Friday, April 22

I am

I am...
an existence created by love and affection...
a memory to be rememebred some day...
a space that will be empty when gone...
an influence that will last for eternity...
a flash that will light up as long as it can...
a dream that's bound to be awaken from...
a song that will be sung to the end...
a stage show with curtains to be closed...
an instance of time with a time limit...
a face that will grace the Earth only once...
but a fraction of Love that will never die.

61 comments:

  1. awwww its sucha beautiful poem...beautiful thoughts..love it :) keep writtin more stuff ur real good at it !

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  2. i am...
    but a mirage,a chimaera of fate;
    a sensation,to be lost once the touch is over;
    a vision,a dream,meant to depart but once;
    a passing thought,a fleeting shadow;
    a sweet desire;
    or a pining pain;
    a craving to live;
    and ache to die;
    a yearning to hold.....

    a pleasure to create;
    a lifetime to destroy;
    i am...
    the surreal
    the real
    the truth
    the lie
    a gentle dream
    a recurring nightmare;
    an expression in style
    a grimace of distaste

    i am...
    sometimes hot
    sometimes cold
    willing to give
    aching to tear...

    that is my soul;
    and i am love.

    P.S>THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL POEM KAYSHAY;AND I COULD NOT RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO EXTEND IT A BIT.FORGIVE MY TAKING THE LIBERTY WITHOUT ASKING.

    PPS>ANONYMOUS COMMENTORS;IF THERE ARE ANY;PLEASE DONT SPEW VENOM,OR IF YOU WANT TO,BE SO BOLD AS TO GET AN IDENTITY.BUT THEN;IF YOU GOT AN IDENTITY,YOU PROBABLY WOULD NOT NEED TO SPEW VENOM.

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  3. My darling, sweet princess..where do I begin? I've written you a million of these letters that you have hidden in a drawer somewhere. I'm shure this will make a great addition...

    As always, I want to start by saying thank you. I tell you a million times a day, each day, that I love you and that you mean the world to me. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I'm sure you have no inkling on the magniture of exactly what they mean to me. I've kept my feelings for you contained for as long as I could. I'm in love with you though, and true, honest love shouldn't be contained and kept quiet for this long.

    You have become a beacon to me. Whenever I feel as though I've drifted too far into the disparity that clouds my life, I can look up to find you quiding me to safety. I stay here not because this place is home....but because YOU are home

    After all that's happened to me in the past 4 years, I swore to God, and the moon, and to you that I would never settle again and that I would never give up my heart and my life completely to another. With great content and zero disparity...I take it back.

    Most people will spend their entire lives searching for a perfection that almost never exists. Most people will spend their days looking at each person they encounter with question as to whether or not they have found a reason, a season or a lifetime. With you, I have found and eternity.

    I give my life to you:mind, body and soul. I will you to hold me for the rest of my life as you do each and every day and night.

    If I could describe the that I have for you, I would try and use lyrics of love songs and even sonnets of Shakespeare and it would be impossible, because the love that I have for you is real, unconditional, everlasting and indescribable. You've had my heart and love from the day we met and you will have it forever. As time goes by, my heart and love for you will keep on growing stronger, brighter and bigger.

    This is my unconditional love for you, from me to you.

    I love you, my Buttercup, with all my heart, body, mind and soul. I will never stop loving you, You are my life, my world, my everything. Distance may keep us apart, but you will always and forever be embedded deep within my heart.

    Love always,

    Stud

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  4. hey Kesh,
    u cud have just said 'i love u'
    meaning me

    i posted too about u at
    http://imnutsincapsacuckoo.blogspot.com/

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  5. yes you are, and,
    if you are, thus,
    get me, an identity,
    let me, find it,
    show me, the way, one way,
    yes im lost, and,
    my love, .

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  6. Loose it nought for I'm here
    Sitting on my chair
    Thinking of our yesteday..

    I recall the times that we've been through
    The laughs
    The joy
    The fear
    Even the day I realised
    "I love you"
    Still ringing in my ear
    The whisper of your voice
    Still in my heart
    Several talks we've shared

    for this is our destiny
    Such is our way
    This is your way
    This is my way..

    Nb: annony, if you're not who I think you are, you can shut the fwk up!

    Stud

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  7. KESHI I M JEALOUS OF STUD...DO SOMETHING

    GUESS WHO

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  8. did you write this keshi?

