Wednesday, June 29

Confide-In-Me

This was inpsired by Dewdy's latest post where there was a link to a Confessions site. I thought that is something we all should do :)
I wonder how many of us have secrets, how small or big they may be that we thought we would never share with anyone else in this life. It may be because you are ashamed of yourself for doing something that does not fit in the society's value-system, even if you didnt mind doing it or it may be because it was a huge mistake on your behalf that you regret it terribly. Once I happened to switch on the TV in the middle of a movie where a little girl was confessing about stealing her friend's brand new pencil-case, how she hated to do that but how she loved owning it and didnt want to give it back. However after she confessed this on a magazine column, she really felt relieved and no longer thought that the pencil-case was something worthwhile losing an honest friendship over. So the next day she keeps it at the friend's doorstep and leaves. The girls become good friends again even eithout the other one knowing it was she who stole it and she feels her free self again.
Now I'm not saying that most of one's mistakes can be corrected that way without any ill effects, but I'm sure by really talking about it(which I believe is acceptance), the guilt and the horrible feeling of carrying it on can be eradicated to some extent. So it's your turn to pen down your little sealed secrets. If you like to keep it anonymous then you are most welcome to do so. But after writing it down, see if you feel any better, I'm sure you will!

61 Cranium Signets:

word_smith said...

lol
secrets are the pain store houses
here is mine


i fell in love

musings (m000nie) said...

keshi it so happens that sometimes some one else does something to u and thn u dont wanna tell nyone abt it... just keep it a secret..this happened to me once... only three people in this world know abt this...n now i m going to tell to all..coz sometimes it haunts me!!!...

well i wouldnt want to go into the gory details but i was very young whn this happened... say something in the 6th grade...n there was this guy who tried to rape me...n if i hadnt screamed n yelled he would have succeeded... i have never spoken abt this to nyone till very recently whn i just blurted this out to one of my frnd...

this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me....ever

jkhkhjkh said...

Oh! Saby and me are far beyond this stage! This is exactly what both of us have been doing for year, i.e., telling everything (confessing implies guilt). Ma baby, petite, cute, short but deadly wife, and my son, both know EVERYTHING I ever need to confess!

You need to give a time span. I mean, confess between ages 16 to 18 , like that.

It will be more interesting, if I confess Saby's and Saby confesses me.

Welcome, PAdre KEshi

Keshi said...

aww Deips what a confession! lol tell me how many times would that be? hehehe...

eyezz ur kidding! gosh that's scary n I dun mean to upset ya but it's a very traumatic thing to happen to a girl and to live with the memory of it...but hey u escaped n God saved ya. Gosh u been through some tough experiences girl! Thanks for sharing it with us...I know it's hard to forget it but I hope u feel at least a tad better sharing this with us. May God bless y an take care of ya!

Pithaly so tell us something real small atleast...it doesnt have to be ur's n Saby's extra-marital affairs :) Nope, no age limitations for confessions...that's a real silly thing to ask for Pithaly. So now I'm a confession father? duh!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

And one of my many confessions would be:

I used to cut my own hair here and there when I was like 12..lol...no one at home knew...I luved styling it different every now n then, before my usual haircut every few months...

more confessions to follow:)
Keshi.

Arz000n said...

I clearly remember stealing movie postcards from one of my class mates (who later turned to be one of my good friend). During break when every one was out, I stealthily removed around 15 of them (from around 25-30 of his "precious" collection). After few days when I realised it was bad thing to steal, I always thought of dropping them anonymously in his post box, as he was staying in the very next building. But I never did...they are still with me.

Yes, after speaking about this little secret here, guilt and horrible feeling of carrying it on is eradicated to some extent. Now I regret what the hell I was thinking?? I should have stolen all his post cards....hehehe

Arz000n said...

@Musings

Ohhhh my god!! That is horrible.

Are you sure he was not MJ?? Maybe some hard core fan of his...

Yukkk...what kind of sick person will do something like that??

Dewdrop said...

Good idea to post this piece Keshi. I hold tons of secrets, some funny, some dark, some dear, some disturbing. I'll share one of my school day secrets here.

My dad was very strict with homeworks and grades. The school rule was to get all our test sheets signed by parents. Sometimes when I would get low graades in school, I would forge my dad's signature on the test sheets :( Never got caught, but I feel I was mean and betrayed his trust.

