Wednesday, January 11

Discharge me





You Know You're Right - NIRVANA


I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won’t be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well
Pain...You know you’re right...
I’m so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won’t be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it’d come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well Pain...
You know you’re right...Pain...

(I'm loving the fact that I can now post music vidoes instead of pics for my posts...atleast till I get bored of it :) I will attach a video for some of my posts in future...and these are songs I love too much and listened to for many years...i.o.w. these songs were there for me when no one else was..hope you'll enjoy them too and would get to know me better from my taste of music. Uttsy and FM are going to love seeing Kurt in action ;-)).

Have you known people who claim that they are your goooood friends but never show it? Well I have known some people like that. When he was depressed, sad and lonely I was around for him...consoling him, telling him that everything will be alright...that the sun will rise again tomorrow wiping away the darkness...that the flowers will bloom again in Spring giving life to Winter-stricken trees...that the birds will sing again ripping away the deadly silence in his ears...that the music will play again in that old dusty jukebox...that there's a rainbow waiting to light up his sky after the pouring rain. He admired me, glorified me, blessed me and spoke about how we would be forever friends...and how thankful he is for all the love and care I gave him...how he looked forward to seeing me everyday, talking to me everyday and bathing in my divine glory...yadda yadda yadda...only in words but. He never showed it. He only spoke of it - yawwwwn! Cos the moment my world came crashing down, he disappeared. He was running away from me like he was trying to avoid a contagious disease. Like I was a demon that was trying to swallow his pride. Like I was a phobia...like I was a worthless piece of garbage that if avoided could bring a peaceful life to him. Yes that's what his friendship was like...only verbal, no actions. Good for you mate...just discharge me cos I wanna be free of your fake admirations and empty words - they don't do anything for me. You are as fake as your words are. I wanted only one thing from you - a good heart but you don't even know what that is - I know, it takes a lot more than just words to have a heart. So thanks for releasing me. Never wanted to even say this but this is my way of getting it off my chest and setting myself free. I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You won’t be afraid of fear....You know you're right.

70 Cranium Signets:

saby said...

when u give
dont expect to get


and your heavenly father will reward u

when u give and expect in return
it is commerce

saby said...

out of 10 friendz u help
one will remember

and if he becomes a billionnare
he will make u a millionaire

dis is what Dhirubhai Ambani did to his benefactore


he never forgot

for Mukesh's wedding he personally delivered the wedding card to all the ppl who lived in his chawl

saby said...

not my words
dat was Jesus

southpaw said...

Nirvana...not one of my fav..but this one's exception .
***Yes that's what his friendship was like...only verbal, no actions.***whoever this person u r talking about,if was really only words no actions, then i guess u didn't hv much to lose, anyways this ones again something very personal, so i'd stop here. But if u dont mind do tell me whats the definition of a good heart....

Dawn....सेहर said...

wow..another one..!!
Indeed its gr8 I was working on this video blog for mine...but got busy with projects and then it just remained there :)...now when I see here...seems fulfilled kinda wish :)
good I can come and see here whenever I want to ;)
cheers gal

Kerry said...

omg--sweetheart!! are you ok?! how are you feeling?! you must rest!!! rest, rest, rest! hugz!! i love you girlie! i am right here when ever you need a friend!

your irish lassie,

kerry

Kavitha said...

Good for you mate...just discharge me cos I wanna be free of your fake admirations and empty words - they don't do anything for me. You are as fake as your words are So thanks for releasing me....

Way to go gurl...nothing is worth your tears....


Kavitha

sittingnut said...

hey ! good morning, sorry afternoon ! forgot to wish you earlier :-).

i normally do not like nirvana or grunge , but i have a feeling that i will develop a taste for them in the future if you keep to your promise and post according to your taste in music. go on i always loved new experiences.

as for the post, your description makes me remember myself some years ago 'running' away from someone though may be the specifics were different :-(
we all of us are guilty of some pretty stupid actions. to our own loss mostly. i know i am .

agree with kavitha above 'nothing is worth your tears.'

hugggz, if that is any consolation.

The Phoenix said...

People are like that are called LEECHES. They emotional drain and suck you dry. Best to stay away from them.

Keshi said...

