Friday, June 2

Sailing Away

A million charges laid against me. Punishments written down in a very long scroll. You shall be hanged and your crime is you. Your life is worthless and you are doomed. You are heading to a land full of gloom. You left your home, hence you're a vagabond. You're atrocious influence to many virtuous souls. You don't belong in this pure world. In the wilderness of this treacherous life, I stumble and fall. I stand up and keep sailing ahead. I see people smiling, some are frowning. Some are laughing and some hail for a ride. Some hold my hand and some stab me with an invisible dagger. Deadly blizzards and heavy rains always come every now and then. I keep on marching not looking back. In the deep blue night I see an iceberg in the way...will I stop sailing and be glad that I didn't die? Or will I even die while sailing fearlessly? I'm the holder of my map...I'm the sailor of these seas...I'm the goddess of my fate...I'm the doer of my deeds. Your Honor, I'm guilty of the felonies in your court of fear and safety. But I'd rather die while sailing than bow down in cowardice.

One of my favorite poems:

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud,
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul.
--William Ernest Henley

I think some people are taking advantage of my blog just to pass time and judgement. And at the end of the day, after reading my honest thoughts here, they call me someone who's trying to get the approval of what I think is right, a great big traitor to many friends, a bad influence, a loser with nothing else to do etc etc. Perhaps to them I'm just a joke and just a net Id to read in the weekends over their morning coffee. You know who you are and you know what...you don't deserve to read my thoughts anymore.

I've had enough of hearing too many charges against me all the time and my blog posts being scrutinised from every angle at the courts of a very flawed law. Unfortunately I live in their land and so like those Judges say, I'm a pain to many and need to go away from all of your lives for good. Thanks all for everything, take care and Bye!

UPDATE:DONT WORRY, I WILL BE BACK AFTER A BREAK.

86 Cranium Signets:

saby said...

SHIT !

thumbs nose
LOOSA

saby said...

sometimes u gotta bend
lest u break

the mighty oak fell in the storm
but the supple trees dat swayed in the breeze

lived to face another storm
if u dont want criticism

just say it
and we will keep away

we respect your space

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

am i first ?

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

hope u r fine now

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

abt intelligence , undoubtely nothing can match God's creations.

But for the sake of argument , an athiest could probably find an explanation.

Maybe what we worship as God is actually a super power .. maybe it is just energy , maybe just life

Who knows ?

southpaw said...

so thats what u think...sigh"

Sujit said...

Hey, what is happening contineously with any stop over there!!.. like the flow of ganges that never stops?.. cheer up! there are people and they will never stop!.. be yourself and the best part is.. to be a freind to yourself!.. it will never betray you in anyway!!.... anyone wants to be shadow of journey invite them but you keep moving on.. never stop and never look back!!..

Dawn....सेहर said...

But I'd rather die while sailing than bow down in cowardice.

I liked this one!
One suggestion...pick what is good...positive and healthy for you...not for others!

You need to listen from one ear and certain things you need to filter out from the other
chill...

hugggzzz
cheers

Trée said...

Pack your bags and come stay with me for awhile. Time to close the windows of your soul and keep the ill winds at bay until we can straighten the papers on the desk. Either that, or meet me on the bridge--lol.

Sweetie, I don't really know what to make of this post. I hope it doesn't mean you are going away. Your voice is one of the few spots I feel makes a unique contribution to the blogosphere. Don't let the bastards get you down--it's their only joy.

Take care my dear sweet southern angel. You know where to find me. :-)

PRADEEP K. said...

Keshi, this is not fair. You are leaving blogworld because of some morons who judge you at every step?

What about others?

Please love, stop concentrating on those who treat you bad. Ignore them, for they deserve no better.

Think of us, who truly love you for who you are, the way you are. And please stay for our sake.

Please stay for my sake.

Jim said...

My head is bloody, but unbowed
dats stupid


Keshi
i tink u gott it all rong
its not a question of right and rong
i dont give a shit for dat
wat the rest of the world thinks

i am a married man, now in love wid another woman

dats rong. right?
i dont give a damn

but i dont want the rest of the world ganging up on me and my girl

so we keep it discreet
we dont want to rock the boat

i continue being a good hubby, and a loving father to ny children

i love ny wife still
but i love dis other woman more


wat i am saying is Keshi
dont rock the boat of the indian tradition, dont preach yr ways to others

the other girls who try to emulate u are not so strong

there is a girl in my crowd
a feminist who is a marriage counsellor, graduated from TISS

she counsels wives
but she is divorced
the marriage didnt last a full year

she is a wonderful girl
i love her

but her feminist stand is too strong, if there is a party, she resents the idea that she is called to help the hostess in the kitchen

why us women only
why not ask the gents who are boozing and enjoying themselves

to help out too?
SHIT!

men are not going to change at least not in her lifetime or yours

indian men need another half century to change

Zombie said...

