Monday, December 12

Use by 12/12/05

Push my buttons and get what you want. I feel like a frikkin vending machine sometimes. Haven't you ever felt that way? When someone you trust take you for a ride? I have been lied to, that's ok I could take it. Atleast I thought I can, but lately I cant stand lies and hypocrisy, it doesn't sell anymore mate. How can you look in the eye of a loved-one and bull sh#t? Some people flaunt their insensitivity in great style. It's ok that you are born insensitive but there are others who are born sensitive, get it? Cold cold hearts and ruthless minds can dwell quite happily in another's misery. Your eyes seem dead and the words sound numb but they stir the last bit of emotion in me to the very core. For you it's just the usual thing, for me it's just a brutal war with my ever-growing emotions. These petals didn't open up for no reason - now they are all so strewn with tears. Thinking these thoughts can never be stopped now - if only you didnt act this callous in the first place.

I don't know if some people like to make a mockery out of others but they do it somehow. I'm not the kind who pay attention to such people, but when it's someone you love and care for it's really hard to tell them off. It's like they don't want to feel weak in front of you so they act heartless and cold. How can you continue to love someone like that? Somehow you end up still wanting the same person! But why? Don't ask me that question, it's like an addicition - the more he/she hurts you, the more you want him/her. The more he/she disregards you, the more you pay heed to him/her. The more he/she pushes you away, the more you try to pull him/her towards you. What is it? I don't get that but alot of people fall into that same trap. It's not that you don't realise that he/she is being insensitive but it's like you are tied to that person by that very insensitivity! Strange but true. I have many sensible friends who have this problem - no matter what, you want that same heartless freak!

Feelings are precious...more precious than Gold. Don't disregard your feelings for a feeling-less person. Don't let them tell you you are a child and too much of a thinker. If you feel that something is not right, then that's what it is, nothing else. Don't let him/her make you forget who you are. Being sensitive is quite good for the soul if not for him/her but don't let that make them misuse you. I'm a sensitive person and my feelings have been used and abused...but I'd never let anyone kill my soul. So you had your share of scorn but look who has failed...it's you. I have always known who I am and I don't wear a mask like you. Where are you going to hide when the makeup fades....where are you going to run away to when someone sees the real you...when you can't even find yourself? That's when the pain will hit you all over your face...the feeling of nothingness...no identity...lost personality. The feeling of feelings misused...the pain that you inflicted upon me. It will get you some day, if not now. Use-by-date for this product has arrived - sorry, go get another one.


Don't insensitive people shock you?

104 Cranium Signets:

Tanvi said...

wow..look at that timin keshi
i couldnt agree with u more

sittingnut said...

hello dear,

These petals didn't open up for no reason - now they are all so strewn with tears
mate, you can write! this is a sad post but a great one from a person with a soul the size of the earth.

most ppl have to go through something like what you describe, there are rather lot of insensitive ppl around. i for one can't understand how anybody can treat you( an angel) like that but i have known ppl like that. i no longer get shocked by such ppl and have begun to pity them for all that they miss out on without even realizing it and as always the way with pity there is a certain disdain.

all the pleasures of cruelty ( and cruelty can be pleasurable i recognize, when one is a heartless coward) are nothing in comparison to even the slightest gestre from a beloved sensitive soul in response to love if only one is able to perceive it with corresponding sensitivity.

what is truly shocking and heart-rending is when after such an encounter as you describe a person shrink his /her petals like a dried up flower. hopefully those tears will keep it from such a fate but sometimes they don't. :-(

btw i am keeping my fingers crossed for you, you will end up with the greatest guy in the world, that i know. :-)

huggggggz!

julia said...

- the more he/she hurts you, the more you want him/her


Yipppeeeeee

she wants me yeah yeah yeah
and dat cant be bad

julia said...

Hi TANVI

wat timing ???

julia said...

woomen cry easy
salt shud be taxed

Keshi said...

***Tanvi

wussup girl?













***Sittingnut


hey thanks matey..u always lift my spirits up hugggggggz!


** the slightest gestre from a beloved sensitive soul in response to love if only one is able to perceive it with corresponding sensitivity.

ppl who r insensitive r those who dun know the meaning of Love...so they cant perceive it...how sad.


**hopefully those tears will keep it from such a fate but sometimes they don't

yep sometimes these flowers fade away...


**you will end up with the greatest guy in the world, that i know.

awww ur too kind :) whoever that guy is, he's on a sleeping-pill overdose lol! cos he's still not here :(










***Julia

**she wants me yeah yeah yeah
and dat cant be bad

I didnt say u hurt me...


Keshi.

>|' ; '| said...

leave the insensitive rock and move on. its ur life. u r the one who can have some control over ur life.

>|' ; '| said...

or u can keep pleasing the rock...choices, choices.

Keshi said...

***Poison

I just left..it's 12/12/05 :)

Keshi.

~*~ kiran ~*~ said...

keshi ...

what happened 2 u mya dear bacha ...???

