Discharge me

You Know You're Right - NIRVANA

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won’t be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well
Pain...You know you’re right...
I’m so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won’t be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it’d come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well Pain...
You know you’re right...Pain...

(I'm loving the fact that I can now post music vidoes instead of pics for my posts...atleast till I get bored of it :) I will attach a video for some of my posts in future...and these are songs I love too much and listened to for many years...i.o.w. these songs were there for me when no one else was..hope you'll enjoy them too and would get to know me better from my taste of music. Uttsy and FM are going to love seeing Kurt in action ;-)).

Have you known people who claim that they are your goooood friends but never show it? Well I have known some people like that. When he was depressed, sad and lonely I was around for him...consoling him, telling him that everything will be alright...that the sun will rise again tomorrow wiping away the darkness...that the flowers will bloom again in Spring giving life to Winter-stricken trees...that the birds will sing again ripping away the deadly silence in his ears...that the music will play again in that old dusty jukebox...that there's a rainbow waiting to light up his sky after the pouring rain. He admired me, glorified me, blessed me and spoke about how we would be forever friends...and how thankful he is for all the love and care I gave him...how he looked forward to seeing me everyday, talking to me everyday and bathing in my divine glory...yadda yadda yadda...only in words but. He never showed it. He only spoke of it - yawwwwn! Cos the moment my world came crashing down, he disappeared. He was running away from me like he was trying to avoid a contagious disease. Like I was a demon that was trying to swallow his pride. Like I was a phobia...like I was a worthless piece of garbage that if avoided could bring a peaceful life to him. Yes that's what his friendship was like...only verbal, no actions. Good for you mate...just discharge me cos I wanna be free of your fake admirations and empty words - they don't do anything for me. You are as fake as your words are. I wanted only one thing from you - a good heart but you don't even know what that is - I know, it takes a lot more than just words to have a heart. So thanks for releasing me. Never wanted to even say this but this is my way of getting it off my chest and setting myself free. I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You won’t be afraid of fear....You know you're right.