Australia's Most Wanted!

This is the most wanted woman in Australia (see pics). And here are some clues to what she's like, that may lead to mind-cuffing her for the first and the last time! She is a...

**Thief of Hearts (beware she'll make you need a Heart transplant!)
**'Six' Offender (abuses a certain 6 letter word all the time - FUCKER)
**Breaker of rules (you say 'No Right Turn' here? She'll say there are no Right/Wrong turns u dingbat!)
**Kidnapper of souls (will never return your soul, o nos!)
**Disrespecter of the Law (her middle finger is always up at the Law, bad girl!)
**Beautiful liar (seduces you til you're broke off your pants - not the money, your sense of being!)
**Owner of multiple personalities (from wicked Witch to sugary Angel to nagging Granma to screaming Biyatch!)
**Cleptomaniac (steals every little bit of your attention when she's around ya - Watch Out!)
**'Cereal' offender (hates Cereal. Would kill to avoid it!)
**Manic stalker (once you meet her, her spirit won't let you sleep at night - ooooo spookaay!)
**Blog psychopath (hogs massive amount of Blogger space at gun point *gun shots follow*)
**Killer rapist (violates your mind beyond recognition!)
**Substance abuser (abuses her own Grey Matter to death!)

**Skilled sniper (will shoot down your senses from afar)
**Scandalous drug dealer (gives lethal doses of her Cocainish mind to everyone she meets!)
**Silent voyeur (she sees what's beneath your skin and under your ribs (not jocks, relax). creeeeepaay!)
**Intruder of your existence (breaks into every Life form she comes across *lock your souls people!*)
**Notorious polygamist (flirts heavily with countless men *female Rasputin*)
**Drunk driver (speed demon of her screaming conscience - woooosh!)
**Tax avoider (won't take any crap for even a million dollars!)
**Queen of profanity (Fuck Off is her motto, MoFo is her bestfriend aha!)
**Dangerous arsonist (sets you on fire *she's got enough heat*)
**Bank robber (steals the local river banks all day long)
**Mind hacker (scans all your deep dark secrets through her Crystal Ball *muhahahaha!* )
**Closet nympho (beware ladies, she'll steal your halter-necks, earrings and stilettos at any cost!)
**Infamous Pole dancer (where there's Music she'll dance like a serial killer high on Vodka!)

**Photo addict (hide your cameras, your cleavages ladies, and your butts guys!)
**Major drama queen (refuses to be arrested and she may kick you and spit on ya!)

Have you seen this notorious woman? So far it's been mission impossible for us. If you know any information about this woman, please contact the nearest Police station. On second thoughts, don't! Cos then she'll start repeat-perving on the handsome officers *rolling eyes*. So if you know anything about her, just leave a comment here - tell us what she is like, her whereabouts, her habits, her ways, her hiding places, her recent crimes, her acquaintances etc etc...just anything you know about her. Top tips will be rewarded with a surprise after receiving all your comments here. Here's your chance to win something, so dob this woman in. Go for it people!

Current Music: Mission Impossible theme

Shadows Never Leave

Pain revisited me on Friday night. Something happened. An argument. Something that need not have taken place. Sometimes I try so hard to be 'nice' to people around me despite their massive egos and immaturities, and then all I get in return is a rude 'stay out of my life'. It hurts...cuts deeply. Cos why do I have to put up with that anyways! Sometimes I just get along for the heck of it...to maintain peace. And this is what I get? If there's a God, then He must be a drunk loser! When the need to be loved gets mistaken for something else, it hurts alot. When I'm treated like nothing, when I'm misunderstood and laughed at, it makes me wanna die. It feels like my breath has been stolen. Have you ever felt pain so much that it becomes difficult to breathe? Have you ever felt like your life has been wriggled out of your body? Have you ever felt as if that pain is walking down a one-way street? The feeling never ends. Sometimes it gets really too hard to cope cos that pain follows me around. Sometimes amidst my many smiles, there are a million invisible tears. Sometimes I run out of tears...the pain becomes too much. There is a hungry bitch stalking me for life. I'm trying hard to break the stone walls that's in my way...but as soon as it cracks, another one is being built. I try to hack it to death...but it has more power to hack me back. Pain has a way of crawling in the dark, slowly into your mind and camping there for good. I can ask it to leave, but it mocks me for life, pretending it's gone. But I feel it..I feel something in the way. It's a dark trap tied to my life, always walking with me. Something that's always appearing infront of me, reminding me that I'm not free...reminding me that I'm destined to live with it. Pain is my shadow, walking infront of me when the sun is shining behind me, and walking behind me when the sun is infront of me...reminding me it's here to stay. I'm running out of my 'Morphine'. Sometimes nobody around me seem to understand me but I still have to be the puppet on strings just so that everyone else is happy...and that suffocates me.