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  9. and if you're not who I think you are, let us dream,

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  10. I love herrrrrrrr :)

    get_real

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  11. ... hey Kesh,
    the anony mouse guys are wonderful humans
    (SHIT! wat am i saying!)

    and heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Kesh,
    me tinks dat wordy is deiply in love
    He is a stalker
    He wud be seen peeping through the window in our honeymoon suite

    saying K-K-K-K-K-K-k-Kesh
    i love u kkkkkkkesh

    and to me
    am gonna kkkkkkilll u
    u...u....u...u...u...u dirty old man

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  12. Pearly thanks hugggz!
    Dil that was an original? Wow that made me read that over and again...such meaningul words knitted together with great skill of poetry!

    Deips omg I so enjoyed reading the continuation of my post...thanks so much! Ur brilliant when it comes to this kind of stuff.
    i am...
    the surreal
    the real
    the truth
    the lie
    a gentle dream
    a recurring nightmare;
    I love this bit! THANK YOU MATE!!

    Saby thanks :) You're sweet even though you can get real nasty sometimes - loll!

    Anonymous stud well write all the love poems - no hatred please. Like Deips says if u want to spew venom please do so with ur Identity - does u justice :)

    Priti I dun think this is our studddooo - chill hon :) Hugggz!

    Thanks all for always dropping by and making it appoint to comment on my nonsense :) Without you guys my blog-life will be a dungeon of darkness. Hugggggggz!

    Keshi.

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  13. Keshi my hotness,

    this annony is nought u know
    never've you heard this tale of woe
    go easy on her, feel a wrench
    she's all i have, ever quenched

    I'm the stud you once knew
    giggle, laughter n' humor brew
    all in one like a russian stew
    yet, you say AM NOT,YOU ONCE KNEW?

    Stud :)

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  14. keshi my hitness too,
    love dis mouse

    and i gott a special post 4u
    did a long time ago
    when i realized i was hopelessly in love

    was a real idiot then!
    stll am
    go to
    http://imnutsincaps60s.blogspot.com/2005/02/my-sunshine-girl.html

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  15. kayshe how many years did it take for u to write this??lolll or how many hours did it take for u to google it:P

    hehe.....neways...its noice

    4u2nvau/rohit

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  16. Heyyyy Rohit,
    gott the hottness 4u 2
    marry me ?

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  17. Kaychi
    tu hi hain
    mera pehla pyar
    mera pehla nasha


    ani tujee kesh laam laaam laaaammmm

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  18. heyy kesh,
    4 give me for behaving like an ass
    but i cant help it
    i am an ass

    and am on a nostalgia trp rite now
    go to

    http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10790131&postID=111373191068687268

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  19. its
    http://www.blogger.com/
    comment.g?blogID=10790131
    &postID=111373191068687268

    oh SHIT !
    forget it

    just wanted to tell u dat i fell in love wid u a long time ago

    and like deip love
    no body tot me how to fall out of love

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  20. there is something about Kesh

    dat makes adult humans and mouses behave like teenagers

    she has the VIAGARA effect on guys

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  21. what studio ? studddooo ??
    what did Priti say ?


    hey Priti u were mistaken
    Kesh is not les

    she loves men and mice
    she loves idiots too
    she loves me

    and dont be J
    i proposed to u too
    though it was sort of an indecent proposal

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  22. saaabyyyyy ! stay away from rohit! hez MINE lol...

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  23. duhh!some people will never learn.and never look in the mirror.

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  24. Hey Kesh, beautiful poem ya and that fraction of love that will never die.....it made me think all over once again....with a diff meaning to the poem each time....awww i dunno wazz happening....i broke up with mah love and quit job coz of mah wrath n still thinking about wazz in store for me....okie okie the main thing for me dropping in was to say that someone promised to mail me....

    take care n dont fall in love

    genius05

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  25. keshu...looks lyke sumone ova here is completely in love wit u gurl ;)

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  26. keshuuu was dat ur own?

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  27. "and i love him"

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  28. always be there
    4 ever
    i will be waiting
    everlasting
    not for juat a moment
    for ever
    i will remember
    evrlasting like the sun
    ever searching
    i will be waiting
    everlasting
    like the sun
    for the moment ever searching

    i will be waiting

    i wil be waiting

    i will be waiting


    sigh sigh sigh

    -Diffy

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  29. Sometimes i just feel that life sucks. Ok, i really don't think that, not in my heart... But sometimes it does suck. Mostly in the evenings, after it gets dark, day is over, everybody have gone to sleep and i'm all alone. Again...