....and that's how we let other people win games they were close to losing.

desperado said...

one more of my close buddies shutting their spcae
with all my heart i want u back cause i loved dis place for its carfree and in ur face attitude but i guess yeh it can sometimes become too hard to handle when people start judging u in real life with that.
so its ur call if u want to come back or not

just drop in a line at dhruvsync@yahoo.com....hope the vagabond may take some rest there
waiting for ur word

take care sweetie
huggzzzzz

Mr. J said...

That's just one side of the coin. Care to flip it?

People will talk about you, at times it gets difficult, but hey, you are what you are.

So don't sail away and let them win. Look around, there are many more boats sailing along with you.

Vanathi said...

What happened? Take care Keshi...

Kumar Chetan said...

so U blogged for ppl, not for urself. U can stop blogging anytime. Democracy. but the reason sayz U gave up. does this means u donthave courage?
Strange I thot of u as a brave and bold grl.
anyway best of luck for everything in ur life
ch33rs

nishu said...

come onnn i love wat u write anyways tell us when ur back.

visithra said...

Take a break get back soon

friendships are the weirdest things - u join one thinking ure gonna have the best of times - u do but then u realise they're there only for the fun- not for the long run - u realise non are really true to you - backstabbing from the back and you feel as if friendships aren't worth it

but then you meet that one who more than the good times is always around for the bad- the ones who love without borders and rules - the ones who truly emulate the word friendship - n for those rare souls friendship is a wonderful relationship - a boat i have no wish to abscond

Keshi said...

~~Saby

**criticism

I dun think u know the meaning of that word. Ur way of criticising is getting together with that faceless loser and brewing up more sh#t abt me. That's not criticism..thats shameless gossip. trust me, I can stand criticism that's why I have one Id and dun spread sh#t abt others just to get attention.








~~Deepa

Thanks Deepz! yeah who knows what God is...but there is one :)








~~Southpaw

thanks for ur txts Southy..u really put some strength bak in me...ppl like u make me wanna stay here...

Hugggggggz!







~~Sujit

**never stop and never look back

yes...I agree. But it's best if these ppl who hate me so much dun read my blog anymore..I dun u'stand why they keep coming back after they point all the fingers at me! Seems like they dun have a life if not for my posts.

Thanks for being there for me mate!








~~Dawn

**pick what is good...positive and healthy for you...not for others!


some very good advice there Dawny...thanks a ton!







~~Tre

Huggggggggz Tre!

**Either that, or meet me on the bridge

hehehe u really made me laugh...and ur comment made me comment here..cos at first I was thinking I wont even reply to the comments in this post...but along came Tre and then everything changed :) Thank U!








~~PradeepK

aww..

**What about others?

I know..I was very wrong and too quick to react..cos so many ppl still want to hear my thoughts and so many r still genuine than those who threw me away...I will be bak and yes JUST FOR U, thanks n huggggggggz!








~~Jim

U be the Judge and Jury for urself, not for others...









~~Zombie

Misty that really made me open my eyes..THANKS SO MUCH!








~~Desperado

dun ya worry...I wont let u down..I will never walk away from ppl who really cared for me...HUGGGGGGGZ!








~~Me

**Look around, there are many more boats sailing along with you

aww thats such a beautiful thing to say..thank u n hugggggggggz!








~~Vanathi

just some so-called friends calling me fake, cheap and wrong....and judging me from every angle as if they r flawless. Well guess wut...I dun care abt them anymore!







~~Kumar_Chetan

**so U blogged for ppl, not for urself.

no Kumar...I blogged for myself but ofcourse I WC ppl's thoughts here...but for old friends to judge my every word here when they have long left me, is really hurtful...if they dun care abt me anymore, perhaps they shouldnt visit my blog...but it's really irritating when they wait till I post something related to 'friends' and quickly shoot bullets my way. Strange how they never say anything else in my other posts! Guilty conscience I guess.


Anyways I havent lost my courage but it hurts when my thoughts r laughed at and being put in front of a court of flawed law...it tires me to keep defending myself when I have already being put in prison by them. Thats why I felt I needed a break.


thanks for ur encouragement! I will be bakk.








~~Nishu

Will be bak soon :) and thanks a ton!




Keshi.

:: The Protector :: said...

Keshi, this unfair :(

as already i said Ignore them, for they deserve no better. don leave coz of others, thats makes them wining... do u want that?

SO you are not leaving, tats my order :P

take care....

Cheers!
:)

Keshi said...

~~Visithra

hey dun worry girl...Im done with such pitiful friends..my last post was abt doing away with them...and it lead to more bullets coming my way. I dun u'stand why they always need my posts to start emailing me anyways - if not for a post abt a friend, they never bother to find out if Im alive!

thank u so much! I will stick by ur very true words...