Current Music: Something In The Way by Nirvana

Cardiology

No I'm not gonna go back to Uni and become a Heart Specialist. Relax. I'm just gonna talk about some matters of the heart :). It's Mothers' Day on Sunday in this part of the world. And though I'm not a mother (not yet, wonder if I'd ever get a chance to be one), I have alot of mothers in my life...not just my mum. To me, Mother means Giver. Someone who has an unconditional love towards another...someone who is always there for you...someone who'd give you more than they would take from you...someone's who's heart knows no bounds when it comes to love...someone who may fight with you but hugs you at the end of the day. A 'mother' doesn't always have to be your biological mother. Some people can love you as much as your mother can, even more. A Mother is a Giver. And I have many mothers in my life. Here's proof:

There's a friend in my life who once opened her door for me, when I left my Aunt's place after some stupid argument (in my Uni days when I used to board at my Aunts' place). I was so upset, so sad, so alone, I just had to leave and I didn't know who'd take me into their home...I just packed my bags, got into a taxi and went to her house in the night...she opened the door, didn't say a word, took me and my bags in and shut the door behind us. Few days later I went back to my aunt's place but the fact that my friend took me in not knowing why I was there and without even asking me anything at all, made my heart feel a strong unconditional love that's rare even in some families. Yeah I see her as a Mother that I came across in my life. (btw above is a pic of a real baby girl being left in the gutter by her mother)

Then there was this little girl I once saw at the mall. She didn't even know who I was, but as soon as she saw me she came running to me and gave me one big hug with her tiny arms wrapped around my skirt (she was only upto my knees...that tiny!) much to her mum's surprise. That very beautiful and innocent gesture made my heart feel a love that was non-judgemental and as pure as morning dew. Quite like a mother's love. Yeah I see her as a Mother I came across in my life...that little girl! Then I see a very old homeless woman in the street...and I see her smile at me...a genuine smile...she reminds me of my granma. I shed a tear as I walked past her. She was a mother to me...for a few seconds she was.

These are only 3 incidents out of many. My point is, people don't have to love you forever and every single minute to make your heart jump in joy and to feel loved. It only takes one small gesture free of judgement to realise how much a person truly sees you for who you are. It doesn't matter that they don't do that all the time or that you breakup later on...but the fact remains that atleast for one minute, they loved you uncoditionally. And that's a huge thing to do by any human. Cos to love unconditonally is not that easy. So embrace it when it happens. Even Mothers and kids fight, but they somehow make up...some may never (I know some families where mothers and children don't talk to each other and it's very very sad). But what's important is that you did have some love shared between the hearts, when you could...love prints that have been left in your heart.

Last night I attended an event held on behalf of Mothers' Day...and there were kids as young as 3 who came on stage saying why they loved their mothers. They were so damn cute and I had tears in my eyes as I heard their cute lil voices on the microphone. A VERY CUTE 3yr old boy told the crowd 'I love my mother cos she lets me watch ABC Kids on TV'...now how special is that! To him, his mum is special cos she allows him to watch something that he enjoys...as simple as that. Another lil bubz, about 4yrs old told 'I love my mother cos she cooks pasta for me'...so darn sweet! And a bigger kid said 'I love my mum cos she helps me with my homework'. And one baby girl with a big ponytail said 'I love my mum cos she's my mum'. So you see, they have very simple reasons for loving their mums...kids don't ask for too much, neither do you have to do too much to love them. Love is a feeling that has to be enjoyed, not conditioned to your expectations. So it doesnt matter how big/small the deed is, it's how your heart felt at that moment.