***Saby

**when u give
dont expect to get

yeah right..as if u can do that urself...how many times have u expected me to do things to suit ur taste??

This is not expecting too much is it...I just wanted him to be a good friend, be there for me when I needed him...is that too much to ask for?


**not my words, dat was Jesus

yep it's right...but Im not Mrs.Jesus, like I told u before to go by all those great words...Im human. Actually it's high time some ppl know that Im human.














***South

G'day mate! How r u doing today? Hope all is well :)


**then i guess u didn't hv much to lose,

yep didnt lose much but I feel stupid...and used.


**But if u dont mind do tell me whats the definition of a good heart

A good heart is someone who can understand where Im coming from and take me as I am and be my friend like I was to him...if I did something wrong to him then that's understandable that he wouldnt wanna be there for me. But I havent done anything and then runs away to save his ass...is that any good?














***Dawn

helllo girl! Great to see u here.


**I was working on this video blog for mine...

D u mean this song?? Wow u liek Nirvana too?














***Kerry

helllo babez!


** you must rest!!! rest, rest, rest! hugz!!

lol ur funny Kerry...why should I rest now? Is it cos of what that Imposter said abt me..it's all a false rumor...chill :)












***Kavitha

hello Kavi!! Hows ya and WB!


**Way to go gurl...nothing is worth your tears....


aww thanks that was so sweet huggggggggz!














***Sittingnut

G'day mate huggggggggggz!


**i normally do not like nirvana or grunge , but i have a feeling that i will develop a taste for them in the future

aww dun temme u dun like grunge...u will...cos u just will :)


**we all of us are guilty of some pretty stupid actions.

yes we all do...but I'll be honest..I never ran away from a loved-one...I never did that! Most gusy do that tho..I dun mean to be sexist but alot of guys like to avoid trouble even if that means losing a friend...correct me if Im wrong :)


** to our own loss mostly. i know i am .

The fact that u realise this is just great. Cos some ppl dun even realise what they have done.


**hugggz, if that is any consolation

It sure is...thanks and huggggggggz right back at ya :) Have a good rest of teh day ok...no sleeping on the couch hehehe...














***Phoenix

hii there hows ya?


**People are like that are called LEECHES. They emotional drain and suck you dry. Best to stay away from them.

So true! And cos Im too emotional I end up being hurt and clingy on what happened...better forget and crawl away from em...


Thanks guys!
Keshi.

:P fuzzbox said...

Good for you. Reminds me of the old toast. 'Here's to the one's we love and here's to the one's that love us. But to those we love but don't love us, Fuck 'em.' You are better off without this leech around.

southpaw said...

Good day keshi...Ya all's well finally...
***yep didnt lose much but I feel stupid...and used.*** I can feel it. No further questions and thanks for the definition.

saby said...

we all are human Kesh
but dat shudnt stop us from aspiring to be divine

we all aim for perfection
in our bodies

but the soul is neglected

Now dont say about me
i am just a preacher man

Do as i say
not as i do

saby said...

dat sure is one fucking post Fuzzbox

Keshi said...

***:P fuzzbox

WC to my blog and thanks! U really made me laugh LOL! Good quote that was :):)














***South

hey u ok? U sound different today....tell me, wussup?














***Saby

well if u can preach so much why cant u stick by some of it?



Keshi.

still_figuring_out said...

friends are the first to betray you. or that`s what i think. live for yourself and the ones you love, keshi. when you love, you learn to compromise. i think true love can only be shown towards one`s parents, siblings and spouses. relationships between friends are like the ocean. you never know what the big waves will hit. and you can`t trust a calm ocean. i think i am a happier person by not giving when i do not wish to towards people i call friends. and since i do not give, i do not expect.

Keshi said...

And yeah I wanna break some drums and guitars right now..lol!


Keshi.

Ash said...

hey girlie u alrigth ?
friends are always few ....there can be only so many as our fingers..

take care
Ash

southpaw said...

I m perfectly okay keshi...

saby said...

Still figuring out,

Do unto others
b4 they do u in

u sound like the anti-christ

Keshi said...