:((

chhoo chaaaddd?
kyu ?
tel me na ...

plzzzz re whats bothering u sooo much ...

pls dont let these things affect u ...
live life 2 ur best as per ur terms n conditions!!!


insensitive people...
hmmm...
i have experienced taht lately ..
but that doesnt really bothers me ..
coz when i know im wriet ..
no1 can eva change me or my thoughts!!!


life is ocean ...
ocean is full of life...
u have just tasted a drop of salt ...
imagine the amount of salt in teh ocean ...
but my dear pal ...living in the ocean means surving the odds..
n this is very stupid reason to frown n spoil ur mood...
u have such great writing skills ..
divert them 2 wriet about something good..
something positive
(ok for starters u can wriet about me !!!
lolzzzzzz)

sorry jokes apart...

keshi u have gr8 min ..n u can visulise what the other person thinks ...
ur gifted with that i guess..
make the best of it ...
u said in 1 of ur previous posts na ..that u also blv in karma ..
then y do u bother...
let these things not affect u @all...
live life queen size...

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

insensitive people ....

i detest them .....

sweety ... shall come back , read in detail n comment .. ok dear ???

got some stuff to deliver in some time .. ok ??

Jewel Rays said...

@ KEshi

sad post , well expressed.:)

It's like they don't want to feel weak in front of you so they act heartless and cold. How can you continue to love someone like that? Somehow you end up still wanting the same person! But why? Don't ask me that question, it's like an addicition - the more he/she hurts you, the more you want him/her. The more he/she disregards you, the more you pay heed to him/her. The more he/she pushes you away, the more you try to pull him/her towards you. What is it? I don't get that but alot of people fall into that same trap.

Its kinda true..Sometimes it makes me wonder if its the challenge that keeps us coming back or plainly just because this people make us feel like we need them without showing it much or it just because our hearts are too soft to hurt anotha heart?

*Amy offers a hug..

Vanathi said...

Keshi dear, what happened to you ?
I am near to tears reading your post. Be strong like me! Take care...

Keshi said...

***Kiran

hugggggggggggggz!

na na nothing happened...just an observation on someone I know...I just dumped that person - feels much better now...but dunno how long that feeling will last for...sighhhhh!


ur too sweet re...gosh u have complimented me too much...u see all the good things in me cos ura very good heart...thats why. Yes I believe in karma, thanks for reminding me :) muahhhhhhhhh! Luv u too much!










***Deepa

no worries sweety...take ur time.. Luv u too! U guys r amazing...hugggggggggz!










**My_Unveilings

aww so u r Amy - thanks for telling me that. HUGGGGGGGGGZ Amy!

**Sometimes it makes me wonder if its the challenge that keeps us coming back

I guess it's that too...only that some ppl dun change...and it's sad.


**it just because our hearts are too soft to hurt anotha heart?

This is more like me...I cant say hurtful things to ppl I love...but guess I will say how I feel...I really will.


Thanks to all of u - my rays of
sunshine!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Vanathi


aww look who's here - HUGGGGGGGGGZ! Dun u cry now...and na nothing serious happened...it was an on-going thing...just decided to call it quits...


now are u ok girl? That's what Im more concerened abt...cos ur latest post suggested that u were hurt too...

Keshi.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

Hey Kesh :)

tulipspeaks said...

hmm..geezzz.sounds as if the post is written for me...waking me up! :) hugssss first for keshi..

Haven't you ever felt that way? When someone you trust take you for a ride?

yes, i have..and you knw it too..i spend a lot of my time coming back on my feet..and a lot of time to figure out why they are doing this..but now i know i'll never know..


It's like they don't want to feel weak in front of you so they act heartless and cold

possible..but if this is the answer to my earlier ques, then i can't help but to wonder how well they put up their act!

hugssss again

=am000nie=

Keshi said...

***Amu

muahhhhhhhhhhhh babez!

Well I know how u do the role of the vending machine sometimes, just like me..lol...but yeah we dun have to put up with it...time has come to tell such ppl off...enough is enough...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

***NV

Omg matey where in the world have u been? I missed u HEAPS!! Did u get my email?


Keshi.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

Yeah I did but wasn't in the right mind to reply. I missed you too mate. how things with you?

Keshi said...

NV why were u not in the mind to write to a hottster like me? lol Im kidding...wut u been up to?

As for me, well Im ok...had a relaxing and an enlightening weekend :) D u know that there r racial riots going on in Sydney beaches? It's so sad...and very unAustralian!

Keshi.

:: The Protector :: said...

wazup KEshi....seems hurt more... certains things is not worth to take to heart **HUGS**


Cheers!
:)

Keshi said...

***Vishnu

na na Im fine...this was an on-going thing which I put a stop to today - so all ok :) thanks!

Keshi.

Het Waghela said...

Its the worst thing when you are pissed off by some of your near ones from whom you will never expect such a remarks.

I had been to some of the unexpected behaviour from people whom I considered as my best pals. I felt like some1 piercing my heart, a painful one.
It could have been my fault, but there is no things called forgiveness between frenz even i think.
That thought sucks. But now am very happy and its now washed off, making me more prone to such situation. Making me more careful in choosing people, thats why I am a slow starter and take hell-lot-of time to make frenz.

Keshi said...