Musings, child abuse incidents like yours abound everywhere. Lack of awareness and fear in children can prevent them from talking abt this to their parents or near ones. Im sorry to hear abt your secret. I think these are lessons for us to learn as we become parents that the best we can do is to remain alert and create awareness among our little ones. I did blog about >something similar once.

Anonymous said...

, , ... u cant be serious Kesh !
if i started posting my confesions here
, ,


all the IT crowd wud classify yr blogg as hard core porn

Anonymous said...

i operate a confessional blogg
dis is a recent post from an annony mouse female gender

http://imnutsincapstoo.blogspot.com/2005/06/confession-posted-by-unhappy-wooman.html

hey dewdy wud u please tell me how u do it?

Heyyyy heyyyy heyyyy !!
hold yr fire girl

, , dat was not an indecent question
i just wants to no how u do dat linking ting here
, ,

Anonymous said...

dis Kesh is absolutely nuts
u neednt confess about dat Kesh

all the girls do it demselves




whoever wud call a barber to get her hair cut !

Anonymous said...

, , dis was posted by Pithaly ..., ,

http://imnutsincapstoo.blogspot.com/2005/06/dis-was-posted-by-pithaly.html

Anonymous said...

, , Wat the fuck Wordy !, ,
we all did

else we wudnt be here

musings (m000nie) said...

hmm keshi thank god for that...nyway its been long past over...n most of it forgotten..

z000n... lol it wasnt mj for sure...

dewdy...nice post on ur blog...but thn the guy was say just 17 or 18...dont even remember much...but since this happened to me no one dares take undue advantage of me...lol

Tanvi said...
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Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Tanz...was tht a confession??

Wordy...loll...i fell in love abt zillion times...am i so corrupted?

Gosh keshi...how much i wanna pour ma heart out here...but somehow the words arent ready to come outta me.

I dont think i can ever confess tht darkest secret of mine..to neone...just 3 ppl know abt it incl me..and i dont expect a 4th one!! I dont think i can find neone ever in my life who can understnd me nd wud support me with it!! Neway bygone is bygone!

But i sometimes really feel terrible abt it...

Cheers,
Anna

Tanvi said...
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Tanvi said...

acutally..i take that back..lol i dunoe wut to confess..therez a lot of thingz some little..some huge..i'll think of somethin

saby said...

, , i no all the darkest secrets of all, ,

Cheesy ass feels she done sumting horrible
coz she had a crush on me since she was 16

and TANVI loves me
coz i look a lott like her granpa

its OK to love yr grandpa TANVI

saby said...

, , all the world finds a mature man sexy, ,

aint dat rite Pithaly ?

saby said...

my my my !
musings must have a sexy ass too

cheesy! u got competition

Keshi said...

hehe arZ000n thats so cute lol stealing postcards - a real boy thing to do ha :) n u stil have em n u now feel that u should have gotten all of em lolllz - great, my post is working so far!!

Naughty naughty Deady gal :) Imagine ur dad got to know it? LOL! My dad was very strict too and he was always checking my homework, assignments etc. I'm sure it was an inoocent side of u who did that Dewdy so u havent betrayed him deliberately...do not feel guilty unless u really hurt someone and that too deliberately.

Anonymous I know ur Saby :) Who else would have porn-related confession? hehehe...

I'm glad u forgotten abt it eyezz...but I hope after confessing here u feel less haunted by it even if u think abt it...just laugh it off, u didnt lose anything whereas he would regret it probably for the rest of his life.

Anna that's fine that u dun wanna say it on the web...hey if u say it here, it wont be the just 4 people who would know it, it would be the whole world :) So yeah, if ur not ready, don't say it, but thanks for being honest with it babezz.

lollz Tanvi ur cute! That's ok...take ur time girl.hugggz!

Saby now out with it! What's ur deepest darkest secret? :)

Thanks all! I had so much fun reading and I was giggling alot too :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Another confession:

I secretly fancied my friend's boy friend :( Well he's hot what can I do lol! ok alright I have given up on that bad bad thought...so I know the man upastairs has forgiven me for that sin.

Keshi.

saby said...

well wat do u no !
i too fancied my friend's boy friend

it was Pithaly

uno wat in college
he got voted Miss Xaviers

his foto appeared in the colege mag dressed in drag

Keshi said...

lol Saby c'mon!

Keshi.

jkhkhjkh said...