***Still_figuring_out

ur soo right...friends r the first to betray u cos u naturally expect things from them...I guess the key is not to expect..just give if u can and want to but dun expect at all. I always went by that. But it hurts when a friend can give u back the one basic quality of friendship - friendship itself :)


**you can`t trust a calm ocean

I loved this line..it's so true!












***Ash

heyy Im ok..a shallow person cant get me down...but I just wanna get it off my chest...


**friends are always few ....there can be only so many as our fingers

Spot on! I always said the being a true friend is one of the hardest jobs in the world...and so u get only very few true friends in life...

Thanks for all ur wisdom...it's just brilliant!


Keshi.

Sugababee said...

Nirvana...mmm
I know this song is so overplayed but I must say my favorite is "Smells Like Teen Spirit" it is ooo so yummie...

There is this local band here...from a neighbouring city, just starting out and seeing your music taste...i think you'd love em. I'll try and get em and send u some of their songs...trust me...u'll like :)

Now, as per your post, it's a real shame when you think of a relationtionship to be a certain way and the other party sees it differently. Esp. when you're the one that thought it was sumthing more than it turned out to be. All you can do is just be happy as you turned out to be the better person in the situation and move on, they dont deserve you. You know in your heart that you've given all you can and that's all that matters. He's an ass and nothing can be done about it. Shame indeed.

Aaron said...

Hey, I'm another blogger, I was just wondering how you embedded the windows media player into your post! I'd like to do that but have no idea as to how - could you email me? thatemail at gmail.com Thanks so much!

musings (m000nie) said...

k00kieeeeeee...

aww baby... hope ur ok now... there r some real selfish people around... n we never know that unless they ditch us... its rightly said 'dont judge ur frnds in ur happy days... judge thm in ur sadness n u'll know they will always be there for u'...

take care sweety...

laterzzz

Keshi said...

***Sugababee

heyy babezz what's the band's name? They might be on the net so I can go and check em na :) thanks!

I listened to 'Smells like teen spirit' like 80 million times..lol...and I still do. It's one of the best songs ever! I think that song made Kurt divine. And then he just had to go and die...goshh!


**when you're the one that thought it was sumthing more than it turned out to be.

true...all the while I was being a bimbo...lol. But like u said Im glad I wasnt the ditcher..hehe Im the ditchee..it's ok I'll get over it but will he be able to cure his deficiency? lol!

Thanks for ur very wise advice Babez...hugggggggz!














***Aaron

WC! Hey I left a comment in ur blog advising how to do it all. Good luck!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

***Musings

hugggggggggz mah sweety m000nie! I missed ya...where were ya?

Im alright girl...insensitive ppl shock me but never put me down...cos they lack substance and I dont :) I just go doing my thing u know...never change cos of them. Thanks!


**'dont judge ur frnds in ur happy days..

Thats is a million dollar worth quote...so damn true!

Thanks hun have a good day ahead!

Keshi.

Sujit said...

Pillar to support does not have a pillar for itself!.. so are mostof the people... we tend to be with them, but the occasion calls no one will be there.

And as you said many of the people are to be just words filled all sorts of glaring stuff, but when it is to action.. everyone packs of...!!

Its hard and really hard to be in such situations.

Vanathi said...

Come on Keshi... Live in the present...

Keshi said...

***Sujit

WC to my world Sujit..and thanks!


**Pillar to support does not have a pillar for itself!..

U got that right...I felt stupid too...cos he made me feel that way.

like m000nie said, it's when the sad times hit that u can really test friendship...

Thanks!
















***Vanathi

ellloo :)


**Come on Keshi... Live in the present...

huh? lol this is the present Im talking abt girl :):)


Keshi.

PuNeEt said...

another video file
grrrrr
I cant view :-(
sob sob sob sob

okkkk lemme behave properly now ;-)
lolzzzz

nice post dear...

am speechless

Luvd the way u have expressed urself...

People who are close to heart often ends up hurting us the most

take care
Huggzzzzz

Keshi said...

***Puneet

why cant u view it? What ur o/s?


**People who are close to heart often ends up hurting us the most


yes...but it looks like I wasnt close to heart for him at all..it was one-sided friendship.


Keshi.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

heyyyy ....

I have a Nirvana collection here but rarely listen to it .... i like " Teen Spirit " and when i am in the mood , i listen to Nirvana. But , i listen to Linkin Park n GNR almost everyday ...

