She was just out of school. She went to his office for some work. The moment he saw her, there was magic. He got up from his seat and walked up to her. She was feeling a little awkward and was wondering why he's walking up to her. He came smiling with the nicest smile ever. He was very tall but by his careless laugh you could tell he wasnt older than 21. He started asking her silly questions that were totally irrelevant to work. She laughed and answered him back equally funny. They clicked just perfect. He called her almost everyday from that moment onwards. She wasn't sure if this was going to work. She told him that many times as she was afraid of making big decisions then. He was head over heels in love with her. He sent her many tokens of love. But in a few months time she left to a far away land never to see him again. He somehow found her address and wrote her some amazing letters. She responded only once. It's been some years of pure silence between the two since then. Her name is Keshi. He is Gerard. I'm really sorry Gerard but I still remember you fondly, I do care and I still have the cassette you DJed for me as a bday gift...I still listen to it just to hear your voice and boy what beautiful songs you have selected for me - Endless Love, Everything I do, Always, I will always love you, When I die, Unchained Melody etc. You are very special. Maybe we were not meant to be together. I hope you are doing well wherever you are and that you found that perfect girl you so deserve. Sometimes I hate myself for not recognising men who really care about me...when he was around it was always sunshine, now it's always raining in my heart...
Friday, July 1
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34 Cranium Signets:
awww keshi..sometimez u juz noe that the person'z not for u .. i guess..
I didnt saw the previous comment, the only thing came to my mind was...
awwww....tht was so sweet of him. Which reminds me, I did the same thing (except for DJ'ing the cassette, but I gave her MP3 CD's), and still she left me. Were we never meant to be together??
I think so :(
keshi thats so sad for him...but thn wats the use if u cant give ur 100% to him???...but isnt it cute that he sang some lovely songs for u???...
tanvi the prob is I did like him alot...just that time and distance distanced us...so i guess we were not meant for each other.
that's so sweet Arz000n...she leaving u does not mean she doesnt like ya...it's the circumstances sometimes...cant help it.
eyezzz thanks...that's so right. hehe and he didnt sing em to me...he DJed the cassette in between every song :)
Keshi.
:(
damn!!!
gerard;u poor sod;i EMPATHISE with you!!
raise a toast-cheers!!
Anonymous said...
PAHELI ...
the newest release of SRK
directed by Amol Palekar
has a star cast
has Lambu too (Amitabh)
5:58 AM
why the Fuck did she change the post !
janice, pearl, TANVI havent confessed yet
and Pithaly had a lott more to confess
Whats past is past, the question now is would you want to meet him again? I know you are a staunch believer in destiny, so if you guys are destined to meet, you will. Else, nice that you experienced some groovy momenents with the one you so adored. These memories will always intensify your feelings. Keep smiling:)
You never know what is around the corner. Chin up lady.
dats true
Pithaly and i were the only 2 guys who didnt fall in love
wid girls
and since gay marriages werent even considered as an option ... we married in the conventional way
- It was only after 50
- Dat I saw beauty
- In the female anatomy
And I fell in love wid so many
Love a gr8 mental disease
Especially when it happens after 50
- Plato
And its kinda sad
Dat the state allows u to marry only one (at a time)
But dat lucky guy, Fira
Can marry 4
If I had to choose
It wud be TANVI
awww saby
God bless the inventor of CD writers......I am spared the trouble of DJing them CDs again and again. I can now build a stack of them...for....errr ....ahem.... :P
talldarkman
PS> : But on a serious note keshi....if it was first love....I wonder if it fits in later in life. I am of the opinion that it is infatuation...first love is....but it remains ingrained in our memories for quite some time...and is quite sweet. :)
DIFFY was here
i chatted wid him
he gott the blues
http://imnutsincaps.blogspot.com/2005/07/shitty-bank.html
i read abt dis in the aussie newspaper
jilted lover turn les
Aww Keshi!!
That was so so so...dunno wht!
Ya..sometimez u really know tht the person u love...is simply not meant for u...u wanna be with him...but somehow u cant!!
Gosh!
Anyway...good one...nd nice songs as well!
Cheers,
Anna
Pithaly beta,
u shud be in bed too
watsa matter ?
cant get it up ?
Kesh,
i feel real bad about dis
Tina, my daughter hates me
hasnt forgiven me yet
u see she got a fellowship to an university in Austraylaya
I said no way
u just aint going to austrayaalaya
she just cudnt figure out why i refused
well, i heard dat down under girls are under terrible peer pressure to loose their cherry
if u r over 19 and u havent lost it yet
u become the butt of all jokes
it's true aint it ?
Pop the cock!
pour out the bubbly
Diffy is a vigin no more
Friday, July 01, 2005
did it too....