***Het

WC matey..

yes so true...it hurts the most when ppl u trust an dlove take u for granted...

**Making me more careful in choosing people,

that too. Yes in future I wont let ppl run marathons all over me :) Good on ya Het!


Keshi.

Nitika said...

awesome!!!!!post

huggzzzzzz to ma
dearyyyy keshu.........i don't want u to be indulge in the feeling of some heartless person......now give me a huge smile and start thinking only abt me....lolllllzzz..wink...wink

i know u just left this feeling thats another good deed u carry and i wish heartless plp never comes in the way of your life coz that merciless plp doesn't deserve gal with a pure heart like u

gal u r too good and i know u will alwyas remain like a red rose for me but i dont know whether i get a chance to give u muahhh..muahhhh...muaahhhhzz in real life so mez giving u a flying kiss hope u catch it :):):):)
take care

Keshi said...

***Niti

awwwwwww u know wut....u r that RED ROSE..u have already given it to me - ur untainted friendship - MUAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Keshi.

saby said...

Race riots in austrayalaya

the aussie whites are racists
second class britishers who were deported as con victs

i posted about dis sometime back
but nobody reads my posts
not even aussies

my SEX COUUNSELLOR posts get good hits though

Pallavi said...

Feelings are precious...more precious than Gold. ...
very very true.
i love the picture of that baby..so touching

saby said...

i love the picture of that saby..so touching




ooooohhhh
she loves me

saby said...

SHIT!

the comments are getting too mushy for a grown man

i better see my shrink again

Mirage said...

Why is it that just when u put ur trust in a person he is bound to break it...? Life's so unfair at times...

take care

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

For you it's just the usual thing, for me it's just a brutal war with my ever-growing emotions :

But , whatz the point in saying it to a insensitive person .. he / she wont understand ....

When someone you trust take you for a ride? :
Only the people u love can hurt u ... the only people on this planet who wont take u for a ride are ur parents
Even siblings can take u for a ride ... even the closest ones ...


How can you look in the eye of a loved-one and bull sh#t?
:
Of course people do ... - but only people who fear themselves - ...
when u lie to a loved one , itz not bcoz u wanna save ur loved one from hurt , but bcoz u r wrong n u know it ..
of course ., when u lie to put ur loved one outta misery , itz diff .. but inevitably , it'll rebound

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

wait .... i aint done yet ....

shall finish off my lunch n come back ...

this is one topic i really need to speak my heart out on

praveen said...

hey keshi...i wonder who hurt you this much...i hate insensitive ppl too..had a lot of experience with them including backstabbing frens who were insensitive to my feelings once they bad mouthed about me to others...like how could they,after all the we have done for them..

Keshi said...

***Pallavi

hey girl, thanks! Yep the baby is sooo adorable and the touches my heart so deeply...










***Mirage

**Why is it that just when u put ur trust in a person he is bound to break it...?

Guess it's human nature...and it happens very often...I guess even we may do it to others w.o. our knowledge...

Thanks!










***Deepa

hey WB :)


**But , whatz the point in saying it to a insensitive person .. he / she wont understand ....

true...but some day those words may echo in his/her head...some day...


**Even siblings can take u for a ride ... even the closest ones ...

Thats true..I have seen that very often...yes u r right - only parents dun let u down...but I have seen some parents do it to their children...but we r lucky to have good parents.


**Of course people do ... - but only people who fear themselves - ...

U r absolutely right Deepzz! That's why they do that, cos they themselves dunno who they r - so they live on lies...

Thanks girl..lol come back from lunch then - would luv to hear more of ur wise thoughts on this topic :)

Huggggggz!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Praveen

WC sweety!

ppl hurt us all the time but sometimes we just ignore it until it comes to a point that we cant take it anymore...that's the time to say goodbye...


** hate insensitive ppl too..had a lot of experience with them including backstabbing frens...

talk abt back-stabbing friends - goshhh I had heaps...yes 'had' - cos now they r ex-friends :)

Thanks girl!

Keshi.

~*~ kiran ~*~ said...

hey kehsu ...

insensitivity ....

u know kesh every1 goes thru all these emotions at some point of time in their lives..
but its all upto us how we deal with it ...

im not here to give u any gyaaan..
ur smart urself 2 decide whats best for u ..
but ya whoeva does thsi naaggging shitty things ...to get some sarcastic pleasure... god save them ...!!!
(shave them )lolzzz


even i have been thru this so many times in my life ,
i livedthru it
my ex did this 2 me
i cried a lot
i cried like crazy
i cried my heart out
i dnt cry bcz he was my bf then..but the amt of turst n blind faith i had was broken like a million pieces when a glass breaks!!!
i felt so betrayed
so irritated
so frustrated
so confused
sooo..whateva

but i didnt lose my self respct
i stood by my decision of not going back 2 him
initially i thought i wud gv in ..n go back 2 him n say plz cm back
i did try tht 2
even though he was very insensitive to the power of infinity
but
wtf
i slowly n steadily started erasing him from my thoughts
completely
like the ground zero or smthg
now i have memories but only that makes me laugh
not the 1s that make me cry
i know time will heal this pain completely
i know it
i just know it !
becoz when u have a pure heart ..no matter what some1 does 2 u
no matter how much hurt ur
if u have the will n determination 2 come out of it
u will
eventually
coz its always better late than never
so give urself some time
n see the results
ull be even better person by then
i wonder what u wud be like then ?
if ur chhoo chweet now ..
after u becmn better , then wud u becm ?