Saby, you pricklet! You wanna tangle with me? OK! Folks! Here is a link which has a picture of me and Saby. I am the guy on the left, in pyjama kurta, with the hand over the shoulder of Saby, on Saby's breast! That should give you an idea of who is the Drag Queen! (Ninth pic counting left to right, then top to bottom, for all you brain dead guys, circa 1971).

http://debashis1.tripod.com/missllr/Album2a.htm

I got many more pics showing Saby as the Drag Queen! Enough said as to what happened AFTER he won the contest!

jkhkhjkh said...

Ok, here is my confession:

When I in school, I once raised my hand to answer a question, the answer of which I did not know. That was terrible.

John Doe said...

ITCCshitt; did you like ur momma's saree? you do look mesmerising inside her saree. lolls!! nice hair and those jewellery and your love strifen pose for ur momma's u-know-what; she must have been a lucky gal that you sing and dance for her underneath. lolls!!


he sure must enjoy under his momma's saree because he doesnt come out of it.lol.

Tanvi said...

*thinkz*

Arz000n said...

Remember the salt identification gal. Hehehe..I hope u do
Infact, I used to do all my homework and then "casually" drop by her place to discuss it with her(she was a dumb chick btw) coz her younger sister was BABE of the COLONY.

Boy, if she wud not have run away with her bf during engg, I wud have definitely tried my luck...

musings (m000nie) said...

lol z00n...make this clear...u liked the chem gal or her sis??? or mayb both???cummon its confession time!!!!..

Keshi said...

lolllllz eyezz hahaha good one!

ok tell us now Arz000n...chem gal or sis or both or family? lol!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

lol tanvi ur still thinking? that means it's not a confession hehehe...ur making up a confession rnt ya? lollllz!

Arz000n said...

Chem gal was my first crush in college....later when I found out that her sis was a BABE, I had crush on her too...

But the point is, no one came to know about this, coz I never used to speak up, I hardly do now. Later I stopped calling her up just to know about her score when we moved in engg, and I found out that she got a drop. Meanwhile, her younger sis (Babe with brains) moved to my coll, but I hardly used to check her out...studies u know :(

Keshi said...

hehe Arz000n u seem like ur still in luvv with the chem gal...why dun u find out where she is and confess :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

all itcc-haters, lovers, anonymice and itcc please stay away from this blog. i have had enough of u all and i dun give a damn wut u do in ur own space. besides IP addresses will be on display if u continue to write hate-comments here. I have ur IP details too so watch out!

Keshi.

Arz000n said...

Not interested in her now Keshi. By now, she must have produced 2-3 kids also. This was way back in '97 u know.

Keshi said...

lol ok Arz000n :) I'm sure u'll finf ur Salma soon hehehe...

Keshi.

The Gome said...

this i'll only say once, I WAS the 2nd shooter on the grassy knoll, 1 other thing, i know where jimmy hoffa is! lol :P

Keshi said...

ok can u explain that further in a way that Keshi can understand Gomess??

Keshi.

saby said...

i confess
i posted is on the college notice board when i came outta the closet

darling
im a boy and ur a boy

and we shudnt o my dahling
i am told

but i love u wid all my heart
so wat the heck !

let's ......

sebia said...

secrets shared or not secrets anymore:0)
there r so many of thm ,,tht if i start writing thm i will gobble all ur space..and u will boggle me out fr doing so..
anyways there was this person who use to live near our house..(wont go gaga abt the looks)so me ,my cousin and and another cousin bro we used to go ,ring his bell and thn used 2 run away..in whole colony he used 2 scream abt those..demons :0)
1 day we went fr our noble mission,my cousin checked around..gave me the all clear signal,other1 jumped and looked fr any sign of dogs and cats inside the house and snapped the fingers yes...and morons didnt bother to check at the terrace
so i rang the bell..and screamed RUN!!!!!!!!!
and SUDDENLY LIGHTS EVERYWHERE and i was illuminated..and to my dismay whn i tried 2 run i twisted my ankle...and the person standing up was looking at me with murder in his eyes..and an invisible machine gun in his hands.aiming towards my beautiful head....:((
i wont narrate the rest of the incident...self respect is smthing ,,which needs to b preserved ..

--pearl-- said...

thinks ...thinks...thinks harder ;p

lol gurll...giveme sumtyme to think abt this one ...

saby said...

, , http://imnutsincapstoo.blogspot.com/2005/06/i-confess-i-lied.html , ,

- Pithaly

saby said...