So tell me one good thing that you have learnt from your mum. Lets be kids this weekend and get to know each others' mums. One thing that I have learnt from my mother is to forgive people's mistakes. My mother forgives and forgets easily...I can't believe how she has forgiven some of her own family/friends when all they have done is talk behind her back. But my mum will confront them being the gutsy woman that she is :), but she forgives them easily and you'll see her serving them food, laughing and yakking the next minute LOL! Though I can't forget so easily, I have learnt to forgive people, watching my mum. Now tell me your's. People love your mums, mothers-in-law, aunts, sisters, grandmums, teachers, friends, colleagues etc etc. You've gotta love to be loved back. The connection between mother and child is endless and knows no limits. For those who are missing their mums today, HUGZ! My sis and I are taking my mum out on Sunday for lunch...and I'm also planning to get her a necklace or earrings as the pressie this time (OMG I have given her every present on Earth *rolling eyes*). As much as mums need to be loved, kids need to be treasured too...so dear mums, love, guide and protect your kids. Happy Mothers' Day to all mums in Blogville and right around the world, MWAH! Mamma I love u...all u mums *lotsa tears*. This song is dedicated to all mums on Earth. And don't forget to answer the question in this post. Thanks!

Current Music: Mama by Spice Girls

1-800-Dial-A-Lifeline

Warning: Images in this post may upset some viewers!

Just yesterday one of my colleagues (my manager) who I have worked with for years had a little talk with me. He said he had some bad news, so he pulled up a pew, sat next to me and told me the most shocking piece of news that sent me into a very sad mood for the whole day. He said 'Keshi I have Cancer... ... ...was diagnosed last week and I'll be away from work for some time from the end of this month... ... ...'. What do you do when someone so close to you, someone who you have worked with for years and have loved and respected as a co-worker says this to you? I was totally saddened and at a loss for words cos I almost felt like my brother/dad saying that to me. Keshi at a loss for words? Can't be right? But yeah, I was totally grief-stricken by the news, I told him this 'I'm really sorry to hear that H, and I really don't know how to react...'. Cos seriously I wasn't prepared to hear that H would ever be sick like that! H is a very smart, outgoing, positive, bold, brave, totally funny, decent and caring humanbeing. As my immediate boss, he was more of a friend to me than a boss. We worked on alot of projects together over the years and we managed them all superbly...but I give that credit to H's brilliance and his skills in managing people and work on a humane yet professional level. He is the best I tell ya! So now he's got Cancer..at a young age, and with a wife and 2 teenage kids. This is where his life becomes a major turning point. He also told me 'It's a problem, I said to myself just GET IT FIXED'...and he smiled. Now how positive is that? I admire his courage and strength! The way he is, he's handling it quite well..though inside he must be dying a thousand deaths. Later I sent him an email telling him how I really felt about it and that I'd be there for him and his family anytime they need me. He was very glad to know that and thanked me for it, and later we cracked some jokes too. I think he felt alot better after talking about it.

Point is...now what? Life can throw shit on ya, tough battles to fight, sleepless nights, unclear paths, walls of stone in your way, unbreakable barriers, raging waves of pain...no matter what it's best to tell someone...best to confide in people you trust and know who'd understand ya...if you don't have someome like that, atleast talk to yourself. It takes a load off your mind and that helps. Talk, confide, speak up, convey, scream, be heard, cry, let it all out! I see alot of pain and suffering in Blogville...I sense alot of people sob in silence, bottling it all up. Through their words, I can sense their deep misery...their lonely battles. Through those wide smiles, I can see their tears...their untold stories. Cos I've been there too and I'm riding the deadly waves too...every single day. We all have our cross to bear. So this post is to let it all out. I'm gonna allow Anonymous comments only for this post so people can spill it all out in Anonymous form if they wish to (you can use you usual Blog IDs too, if your confident enough to say it in the open). And we can help (advise) each other in Anonymous form too. I'm taking part too. And don't worry, no one will know who you are if you're in Anonymous form, not even me. Are you lonely, angry, sad, suicidal, depressed, bored, hurt? Listen to the silence....see what it's trying to say and say it loud. Confide in each other, tell us what's making you sad, share with us your story, your secret suffering, your gulity feelings, your haunting past, your fears...convey what your heart is trying to say, give a voice to your unquiet mind, confide in each other and set yourselves free. Please note that you don't HAVE to be suicidal to take part in this post. Just share with us about anything that bothers you. I may not be a shrink but I may know how you feel, and that may truly release you. So should I offer some assistance? Confidentiality and satisfaction guaranteed! Dial now, speak, be heard and be relieved!

