Friday, April 22

I am

I am...
an existence created by love and affection...
a memory to be rememebred some day...
a space that will be empty when gone...
an influence that will last for eternity...
a flash that will light up as long as it can...
a dream that's bound to be awaken from...
a song that will be sung to the end...
a stage show with curtains to be closed...
an instance of time with a time limit...
a face that will grace the Earth only once...
but a fraction of Love that will never die.

68 Cranium Signets:

--pearl-- said...

awwww its sucha beautiful poem...beautiful thoughts..love it :) keep writtin more stuff ur real good at it !

Zero Tolerance said...

While I fill my soul with joyous snug past
To forget the scars inflicted by fate,
You rise from the heaps of time's grey ash
Like medicated fumes to soothe my strains.


(Just a passing thought, again)

word_smith said...

i am...
but a mirage,a chimaera of fate;
a sensation,to be lost once the touch is over;
a vision,a dream,meant to depart but once;
a passing thought,a fleeting shadow;
a sweet desire;
or a pining pain;
a craving to live;
and ache to die;
a yearning to hold.....

a pleasure to create;
a lifetime to destroy;
i am...
the surreal
the real
the truth
the lie
a gentle dream
a recurring nightmare;
an expression in style
a grimace of distaste

i am...
sometimes hot
sometimes cold
willing to give
aching to tear...

that is my soul;
and i am love.

P.S>THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL POEM KAYSHAY;AND I COULD NOT RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO EXTEND IT A BIT.FORGIVE MY TAKING THE LIBERTY WITHOUT ASKING.

PPS>ANONYMOUS COMMENTORS;IF THERE ARE ANY;PLEASE DONT SPEW VENOM,OR IF YOU WANT TO,BE SO BOLD AS TO GET AN IDENTITY.BUT THEN;IF YOU GOT AN IDENTITY,YOU PROBABLY WOULD NOT NEED TO SPEW VENOM.

Anonymous said...

My darling, sweet princess..where do I begin? I've written you a million of these letters that you have hidden in a drawer somewhere. I'm shure this will make a great addition...

As always, I want to start by saying thank you. I tell you a million times a day, each day, that I love you and that you mean the world to me. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I'm sure you have no inkling on the magniture of exactly what they mean to me. I've kept my feelings for you contained for as long as I could. I'm in love with you though, and true, honest love shouldn't be contained and kept quiet for this long.

You have become a beacon to me. Whenever I feel as though I've drifted too far into the disparity that clouds my life, I can look up to find you quiding me to safety. I stay here not because this place is home....but because YOU are home

After all that's happened to me in the past 4 years, I swore to God, and the moon, and to you that I would never settle again and that I would never give up my heart and my life completely to another. With great content and zero disparity...I take it back.

Most people will spend their entire lives searching for a perfection that almost never exists. Most people will spend their days looking at each person they encounter with question as to whether or not they have found a reason, a season or a lifetime. With you, I have found and eternity.

I give my life to you:mind, body and soul. I will you to hold me for the rest of my life as you do each and every day and night.

If I could describe the that I have for you, I would try and use lyrics of love songs and even sonnets of Shakespeare and it would be impossible, because the love that I have for you is real, unconditional, everlasting and indescribable. You've had my heart and love from the day we met and you will have it forever. As time goes by, my heart and love for you will keep on growing stronger, brighter and bigger.

This is my unconditional love for you, from me to you.

I love you, my Buttercup, with all my heart, body, mind and soul. I will never stop loving you, You are my life, my world, my everything. Distance may keep us apart, but you will always and forever be embedded deep within my heart.

Love always,

Stud

saby said...

hey Kesh,
u cud have just said 'i love u'
meaning me

i posted too about u at
http://imnutsincapsacuckoo.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

yes you are, and,
if you are, thus,
get me, an identity,
let me, find it,
show me, the way, one way,
yes im lost, and,
my love, .

Anonymous said...

Loose it nought for I'm here
Sitting on my chair
Thinking of our yesteday..

I recall the times that we've been through
The laughs
The joy
The fear
Even the day I realised
"I love you"
Still ringing in my ear
The whisper of your voice
Still in my heart
Several talks we've shared

for this is our destiny
Such is our way
This is your way
This is my way..

Nb: annony, if you're not who I think you are, you can shut the fwk up!

Stud

Anonymous said...

KESHI I M JEALOUS OF STUD...DO SOMETHING

GUESS WHO

Anonymous said...

did you write this keshi?

Anonymous said...

and if you're not who I think you are, let us dream,

Anonymous said...

I love herrrrrrrr :)

get_real

saby said...