Friends are like that ... most of them anyhow ....
Rem , i once said dont support a guy who cant support himself ... well , the support referred to emotional stuff too ...
Itz good to share ur sorrows with ppl , but not draw all their strength away from them .. like ur friend did ...

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

is this guy and the one u talked abt in ur last post the same ?

@ being continuously on ur blog : Well , i dont think my project manager , or the clients would appreciate it ...
(wrt ur reply on ur last post )

Jewel Rays said...

Dear Keshi,

Oh yeah i know what u are talking abt...Its so scary when they make so many promises only to find them breaking them and ya heart at da same time. That is why when people gimme this whole "foreva friends" dialogue. I just tell them haha and laugh right in front. and i go u know i dun really believe that sh**. :) I dun like flattery i like words that speak.

and yeah i have decided to just do/ help without expecting nething in return. i do my part be there than i walk. I dun really intend on staying. Cause i fear the expectations will grow and a friend walking a way again. its silly i think me acting this way when it comes to walking away. i guess i have learn to get back to stay again. Just dun break my heart nemore too many times have it been taken for granted for. Well i guess God will teach me one day how to stay and not worry abt getting broken again. :)

oh well...too many times empty words spoken makes me also fear if i have spoken empty words i neva knew i did before.

pradster13 said...

kurt cobain rocks.....this is a song that moved me to tears..it was his last song and look how prophetic!

read about your freind...i would have moved on!...let actions reflect deeds!

never say a word again....i will go away from here............

Rohit Talwar said...

Dont u ever expect from anyone again!!! who cares....err...i hope now u dont!!

you do what you want to... but should never think that others would..if u know..

anyways...its sickening to see that people dont even acknowledge what u did for them..


chill out girl...

music is your only friend...until the end
[jim morrison]

and, nirvana is one of my fave bands!!

desperado said...

oh yeah....the god is playin
Kurt Cobain...awesome..grt...dont have words for dis guy...

and for sure we share the same taste in music
n smile cause u r free...

here is a song No second Chance by Blackmores Night

My diamond's clouded over where it used to shine like light,
And the day keeps running faster,
Into the arms of night...
The stitches on the tapestry say,
"Everything in time,
Will find it's way home again,"
But I'm tired of crying...
No Second Chances
Don't knock on my door
There won't be any answer
I won't be here no more...
This house we had together
Might still be in its place
But the rest of this is much too hard to face,
There'll be No Second Chance...
Lovely moonlit hours we spent
Walking on the beach,
We'd gaze up at the stars,
I swear they were in our reach...
But time... it went on,
Minutes... they ran too fast.
Like you they were gone...
Into the past....



so gud tht ur movin on..:)
and KURT IS GOD...hehe..i get carried away when dis guy is discussed

:: The Protector :: said...

Keshi, Nirvana the last thnig....

friends...mmmm....everyone has some experinces....

way 2 go....forget it....move forward....

Cheers!
:)

Divya said...

I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good


:( :( :(

icyblue said...

I understand exactly how u feel, coz even i have experienced this. But Keshi, as life passes on u'll realise that u are the only one who wud be there for u.. No one else will.

At least u can be happy that u were a good and true friend when someone needed u.

Get up girl, dust urself and forget abt those who hurt/harm/ditch u, coz u wud only feel bitter inside.

Remember that in life we hv to meet different kinds of ppl and thru each one we learn somethings, some good and some bad.

Anyways, he is a big prick!

Keep smiling :-)

Icy:)

Ajay said...

nice coll of videos...
think u r a nirvana fan

PuNeEt said...

nothing to do with o/s dear
online music and chats are restricted by the IT :-(

but it looks like I wasnt close to heart for him at all..it was one-sided friendship
wen a relationship breaks we often feel this way...
I dun think one-sided relationships can go so long and can hurt so much after a breakup

tk care dear

uttara said...

keshiiiii


aww i loved it sooo much ... i read ur post n then i couldnt comment then as my net was slow n u know i had to rush too ...loll

gosh this is wow .. u n kavitha have posted my favvv song ;;)

awwwww


coming to the topic .. ya we both talking abt same thing in different context so there is nothing right or wrong with wat we r talking okie ...

secondly wat u experienced i can sense it .. no matter wat .. u gotto take it keshi .. life is a bitch n dont worry u have to live with it ...

yes i agree with kavitha ... " nothing is worth r tears .." rem this n etch it in ur head ...HUGGGGZZZZ

value those ...those who value u ..okie ..



uttara

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Hey Keshurrrrr!!!!