~~In loving memory of Dan, who committed suicide few years ago in the month of May. He was 24yrs old, an IT professional, a wonderful friend and a loving son. Dan I'm sorry I didn't have a clue that you hit a deadend. You should have shared it with me and together we could have turned it all around for ya. Miss ya mate!


Note: Please feel free to email Solitaire (check link) for professional advice, and read her current post on diagnosing depression here.

Current Music: Confide In Me by Kylie Minogue

I laaike It BIG!

ok I meant my handbag? jeeeeez u dirrrty people! Alritey, today I'm playing Miss.Tiggy Taggy and taking up 4 different tags, woohoo! So here I dive in:

The Handbag Tag
Doctor Pri tagged me on this interesting Handbag tag...I'm supposed to empty my handbag infront of all of you *jaw drops in total disbelief*. WOW that's a challenge I tell ya! *wipes instant sweat off her forehead*. Do you really wanna know what this manic chick carries in her handbag? I'm sure you don't but hey I can't help it cos Pri said I'm a lady and all, and that I have to follow the rules of the tag *raises an eyebrow at Pri*. Aha Pri! So here I go, read at you rown risk. *sounds of a handbag being emptied follows*

click...clack...ding...boink...trrrr...thud...rrrtttt...crink crink..shlshshs...cranketttyankettiiyank!

*Cell phone
*iPod
*Wallet
*A hankie
*Small pack of Kleenex facial tissues
*A mini bottle of Eau Belle Azzaro perfume
*A pen
*A mini address book
*A pair of sunglasses
*A pack of Nurofen (to be taken when male monkeys give me a headache)
*A Train pass
*LatteLush lipstick
*Eyeliner pencil
*A small mirror (incase a hunk decides to show up on my path)
*A safety pin (incase the need arises to prick someone to death)
*Hair clips
*Hair bands
*Lid of the perfume bottle (just noticed it's separated from the bottle)
*Keys
*A pack of Mentos mints
*A Rosary (to bring oglers back to life when they nearly pass out)
*Censored censored censored!


It's official, I'm a serial Handbag offender! I can't help it, I need all of those items in my handbag, so yeah my poor handbag has to cop it. That's why I like it BIG. ;-) And if any thief is planning to steal my bag, well here's a tip that will come handy to ya: One of those items listed above has a secret microchip identifier (programmed by this geeky chick) attached to it, which identifies the holder of the item by one's fingerprints and if it's not Keshi's fingerprints, the item sprays Anthrax on you as soon as you touch it! *terrrain terrrain DANGER DANGER!* So you need alot of luck and prayers before trying to steal my bag ok! *fakes an innocent smile*. Thanks Pri it was good fun doing this tag! :)



The Love Tag
Now to another sweetie pie who tagged me on a cool Love-link tag. Veenz darling tagged me on this one and I'm supposed to spread the love aha! The Love-link Tag is supposedly a Love game where you have to tag 10 people in one post (which apparently proves that you love them..yeah right Veenz LOL!) but there is no actual limit (you can tag more if you want). Once tagged, you have to copy paste the link in this post and make the list grow. So here it goes:

BennyLiew, RamblingMoo, Mum & Kids In Wonderland, Judelittle, Our mini blogsphere, Rooms in My Heart, http://janiceng.blogspot.com/, ChinNee, Jo-N, LadyJava's Lounge, Strange but True, Mariuca's Perfume Gallery,Meet Uncle J-Uncle J, Farah,aNgRiAniWoRLd,How’s Life Bout,The Three Heroes, Ceedy, Veena (the cupcake who tagged me), Keshi, (You continue here)...

So here are the people who receive my Love:

All of you. Told ya I like it BIG...big love I mean urrrrrrg!

*if I'm to list all the names of my friends here, Blogger will definitely crash*

MWAH I LOVE YA ALL! And thanks Veenz for the Love!