~~The Protector

Vishnu it's hard to ignore such ppl when they dun ignore me...mebbe they will ignore me from now on atleast :) Thanks mate!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

bye everyone..have a good weekend!

Keshi.

Autumn Storm said...

Keshi,
I'm glad I showed up after the update, that this will be a temporary break and not a permanent one. Blogland would not be the same place without your warm and loving presense in it. Take care, sweet heart, xo

The Phosgene Kid said...

That was a nice poem. My favorite starts out "summertime is hot and sticky..." Not sure who wrote it, but Shakespeare probably stole the credit for it!!

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

oops ! so many opinions in the 30 min that i took a break !

well , u and i may not agree with each other. neither would you and i agree w/ our siblings or our parents .. but that doesnt force us to shut out our siblings or parents , does it ?

our heart and brain often dont agree with each other ... but that doesnt make us shove aside our heart or brain .. does it ?

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

it is not necessary that every1 agrees with u .. just as there is no rule that forces u to agree with all ....

why do u care for others' opinions ? u say that others' opinions dont hurt u , then why are u so hurt now ?

go away if you will , but let know running away from harsh words / criticisms be the reason ...

imagine u quit this post and start another under a diff Id , whatz the guarantee that the same wont happen there ?

if u r insulted in life , will u quit on life to start another ?

Mr. J said...

Hey, the update sounds much better. Only hope that it ain't a subtle exit route.

Wanderer said...

well
everyone has a reason to go for a journey and to take a break!!
So there cant be any forcing but i will say tat i will miss u , ur posts and ur thoughts cuz they r juz outta the world

take care keshi and do come soon !

SamY said...

hmmm luks like u hit quite a low ... a break should definitely help the *nut* get back her sense of humour n jest :) to normalcy ... hav fun chinquitita :p ... if I got that r8 :-?

saby said...

Yippppeeeee!

she aint going no where
all the annony mouses are cheering on my blogg

its party time wid Minnie and the gang

shucks
these annony mouses pals of mine were really worried

first they were starved of cheese
cheesy ass stopped visiting

and then Keshi threw in the towel
and now she is back

it sure is party time as jerry spins minnie on the floor


woooo hoooo

p¡£®®£(X000nie) said...

Take care Keshi...Come back zooooon :-(

tulipspeaks said...

if not for the update in caps, i alredi screamed at u in email.

be a good gal n come back soon.


=am000nie=

rebel_on_loose said...

Yes maybe that's the best thing to do Keshi.....take a break, unwind, relax, rejuvenate and then get back with a bang!!

(Lovely poem , btw!)

christabelle said...

Keshi, I think ure just awesome, I dnt know how u weave these write ups, they're sure something and I agree with u, I'd rather die sailing than bow down in cowardice, give me liberty or give me death. dnt u worry abt critics, they make u better and more determined, u know.

Gangadhar said...

0k..pl come back soon..

WhatEver You're said...

well well well... what is going on in here... looks like my poor angel keshi is being bullied again huh.. oh God damn it... for those ppl who think too high for themselves or disagree with keshi's thoughts or what.. for God's sake pls leave her alone and dun ever return to read her blog man... come on.. everyone has it own point of views alrite.. why must we go n hurt ppl's feelings.. what is blog?? blog is for ppl to drop down their thoughts and bottle out their happy or unhappiness things and share with ppl worldwide... why can't we give them or ourselves some personal space?? as for keshi.. pls ignore whoever hurt u ok.. cos its not worth to be sad or get disappointed with those ppl.. useless.. just be yourself and be natural.. u r doing fine with your blog.. n i personally like to read your blog... n some of your entries really touches my heart... n maybe i know u may need to take a break now.. but dun go away for too long ok.. cos i will really miss u and your lovely entry... take care and smile always =)

sophie said...

hey keshi sweets take a brk if you feel like...
do wat your heart n brain says...
u r anyways awesome in ur way
i love you gal...
hugzzz...

milo said...

hey! sm bloggers jes love to read wat u write... n vaise bhi bloggin is abt u n ur thoughts.. watever way u feelin like expressin , its u who hav to decide.. so chillax.. n cm bk dearie :-)

Digger said...

No man is an island, entire of itself;
every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea, the world is the less, as well as if a promontory were,
as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were.
Any man's death diminishes me because I am involved in mankind; and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
it tolls for thee.

O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done, The ship has weather'd every rack,
the prize we sought is won, The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring; But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead.
O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; Rise up- for you the flag is flung- for
you the bugle trills,

For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths- for you the shores
a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You've fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still,
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will,
The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done,
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

I am a thousand winds that swiftly blow.
I am the diamond glint on newly fallen snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the soft and gentle autumn rain

When you wake from sleep in the early morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft, starlight at night.