Tiz ok ... there are MANY MANY ppl like that ... just as rocksta said ... move on ... i kno tiz easy said than done ... but then therez no use brooding also na ... tiz good tht u shared it with all of us ... and am sure u feel lighter now!!

Just take of urself babez!

rebel_on_loose said...

Okk first things first!
A Nice and thoughtful post...
Cobain rocked of course...my fav was 'The Man Who Sold The World'.
It's not for nothing that they say 'A Friend in Need is a Friend InDeed'. Especially wen u were there for his rainy days, he ought to have been there too. Anyways think of it as gud riddance of an unnecessary baggage.
In any case u got plenty of thoughtful friends like us here...
so cheer up! :)
Cheerss!!!

tulipspeaks said...

:) certainly not a post for me.. i wont leave u nah? :))))))

hugss honey

=am000nie=

vaibhav said...

Oh Nirvana Rules... friggin' rules!! :)

Have u heard the song "friend of a friend" by Foo Fighters? It's about Kurt Cobain.

Sudeep said...

I cant see any video.. coz company has blocked them :(((

Goooood frnds who dont show they r... have many of such souls but not yet got deceived by any..

the colour usage was excellent in ur post.. luved it :))

who is this he... uugghh! I m packing for Australia... dont u worry matey :)

niki yokota said...

he is bad!!!!! probably he will come back when he gets depressed again(=_=) maybe in 2-3 years.
coz this kind of personality cant find good fren, so he keeps coming again...
am i fortune teller? lolllll
thank u veery much for Nirvana. cool keshi-chan!!

Dewdrop said...

And then there are some people you consider friends who are actually just people you know. And some people who you consider just people you know are in reality your true friends.

I sincerely wish your friend realizes your worth and comes back. Then instead of being revengee, forgive him. It will make you feel peaceful.

Stud said...

deeds indeed :)

A wish when i could tell you all i feel from the heights of a mountain after a day of rock climbing with you, sweetums.

A wish to make a personal video of myself expressing all I have within for you and then some and expecially watch it with you to see you jump from joy and skipping straight to the honeymoon:).

A wish to to do a more public display of my sensuous affection where the captian of an airplane you are on recite it all.

A wish to show you one frame action simply displaying the words "keshi, will you be my everlasting love" right before the previews when we go to see the latest Julia Roberts movie.

A wish to tell you how you have captured my superlative heart on your birthday

A wish to make a dedication on the radio right when you listen to it at your regular hour.

A wish right before the first pitch in Doger's stadium when you come running and hug me tight and never let go.

A wish when the big screen at a cricket match between the tea time is focused on me on my one knee, asking you to be mine forever

make 'em all come true, me lady:)

sittingnut said...

hey good morning!
dun temme u dun like grunge...u will...cos u just will
yes i will then :-)

alot of guys like to avoid trouble even if that means losing a friend...correct me if Im wrong
you are correct. though people run away for lot of different reasons. and women do it too.

i have to disagree with several comments here, i personally believe that one should not close oneself off bc of such experiences. it is not fair to judge all others bc few were cowards. of course ppl react in their own individual way, so they are free to close off if they want to.

hugggz!

Keshi said...

***Deepa

hey girl hows ya?


**Teen Spirit

It's overrated lol! One of the best Nirvana songs tho :)


**i listen to Linkin Park n GNR almost everyday ...

Good stuff...u like the song 'In the end' ny LP?


**dont support a guy who cant support himself ... well , the support referred to emotional stuff too ...

true...but sometimes we have to be there for ppl who rnt emotionally storng na...


**Itz good to share ur sorrows with ppl , but not draw all their strength away from them ..

I think u got a great point here...thanks!



