Monday, June 16

Ek Prema Kathawak...

And she goes to the Ball...
Guys, the musical show was a hit (read last post if you haven't). The night totally rocked from superb Sinhalese songs sung by some really talented young and old Sydney-siders (few Hindi and English numbers too) , belly dancing (by a group of beauuuitul girls!), Salsa (by 3 top Salsa dancers in Sydney), group performances etc etc. And the final item was for Dancing (Baila) and that lasted for about an hour. I didn't wanna leave the floor. It was so infectious and we totally enjoyed the night. Yes there was a hunk on the floor giving me looks (hopefully not cos of the flu!) but I didnt pay much attention to him. Cos he did have a girlfriend urrrrgggg! *rolling eyes*. All in all it was a great night out and 5 hours of pure entertaintment. Loved it!


Glances From A 'Known' Stranger...
I gotta tell you this now...I fell in love with someone at the show! yes I did. It wasn't just infatuation cos I haven't felt like this in awhile. I'm not the kind of girl who falls in love so easily. And I know very well when it's love. Let me tell you what happened and who he is. As we walked into the hall at 6pm and took our seats in the 4th row, my eyes instantly spotted a guy who was seated in the first row with a girl. He turned around as if to look at the crowd and made eye-contact with me. I was spellbound instantly! Not cos he looked at me but cos of what he looked like! He had the face that my deepest imagination had drawn in my heart over many years. No it's not some actor's face or some flashy guy. But a simple, down-to-Earth and loveable face with deep dark mysterious eyes. I was in awe but I decided not to get too excited and just sit still. After all he's with a girl already and this was a show, not a dating site *rolling eyes*. Then in about 5mins, he turns around casually for the 2nd time, and looks at me again! Now I'm beginning to think he's probably trying to show off cos he didn't have a smile on his face..but somehow, a very familiar look. The show starts off and the lights are dimmed. We sit in the dark and begin to enjoy the music. After about 10 lovely songs and dances, I suddenly see that guy's seat empty (yes I was looking from time to time LOL!) - but the girl was still there. And guess who was on stage next...it was him! I never imagined he was gonna sing too. And he sang one of my fav Sinhalese songs and he did a brilliant job cos he sang it exactly like the original singer did. What a voice he had! I was in awe again! I couldn't take my eyes off him...and it looked like he's looking at me from the stage and singing that song for me (well Im sure he didn't sing it for me, but it felt like that ok! so stop laughing at me plz). I was at the front so he could see me very well even though the lights were dimmed. So I stared into his eyes as he sang, being the naughty girl that I am hehe. I saw love in his eyes...I heard love in his voice...I noticed his silver wrist-watch...I scanned his long grey jacket...I noticed his dark manly brows...I glanced at his black shoes...I ran my eyes along his chest, his hands, his lips...ok stop it Keshi! yeah I was a massive perv that night, so what? Cos I fell in love with him way before that day, and then I met him, and suddenly everything about him was so perfect for some reason. I was so very surprised to see the face on my mind infront of me, singing one of my fav love songs and that too seemingly looking at me? WOW now isnt that some luck or what (Love-God probably was sober that nite!). Anyways later on, I saw him leave early with that hot Sri Lankan chick in a blue boob-tube. All my built-up excitement died instantly, my innocent cosy feelings crashed down on me suffocating my breath and I wanted to curse my stupid drama-queen heart right away. Why am I even thinking about him? God, I'm so naive. He was just a singer I came across at a show, he doesn't have a clue who I am, he doesn't give a rat's arse about what I'm thinking right now, he's too cool to even care, he most probably has a girlfriend (if that chick wasnt his sis or friend) and he's probably locking lips with his GF right now as I type this crap sitting here feeling like a hopeless dumbass in grey trackpants *Hopelessly devoted to you by Olivia Newton John plays at the back*. Jokes apart, I truly did feel something for that guy. Don't ask me what it is. If there's something called love at first sight(/sound), then it must have been that. It certainly wasn't lust...cos I thought about his voice waking up my heart more than I thought about his lips. Who was he and where did he come from and disappear to?


The Clock Strikes 12...
Keshi you silly girl...love is not meant for you. Your dreams are meant to be just dreams. All those shattered pieces of your dreams blend in the cold winds and disappear into the deep dark nights. Just like the chipped nail polish on your nails from that night, your feelings for him too shall slowly fade into watercolor memories. So forget now, and run back to your lonely attic, cos that's where you belong...your glass slipper shall never be found, for you are the Forever Cinderella.