... hey Kesh,
the anony mouse guys are wonderful humans
(SHIT! wat am i saying!)

and heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Kesh,
me tinks dat wordy is deiply in love
He is a stalker
He wud be seen peeping through the window in our honeymoon suite

saying K-K-K-K-K-K-k-Kesh
i love u kkkkkkkesh

and to me
am gonna kkkkkkilll u
u...u....u...u...u...u dirty old man

Keshi said...

Pearly thanks hugggz!
Dil that was an original? Wow that made me read that over and again...such meaningul words knitted together with great skill of poetry!

Deips omg I so enjoyed reading the continuation of my post...thanks so much! Ur brilliant when it comes to this kind of stuff.
i am...
the surreal
the real
the truth
the lie
a gentle dream
a recurring nightmare;
I love this bit! THANK YOU MATE!!

Saby thanks :) You're sweet even though you can get real nasty sometimes - loll!

Anonymous stud well write all the love poems - no hatred please. Like Deips says if u want to spew venom please do so with ur Identity - does u justice :)

Priti I dun think this is our studddooo - chill hon :) Hugggz!

Thanks all for always dropping by and making it appoint to comment on my nonsense :) Without you guys my blog-life will be a dungeon of darkness. Hugggggggz!

Keshi.

Anonymous said...

Keshi my hotness,

this annony is nought u know
never've you heard this tale of woe
go easy on her, feel a wrench
she's all i have, ever quenched

I'm the stud you once knew
giggle, laughter n' humor brew
all in one like a russian stew
yet, you say AM NOT,YOU ONCE KNEW?

Stud :)

saby said...

keshi my hitness too,
love dis mouse

and i gott a special post 4u
did a long time ago
when i realized i was hopelessly in love

was a real idiot then!
stll am
go to
http://imnutsincaps60s.blogspot.com/2005/02/my-sunshine-girl.html

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

kayshe how many years did it take for u to write this??lolll or how many hours did it take for u to google it:P

hehe.....neways...its noice

4u2nvau/rohit

saby said...

Heyyyy Rohit,
gott the hottness 4u 2
marry me ?

saby said...

Kaychi
tu hi hain
mera pehla pyar
mera pehla nasha


ani tujee kesh laam laaam laaaammmm

Zero Tolerance said...

No God, no world, we have beyond us,
No joy, no truth, we have beyond us,
We live a world beyond all worlds,
Where our hearts held the utmost sway;
No customs to bar, no jealousies to block,
No harsh realities to shatter our dreams.


(I know I'm a kind of boring person who will express his slow-growing moustache even in a poetic way. Some day I'll find a way to be more prosaic rather. But I lack patience.)

saby said...

heyy kesh,
4 give me for behaving like an ass
but i cant help it
i am an ass

and am on a nostalgia trp rite now
go to

http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10790131&postID=111373191068687268

saby said...

its
http://www.blogger.com/
comment.g?blogID=10790131
&postID=111373191068687268

oh SHIT !
forget it

just wanted to tell u dat i fell in love wid u a long time ago

and like deip love
no body tot me how to fall out of love

saby said...

there is something about Kesh

dat makes adult humans and mouses behave like teenagers

she has the VIAGARA effect on guys

saby said...

what studio ? studddooo ??
what did Priti say ?


hey Priti u were mistaken
Kesh is not les

she loves men and mice
she loves idiots too
she loves me

and dont be J
i proposed to u too
though it was sort of an indecent proposal

--pearl-- said...

saaabyyyyy ! stay away from rohit! hez MINE lol...

word_smith said...

duhh!some people will never learn.and never look in the mirror.

Kerry Adams said...

wow that was amazing love!

we have a new home...

http://thepromiseoftomorrow.blogspot.com/

~kerry no longer meloncholy =)

genius05 said...

Hey Kesh, beautiful poem ya and that fraction of love that will never die.....it made me think all over once again....with a diff meaning to the poem each time....awww i dunno wazz happening....i broke up with mah love and quit job coz of mah wrath n still thinking about wazz in store for me....okie okie the main thing for me dropping in was to say that someone promised to mail me....

take care n dont fall in love

genius05

--pearl-- said...

keshu...looks lyke sumone ova here is completely in love wit u gurl ;)

fairy,birdy,BB,rasmalai said...

Hey Keshi beautiful poem ... really liked it ...keep it up babez... nice writting skillz u have... hugzzz n muahhh
fairy

Anonymous said...

keshuuu was dat ur own?

Anonymous said...

"and i love him"

Rex Venom said...

But what Will You BE?