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

Cold cold hearts and ruthless minds can dwell quite happily in another's misery
:
Damn right !!!

It's like they don't want to feel weak in front of you so they act heartless and cold.
:
All an indication of their insecurity .. dont u think ???
Try staying away from them for a while ... they'll DEFINITELY come back to you.


the more he/she hurts you, the more you want him/her. The more he/she disregards you, the more you pay heed to him/her. The more he/she pushes you away, the more you try to pull him/her towards you :
Ok .. there is a difference here ...
Assume your best friend does it t o you , u'll hurt for a while but then will never think of going back to her ... but , it itz ur lover , u'll be willing to forgive everything ( well, almost ) ... why ??

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

wise words ??? no gurl .... just somethings i gained from looking at my friends' lives ...

i look at mine from a 3rd person's view .. so, dont get hurt so much

Keshi said...

***Kiran

awww u told me ur story to make me realise and feel better...what a beautiful person u r! HUGGGGGGGGZ!

Well ur EX lost big time...look what he's missing now - such a wonderful girl like u...what a loser he is - sorry but I had to say it :)


**shave them

hahahaha!


**if u have the will n determination 2 come out of it u will

will I? hmmm...I think I will but it will take a loooong time...I might be very old by then lol!

Thanks so much Kiran - u r one in a million girl!! Luv ya tonzz!

Keshi.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

but alot of people fall into that same trap
:
I think basically , everybody reacts the same way ...
all mothers react the same way , all children react the same way ...

It's not that you don't realise that he/she is being insensitive but it's like you are tied to that person by that very insensitivity!
:
I think , maybe itz a case of " Opposites Attract " ....
as u r very sensitive , initially , u admire that insensitiveness in someone else, but by the time u realise that u could also be a victim of that insensitivity , it might be too late.

I have many sensible friends who have this problem - no matter what, you want that same heartless freak!
:
Right ... people will always tread the trodden part , no ?

If you feel that something is not right, then that's what it is, nothing else
:
But u might be too late to change it too , no ??

kill my soul :
So long as you are true to urself , itz very hard to do that ..
U might change for a while , but will get back to what u were before ... right ?
Basically , people never change. ,... Not in the long run , that is.

Keshi said...

***Deepa

yeyyy ur bakkkk!

**All an indication of their insecurity .. dont u think ???

yes thats what happens to some ppl...but some others do it just to suit themselves, that's even worse!


**but , it itz ur lover , u'll be willing to forgive everything ( well, almost ) ... why ??

I think why u dun forgive ur friend (especially if it's same sex friend), cos u think u can take them for granted...and u always feel that u can get back to them when u want. But with BF/GF u wont do that - cos u dun wanna lose that love so easily...ur scared to be alone...unlike with friends...isnt it?


Keshi.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

Keshi dear ....

i think we all go thru this ... for some of us ( i am talking abt the lover thing here ), it works out coz we ultimately understand the other ...
but with some of us , it'll never work out coz the basic principles are way too different.

U can never love someone exactly like you
But u need to have some basic common prinicples ... right ???

But it is very hard to break up .. isnt it ????

And about the friends breaking our heart , i shall put up a post on my experience , but after sometime - after i get over my hurt - ur post gives me the confidence that one day i'll be able to talk about my feelings too

I Had Hurt a Lot ... Still am

Keshi said...

***Deepa

Hiiiiiiiiii again muahhhh!


**I think basically , everybody reacts the same way ... all mothers react the same way , all children react the same way ...

that is sooooo right! wow look at Deepa's experience and knowledge...Im stoked :)



**I think , maybe itz a case of " Opposites Attract " ....
as u r very sensitive , initially , u admire that insensitiveness in someone else,


That is soooo true! My mum always said that too...I guess that's why I always fall for proud and arrogant guys :(



**Right ... people will always tread the trodden part , no ?

yes but why??? Surely we know that that path is dangerous...



**But u might be too late to change it too , no ??

yes too late mebbe...but knowing that it will be too late and treading into that same old path is the hardest path to comprehend...



**U might change for a while , but will get back to what u were before ... right ?

yes thats right...


**Basically , people never change. ,... Not in the long run , that is.

yupp...and that can sometimes be very annoying...especially ppl who r close to u who dun change...that's sad.

Thanks Deepa sweety...u r full of wisdom - thanks for sharing ur brilliant thoughts with me - hugggggz!

Keshi.

Rita said...

Totally agree with you, girl! But I guess, we have to put up with people like this. Any other go?

Keshi said...

Deepa muahhhhhhhhhhhhh mah sweety!

yes we must have some basic principals like mutual respect and faith in each other....and trust most of all...


**But it is very hard to break up .. isnt it ????

yess...when I broke up with my ex (which was like 5 times) I still was wasting my time on him...it was too hard to break up clean...