The Eight Tag
And now to another tag that sweet Pavi tagged me on...it's about 8 things. So here I go:

8 Things I’m Passionate About

- Music
- Expressing (writing, blogging, speaking, listening)
- Individuality
- Feelings and memories
- Laughter
- Beach
- Dancing
- Living on edge


8 Things I want to do before I die

- Live, not just exist
- Do something BIG on charity
- Realise the meaning of my life
- Reach out to someone who never felt love
- Write a Will
- Grow old to see how it feels to be frail and helpless
- Reach to a point where I don't mind leaving my car behind and dying lol!
- Slap a Baboon (an ogling loser man that is!)


8 Words (terms) I say often

- Oh My God!
- Shit
- What the fuck!
- No kidding!
- Are ya serious?
- Aha!
- Spot on!
- Mofo (short for motherfucker)


8 Songs I could listen to over and over again
(there are much more than just 8 but yeah, bloody 8!)

- Fade To Black by Metallica
- Sultans Of Swing by Dire Straits
- Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd
- Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana
- Knocking On Heaven's Door by Eric Clapton
- November Rain by GNR
- Hotel California by Eagles
- Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen


8 Books I’ve read recently

I have long left my BookWorm days...all I read these days is Blogs.


8 Things that attract me to my Dear Friends

- The beauty of the heart
- A good sense of humor
- An ability to look past silly mistakes (i.o.w. just don't be a broody Biyatch/Bastard!)
- Self-respect as much respect for individuality
- Pretenders, egoists and trespassers are not allowed in my life
- An ability to look into my eyes and tell me the truth
- Unconditional friendship factor
- An ability to reconnect on the same level even after years of being apart


Told ya, I like it BIG, even in friendship department. That's why I don't have many friends...I have lost many losers - lol I'm supposed to lose losers right? I have only 2 close friends in real. And they'll be there for life, I know that for sure. Thanks Pavi for tagging me on that..made me think alot.

The Song Tag
WOW another tag..the final one, I promise. :) I love this one and cutie pie Silvara tagged me on this one.

Rules of the tag: Various situations are given. You have to come up with a song (or a couple) that aptly describe those situations in YOUR life (eg:Situation : Song). So here I go:


Opening credits: Here comes the hot stepper by Ini Kamoze (I'm such a brag but you already know that!)

Waking up: It's a beautiful day by U2

Average day: Tequila sunrise by Eagles

First date: I could fall in love by Selena

Falling in love: Take my breath away by Berlin

Love Scene: Power of love by Jennifer Rush

Fight Scene: You know you're right by Nirvana

Breaking up: I will survive by Gloria Gaynor

Getting back together: WTF am I doing with ya again? by Keshi. Just kidding!
I don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith

Secret love: Need you tonight by INXS

Life’s ok: Feel by Robbie Williams

Mental Breakdown: Lithium by Nirvana

Driving: One way ticket by Eruption

Learning a lesson: Foolish games by Jewel

Deep thought: Man who sold the world by Nirvana

Flashback: When I need you by Leo Sayer

Partying: Let's get loud by JLo

Happy Dance: Now I can dance by Tina Arena

Regretting: Everybody hurts by REM

Long night alone: In the air tonight by Genesis

Death Scene: November rain by Guns N Roses

Closing Credits: The Reason by Hoobastank (my ultimate funeral song)


What a BIG post from the Meanest Cat in old Sydney town ;-)

Anybody who wishes to take up these tags may do so. Have a good day guys, and thanks for reading!

Current Music: Ma Baker by BoneyM

Greener On The Other Side?