**is this guy and the one u talked abt in ur last post the same ?

Nope...the last post was abt a boy who loved me madly...but he's dead now. This post was abt a boy who loved himself too much :)


**i dont think my project manager , or the clients would appreciate it ...

lol I know :):)
















***My_Unveilings

Amyyy hows ya babez?? :)


**That is why when people gimme this whole "foreva friends" dialogue. I just tell them haha and laugh right in front.

LOL hahaha thats funny :) Ur soo sweet lol!


**I dun like flattery i like words that speak.

Thats right...I dun like just million empty words of flattery...and that exactly what I got from him. What a joke!


**and yeah i have decided to just do/ help without expecting nething in return.

I always beleived in this too. But expectations cant be simply zilch na...there r atleast the basic expectations of mutual repsect and appreciation between friends...I dun expect anything else tho..


**oh well...too many times empty words spoken makes me also fear if i have spoken empty words i neva knew i did before.

yes...I wonder if I did too...I wud have who knows :(
















***Pradster13

heyy Pradzz hows ya?


**kurt cobain rocks.....

Kurt mega-rocks...he is THE BEST.


**this is a song that moved me to tears..it was his last song and look how prophetic!

yess...very sad...his words r sorta telling that he wont be here anymore...and I guess he knew it somehow...
~~no thought was put into this, I always knew it'd come to this...


**let actions reflect deeds!

Great advice there, thanks!


**never say a word again....i will go away from here............

yup thats what Im doing too :)

Thansk mate!














***Rohit_Talwar

hiiya Rohit!


**Dont u ever expect from anyone again!!! who cares....err...i hope now u dont!!

Nope..I wont...not anyone to be there for me...Im done.


**you do what you want to... but should never think that others would..if u know..

Spot on and thanks!


**anyways...its sickening to see that people dont even acknowledge what u did for them..

yepp...but I guess the Ego prevents us from thanking ppl for being there for us...it's like bending down...some ppl dun like it, oh well who cares...


**music is your only friend...until the end
[jim morrison]

Those are golden words...Music is my best friend...the only friend actually...


**and, nirvana is one of my fave bands!!

u too? high five! U got class babeh ;-)














***Desperado

Hey hows ya?


**oh yeah....the god is playin
Kurt Cobain...awesome..grt...dont have words for dis guy...

OMG yes he IS GOD! Just divine! Lyrics of the songs he sang r just out of this world!!


**and for sure we share the same taste in music

We sure do :)


**n smile cause u r free...

I just got discharged from the prison hehe..Im smiling man thanks! :):)


**here is a song No second Chance by Blackmores Night

Simply beautiful lyrics..I must search for it and listen to it...thanksss!


**Don't knock on my door
There won't be any answer
I won't be here no more...

Exactly what I wanted to convey to my friend...but maybe one day if he came back crying, I would take him back, listen to his troubles, do whatever I can to help him...cos I have learnt not to expect much...time and experiences make me tough...


**and KURT IS GOD...hehe..i get carried away when dis guy is discussed

I know what u mean...he is just GOD...I always said that :) Im with ya on that..hehe...he is brilliant - one of a kind that can never be replaced.















***Vishnu

Heyyy WB Vishnu! How was ur KitKat break :)


**Keshi, Nirvana the last thnig....

huh lol why the last thing??? It is the first thing every morning for me hehe...


**forget it....move forward....

I have, thanks :)















***Divya said...

Divvzz hows ya?

why r u sad? I didnt leave ya na...lol! Hugggggggz!















***Icyblue

Icy hey hows ya?


** ut Keshi, as life passes on u'll realise that u are the only one who wud be there for u.. No one else will.

OMG ur sooooo right! I always knew this even tho I sometimes depended on ppl...u r absolutely RIGHT, no one but u will be the only one left for urself...we come here alone, we survive alone and we go alone...


**At least u can be happy that u were a good and true friend when someone needed u.

yess...Im at peace with myself for that reason..


**Get up girl, dust urself and forget abt those who hurt/harm/ditch u, coz u wud only feel bitter inside.

Thanks so much HUGGGGGGGZ! U guys always lift me up...wonderful ppl u r!


**Remember that in life we hv to meet different kinds of ppl and thru each one we learn somethings, some good and some bad.

Yess...and we need to have bad experiences to learn new lessons...