    And that's when life sucks. When i'm alone and need a hug, but there's nobody ready to give one. I don't need a woman for day-time -i have my friends and workmates (who have become my good friends over the lunch table.) I need a woman for hugging in the evenings. (Not just sex...saby will point this out.. it's so irrelevant.) I miss this secure feeling that there's always someone waiting me home, the feeling that i belong somewhere, to somebody. That someone cares and would never hurt me. It's difficult to explain in english...

    Why am i so selective? Why the hell am i so critical? Oh well... as my friends told me - finding me a woman is Mission Impossible :D (meaning that there are no women who would tolerate me :P)
    But as long as i have my Magic, things aren't that bad :) Plus - I have keshi, my lovely babe.
    PS! I really should go to sleep earlier, wouldn't have time for thinking...

    Love always,

    Stud

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  30. hey keshi.. wow such a beautiful poem.. keep it up dear :)

    ..pari:)

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  31. Dis @@@-king stud SUXS IN CAPS !
    anony-mouse-lover of Kesh

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  32. Heyyyy Diffy
    Shit! u cant come in here wearing dark glasses

    and nutting else



    at least not when ur in dis condition

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  33. dis is an impostor
    he cudnt possibly be a mouse

    an ass mebbe
    (an existence created by ... and sodomy)

    -king mouse

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  34. " Sometimes i just feel that life sucks. Ok, i really don't think that, not in my heart..."

    Who are you? You are not Stud Cos' thats me and I didn't write that.
    Some Sadist?

    Stud :)

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  35. Guys,

    Keshi is a sweet incredible darling and I absolutely adore her but I'm not in love with Keshi. My verses, my poems, my words as aren't for Keshi. If you'll have any sense of judgement, you will read between the messages and decipher out it's not Keshi, it's someone else communicating with me.

    Keshi, am still your Stud and you have shown me a handfull of aussie flavor and personality that is full of life. You are a great person and I thank God that I have had a chance to know you.

    and for you'll, wish me I get back to my love and give this love story a happy ending. AND AS FOR YOU FAKE STUD THAT SUCKS, AND SO DOES YOU LIFE....you'll never get it together, just two words for your....BLESS YOU!

    Stud :)

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  36. Wait no more n' bring no fear
    Call out on him 'O Beautious Dear'
    Be annony profoundn'Diffy that leer
    The charms divine and shed no tear

    A poetess, a writer, a maiden
    The lady, the girl next door
    Romance, love, Divine, the satan
    Popey, Athene, sasha n' many more

    My breath n' life n' monster's ball
    She has many names n' this not all
    Know my friends,a story never told
    Someday, we'll have each other hold

    The story of two people with two seperate lives,
    Two minds living in two different worlds.
    Two worlds that are felt, that are seen in the eyes,
    In the eyes of one boy and one girl.

    Two worlds, two people with two hearts
    They know their wolds are apart
    Two worlds with one wish under the sun,
    One wish that two worlds will be one

    If you look close, I think you'll find
    That those two worlds are yours and mine
    And even though we're worlds apart,
    Your whole world is in my heart

    Stud :)

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  37. Are Most Christians,,,,, Cowards ?????
    Most, seem to be!
    We are all - very pious, on Sundays,,,,, we enjoy the church services,,, some of us even sit in the "amen corner", serving up 'exclamation' - to what the preacher says. We pray, fervently, for wisdom and strength,,, and then, when God, gives us both,,, we run, hide & cower - before the forces of evil,,, instead of Standing Up And Speaking Up.
    Polls show, that more than 70% of Americans, "believe" in the Christian God,,,, they, also believe that a Democratic-Republic form of government, is the best type of government,,,,, yet Christians, by and large, ROLL OVER, when every deviate idea(ABORTION - HOMOSEXUAL "RIGHTS"), comes down the pike!!!
    YOU - SAY THAT YOU BELIEVE,,,,, WELL, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS,,,,, STAND UP & SPEAK UP !!!!!

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  38. Hot damn a new Pope!