Post title: Ek Prema Kathawak - A Love Story

Current Music: Foolish Games by Jewel

205 Cranium Signets:

the stygian sailor said...

there you go again
i am definitely the 'heart specialist'
i am not telling you 'aww its ok, you ll find some one better' and all that cart loads of crap.
if you want , go get. no one can stop.
evn if you dont get, at least you tried.
OR
you can wait till i land in australia :)

vishesh said...

lol keshi...*sigh... to how many ppl will that happen?

Casperbaba said...

awwwwww keshi....

cheer up gurl..... :)
dun b soo sad nd depressed. just go to that place agagin try figuring out who the guy is.. go talk to him. nd u wud know wat u want to know. nd may b he feels the same as u do. dun just jump to conclusions dear!

"hugs"!!

Tarun said...

I saw this one coming ...
God you are as hopeless in cracking the exam code, as I am with cracking exams to get into a b-school.
hahahahaha
I can relate to you feeling of losing on things/emotions.

Its all in the eyes for me.*She has great eyes*.

And if looks could kill he would be deep fried,boked and roasted by now.

Chriz said...

haha keshi in love... why oh why? guys should love you and not the other way arnd.. but as they say even elephants fall atleast once in their lifetime.. a diff side of keshi.....

Hiren said...

ohhh ... dont feel sad ... m sure there will be an even better hunk who would fall for you madly :) this was just a sign of better things to come from the love god :)

and i wud seriously advise you to remove the snap with those mesmerising eyes from this post else you are sure to get a several proposals here itself .... and then it will be difficult for yaa to choose :)

... tht glance of urs is seriously captivating :)

irshad said...

Hi Keshi,

Aiyoo, too sad about the ending. May be you'll meet him again and he might fall for your charm if GOD wanted to show you a preview of what you'll be getting in the future.

May be he had the same feelings towards you and might have been shy to talk to you since his sis (the blue boob tube girl, let's hopr so) was there.

Look at the positive side. Finally, you've has some feelings for a guys and come to the conclusion that you're not a lesbian.

Rgds, Irshad

rantravereflect said...

yaaay .. i';m the first to comment!!:):):)

d SINNER!!! said...

i was all smiles in d beginning...

n (sob sob) left heart broken in the end...

reminds me of ur old write up Keshi whr u hae rightly said that what men we want are either extinct or out of reach or taken...

:)

Pavi!!!! said...

Awwwwwwwwwww keshi...njoi the crush:)ooops sorrry ur a big gurl n now how to differentiate a crush from love :)

n naaahhhhhhh never say or think love is not meant for u....its meant for any1 n every1 who believes in it and waits for it:)

rantravereflect said...

oh shit.. i'm not :( i forgot ya've enab;led blog owner approval....

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww keshi girl.. that's teh first time i read the romantic in ya.. cos i'm a recent reader of yarz(duhhh;))

well, i beg to disagree- ya're th forever-cinderella- bullshittttttt...
i only think ya're the forever choosy-cinderella, for if ya weren't choosy, why wud tat hot bod n mind still be single..

and mannnn, tat was sooooo romantic.. well, there are many times i've felt the way ya have..it's usually an actor on the screen or an actor in a play- i guess stage dynamics are designed that way- it seems that the one on stage is lookin att ya-only ya.. dammmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnitttttttt!!!!

well, as long as ya had a hot time at the bash, n got ya soul n soles dancing, ya can keep tat smile keshi the romantique!!

ishqia said...

it was most probably a crush

Beauty and the BEast said...

awwwww that was sooo cute :)

Neverming Keshi girl.. who knows in the near future he realises the boob-tubed chic's not for him and at some show or the other you bump into him again and he actually reemembers you..

SIgh!! this is so sweet!

Pinku said...

Keshi sweetheart,

the last para was so unlike u...

if u are destined to be with someone u will be ....present girlfriends, family and distance not withstanding...

Dont lose heart...ur prince charming is on the way...

Sanjeeva said...

Aaaawwww cchhwweetthheeaarrtt.....I feel the same way every time I visit your blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!and I'm a few thousand miles away in a different time zone........

anits said...

hi keshi..i love Cinderella also...hey keshi..enjoy urself n hv a great day k?tcare hun

Cinder-Single said...