Keshi;

Just a couple of my favourites. Hope they speak to you as well.

Give us a visit at my blog
ttfn,

rj

p.s. Don't let the bastards get you down

"No permanence is ours; we are a wave
That flows to fit whatever form it finds:
Through day or night, cathederal or the cave
We pass forever "
- Herman Hesse

tsduff said...

Blogger is having problems today - or else it is my AOL. Hope my earlier post wasn't lost.

Shankar said...

Hi Keshi,

I came across your blog sometime ago, and have been reading it silently, although not too regularly, ever since.

I don't understand the nature of your problem all too well, so I can't say much on it - though, on the case of friendship: they are but an illusion mostly - ghostly - but their very concept makes us believe that there is something good about the world - and that's something worth believing, na? :)

I hope to read more of your posts.

SCRIBBLEZ TO WAKEUP said...

Hey Keshi...You r the one who gives me courage to just keep going...All og us think we r judges, atleast many of us but there is always a bigger judge over all of us and in the end , it matter what you are to him only...

People can say wht they want...Similarly you can write or do wht u want as long as your intention is not to harm someone...Let them keep crapping...They r just Jealous n in those flames of jealous they scrutnise you..They ought ot get a job as a critic somewhere n they dont know tht a critic is their career path...So they keep angling about u...

A line from the poem I love

"men may come n Men may go, but I go on forever" The line from from Alfred, Lord Tennyson–The Brook remains close to me...

Take a nice break n get back!! :)))

ArChaNa said...

hugggz!

for a moment i thought you are leaving the blogworld for good :o


every time i stop by your blog .. i see a new keshi :)

as the saying goes 'when the going gets tough, the tough gets going'


I want you to be tough... I even know that its hard to digest when your best friends talk ill abt u..

if they are not worthy enough .. dump them before they dump you. I tell you, you will feel good ;)


take care.
Have a gr8 weekend.

hugggggggggz!!

sittingnut said...

heyy mate!

what can i say :-(
but please consider all those who visit this blog. as far as i can see only a small number of them ever say anything bad about you and then its they who are shown to be fools. their's is not a court but kangaroo court . they and their judgments are worthless.

it is your decision.
i hope you will come back soon. bc i am going to miss you very very much :-(

huggggzz!

have a great weekend !

pl be back .

The Phoenix said...

I guess when you blog about emotional things, people will criicize. Heck, my blog has nothing to do with personal stuff, and I still get haters that leave crap on my blog.

There are just some people that are miserable and want others to be as well. Just ignore them.

Have a great break.

luvwannabefree25 said...

Keshi,
I may be leaving at the end of the month for the middle east. Do me a favor. I absolutely love what you write. I love to hear your thoughts. You are absolutely my favorite in blog land. I'm facing some difficult times right now. It's selfish to ask but how about a few words here and there.. at least until the end of the month...

lots of love...

JD ;)

anup.777 said...

will miss ya Keshi ... hurry back!

Jeevan said...

Ho Keshi, when i return form break, u too break. Nice Poem, i like your thoughts, they are bold and beautiful:)

SaffronSaris said...

Ay, little Poppy gal,
I-G-N-O-R-E them.
Ya just be yaself.
Remember, you are the ONE and ONLY Keshi, you don't need other people's approval. You are good.

Jo said...

Oops!!! What's going on Kesh? Take a break and come back soon!!!

>|' ; '| said...

i love that poem 'invictus'..
n
you don't belong in this pure world
this world n pure??!!!

:D

come back soon
...
no need to give a shit about others judgements..

Het Waghela said...

Keshidear,

I am ur wall and i do listen to you. Please don't go Ms :(

Come back soooooooooon!!!

I love to read ur post not saying just for the hack of it. But i really do love to read u.

Neha said...

hey girl!!
take a break.. but do some back!!
you know it does not matter what others say.. people will always judge u.. u cant stop them.. but u can stop letting it affect u.. i noe its tough.. but this is ur blog! u wanna write something u write.. nooone can stop u!

niki yokota said...

who are these other ppl??
please dont bother keshi-chan!!
keshi means poppy in japanese.
ur such a lovely flower. we dont take advantage of u. ^^

Sudarshan said...

Heyyyyyyyy this is unfair...why are you being affected by some no-good losers?? Your blog is without doubt one of the hottest blogs out there. The sheer amount of loyal readers you have, the amount of comments you attract each time is a testimony to that. There will always be some desperados who try to find fault. Why are you bothered keshi? You know that you can't please all the people all the time!!! PLEEEEEEEZ don't give a damn to such people and their judgements..you are needed in blogworld..:-) Ignore them for the sake of your friends!! Hope to see you back in action immediately!!

Jewel Rays said...

