all waiting here longing for a post from me...time sure does fly and it seems I hv 'crossed over' to different horizons in life :) But, from time to time, I do log in here, although Im not sure how thats gonna last either...one thing Im sure of is that there wont be regular posts, commenting, comment-replying, blog-hopping etc like before...those times are gone. Everything has a time for it...and that colorful joyful time is no more..it's gone. Im sorry guys...thats just the way it is and I hope u hv learnt to accept it and hv moved on.
ReplyDeleteBUT, thanks a tonn for thinking of me and passing ur well wishes all the time. Tho Im not here, I always think abt u and wish u well too. X
Love n light!
Keshi.
Never say NEVER again KESHI
ReplyDeletewe change
DONT make RULES for your self
go with the FLOW
some times u may just want to write a post
then WRITE it
whatever u do be PASSIONATE about it
dont do any thing because its the RIGHT thing to do
do what u WANT to do
when u WANT to DO IT
dont make OATHS like
till death do us part
that is SILLY
u dont know the FUTURE
Mother Mary's teachings are based in absolute love and devotion to humanity. She brings to each teaching the unconditional love and acceptance we all seek as human beings.
ReplyDeleteMother teaches that we are divine because we are human, not in spite of it.
IMPORTANT
1. Simplicity, Creating an uncomplicated life
2. Awakening The Dreamer Within
3. Connecting With the Divine
4. Loving Relationships, Creating and sustaining them
Falling in Love with Yourself
ReplyDeleteby Mother Mary
Mother Mary has often said to those who seek Her, "If you knew yourself as I know you, you could not help but fall in love with yourself." As spiritual seekers we are told often to love ourselves. But the exact details of how to do that can be elusive.
Why do we still struggle with self punishing habits after trying so hard to change? What we need is an ally.
Mother Mary tells us that beginning with trying to love yourself is too big. She encourages us to start small and build a foundation that will last a lifetime.
Loving yourself happens as a result of taking the actions Mother Mary will recommend each week. Ultimately, you will move deeper into your true self, better able to find your inner compass and move more freely in the direction that is abundant and satisfying for you.
Even if you can only do a little you will feel more love for the beautiful person you are right now.