**after i get over my hurt - ur post gives me the confidence that one day i'll be able to talk about my feelings too

aww Im honored that u said that...



**I Had Hurt a Lot ... Still am

heyyy hope I didnt spark the pain again...hope u feel better soon.
And I could tell that u have experienced alot of pain cos ur words and advice to me speak volumes of it all...THANK U and please take it easy - hugggggggggggggz!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Rita

hey girl...

**Totally agree with you, girl! But I guess, we have to put up with people like this

we dun have to put up with them Rita...there's always a way out...peaceful break up...but it takes a very long time to get over it...like for me...cos Im too sensitive...


Keshi.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

keshi dear ,

i used to fall for these absolutely good looking , totally confident , sarcastic , headstrong people
( like u do .. right ???)

and then , somewhere after college , i realised just how mean and kinda insensitive they are ( mainly coz of their looks ) ... and i was so damn happy i never got involved w/ them romantically ....

even i am proud , but will never let myself become insensitive ...

and keshi , am so sure that u know the answers somewhere ., just that u r too filled with hurt to realise that ... am i right ???

@ treading the trodden path :
Therez great enthusiasm / charm in playing with fire !!!!!

Ash said...

hey Keshi cutie pie .......

hows it going .....
will be back after work for ur post

Love
Ash

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

u r an absolute darling , dear ....

wishing u all the happiness ....

will never advise you .... but will share ur worries and sorrows with u , gurl ...

ans will make sure u never hurt too bad

love
Deepa

Keshi said...

***Deepa

heyyy :)

**just that u r too filled with hurt to realise that ... am i right ???

goshhh my hurt goes on for years...I cant seem to foget...it's hard...but Im ok...I know I will be fine somehow.



**@ treading the trodden path :
Therez great enthusiasm / charm in playing with fire !!!!!

very true! I was always a risk-taker and I liked playing with danger...hehe..ur spot on Deepz!!


**will never advise you .... but will share ur worries and sorrows with u , gurl ...

Deepa that was one of the warmest things a friend has ever said to me! HUGGGGGGGGGGZ ur a swt hrt!

Thanks for being there for me...Im really touched by ur kindness and warmth..it's just amazing - thank u Deepzz!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Ash

hey Ash...no worries - just take ur time dear :)


Keshi.

Johnny B. Good said...

SHUCKS !


we guys better do a sex change
whole lotta les loving going on here

Caraf said...

"Some people flaunt their insensitivity in great style. "

grrr
you're right.

and hey :)

Johnny B. Good said...

dis sounds too much like Agony aunt column




.

Vanathi said...

Keshi, I cannt be in depressed/sad mood for more than one hr. After 1 hr I will become devil.Now I am a devil...Dont worry dear, now I am ok...

Divya said...

Don't insensitive people shock you?


they do :(

PuNeEt said...

Wow...
Pefection... when it comes to timings...

I should have come up with this ;-)
lolzzzz

Ur too sensitive...

there should be a balance...
being too much of sensitive and being too insensitve both are not good...

and dogs need to be treated like dogs...

Dont be sensitive for the ones who dont care for u...
and its not difficult to find out who actually cares for u...

It's ok that you are born insensitive but there are others who are born sensitive, get it?
No1 is born insensitive... its just that some dont do a public show off of their emotions...

Where are you going to hide when the makeup fades
wow... impressed

Keep rocking

AmitKen said...

it's like an addicition

There you are.. Bang on Target!!

Take Care dear!

http://amitken.wordpress.com

icyblue said...

Hey :) will be back later... :)

Sudeep said...

I was expecting this...

Move on sweetie..

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

I don't know what to say ... mebbe i shud write - learn to live with it ...

therez more to come ... and i'll come out with it soon ... it has been bothering me for quite a while ... and yesterday i learnt my lesson ...

Take care.

Puggyspice said...

Keshi, this is beautiful. I love the vulnerability in your writing and the confrontation of the insensitive jerks of this world. ((HUGS))

Ajay said...

when ur pissed off by some1 cloase to u it happens.... hey ur post can make people senti for a while

Manish said...

hmmmmm...well said!

Kroopa Shah (Kr00pz) said...

Insensitive people used to shock me.....until I made myself one of them. I've gone through a few situations in which I've displayed my emotions and repented later. because once I get emotional I stop thinking clearly about these things. So I did what other people would have hated- made myself insensitive. Pretended I didn't care. Because otherwise I couldn't have pushed away what I did then for which I do not repent.....

Michelle said...

i cudnt agree more

alice said...

u know we are surrounded by people like that and they actually feel very good abt themselves thinking its cool or maybe hep to be an Ass...u know u can ignore people doing that u thinking...wtf...screw u...but when it comes to ur loved ones its quite sad.....

Kerry said...

keshi-

*gaint hugs and tears* i so hear you! i have been in a major funk over here trying to adjust to what now is left of a dream i had...

*tears*

it will never be... i know its over...

sorry...

RandomThoughts said...

Hey Keshi! A sensitive writer you sure are! Life is so full of insensitive people that many a time we missout on the few sensitive ones around.
Its not all that bad too!
God has a plan for you.
If you have met an insensitive specimen it is only because you need to learn another lesson that has fro you. Look back, learn & move ahead.