**Anyways, he is a big prick!

LOL hahahahaa ur so funny Icy! Hahahahaha! :):) Thanks!













***Ajay

hey Ajay how's it going?


**nice coll of videos...
think u r a nirvana fan

Mega fan :) thanks!













***Puneet

heyy Pu bear hows ya?


**nothing to do with o/s dear
online music and chats are restricted by the IT :-(

nope some O/S dun play these videos..especially if u r anywhere below Win 2000. Aha so ur company restrictions :) aww u poor thing lol!


**wen a relationship breaks we often feel this way...I dun think one-sided relationships can go so long and can hurt so much after a breakup

huh? lol I diagree. U realise it's a one-sided r'ship only when bad times hit...isnt it?














***Uttara

Hugggggggggz Uttsy!

Wut u rushing bat at home so much for lol!


**gosh this is wow .. u n kavitha have posted my favvv song ;;)

Kavi too? let me see...


**no matter wat .. u gotto take it keshi .. life is a bitch n dont worry u have to live with it ...

nope I dun have to live with it...I can just dump the jerks and move on lol! heyy thanks sweety pie ur just too good :)


**yes i agree with kavitha ... " nothing is worth r tears .." rem this n etch it in ur head ...HUGGGGZZZZ

yep true...but sometimes I have to cry dun I?


**value those ...those who value u ..okie ..

Spot on! I will do so in the future...and u too okkkki?? HUGGGGGGGGZ!















***Cheesy

heyy Cheesy babez hows ya? How was ur exams? And WB, HUGGGGGGGGZ!

I like how u call me Keshurrrr :)


**but then therez no use brooding also na ... tiz good tht u shared it with all of us ... and am sure u feel lighter now!!

Yep...I really feel good after posting it and hearing all wise words from all of ya...this is the best thing abt blogging...u become so strong and knowledgable from all the ppl u know..it's amazing isnt it.













***Rebel_on_loose

hellloo Rebzzz hows ya? :)


**A Nice and thoughtful post...

thank ye :)


**Cobain rocked of course...my fav was 'The Man Who Sold The World'.

Wow what guitar sounds in that song! I listened to it this morning :)


**It's not for nothing that they say 'A Friend in Need is a Friend InDeed'.

yepp..thanks for reminding me of that great quote...


**Anyways think of it as gud riddance of an unnecessary baggage.

lol yess :) thanks!


**In any case u got plenty of thoughtful friends like us here...

definitely! U guys just rock!!

hugggggggz and thanks!












***Amu

oiii Amu I missed ya!

**:) certainly not a post for me.. i wont leave u nah? :))))))

no no lol..no way!

hugggggggggz am000nie!














***Vaibhav

WC to my blog Vaibhav and thanks!


**Oh Nirvana Rules... friggin' rules!! :)

lol u r spot on on that! They just RULE!


**Have u heard the song "friend of a friend" by Foo Fighters? It's about Kurt Cobain.

Nope! I must go and listen right away. But I know several ppl wrote songs abt Kurt after his death...so many songs for him...














***Sudeep

heyy Sudddz!

**I cant see any video.. coz company has blocked them :(((

aww :( How dare they do that?!!


**Goooood frnds who dont show they r... have many of such souls but not yet got deceived by any..

Ur lucky :)


**the colour usage was excellent in ur post.. luved it :))

Thanks mate!


**who is this he... uugghh! I m packing for Australia... dont u worry matey :)

lol aww thanks for being so concerned...but he's not in Aus :)













***Niki

oii Niki hows life?


**he is bad!!!!! probably he will come back when he gets depressed again(=_=) maybe in 2-3 years.

lol mebbe...


**coz this kind of personality cant find good fren, so he keeps coming again...

hehe yess yess - ur a smart cookie ha? :)


**am i fortune teller? lolllll
thank u veery much for Nirvana. cool keshi-chan!!

nope ur a smarty bean :):) glad u liked it. hugggggggz!














***Dewdrop

Dewdyyyy dooo hows ya? :)


**And then there are some people you consider friends who are actually just people you know. And some people who you consider just people you know are in reality your true friends.

SO RIGHT! And excellent observation Dewdy, thank u!