Hey Keshi..:)

Sail away sweets but do not forget to set ya sail back to the place where ya honesty, beauty and uniqueness prevail.

and just a note lady:

though there a few attackers around who can't come to terms with ya write ups. there are people around and i believe more than the negatives ones that look forward to ya smiles everyday you step inside to write..

*hugs*

PRADEEP K. said...

Huggggggggggggggggz
Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Thank you.
Thank you.

There is so much I wanna talk to you when you come back.

Rhank you, girl. I LOVE U.

God Bless, Keshi!

lil _kath said...

...i know what you feels Kesh, do take a break, have a deep breath and come back soon with a smile..^_^
...will wait for ya muaaahh!
..do take care ,i luv u girl :)
Stay blessed.

hugss,
-kathy-

Yashita said...

hey!!! what happnd? I was away for a few weeks and I read this??? don't quit bloggin!!

urghh!! why do u let some loosers matter??? I know it hurts and u just feel like givin up, but you know what??? that is precisely what these morons want! don't give them that...this is your blog, don't let them control it!

write what u want, there are many who like to read it,and yes, your presence cheers me up...don't know about others, but dont stop bloggin-if only for my selfish raeson:)....
take care, will see u after exams...

Darius said...

"It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul."

- I especially like those closing lines. Very... statuesque, somehow, like they should be engraved in stone.

I don't read every comment here, but on the whole they strike me as pretty friendly! So like Pradeep, feel like I don't know who's judging you negatively. In any case, I certainly understand needing a break from the blogosphere, let us know when you're back!

Keshi said...

~~Autumn_Storm


**Blogland would not be the same place without your warm and loving presense in it.

aww ureally mean it? omg Im so priviledged to hear something like that from Autumn! now I feel I cant let any of u lovely ppl down just cos few doubted me...thanks girl see Im already back :)








~~The Phosgene Kid

Thanks Kid! Never knew Shakespeare was a thief of a kind ;-)








~~*. D E E P A .* ~


**but that doesnt force us to shut out our siblings or parents , does it ?

ur right Deepz...but it wasnt abt not agreeing with each other...I have no probs if u or any other friend here had an opinion that's different to mine. It doesnt bother me. But u know how few ppl attacked me for my Burka post (in their true fanatic style) and then dumped me for good just cos I said what I felt like...they took it personally. It's not my fault Deepz that I was being honest. So such ppl cant be my friends. They r selfish ppl who r blinded by their own beliefs that they wud even choose to dump a friend just to have their belief on top.


**our heart and brain often dont agree with each other ... but that doesnt make us shove aside our heart or brain .. does it ?

I know wut u mean Deepz...well sometimes it becomes too much to do anything at all..I've hit such a point..but after readin so many emails/msgs with so much love and encouragement, I cant be SELFISH and leave all of ya...I felt so bad that I evem thought of doing it...anyways thanks so much for ur support and love Deepz!


**go away if you will , but let know running away from harsh words / criticisms be the reason ...

great words of advice there Deepz! thanks!


**if u r insulted in life , will u quit on life to start another ?

na Deepz I wasnt going away cos I was insulted...I dun care abt Insults cos ppl have mouths and they can say anything. And I could stand any amount of criticism as long as it's constructive (and not abuse). But when close friends dun trust u anymore, it hurts the most. It was one of those things. But now I thought they r not worthy of my friendship. So Im back :)








~~Me™

**Only hope that it ain't a subtle exit route.

hehe duncha worry..Im back for a while..and that WHILE can be quite long God-provided :):)

Thanks for sticking by!








~~Wanderer

Thanks Wandy! Guess wut Im back lol! U happy? :)








~~SamY


**help the *nut* get back her sense of humour n jest

hehehehe :):) nut is back!


**chinquitita :p ... if I got that r8 :-?

goshhh it's not CHINQUI...it's CHIQUITITA :)

Thanks Samy!







~~Saby

Ur mice need a pied piper pretty soon...:)







~~p¡£®®£(X000nie)

x000nie thanks mate! Im bakk...:)








~~Amutha

Amuuuuu mwahhhhh!


Im bak cos I know u and few others love me genuinely...I cant leave u guys that easily...
HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!







~~Rebel_on_loose

G'day Rebzz!


**take a break, unwind, relax, rejuvenate and then get back with a bang!!

BANGGGGGGGGGGGGG me bakk :):) Gues sit just took 2 days w.o. blogging to realise how much I missed chatting to u all! Thanks Rebzz!

awww u like Invictus too? great stuff!







~~Christabelle

hey Chrisss!


*give me liberty or give me death.

Spot on, u got me girl!

Thanks darl, mezz bakk ;-)







~~Gangadhar

Gangzz guess wut..Im bakkk :):)







~~Wendy's Blog

Wendy girl!


**for God's sake pls leave her alone and dun ever return to read her blog man...

lol ur so sweeet, thanks dear!