, , Sorry, the link is http://imnutsincapstoo.blogspot.com/2005/06/i-confess-i-lied.html

_Pithaly

saby said...

, , i wonder if janice will confess our les affair

- Julia

saby said...

Sebia is the black magic wooman
i posted dis on her site


saby said...
duhh !

10:53 AM, June 30, 2005


saby said...
i tink Sebia hates the sight of me

10:53 AM, June 30, 2005







wait for 10 secs
and it will disappear

The Gome said...

there a conspiracy theory about John F Kennedy's assassination, some believe there had to be another assassin on the grassy knoll besides just Lee Harvey Oswald. And Jimmy Hoffa was the leader of the teamsters union and was alledgedly "Offed" by the mafia. His body still hasn't been found. Some speculate his body is encased in a cement pillar at a famous football stadium.

Keshi said...

lolll sebzz thats so cute! btw I used to do teh same thing with my cuz when we were abt 7-9yrs ols...and yeah we did get caught one day big time!

hehe Saby tell us everything plzz :)

Aha Gomesss now I got ya...so u were part of Kennedy's assasination ha? Or did he just shoot himself after seeing u standing on the grassy knoll with a dismembered croc haha! Wow Jimmy Hoffa gets to see each and every footy game free of charge LOLLL!

btw I luv J.F.Kennedy Junior (John John)...pity he had to die so young n so tragically.

Keshi.

saby said...

i confess i told the truth and i lied too ....



dat Meena episode happened abt the time i passed SSC

i just lost my cool
and Meena had to be given smelling salts

-Pithaly

saby said...

i gott out of dat situation (raising my hand)

by wetting my pants

- Pithaly

saby said...

Pearly,
u gott 24 hors to confess
else i confess for u


like i doing for Pithaly
dat goes for TANVI too

John Doe said...

itcc had to put his tail between his legs, fold it up towards his rotten belly and disable comments for now...poor poor mad dog!

jkhkhjkh said...

From the picture Saby has posted, figure out which guy grew up to look like Veerapan (That's what saby looks like). Ask Janice.

This dark secret of Saby's is what is making it so difficult for him. Bisexual too, as per his recent posts. Must make sure to always walk behind him, not in front of him.

saby said...

HA HA HA HA ...
dis the net, baby

saby said...

I CONFESSED MORE BY E-MAIL
dis shud make the guys wonder and Pithaly


hehehehehe ....

Janice said...

mmmmmm a secret ok .... well growin up i used to be major J on my bro Joe cause he used to get extra paise ( during those times when i was 6-7 dad used togive me 25 and my bro 50p pocket money fore pepsi's colas which used to come pretty cheap during those times.. well i used to hate the fact that joe ended up haivin to colas while i used to have only 1 i used to try to try grabbin the money from him but ended up getting punched most of the time by him by dad playin the referee between us and tryin to console me while i ended up bawling my head off cause he was being unfair ( i was pampered a lot... still am i guess :) )well there was this one time whne i actually managed to wack a 25 p from my bro an like an idiot cause he was commin to our room hid it in my short ... an ran like hell as soon as he entered an stuck with dad like glue cause i knew hed punch the daylights outta me... well i prettys soon forgot abt the money ... in my shorts... well i went to the loo and lol when i went tp do my business .... out rolls my brothers 25p down the toilet....lol i guess it was gods way of teaching me at a pretty young age not to steal .... lol i told my brother when we were teenagers and he laughed his guts out saying god always punishes the wicked.... :( i guess he did

Keshi said...

haha Jann awww sweety pie :)

Go dus not punish the wicked...he punishes the the wicked in u and then ur set for the rest of ur life :)lol!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey the confessions continue...plz keep em coming.

one other confession:
I was in love with one of my lecturers in Computing :) He didnt know and perhaps will never know...he was so handsome and very brainy...not a nerd though. He had the perfect balance.

Well I got a HD (Higher Distinction) for that subject, no kidding...but I dun think he even knew duhh...I so wanted to impress hm with my brains lol but he was one of the many lecturers for that subject so he wasnt ard towards the end of that semester:(

Keshi meshi silly gal:)

Thë Icè Þr¡ñce§§ said...

hmm confession.. well i dun i wanna share any of my secret on a blog, but there's one funny thing i do at work is i used to jack coupons from the registers when i din have my own sears card, now dat i do i dun it anymore.. hee hee..

Keshi said...

lollz Icy that was a brave confession - I must give ya credit for that :)

Keshi.