Keshi: Your description in this piece was AWESOME!!! (felt as if I was there) And the Song so fit this post also!

I am not a girl that believes in love at first sight either, but I have made that eye connection before.. And it makes you feel on top of the world!!

Cinderella eh? I feel you, for that is the best Disney Story of mine for all times!! You will find The "ONE" soon enough when you are not looking... Let your shoe be found by a real prince. The Fake Prince's have no business finding your shoes and playing those foolish games with you!!!!

I hope it is a Blahnik glass Slipper! WOO HOO~~ That HE finds then that is the one you are suppose to be with if he comes with something else he is an Fake ass that is only good for a night out then DUMP HIM!!! hahahahaha!!!

OMGosh I freaking love this post and you!!!!

Have a great day!!!!

Priya said...

Thaz a wonderful romantic story and u wrote is really beautiful. Run back to attic.. huh many girls do go back isn't.

Never Mind!! said...

Its these little pleasures that make life exciting.

".... your feelings for him too shall slowly fade into watercolor memories".

Helen said...

Ah, my friend, what a lovely, lovely time it sounds like you had, with a mysterious stranger, too!! I can't wait for the day when you stumble into love!

Nachi said...

Keshi is in love! Keshi is in love! ....damn!! now there goes my chance!

anyways, i know what ya talking about. never told ya the tale where i travelled all the way from Vasai to VT (Mumbai suburbs) on the local totally mesmerised by this gorgeous girl only to loose her in the crowd at VT and then loose my sleep that night! was a long time back. but still remember it like yesterday.

...so had fun at the show! paisa vasool, toh saab chaalta hai.

a extra special *Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! for you today!

SambY said...

Let him be...let us think about you... sitting there in your grey trackpants..typing away to glory with them fingers with chipped nailpolish...:-)

you fell in love... and then you say ur love for him will fade away with time.. i dunno waht to say... i never thought you were the kind to just sit back...maybe i thought you are the more talking types... ??

I never flirted around with whatever no of girls i have had a realtion with...and never was I two timing anyone... I have has similar experiences like you had... dunno bout love..i am to young...but what is too young to fall in love?? is it a question of maturity or age? and does being older make u mature?? or being young makes on immature?

I remebr each and one of them for whom i had a "soft " corner in my heart... had a chance to meet em again too a few of them..and trustme the second time when i took initiative it was NOT good... sumtimes we delve into our fantasises soo much that the real thing is despised...

I thought a world about a girl ... a baby crush who used to write me these long love letters in boarding school complete with a lipstick mark at the bottom... then i met her after after a few years at a new station..and she thrashed my self image with just one sentence...

it pains when u go thru that..i mean you think sumthing else..u think that thing is your fantasy while the other person may not feel that way...it pains yes...Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. so i dnt quit loving... cause if i quit, it lasts forever.

so i continue loving each sucessive specaik female in my life more than i loved the earlier one hoping she would stay longer...well if she too leaves me then?? i WILL cry .. i WILL feel hurt... but I WILL love the next one more than i did this one... and the saga continues.....

Hemanth Potluri said...

wow u enjoyed a lot wih i could have been there to enjoy the music.bad luck :(...anyways its nice to hear from u...

Asha said...

Hi Keshi, glad you enjoyed the Play. Who says you don't deserve love or not meant for you!! All in time, you never know! Keep an open mind. Hugs and happy Monday!:)

Trisha just got her perm. driving license this morning. Hurray, no need for adult escort(ie me!) anymore! :))

SambY said...

by the way no pics frm the concert?? I AM NOT A PERVERT...just asking...:-) i know u know that....but still...

SambY said...

No pics from the concert?? I AM NOT A PEVERT... just asking.... i kno w u know that...but still :-)

La vida Loca said...

I had tears in my eyes as I read this.
Keshi u eill find someone..more likely someone will find you....
You see anybody who refuses u is a damn fool

Mansi Trivedi said...

Oh lovely Keshi
The shoe shall be found...Mr. P. Charming will find you..right when he sees your awesomeness :)

Arv said...

hondha kathawada...

Keshi, you had me there... I thought You had found someone.

I can relate to how you felt girl and I know its hard to describe how it is. Your words did well to say it though. Its definetely more than a lust or a crush but certainly not love as it is meant to be; its an in-between thingy (LOL)...