**why can't we give them or ourselves some personal space??

it seems so hard for some ppl to do that Wendy...I dunno why...they only want it their way and not in any other way!


**cos its not worth to be sad or get disappointed with those ppl.. useless..

thats so true, thanks!


awww Wendy thanks for all the encouragment and the kind words abt my posts..Im bakk for ya!
HUGGGGGGGGGZ!







~~Sophie

Sophie darl!

Im bakk sweety pie...thanks n huggggggggggz! I luv u too!







~~Milo

heyy Milo!

**vaise bhi bloggin is abt u n ur thoughts.. watever way u feelin like expressin , its u who hav to decide..

Thats so true. u guys really put some great thoughts in me...thanks so much Milo! Im bakk :)








~~Digger

hey Digger WC!


**Any man's death diminishes me because I am involved in mankind; and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
it tolls for thee.

I really like this one, thanks!


Such beautiful words of inspiration and encouragemnt, thanks! That last poem is also one of my favs, thanks Digger!


**"No permanence is ours; we are a wave
That flows to fit whatever form it finds:
Through day or night, cathederal or the cave
We pass forever "
- Herman Hesse

Thats soooo beautiful! Thanks so much...and I will visit u soon matey!









~~Terry

hey Terry!

I guess it was lost cos I dun see any other comment from ya..it's ok..thanks for being here Terry huggggggggz!







~~Shankar

hey Shankar WC!


**they are but an illusion mostly - ghostly - but their very concept makes us believe that there is something good about the world - and that's something worth believing, na? :)

true...ur right...thanks! Cos look at all the friends who appreciate me for who I am and dun just dump me just cos their opinions dun match mine...so true Shankar, there is good abt friendship, with ppl like u and the rest here...







~~SCRIBBLEZ TO WAKEUP

Scribblezzzzzzz!


**Hey Keshi...You r the one who gives me courage to just keep going...

awww...goshhh I feel so bad now that I decided to leave u all...


**All og us think we r judges, atleast many of us but there is always a bigger judge over all of us and in the end , it matter what you are to him only...

thats so true girl...


**Similarly you can write or do wht u want as long as your intention is not to harm someone...

thats my belief too...


**They ought ot get a job as a critic somewhere n they dont know tht a critic is their career path...

lol haha ur so funny girl! thanks!


**"men may come n Men may go, but I go on forever" The line from from Alfred, Lord Tennyson–The Brook remains close to me...

omg I love Tennyson, thanks so much for reminding me abt the good old days back in school reading Tennyson...'The Charge of the Light Brigade' was one of my favs...Im sure u know that one.

Thanks n huggggggggggggggz! Im bakk..just for u :)








~~ArChaNa

Archanaaa huggggz!


**I want you to be tough... I even know that its hard to digest when your best friends talk ill abt u..

yeah...it made me tough now...I can take anything now...it's all good :)


Thanks so much Archana, I feel good already!








~~Sittingnut

hey mate!


**but please consider all those who visit this blog.

I did...thats why Im bakk...I cant say NO to all u guys...look how much u ppl appreciate me and wanna read my posts...so yeah Im bakk!

Just 2 days w.o. bloggin and I missed u all so much..hehe..thanks a ton n hugggggggggggggz matey!








~~The Phoenix

Phoenixxxx!


**I guess when you blog about emotional things, people will criicize.

I know...it's so true. But I cant be someone else just to please everyone. Thats why I blog whatever I feel like - be it personal or not. well now I dun care what ppl may say, I'll blog anyways :)


**Heck, my blog has nothing to do with personal stuff, and I still get haters that leave crap on my blog.

really? I guess that proves that there r idiots n losers everywhere..no doubt!

Thanks mate and u have a good day!


**There are just some people that are miserable and want others to be as well.

ur right...me bakk already cos I switched on my mental IGGI button :):)









~~Luvwannabefree25

hey J...with so many msgs of love n support and wanting me to come back soon, what made me really come back is YOU. I'll be honest. Cos u saud that u will be going away to the ME soon and that touched my heart so deeply. I cant stay away from blog world if ur gonna be away soon. NO WAYS! On Fri I was thinking I'll be away for a month or 2 from blogville...but after reading ur msg I just couldnt do that. So Im bakkk...hope ur happy mate :)

LOTS OF LUV J! Mwahhhhhhh!









~~Anup.777

Anup dear thanks..guesss wut..I hurried bak already :)







~~ Jeevan

Great timing Jeevan! :) WB I missed ya!







~~SaffronSaris

Saffy darl!


**Ay, little Poppy gal,

poppy kokeshi doll :):)



**I-G-N-O-R-E them.

did that...thanks!