I'm sure u'll feel a lot better!

Take care!

southpaw said...

I still hv to figure out the meaning of insensitive people. If i go with the meaning in the dictionary i myself m an insensitive person, but again practically its not true...overall these things r very confusing for me. Infact thats why i hv disconnected myself from a few things.

Sudeep said...

n move on in the sense u will experience such things..

after all the value of sweet taste is not understood until bitter is known to us

Thanu said...

I don't think anyone in insensitive. If a person cares about you, he/she can never be insensitive towards u. On the other hand, if he/she didn't care, his/her actions would seem as insensitive.

Hugs.

-thanu

Kerry said...

i shall cry no longer! come over and see me, me aussie matie. i am singing, again! lol...

Jackal said...

Keshi bad gal...u touched my heart..so many memories ..bitter memories..never understand how n y ppl do it..but it happens all the time n when it cums frm some one u have always trusted....always thought to be that sensitive caring creature it hurts more....some day i wud post my thoughts too ..rather my pain......hugzzzzzzzz tccc byeee

Jigal.. said...

Cold cold hearts and ruthless minds can dwell quite happily in another's misery
:
:
: Excellent

But i think it is not necessary that every sensitive person can express their feelings very well....

i m a very sensitive man but i cant express my feelings against every 1.. there are very few ppl (infect only 1) aginst whom i can express my feelings....

but ne ways superb n excellent post

simply love it..

bye

Autumn Storm said...

Hey Kesh,
Finally! Been having problems loading your page for the past couple of days for some stupid, unknown reason (with a few others too, but more so here).
Good post! As always.

strawy said...

keshuuuuuuuuuuuu
hugssssssssss babesss
wowwwwww ... nice post babes

****Feelings are precious...more precious than Gold. Don't disregard your feelings for a feeling-less person.***

well said babe,n so true...me agree with u..

had so many bad experiences, even online , but u know wat,i have seen lot more in real life ,so these online things dosent bother me for long ..i do get hurt but for a while n me always try to come over it ...

babes ur writting skills always impress me...
n yesssssss mez back now...
hugssssssss sweety
love ya
missed yaaaaaaaa sooo soo much
love ya keshuu


st000nie

Keshi said...

***Caraf

Hows ya sweety - so good to have ur presence here...










***Vanathi

Heyyyy..

**After 1 hr I will become devil.Now I am a devil

lol awww ur on girl! Glad to hear that - sweet lil devil u r...:) hugggggggzz!










***Divya

awww thanks girl!










***Puneet

Hey Pu Bear....


**Pefection... when it comes to timings...

why is that?


**Ur too sensitive...

yes I am...and I like it..cos I cant be insensitive no matter how hard I try Pu...it's not worth it...


**there should be a balance...
being too much of sensitive and being too insensitve both are not good...

:) but wouldnt that be like calculating feelings...how can u do that? Cos feelings just come...u cant put a stop to it...can u?


**and dogs need to be treated like dogs...

omg...dogs..hehehe...and u forgot b###hes...lollllz!


**Dont be sensitive for the ones who dont care for u...

true...but one has to go thru alot of sh#t to achieve this state...


**and its not difficult to find out who actually cares for u...

it's easy yes...but letting go is the hardest part...



**No1 is born insensitive... its just that some dont do a public show off of their emotions...

lol ok so Im a public show-off of emotions?
Na I think most ppl r born with more or less emotions..o.w. we all cant be so different in our thinking...it's all written in the chemical repositories in our brains..so we r born with it.


Thanks Pu bear!












***AmitKen


Thanks Amit :)










***Icyblue


Hey girl...take ur time :) and thanks!










***Sudeep

U r so right...no one will know the value of goodness till they taste some badness...spot on!










***Cheesy

Heyyya sweety...hows ya?


**and yesterday i learnt my lesson ...

huh? hope u r ok...u can email me if u want...tc muahhhhh!










***Puggyspice

Hi WB :)


**insensitive jerks of this world.

lol u r so right there! Jerks indeed :)

Hugggggggggz and thanks dear!










***Ajay

hellooooo Ajay :)


**hey ur post can make people senti for a while

awww...I should distribute tissues too na...lol!

Thanks matey!










***Manish

Thanks Manish!










*** Kroopa Shah

Kr00pz hey girl!


**until I made myself one of them.

I know wut u mean...after alot of hurt u become numb...that's what has happened to me...Im not 'feeling' anymore for that person...I know exactly what u mean! It's much better now, thanks!










***Michelle

muahhhhh Mich!
Thanks :)










***Alice

heyyyyyy....

**thinking its cool or maybe hep to be an Ass...u know u can ignore people doing that u thinking...wtf...screw u...

LOL u r so right! Hep to sh#t, duhhhhhh! They should wake up...


**but when it comes to ur loved ones its quite sad.....

thats what I mean...when loved-ones act like they cant feel, it's really sad...
Thanks n hugggggggggz!










***Kerry

muahhhhhhh mah lassie! Im sooo glad to see u here girl...

wut happened? u with ur family? why tears????