Somethings that some people often tell me, give birth to a sea of deep thoughts in me. They tell me somethings like this: 'Keshi you are happier than many people, you are so lucky, you love yourself alot and you got it all going'. Am I? Do I? I can gladly say I try hard to be happy amidst the mess my life is, that I'm lucky cos I brought my own luck to myself, that I love myself alot cos if I don't who will, that I've got it all going cos I worked hard to be where I am today, and also cos it takes very little to keep me satisfied. You know how we look at other people's lives and think to ourselves 'wow I wish I had her/his career, looks, attitude, r'ship, house, car, humor' etc etc. And we always think that the grass is greener on the other side. Well it really isn't greener on the other side. Just that you don't see all the hard work they must have put into getting there, all the problems they may have faced, all the battles they may have fought, all the things that they may still be missing in their lives that you may really have, all the lonely tears that they may be shedding at night, all the strength and courage they may be carrying to overlook life's blows and just get on with it putting on a brave face...I'm sure alot of us don't see all that...we just see their outer glimmer and we think 'gee wow I wish God gave me that!'. The truth is, they may be thinking the same about you, looking at some aspects in your life that they may not have. It's human nature to always compare and weigh the goodness in each others' lives. But the truth is every one of us is missing something in our lives. And everyone of us has something that another don't have. One may have riches but may not have love...another may have a great marriage but may not have a good career...another may have a good education and a great career but may not have good looks...another may have good looks but may not have peace of mind...another may have everything but no loved-ones to share that with...another may have all her/his loved ones but she/he may be dying from a terminal illness...and the list goes on and on. No one is having a picture-perfect life out there..it just seems like it...that's all. The grass is not greener on the other side...just that we don't see all that they may have been through/going through to get where they are, and just that we don't see what they might be missing in their lives too. It's just an illusion that we see through the skewed window of our ever-hungry souls.


Alot of people who read my blog may think I'm such a positive chick, a girl who has a fantastic life and who got so lucky in many ways (I hear that all the time). But hell nah guys! You don't wanna know the shit I have been/am/will be going through in this life. I don't want to go into details of my private life and some stuff that you don't know...if you hear about it, some of you may actually be very surprised with my generally cheerful attitude amidst the chaos that my life is. What if I tell you I'm dying? Not that it's the truth...but it may be true too, who knows. I just want you to realise that there are so many things in a person's life that we don't see in a glance or two. And I'm not the type who crave for sympathy either - I'm too stubborn for that. So I'd like to remain the generally-happy KESHI until my last breath...I wanna keep her happy cos she made me and alot of others happy too. All I can say is I've had a pretty good AND a pretty bad life. And that's the case with everyone on this Earth isn't it? Life is like a basket of sweet fruits and sour fruits...you just have to taste them both whether you like it or not. Yes I agree that some people are blessed with more sweet fruits than sour fruits in their basket, but no one can escape life's bitter experiences and finally death...that's common to all of us. And personal grief/problems can never be compared. i.o.w. no 2 lives can ever be compared no matter what...and we should never compare either. We just have to learn to see the Green on OUR side. Just be happy with what you've got and make the most of it. You may wonder what the hell I'm doing here with taking glam pics and putting them up here, doing crazy stuff, laughing forever like a nutter, shopping like a hungry Biyatch, listening to music til I fall asleep, trying to reach out to everyone, being a super manic blog dudette etc etc. That's cos I'm just trying hard to keep myself happy, trying hard to get lucky, trying hard to love myself and others, and trying hard to get it all going for me. Cos no one else can do it for me, right?

It seems that as we grow older, we just get greedier and needier. Along with a rising height and age, our appreciation of the simple life seem to be shortening. We just need more and more, and cos of that we become miserable. So the next time you see someone and think to yourself 'WOW she/he is so lucky unlike me'...remember, the grass is NOT always greener on the other side...it just seems like it...that's all. The grass is both green and not-so-green on both sides of the fence. Let the dry and the brown grass on YOUR side die and make room for new shoots of love and hope. Cos both the sun and the rain will come to your side of the fence too, if you notice. Just concentrate on YOUR Green and you shall be at peace. Life is short so appreciate YOUR life, not someone else's...and that someone else could be going through a hell that you can't even see. So be happy with YOURSELF, love YOUR life, bring YOUR own luck to YOU, and get it all going for YOU! Cos only YOU can do it for YOU.

And the Flying Kissee of the day is...