**Remember, you are the ONE and ONLY Keshi, you don't need other people's approval. You are good.

thanks so much Saffy...I luv u my friend! U guys never judged me..always stood by me and even tho we didnt agree on all the posts I wrote, u still were my friend..thanks for being that kind of true friend!







~~Jo


Im bakk already :) Thanks Jo!








~~-Poison-

hey Poison!


**i love that poem 'invictus'..

good one ayyy...


**this world n pure??!!!

well thats what they tell me..they r saying that I aint worthy of their friendship and that I lose so many friend so quickly so I must be the one who's got an issue and not them etc etc. Well guess wut...they r not worthy of my friendship so I just dumped them for good.

Im bakk already for ppl like u...cos u guys r the real friends...thanks so much!








~~Het Waghela

Het got ur email..thanks alot!


**I am ur wall and i do listen to you. Please don't go Ms :(

I know I can even leavn on this Het kinda wall...:) awww thanks alot and yes Im back...huggggggggz!








~~Neha

Nehaaaa!


**people will always judge u.. u cant stop them..

true...I must not stop and sigh...must sail ahead in style ;-) Thanks for the encouragement Neha!








~~Niki yokota

Nikkkkzz just few ppl...forget em!


**keshi means poppy in japanese.
ur such a lovely flower. we dont take advantage of u. ^^

aww Saffy told me this too...that Keshi means Poppy in Jap :) Thanks babezz n huggggggggz!








~~Sudarshan

Sudharshannnn!


**Why are you bothered keshi?

na I aint bothered by any anonymous losers that r jobless and full of sh#t....but when good friends tell me that I aint worthy of their friendship, it hurts. Anyways Im immune to such things too now. Im stronger and Im bakk :) Thanks mate!








~~Jewel Rays

Amyyyyyyyyyyy mwahhhhhhhh! So good to see ya here!


**Sail away sweets but do not forget to set ya sail back to the place where ya honesty, beauty and uniqueness prevail.

In the weekend, I set my sails to where the beautiful ppl lived...and that's here..all u lovely n honest friends...and the waves and the winds brought me bak to ya...


**i believe more than the negatives ones that look forward to ya smiles everyday you step inside to write..

yes..I realised that from the millions of emails and the msgs I received since Friday...thanks Amy ur beautiful!

HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!








~~PRADEEP K.

Hey Pradeep wuts up dude? hehe ur so happy ha...awwwww...huggggggggggz!

THANK U!







~~lil _kath

Kath I coudlnt stay away from ya for so long so I just sailed ur way after 2 days ;-) HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ Kath!








~~Yashita

Yashhhhhhhhhhh!


**don't give them that...this is your blog, don't let them control it!

that really opened my eyes...thanks Yash!


**don't know about others, but dont stop bloggin-if only for my selfish raeson:)....

hehe awwwwwwww....huggggggggz Yash! Well guess wut then...Im bakkk :) TC n Good Luck with ur exams girl! Duncha worry..I'll be here when ur bakk...mwahhhhhhhh!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

~~Darius

hey mate!

Yes thats such a powerful poem...

well I have no choice but to be bakk..cos u ppl r too infectious and too good to stay away from for too long :)


Thanks!

Keshi.

saby said...

hey keshi

if u lub me
u must tolerate my annony mouse friends on my blog
i dont ask u to love dem

, , Love kiya nahin jata
Love ho jata
, ,

one day when u r older like me
perhaps u will

perhaps u will reconsider guys like FIRA and STUD

perhaps u wont get stressed out by strong dissenters like me and these guys

the bottom line is DONT EVER LOOSE YOUR SENSE OF HUMOUR


LOOSA !


if any of u guys are my friends
and if u love INDIA


Indian pride is at stake
a pompous Britisher is attacking me and INDIA on IMNUTSINCAPS


my annony mouse friends have rallied behind me and the FLAG

when india is attacked old enmities are forgotten

when Indian pride is at stake

Vivhyd said...

keshi.. i hope u r back. oh god so much controversies at ur blog all d time.. u must be feeling like sme celebrity.. haha

Keshi said...

~~Saby

**if u lub me
u must tolerate my annony mouse friends on my blog
i dont ask u to love dem


no Saby I DONT HAVE TO TOLERATE anyone just cos ur a friend of mine. Sorry that doesnt work with me. It could be ur best friend but I wont tolerate or put up with sh#t. But ofcourse u have thge liberty to associate whoever u want to. Im not stopping u.








~~Vivhyd

yes Im back thanks Viv!


**u must be feeling like sme celebrity.

haha no ways! If this proves anything at all, it only says that Im very much a mere mortal, common human being like everyone else is...:):)

tc n have a good day!


Keshi.

uttara said...

a warm huggg to u sweety ...

WLCOME BK !!!

mes BZ catch u latersss okie
muahhh

sophie said...

welcome back sweety
huggzz

TLW said...