**it will never be... i know its over...

omgggg kerry I really hope ur coping well..which I can be sure of cos u r a sensible and strong girl...whatever it is, please tc - I hope my post didnt stir more emotions...luv u always - know that Im here for ya...always...HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!
Miss u tonzz....










***RandomThoughts

WC to my blog mate and thanks!


**God has a plan for you.

He sure does...and it doesnt look like fun...


**If you have met an insensitive specimen it is only because you need to learn another lesson that has fro you.

lol I like the word specimen..hehe..thanks!


**Look back, learn & move ahead.

thanks that was wonderful and caring advice...so glad to have u here...huggggggggz!










***Southpaw

heyyyy mah friend!


**I still hv to figure out the meaning of insensitive people.

hmmmm...to me it means ppl who dun feel anothers pain...someone who dun u'stand another's point of view when it's a fair call...


**If i go with the meaning in the dictionary i myself m an insensitive person, but again practically its not true...

u r not insensitive South...u r one of the most sensitive guys I ever met on the net...cos u u'stand my tears...u always did...


**overall these things r very confusing for me. Infact thats why i hv disconnected myself from a few things.

na I think u just keep away from certain ppl and things to protect ur feelings...thats fair enough..but that doesnt make u insensitive...no way!

Thanks and huggggggggz!










***Thanu

hellooo WB!

**On the other hand, if he/she didn't care, his/her actions would seem as insensitive.

thats soooo true! Well-said, thanks! It all lies in the Caring...if they care they cant hurt u na...so true!! HUGGGGGGGZ!










***Jackal

lol Im a bad girl now? awwww :(


**so many memories ..bitter memories..

awww HUGGGGGGGZ Jackal Im so sorry!


**some day i wud post my thoughts too ..rather my pain.....

looking forward to that...it feels good to write it all out...it takes away a big part of the pain off ur chest...trust me...take care matey...hugggggz!










***Jigal

Hiiiiiii!


**i m a very sensitive man but i cant express my feelings against every 1..

true...not all ppl can express their feelings...but that's ddifferent to hurting someone...na?


**there are very few ppl (infect only 1) aginst whom i can express my feelings....

that means u CAN express ur feelings and u do that with someone u really CARE for...Thanu was so right!

Thanks mate!










***Autumn

heyyyy girl! Wussup?

oh u had probs with my page :( well must be some blogger prob....sorry!

Glad to see u here girl and thanks - muahhh!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Strawy

st000000000nieeee muuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I missed u like the deserts miss the rain...:)

So glad to see u bakk....all ok now? Chilled n all? :):)


** but u know wat,i have seen lot more in real life ,so these online things dosent bother me for long ..

true...I have had so many net friendship issues too...but they dun matter that much to me, cos real life probs r worse...u r so right!


**i do get hurt but for a while n me always try to come over it ...

me too...like how the river flows back to the sea, we somehow adjust...


thanks for all the compliments...
~~Keshi bats her eyelashes...

lol! So good to see u girl..Im so happy t'day! MUAHHHH!

Keshi.

De.vile said...

If you come to think of it, sometimes you feel bad just because of yourself. I mean its impractical and all low self confidence, but really, you give people a chance. So I guess you gotta (or could) just stand out there cry it up and move on. Sometimes (worst part) with the ones u hate, now.

This worlds a fucking bitch and its all like a street fight sometimes.

Keshi said...

***Devile

Chikka muahhh!


**So I guess you gotta (or could) just stand out there cry it up and move on.

aha :) thats what I usually do...


**This worlds a fucking bitch and its all like a street fight sometimes.

hell yeah..ppl fighting for material sh#t. life indeed is a b###h...or shall we say it's a Dog :)

Keshi.

Kerry said...

*big hugssssssssssss* i am fine keshi girl! just letting go... i wil be leaving for home in 9 days! *happy dance*

mauhz

Keshi said...

Good to hear u r ok Kerry...let go and be happy Hugggggggz!

Keshi.

sittingnut said...

hey dear friend!

how are you doing, one day after the expiry day? hope you did not extend the date. :-)
hugzzzz!

whoever that guy is, he's on a sleeping-pill overdose lol! cos he's still not here :(
lol. no, no, he is probably trying his best to be worthy of you, passing through the obligatory trials etc. like the knights of yore.
though it is possible he is acting 'sleeping beauty' in reverse. :-)

cheers!

Gangadhar said...

Keshi,
I'm late here..sorry..I'm just fed up with work as my project is in the testing mode...
It is sickening that there are so many insensitive people. Get a heart... and some empathy.
Three things that anger me:
1)insensitive people
2)people who brag too much
3)people who look down on others
And what we need is to have a strong mind to cope up with anykind of situations...And i think you defintely have the same..

take care
Gangadhar

Keshi said...

***Gangadhar

heyy matey it's ok...u dun have to be sorry for not being here on time :) Glad to see u here tho...


**1)insensitive people

yep know alot of them...even the so-called blog friends...


**2)people who brag too much

omgg yess - the fakes...


**3)people who look down on others

thats the ugliest trait one can have...I know alot of em too..

Thanks Gangadhar...:)
Keshi.

icyblue said...