This post is dedicated to my dearest friend Swati. She's a brilliant writer who puts alot of deep emotions into neat little verses in her blog. Please check out her blog when you can cos she's hidden talent that needs recognition...a deep mind that needs to be brought to light...a beautiful soul that needs to be seen and associated by many. I read her posts and often wonder how talented some people in this world are, and how beautifully they can put some deepest emotions into brilliant writings. It's a rare skill that she has. And I feel that Swati is able to do that cos she may have really experienced the harshness of life...the bitter fruits of life...yet she continues to march ahead, learning from those experiences and teaching us all too with her fantastic writing. She's someone who doesn't check the color of the grass on the other side of the fence..she just gets on with the Green on her side. So I wanna let Swati know how much she means to me and how much I appreciate her being in my life. She's not only a great philosopher and a teacher of life to me, but also a wonderful and loving friend...a genuine one. I admire her simple beauty...something that drew me to her when I first found her blog. So Swati, MWACKKKZ! Dija feel it hun? :). This Hindi song (a fav of mine) is especially for ya sweetz...I love this movie too cos it shows that even through your darkest miseries in life you can rise and shine...even melt a stone and set an example to others. With this I'm sending alot of love to New Delhi all the way from Sydney...enjoy it hun, it's your day! Gawwwd Im so in love with Udit Narayan's voice, I wanna marry him! humko humise chura lo...dil mein kahin tum chupa lo...


Current Music: Humko Hamise by Lata Mangeshkar and Udit Narayan, from the Hindi movie Mohabbatein (with English subs)

Te Quiero Enviar Una Postal

Iron baby iron!
















Is my hair behaving now?

Look in the mirror to see how long my hair is now!















Ready to perv!

Wooshhhhh I'm in THE saree, wait I'm getting my camera ready guys!















hmmm what say ha?
















Something missing?
















Ofcourse the bindi!

O nos she's back to her Pirate hairstyle!
















Practising some LOOKS on the mirror aha!

Vain Biyatch get over it!

No not until I show off a little bit more you pervette!

Do ya like my necklace?
















This one's especially for Sourish cos he wanted to see me in Saree!















From my table...before the lights were dimmed...















Ok no more pics, let's get loud people, in JLo style!

Yes I survived the party and I'm back with a massive hangover guys! Thanks so much for your wonderful tips and gift ideas! Yes girls, as you can see I wore the green and blue saree (though the Green seems like Yellow in some pics cos of the lighting). As for the gift, we got him 2 formal shirts (Maddox and Blaq). I'm sure he'll love it cos he's the kind who goes to parties all the time. I couldn't take many pics of the entire party/crowd cos I was too busy talking to people, me caught up in the party mood, watching the fantastic video presentation of the b'day boy's 21 years that his sweet sis did, the beautiful Bollywood dance his sis performed for the crowd, listening to speeches made by his cute friends, me sipping red wine, laughing, perving hopelessly, taking censored pics of us girls, looking at cute guys who were around 21yrs lol!, dancing, shaking my booty to this very song and other great dance numbers (I felt funny dancing to Lambada in the saree though), enjoying gourmet food, eyeing some hot chicks' outfits and pretty shoes, watching some teenage guys doing some great Hiphop and Funk dancing etc etc. There was a creepy guy staring at me from across the table the entire night. He couldn't take his eyes off me even when I was on the dance floor. It looked like my boobs and ass got his eye balls out - God help him please. And there was this other guy who out of nowhere came and took the seat next to me (when a friend of mine got up to speak to someone else) to have his dinner...LOL! And he was sweating a bit and another friend of our's asked him why he's sweating. And he goes 'Maybe cos I'm sitting next to a hot chick'. urrrrrg was that a pickup line? OK brother! *rolling eyes*. Lighting was done on a dim, candle-lit, cosy note so party pics didn't come out that great. So these pics that I put up were taken ESPECIALLY FOR YOU while I got ready to go to the party. I was thinking of ALL of you every minute cos you guys took part in this too and helped me with getting ready for it etc. As you can see, I'm not much of a Makeup chick...I just do my hair, don the clothes, some simple jewellery, very light lipstick and off I go. I hope I got the Indian (the party theme) look though hehe. Anyways a big THANK YOU and a massive MWAH to my sweetest friends on Earth who are with me everywhere I go! Life is meant to be big fun, so enjoy life, do what you wanna do, say what you wanna say, go where you wanna go...just do it!

PS: Find out the meaning of this post's title that's in Spanish, especially for ya! And tell me which pic you like the best.


Current Music: Lambada by Kaoma