Read this somewhere

"If someone dislikes you / hates you / or cant stand you, its just that they are jealous of you".

They would happily want to be in your shoes but are just cowards who dont have the courage to do that.
How do they matter to you? or do they really matter at all?

Madhu said...

U better get back darling for, You have been tagged! Check out my post for details.

See u soon!

SamY said...

heyyyy nut :) ... gud to know ur back ... but wherz ur monday morning post :-/ ... we missed it

alice said...

fuck those morons...come back...

Known Stranger said...

hmm a tiff had been here with saby it seems.. hmm you and sophie really like him a lot with a pinch of salt in the eyes.. hmm enjoy buddies..

karmic_jay said...

Sorry, that you had to take a break. I was wondering, since you did not stop by.
I am disappointed that people tend to be so judgemental, but don't give up. Keep blogging away be yourself, too bad if people don't like your point of view. They may politely disagree as friends do. I know I have differed with you about certain things, but it was never at a personal level. So if the perception has been other wise let me take this chance for it to be corrected. I thought we agreed to disagree and that was that.
Hope you come back soon. :)

Paul said...

Hi Keshi, I am Elaine's friend. Nice blog u have.

The Phosgene Kid said...

Hensley? Hensley? Hey, he owes me fifty bucks!!!

Homo Escapeons said...

Sail away keshi.
Get some sunshine in your eyes, some sand between your toes and salty air in your lungs.

Far above the madding crowd of hyaenas and jackals.

Don't forget that there's a couple of elegant giraffes and graceful gazelles down there too.

Miss ya XX

ArChaNa said...

yay!! good to see ya back :D

hugggz!

sittingnut said...

heyy mate!
welcome back ! i am so happy !


hugggggz!

Keshi said...

~~Uttara

mwahhh Uttsy!







~~Sophie

Hows ya darl?







~~TLW


Thanks for ur sweet encouragment...Im bak already :)

No I dun care abt losers' opinions...but when friends say Im not worthy of their friendship anymore, it hurts...thats why I had to go but Im back...all's well thanks to u guys!








~~Madhu

ok then :) thanks!








~~Samy

there's a new post all for ya...check it out :)







~~Alice

thanks babez! mwah!








~~Known_Stranger

Hey KS! Na it's not that I dun see how confused Saby is, but I like to give chances to each and everyone here to be my friend...either Saby is pretty confused abt who his friends r or he's just doing this for fun and some time-killing on the net..and that too at the expense of ppl who really trusted him. but well it's totally up to him, isnt it..

thanks!








~~Karmic_Jay

hey mate! awwww thanks :) Na this has nothing to do with any of u NOT agreeing with my views..no ways! This was a friendship issue and a personal one which happened behinf blogs...and also another friendship issue that followed after that Burka post of mine...so this is nothing to do with u mate! I know u guys r reasonable, open-minded individuals who know how to have a decent and friendly debate. So this is nothing to do with any of ya who's in my blog right now! :)

Thanks for ur enocuragement...I will drop by ur blog soon. tc.









~~Paul

WC Paul and thanks :)








~~Phosgene_Kid

u mean 'fiddy' bucks? :):)








~~HomeEscapions

hey mate thanks alot! I had a real sweet n relaxing weekend..altho it's Winter here, we managed to have some outdoor fun :)


*Far above the madding crowd of hyaenas and jackals.
Don't forget that there's a couple of elegant giraffes and graceful gazelles down there too

thats such a beautiful way to say it...thanks a ton mate! elegant giraffes like u always make me wanna come back ;-) yeyyyyyy!








~~Archana

sweety hows ya?







~~Sittingnut

thanks matey huggggggggz!


Keshi.

Ghost Particle said...

nice poem...true words.

Keshi said...

yep Ghosty thanks :)


Keshi.

Sudeep said...

just mail me the names of those ppl who did this to u.. u know i want to try out my strength on someone
send it send it
lollzz...


glad u have come outta it...

Keshi said...

hehe no need to Sudeep...they dun want my friendship so leave them.

Keshi.

cheesemeister said...

To hell with the trolls. Some people just like starting arguments. I try to keep 'em out but now and then one gets through. They have a genius for finding a person's sore spots and pouring salt on them. In the long run we all want approval. Forget about those who get a cheap thrill out of upsetting others. They aren't worth your time.
I'm being a bit of a hypocrite because when they come my way I don't deal with it very well either.
Peace.

Keshi said...

~~Cheesemeister

hey thanks Meister!

**They have a genius for finding a person's sore spots and pouring salt on them.

true...it seems like they cant see the good and they CHOOSE only to see the bad...


yeah, dealing with such friends is really hard..



Keshi.

SamY said...

I came luk for my monday morning strip of keshi's ... where is it :-?

howsy ur weekend go nut?