Sad to know tht u r in a sober mood.. It doesn't suit u dear... the smiling chirpy Keshi absolutely rocks :)

When someone you trust take you for a ride?

Very often its the one for whom we care the most, who hurts us. It sucks..the feeling just sucks... even tears can't make up for the bitterness inside.

Feelings are precious...more precious than Gold

Veryyyyyyyyyyyyy veryyy true.... but there are a few insensitive ppl who just care nothin for those feelings.. I'm talking out of experience here..

too much of a thinker

Gosh... this is exactly the message I tried to convey with the post I wrote on "I'm thinking too much"

If you feel that something is not right, then that's what it is, nothing else.

Keshi, sadly we don't realise that until we are totally broken up. We try just too much to save something which is special for us.. But sadly it is in vain. One day we just realise, we have to let go.

The last para, really really truly related to me. I felt as though u were reading my mind.

Being sensitive is a special quality in itself. Sadly there are ignorant fools who don't realise it and point fingers!

Cheer up dear... and we are all here for u... Let those insensitive ppl go to the dogs!

Icy :)

Keshi said...

***Icy

spot on babez! U u'stand my feelings totally...and yes it's the loved-ones that matter and if they r insensitive it's hell!


**We try just too much to save something which is special for us

true...we go on till we hit rock bottom...better late than never...


**Cheer up dear... and we are all here for u

awwwwwwwwww Huggggggggggggz! U r too sweet Icy - thanks for those very encouraging words...really u guys make me happy every day - what a blessing!

Keshi.

The optimist from utopia said...

Your posts help me to keep in touch with my sanity.. and sensitivity :D

Coming bak to this post, people grow up to be insensitive bcas they were not loved or were pampered too much.. I hav a few friends here who just do not know that they are being insensitive.. Some others do not know how it feels to worry bout someone, care for them.. Its a joyous feeling to know that someone cares for you.. But they do not realise it..

These people think the world revolves around them.. The only way to get around them is by pulling their legs and make them realise the actual value of love.. Personal experience.. might not work with all

I think I am losin it.. the sanitometer is at an all-time low.. will comment later.. gtg.

Bye and keep posting..

PuNeEt said...

hiii

u cant put a stop to it...can u?
no we cant... bt we can always learn from our experience...
n the less u expect the less u will be sensitive towards things...


we all cant be so different in our thinking...it's all written in the chemical repositories in our brains
I was never a chemistry or Bio student... so cant comment on this ;-) lolzzzz

bt I feel our nature is in our hands...
and I didnt said personally to u abt that public display of emotions...

it was just a comment
am sorrry if u felt bad...

take care
Cheers

niki yokota said...

very true, keshi-chan!!
>The more he/she pushes you away, the more you try to pull him/her towards you.
yeah this is the prob of love. and i dont want to be trapped in such situation again...lol

Vivek Panda said...

wow keshi !! that was truely a masterpiece ! I'mm gonna save this post of yours in my Word !

susubala said...

Keshi..... a lovely post and a great narration of feeling. It was quite true and my feelings are much clear now on reading this post...

By the way, no comments from ur end on my posts.

saby said...

feelings can never be expressed by words


it sounds corny if u try to

saby said...

if u feel for somebody

actions speak louder than words

saby said...

i just felt TANVI
ooooooohhhhh

saby said...

2 more to go

saby said...

something in the way she moves attracts me like no other lover



only prob is
i used dis line for 21 girls

rebel_on_loose said...

"It's like you're tied to that person with that very insensitivity".This was a really interesting post...
Hi, i'm rebel.

Keshi said...

***The_Optimist

awww u got a real genuine heart mate...so pure...and u r really wise beyond ur age...
Ur right...ppl turn out to be insensitive cos they were not loved mebbe...so they dunno what Love and caring is...

**the sanitometer is at an all-time low

LOL so sweet! Me insane half the time too hahahaha!
Thanks!











***Puneet

yes I agree that expectations lead to disappointment...but u ask urself that Q...have u lived by it? :) It's too hard...cos in the end u somehow expect alot from ur loved-ones and if they make a small mistake, then u will be very upset...











***Niki

yess being in that situation is very hard...tc :)










***Vivek

aww thanks mate! :)










***Saby

Na Words speak alot too...one hurtful words can cause irraparable damage...










***Susubala

Thanks girl!

Heyyy Im in ur blog...??










***Rebel

Hey WC and thanks for visiting me...:)



Keshi.

cheesemeister said...

I always got involved with emotionally insensitive guys. That is why now my one and only is Senor Wences!
If you need to ask who Senor Wences is...
Damn, you're young! Isn't it time for you to be in bed? If not, shouldn't you be at school?
Insensitive people do shock me, even though I have a pretty cynical attitude most of the time and am somewhat desensitized to gore due to being in the medical profession. This doesn't mean I'm desensitized to suffering. I am thinking of a particular incident which really bothers me. This person puts it into words more delicately than I can, so I will give you a link to their essay if you care to have a look. http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1711542
Peace,
The Cheesy One

Keshi said...

Thanks Cheesy! Will read it soon....


Keshi.