**I sincerely wish your friend realizes your worth and comes back. Then instead of being revengee, forgive him. It will make you feel peaceful.

U r so sweeet...I will for sure help him if he needs it, cos I cant say No to ppl in trouble...but yeah, I will never expect him to be there for me...














***Stud

Studddo goood day mate!

OMG Stud that was a VERY beautiful read! WOW! U write so romantically and very very elegantly...what a skill u have! Thanks so much, I feel so admired and loved :):)













***Sittingnut

elllloooo and how r we today? :)


**though people run away for lot of different reasons. and women do it too.

lol ok then women too :):)


**i personally believe that one should not close oneself off bc of such experiences. it is not fair to judge all others bc few were cowards.

very correctly stated...we cant run away from all just cos of one person...we have to learn to depend on ppl too cos there r good ppl too out there like u :)


**of course ppl react in their own individual way, so they are free to close off if they want to.

yess..but na I will still trust ppl...but with extra care, thanks so much! Have a great day ahead...

hugggggggggggggz!


Keshi.

saby said...

u need to see a shrink
me

i recommend u to spend less time at home and on your blogg

go out see the world the real world and other bloggs too

i cried bcoz i had no shoes
until i saw a man who had no feet

Pallavi said...

i love the creativity, thoughts, colors..... & Keshi!

Kerry said...

*mauhz and hugs*

sorry babe-i am lost these days! forgive me doll.

your irish matie,

kerry

Keshi said...

***Saby

Preacher man why dun u do what u preach...:) I have seen the very real world...worse than u think I have...just cos I dun tell everything on the blog doesnt mean I have a rosy world and Im just bored...u need better judging skills.













***Kerry

no probz sweety...u tc ok. Hugggggggggggz!












***Pallavi

Thanks for that and Im glad u liked it :)



Keshi.

saby said...

tink of the good times not bad
tink of the happy not sad


dat was Abba, i tink

Keshi said...

As if controlling the Thinking is that easy Saby!

Keshi.

Sugababee said...

They're called the Ride Theory. I like their first CD more so than their latest one. They are more upbeat but ooOoo good. lol
Temme if you can find them or not...and what you think.

Suga

saby said...

to get profit widout risk and
reward widout work

is as impossible as it is to live widout being born
- AP Gouthev

Out of the PAIN of child birth a mother gets the JOY of holding her new born child to her breast





dat reminds me
where the fuck is Janice?

southpaw said...

One of my friend sent me an sms a few days back, its a quote by oprah whinfrey, "Turn ur wounds into wisdom"

Keshi said...

***Sugababee

Thanks for that! I will def give it search and tell u what I think..they sound cool :)












***Saby

great quotes....yep where is Jan? Im sure she must have given birth by now and is too busy with the bubbz...aww...













***South

heyyyy...


**"Turn ur wounds into wisdom"

true...we should...but sometimes the wounds r too deep and leave a bad scar that even the wisdom that comes out of it seems not worth it...u have no idea what Im talking abt South...just forget what i said just then...sorry to sound so negative...

Keshi.

southpaw said...

I can feel what u r saying and believe me, u'll definitely change ur view on this. Have a nice day!!!

PuNeEt said...

our disagreement continues as usual ;-)
hehehee

Huggzzzzzzzz

Keshi said...

***South

thanks, I hope so too...













***Puneet

hehe yes lets agree to disagree than fight ok lol!


Keshi.

PuNeEt said...

were we fighiting...
oooh i thought it was just a difference of opinion ;-)
lolzzzzzz

i cant fight with some1 as pretty as u...
i know i'll loose...
lolzzzzz

Keshi said...

ALERT! This is a fight!

lol Pu Bear...if I fight with ya, u will win cos I'm too weak and soft I'll start crying immediately...lolll! Once one of my cuzns named me 'Fast Exit'...u know why...whenever there is some silly argument starts between us, I just leave the place immeditely with tears welling up my eyes...lol!


Keshi.

PuNeEt said...

awwwwwwwww
I wont make u cry babezzz

tears r the biggest weapon
so in that case u will win even sooner ;-)
hheeee

Keshi said...

lol yess I use my tears to win my wars with guys lollllz!


Keshi.