Anonymous said...

always be there
4 ever
i will be waiting
everlasting
not for juat a moment
for ever
i will remember
evrlasting like the sun
ever searching
i will be waiting
everlasting
like the sun
for the moment ever searching

i will be waiting

i wil be waiting

i will be waiting


sigh sigh sigh

-Diffy

--pearl-- said...

lol...was dat really diffy?:P

Caraf said...

hey Kesh
that was beautiful!

Anonymous said...

Sometimes i just feel that life sucks. Ok, i really don't think that, not in my heart... But sometimes it does suck. Mostly in the evenings, after it gets dark, day is over, everybody have gone to sleep and i'm all alone. Again...

And that's when life sucks. When i'm alone and need a hug, but there's nobody ready to give one. I don't need a woman for day-time -i have my friends and workmates (who have become my good friends over the lunch table.) I need a woman for hugging in the evenings. (Not just sex...saby will point this out.. it's so irrelevant.) I miss this secure feeling that there's always someone waiting me home, the feeling that i belong somewhere, to somebody. That someone cares and would never hurt me. It's difficult to explain in english...

Why am i so selective? Why the hell am i so critical? Oh well... as my friends told me - finding me a woman is Mission Impossible :D (meaning that there are no women who would tolerate me :P)
But as long as i have my Magic, things aren't that bad :) Plus - I have keshi, my lovely babe.
PS! I really should go to sleep earlier, wouldn't have time for thinking...

Love always,

Stud

Anonymous said...

http://classic-nikki.blogspot.com/

Dewdrop said...

Keshi, you're the best:)

Anonymous said...

hey keshi.. wow such a beautiful poem.. keep it up dear :)

..pari:)

Amar1982 said...

Yeh thats deep, I'm feeling that. Word!

Phantom_of_Blogpera said...

I love the way you start each line with "I am", or have "will be" in a few lines..that's beautiful because it sounds so full of hope..love it!

Anonymous said...

Dis @@@-king stud SUXS IN CAPS !
anony-mouse-lover of Kesh

Anonymous said...

Heyyyy Diffy
Shit! u cant come in here wearing dark glasses

and nutting else



at least not when ur in dis condition

Anonymous said...

dis is an impostor
he cudnt possibly be a mouse

an ass mebbe
(an existence created by ... and sodomy)

-king mouse

Anonymous said...

" Sometimes i just feel that life sucks. Ok, i really don't think that, not in my heart..."

Who are you? You are not Stud Cos' thats me and I didn't write that.
Some Sadist?

Stud :)

Anonymous said...

Guys,

Keshi is a sweet incredible darling and I absolutely adore her but I'm not in love with Keshi. My verses, my poems, my words as aren't for Keshi. If you'll have any sense of judgement, you will read between the messages and decipher out it's not Keshi, it's someone else communicating with me.

Keshi, am still your Stud and you have shown me a handfull of aussie flavor and personality that is full of life. You are a great person and I thank God that I have had a chance to know you.

and for you'll, wish me I get back to my love and give this love story a happy ending. AND AS FOR YOU FAKE STUD THAT SUCKS, AND SO DOES YOU LIFE....you'll never get it together, just two words for your....BLESS YOU!

Stud :)

Anonymous said...

Wait no more n' bring no fear
Call out on him 'O Beautious Dear'
Be annony profoundn'Diffy that leer
The charms divine and shed no tear

A poetess, a writer, a maiden
The lady, the girl next door
Romance, love, Divine, the satan
Popey, Athene, sasha n' many more

My breath n' life n' monster's ball
She has many names n' this not all
Know my friends,a story never told
Someday, we'll have each other hold

The story of two people with two seperate lives,
Two minds living in two different worlds.
Two worlds that are felt, that are seen in the eyes,
In the eyes of one boy and one girl.

Two worlds, two people with two hearts
They know their wolds are apart
Two worlds with one wish under the sun,
One wish that two worlds will be one

If you look close, I think you'll find
That those two worlds are yours and mine
And even though we're worlds apart,
Your whole world is in my heart

Stud :)

Anonymous said...

Are Most Christians,,,,, Cowards ?????
Most, seem to be!
We are all - very pious, on Sundays,,,,, we enjoy the church services,,, some of us even sit in the "amen corner", serving up 'exclamation' - to what the preacher says. We pray, fervently, for wisdom and strength,,, and then, when God, gives us both,,, we run, hide & cower - before the forces of evil,,, instead of Standing Up And Speaking Up.
Polls show, that more than 70% of Americans, "believe" in the Christian God,,,, they, also believe that a Democratic-Republic form of government, is the best type of government,,,,, yet Christians, by and large, ROLL OVER, when every deviate idea(ABORTION - HOMOSEXUAL "RIGHTS"), comes down the pike!!!
YOU - SAY THAT YOU BELIEVE,,,,, WELL, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS,,,,, STAND UP & SPEAK UP !!!!!