I get goose bumps when ever i think of composing sumthin...It's the stuff of nitetmares. You dream you're dan brown... You're preparing this write up dats gonna end up as the bloodiest well written write up ...words n ideas of ...conflict...A great piece...A balm for bleeding wounds that would have taken years to heal...and a reaffirmation of faith ... in love..n freind ship... In short..it will knock the socks of my readers. The guys wud gently dab their eyes with lace handkerchiefs...move to tears...So in my head i beaver away furiously..thinking and rethinking...why are all men helplessly termed as leering...lewd..lecherous ...no...make dat y do the most intellectually virile men keep their brains in their boxer shorts....scratch shorts..replace with frenchies... and so on...blooh-blah....compose a purrfect humdinger at the end....so the men triggered a libidinous tsunami..... which would have flattened every woman within a 5-km radius of the place where de blog was opened....no make it perish....that's it...perish!!!
Whew!!! And wow!!! Was that a blog or WAS that a blog.
So i go to create a blog.. stuff of nightmares...My nightmares...I can't..nupe not an idea... Public writing fer me is not an art...nor a science...It's a question of mind over mutter.... yip all dat one speaks in real time.....The harder you try....the more Mission Impossible the job becomes....for most of u its a matter of doing what comes naturally...fer me the more self-conscious i am ...the more i try to 'force more'... the more i literally dry up....
Ummm...its like peeing...hate to be watched....unless of course an enterprising youth has installed a spycam....imagine doing the do ... when there is a long....impatient queue waiting behind you...fidgeting.....jingling keys and coins in its pockets by way of displacement activity.... urging you wid out saying .....Wot dude Just taken it out for an airing, or what....synonymous to wheres de blog ...dont u write?? oh its jus secretive eh?...cumon..... let alone hurry up and finish....you can't even hurry up and start.....
So...here i am... few words...later..still...singing...lassie come home....
posted by diffy at 3:10 AM
Post Script:
Tina joined a hep call centre in mumbai
these guys are more western than the westerners
overnite picnics evry saturday wid the boyz
sigh .... i guess cherries are meant to be lost
the flip side: we bonded
we have a deal
u dont tell me abt me (to mama)
and i wont tell
i happened to see a hott message on her messenger from a hott male
aww keshi it ws so touching..v well written stuff,str8 frm the heart,,but keshi beleive tht everything happens fr the best..and those memoirs which u can cherish now ..who knows in reality they r s sweet as u think they r wn u look bak
cheers..cherish thm...but dont live in thm
ok so many typos cant rewrite..guess typos r my trademark now:0)
thanks all. I wrote this big fat comment thanking each n everyone individually n then I posted it n then it got lost somewhere duhhh! I was bummed out!
but yeah, I read so many comforting n beautiful thouhgts from all of ya...thanks for being so compassionate towards ma cracked heart... :)
Keshi.
guys I have news for ya...I contacted Gerard...YES I DID! I had an old number, it worked and he was shocked LOL! He sounds still the same...so fun-loving, cute and addicted to me hehehe...btw he's still single haha - I just hung up after talking to him for 40mins...well atleast we wont lose touch now...we can be friends forever :)
Thanks all!
Keshi.
Pssst ! Pithaly,
i pushed him in the deepest part of the lake
i mean,
how was i to no he cant swim ?
Diffy,
i did wat i did for u
Ram_saran,
kahe ko is pe mar rahe ho
woh tumare se kabhi prem vivah hoi nahi sakta
woh kabhi ek bihari babu se rishta nahin jod sake
meri baath sun lo babu
tun tun ke peeche pado
woh ha jaroor kahengi
Keshi tujee kesh laam laaam laaam
(marathi)
Ka kaho Ram saran babu,
hee ladki apni jed kho baiti
woh pehli sri lanka ma rahat hoti
ti tyana pasand nahi (Marathi)
phir woh sochi asutrayalaya aadmi ma loving jyada hothe
kithe sangu re
Keshi la far jasthe expectation aahe
we gotta admit Gerard has wat she wants and wat we cant give
dont believe her though
Gerard is still lost
she just said dat to keep away guys like Ram Saran babu and other biharis like Pithaly
lol Saby chill...I only contacted Gerard...that does not mean I'm gonna go date him, marry him and have kids with him...we don't know what the future holds but for now we are enjoying the fact that we got back in touch after such a long time! And boy wasnt he happy to hear my voice :)
Thanks all!
Keshi.
u gott a point there
u shudnt be doing all dat wid just one guy
FYI Saby I would actually do all that with ONLY ONE guy hehehe...when it comes to loving, caring and devoting ur life to ur one true love, I'm quite loyal and faithful :)
Keshi.
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