    And the sad part is people like saby are already criticizing him. I got one question for the nay-sayers: Are you Catholic? If yes, well guess what, he's your spiritual leader now, get over it. If no, shut the ---- up you piece of s**t. If you are not a roman catholic, it has very little to do with you. Yes the pope is a powerful political force, but he's not a president, he's not a supreme court justice. And all those cardinals do not give a flying hot d**n what you think and they picked who they though God told them to pick. I think it is great and exciting and I wish the man the best. I would be honored to meet him. I'd love to hear his take his past. Oh, yeah, he MIGHT have been in nazi youth. So ------- what? He was a german during the rise of hitler, they all were, ot they were killed. Do you even have a point about the man, one critical point or flaw in how he did his business in the last FIFTY GOD D*****D YEARS? no? nothing? when he was 11 he was a nazi youth? He's like, over 70, right? get over it. That is the lamest bunch of s**t I have ever heard. He doesn't need it, we don't want to hear it, he's got more important issues to deal with, like current issues. I hope the idiots get over themselves or go to Hell, which ever is easier. Forgive my nastiness in this write up

    sorry keshi, i had to use your blog to express my anger over saby


    love u always,
    stud:)

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  39. Saby,

    I don't even know you but thanks for teaching me that DUMBS DO EXIST.

    Stud :)

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  40. good show saby aka fake stud.

    You just fail to dilever the same transition.

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  41. 'When I was just as far as I could walk
    From here today,
    There was an hourAll still
    When leaning with my head against a flower
    I heard you talk.
    Don't say I didn't, for I heard you say--
    You spoke from that flower on the window sill-
    Do you remember what it was you said?'

    'First tell me what it was you thought you heard.'

    'Having found the flower and driven a bee away,
    I leaned on my head
    And holding by the stalk,
    I listened and I thought I caught the word--
    What was it? Did you call me by my name?
    Or did you say studd.....
    Someone said "Stud" -- I heard it as I bowed.'

    'I may have thought as much, but not aloud.'

    'Well, so I came.'


    and with that I will conclude my incoherent ramblings for today


    love u always,

    stud:)

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  42. saby,

    'When I was just as far as I could walk
    From here today,...?????


    Dont be a sad C all your life and never ever try poetry even if you have to cut n' paste. It's not for you.

    Studlicious

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  43. We are like sheep without a shepherd
    We don't know how to be alone
    So we wander 'round this desert
    And wind up following the wrong gods home
    But the flock cries out for another
    And they keep answering that bell
    And one more starry-eyed fake studlicious
    Meets a violent farewell-
    Learn to be still

    anony mouse

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  44. Thanks everyone :) NV yes it was my original and it only took like 5minutes for me to write it - duh!

    Thanks Pari, Fairy mah new-comers - muahhh! It was lovely to see you all here.

    Keshi.

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  45. KESHI U BETTER MAKE THAT STUD GO AWAY I M REALLY PISSED AND I M REALLY JEALOUS

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  46. Hey Stud,
    i used to be a cat lik until dat Rat Zinger stepped into the shoes of the fisher man.

    i tendered my resignation to Fr. Anil my parish priest

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  47. and Stud,
    u shud be posting on my blogg
    not here



    dis religion shit dont impress Kesh much

    she is beyond religion

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  48. just one more ting Stud,
    stop chasing Kesh

    or else u will be made a muslim wid a difference

    wont just cut fore skin

    -Diffy

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  49. All those religion debators,

    Religion should be only a way of life...it should not limit you by rules, books, people, denominations etc. Be detached from all that and cultivate good thoughts and deeds - soon you will find your inner peace and you will get closer to God like you never thought you would ever be...

    Keshi.

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  50. closer to God ???

    SHEEET !
    who needs God !

    -Diffy

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  51. heyy guys,
    we gotta post a lott more
    dis Kesh wants to beat SEBIA

    u wont get a new post until she hits 100 comments

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  52. heyyy classic nikki
    yr site is way to complicated
    cudnt browse through
    cunt comment

    but loved yr ass on the branch of dat lovely tree

    i tink i misplaced the adjective 'lovely'

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  53. Re:10:38
    ... and kissing, and smiling, and reading together (lapoesiequejaime;), and adoring, and understanding, and, and, and, ..., and waching the sky, demanding (man)

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  54. Re:12:54 Re:10:38 was not for you in that case :)

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  55. Re:6:11
    i don't remember ( donc does that mean anything? )

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  56. Re:2:18
    yes is a world
    & in this world of
    yes live
    (skilfully curled)
    all worlds

    eec but u no ))

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