Anonymous said...

Hot damn a new Pope!

And the sad part is people like saby are already criticizing him. I got one question for the nay-sayers: Are you Catholic? If yes, well guess what, he's your spiritual leader now, get over it. If no, shut the ---- up you piece of s**t. If you are not a roman catholic, it has very little to do with you. Yes the pope is a powerful political force, but he's not a president, he's not a supreme court justice. And all those cardinals do not give a flying hot d**n what you think and they picked who they though God told them to pick. I think it is great and exciting and I wish the man the best. I would be honored to meet him. I'd love to hear his take his past. Oh, yeah, he MIGHT have been in nazi youth. So ------- what? He was a german during the rise of hitler, they all were, ot they were killed. Do you even have a point about the man, one critical point or flaw in how he did his business in the last FIFTY GOD D*****D YEARS? no? nothing? when he was 11 he was a nazi youth? He's like, over 70, right? get over it. That is the lamest bunch of s**t I have ever heard. He doesn't need it, we don't want to hear it, he's got more important issues to deal with, like current issues. I hope the idiots get over themselves or go to Hell, which ever is easier. Forgive my nastiness in this write up

sorry keshi, i had to use your blog to express my anger over saby


love u always,
stud:)

Anonymous said...

Saby,

I don't even know you but thanks for teaching me that DUMBS DO EXIST.

Stud :)

Anonymous said...

good show saby aka fake stud.

You just fail to dilever the same transition.

Anonymous said...

'When I was just as far as I could walk
From here today,
There was an hourAll still
When leaning with my head against a flower
I heard you talk.
Don't say I didn't, for I heard you say--
You spoke from that flower on the window sill-
Do you remember what it was you said?'

'First tell me what it was you thought you heard.'

'Having found the flower and driven a bee away,
I leaned on my head
And holding by the stalk,
I listened and I thought I caught the word--
What was it? Did you call me by my name?
Or did you say studd.....
Someone said "Stud" -- I heard it as I bowed.'

'I may have thought as much, but not aloud.'

'Well, so I came.'


and with that I will conclude my incoherent ramblings for today


love u always,

stud:)

Anonymous said...

saby,

'When I was just as far as I could walk
From here today,...?????


Dont be a sad C all your life and never ever try poetry even if you have to cut n' paste. It's not for you.

Studlicious

Anonymous said...

We are like sheep without a shepherd
We don't know how to be alone
So we wander 'round this desert
And wind up following the wrong gods home
But the flock cries out for another
And they keep answering that bell
And one more starry-eyed fake studlicious
Meets a violent farewell-
Learn to be still

anony mouse

Keshi said...

Thanks everyone :) NV yes it was my original and it only took like 5minutes for me to write it - duh!

Thanks Pari, Fairy mah new-comers - muahhh! It was lovely to see you all here.

Keshi.

Anonymous said...

KESHI U BETTER MAKE THAT STUD GO AWAY I M REALLY PISSED AND I M REALLY JEALOUS

saby said...

Hey Stud,
i used to be a cat lik until dat Rat Zinger stepped into the shoes of the fisher man.

i tendered my resignation to Fr. Anil my parish priest

saby said...

and Stud,
u shud be posting on my blogg
not here



dis religion shit dont impress Kesh much

she is beyond religion

Anonymous said...

just one more ting Stud,
stop chasing Kesh

or else u will be made a muslim wid a difference

wont just cut fore skin

-Diffy

Keshi said...

All those religion debators,

Religion should be only a way of life...it should not limit you by rules, books, people, denominations etc. Be detached from all that and cultivate good thoughts and deeds - soon you will find your inner peace and you will get closer to God like you never thought you would ever be...

Keshi.

Anonymous said...

closer to God ???

SHEEET !
who needs God !

-Diffy

saby said...

heyy guys,
we gotta post a lott more
dis Kesh wants to beat SEBIA

u wont get a new post until she hits 100 comments

saby said...

heyyy classic nikki
yr site is way to complicated
cudnt browse through
cunt comment

but loved yr ass on the branch of dat lovely tree

i tink i misplaced the adjective 'lovely'

Anonymous said...

Re:10:38
... and kissing, and smiling, and reading together (lapoesiequejaime;), and adoring, and understanding, and, and, and, ..., and waching the sky, demanding (man)

Anonymous said...

Re:12:54 Re:10:38 was not for you in that case :)

Anonymous said...

Re:6:11
i don't remember ( donc does that mean anything? )

Anonymous said...

Re:2:18
yes is a world
& in this world of
yes live
(skilfully curled)
all worlds

eec but u no ))

Miranda said...

Wow...that was beautiful!