The Possible Capacity

Warming Up For Life...

So what was I doing in the last 3 days? I was basking in the glory of lively and warm Spring weather, welcoming it into my life again, wanting to be born again, wanting to be awakened and give myself 'movement' again after a long Winter. On Saturday I went walking and jogging at a nearby beach...then I met up with my mum and sis for lunch by the sea. On Sunday I went to a beautiful Church in the woods, in far NSW...a long drive with family and friends. It was totally soul-cleansing. I will put up some pics in the next post or so. Late last evening, I went jogging again, down a long, quiet, leafy green residential street...it was absolutely refreshing to the body and mind.

I Can't, So You Can't Too?
A big THANK YOU for all the heart-warming and encouraging comments in the last post, for the beautiful and heartfelt post Mayz, many emails from some dear mates and texts too, asking me how I am and wanting me to be here no matter what. It just shows how much people really care and want me to continue writing, while some others just want to disrupt the peace and have some cheap fun at the cost of people's feelings. Many people asked me WHAT HAPPENED. I think I owe you an explanation, cos there are people who really care about me here. And I'm back here so soon, cos of the encouragement of these people. What happened was, last Friday I realised that few desperate and jobless people never give up on trying to bring others down...cos that's their only source of feeling good. The reason why those people sit and watch others on the net, label people as if they're the judge and the jury, ask dumb questions that don't benefit anyone here and expect us to answer them is cos these very people don't have a life. They live miserable lives, have no friends (net or not), are not good with their families, are unable to go out and have fun, are unhappy with themselves, are unable to reach out to people, are basically lonely and lacks personality. So, when they come across someone who's capable of MORE than what they consider themselves to be, they find it difficult to understand how these people function. They can't do it, so they think others can't do it too. The fact that some people are different and do things differently, leaves these people in shock and agony. So, they try to bring them down by asking stupid personal questions and leaving gutless Anonymous comments...only cos putting someone down will make them feel superior for those few fleeting moments. And after that, they're back to their miserable reality. And they do it anonymously cos they cant FACE their own shit. Misery loves company you see. And that's exactly how these no-namers function. And no, they will never get me down, but they need to know how pathetic and PLAIN they'd look if they were to stand next to me - personality wise. I have made it a point not to entertain such people by answering them, and no I aint going to be in blogs/posts that welcome such aced idiots either.


And for those who genuinely wanted to know how I managed a large and popular blog (without any intention of spite, jealousy or mockery). Here's my genuine answer to you:

Unpot Me And I'll Still Bloom...
It's called CAPACITY...mental, physical, emotional and spiritual capacity. I'm multifaceted, I can multitask, I'm 100% dedicated towards whatever task I take up (net or not), I respect all my readers here hence the undivided attention to each and everyone, I love expressing and learning. I have enough space, ability and time in my psyche that I can accommodate everyone and everthing, without any one of them feeling left out. So I give it my best shot and yes, I'm like that in all other areas of my life, be it family, friends, career, business or pleasure. Add in a bit of privilege, skills and a free spirit into the equation, voila we have an impossible POSSIBILITY! And where do I get the time from? With all of those qualities in me, Time is only a minor factor. I can make a 24hr day into a 72hr one if and when the need arises. Is it magic? Maybe. ;-)

As simple as that. It may not be possible for some people to understand this or even believe it...cos not everyone can do it or are willing to do it, but yes I CAN DO IT. That makes me, me. Call me arrogant, snobby, proud whatever, but there's no other way I can explain it to you. Cos that's who I am and this is what Keshi is made of - Capacity and Possibility. I hope I have answered your questions clearly now.

And yes I'm back...for the ones who love me, AND for the ones who hate me. Can you keep away a maniac from her deepest passion, even if a lawn-mower runs on it? No. So THE Maniac is back! ;-) Let me walk the sands of time and wisdom again...

Current Music: Maniac by Michael Sembello