Love will find you soon girl, you will see. Your dreams will not be just dreams forever and they are not going to disappear anytime. The Chosen One will find you; it could be someone you have dreamed about or it could be someone different but dont you worry, it will all end up good for you.

Until then Keshi, all you need to do, like I said before, is have a little patience.

unakku yetha purushan seekaram varuvaan... :)

take care... Have a nice day... Cheers...

comfortably numb said...

some kool writing dis is...
love @ 1st sight...dunno whether it exists *born sceptic here*
sinahlese songs...sounds interesting
glass slipper....well, dnt lose hope yet!!!

just mad said...

Hey Keshi,

Impressed by your presentation skills which is a visual treat - am going to present you with an award -
Presentation Princess.

Keshi - The Presentation Princess

Sounds good na ?

Guyz, come on give her a big round of applause ( claps, sheers, claps )

:)

*~*{Sameera}*~* said...

Awwwww ehema kiyanda epaaaaa.Oya forever Cinderella nemei!!!Eya oyage venda onenan kavadahari venavamai.Eka katavat navatanda bae.

Mama oyata harima aadarei patiyo!Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :)

Solitaire said...

I have not read your previous posts since I was gone but I know that sinking feeling...:(

Love the song in the background!

black coffee said...

i think u were being unduly unfair to yourself..

a girl like you deserves her fairy tale and she will have it!

very beautifully written! :)

Akshay said...

Interesting post....last line is awesome....For you are "Forever Cinderella"

I met this girl in parking lot once... she was drunk and there was that "eye contact".... ; she was walking in front of me and kept looking back.... nothing happened though..

Solitaire said...

Hey..I just thought about the post I wrote on WARM FUZZIES about Atif Aslam. I was all goo goo ga ga over him for a week. Even planned on going to another city to listen to his mesmerizing voice again. But I was over him in a week! Let's hope that happens with you too. :)

Macadamia The Nut said...

I've always wondered... if one kiss could turn a frog to a prince.. will the second kiss reverse the effect?
Won't glass slippers kill you if they get stuck in the drain and shatter?
Do I really want a loopy prince who has nothing better to do than run around with a shoe?

So many unresolved questions... sigh..

But hey, one thing for sure.. Keshigirl's Prince Charming with Manolo Blahnik shoes :D Who wants glass shoes anyway ;)

Neeku said...

Awwe Keshi ! I know what you mean... felt like this before... for someone... but it crashed :(

... but don't think that your dreams are just dreams... believe me someday ... our respective prince charming will... come our way... and sweep up off our feet.... and .... and.... and.... and... u know rest of the deal ;)

well I pray that he is single :) and you get to encounter him soon :)

Princess Mia said...

absolutely loved the selction of ics...yur a pro at it babes.

btw who said dreams dont come true eh...

Anu said...

Keshi..

I know exactly how you feel.. but from someone whose been there and felt that happiness and joy to the intense sadness because you know it may be just a dream, when you find the real thing (which may or may not be this person), nothing can top that feeling of happiness or completeness. So hang in there and look out for your knight, he is definately riding your way ! :)

WP 2007 - 08 said...

Hi Keshi

You’re a daydream believer picking up the bits and pieces after falling in love with a singer in a rock n’ roll band—maybe not a band, but you know what I mean. My dear, you seem to be an elusive butterfly when it comes to love.

Yes, we’re back earlier than we expected. Between the storms and insects we managed to complete our work on the project. I pity the crew still on location. More storms were heading toward the area as we were leaving.

When I got home I felt like a drowned rat buried in a pile of elephant dung and bird droppings. Had a nice hot, bubble bath, and now I feel like myself once more.

Bev

krystyna said...

Thank you Keshi for sharing.
Wow, 5 hours full of emiotion,
you know how to enjoy your weekend time
and you know how to paint with your fingerboard
this great night atmosphere.
So exciting,... and that ...special someone.
Best to you!

Vest said...

Keshi: Infatuation rears its ugly head only to deliver disappointment.
However, to love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best. X.

The Phosgene Kid said...

Sorry things didn't work out with "Manly Brows." I'll take a couple of those Belly Dancers though...

Mumbai Guy said...

Hey Keshi, Good to see you after long time. Yeah me too have become quite irregular in blog world but life has been real busy. ok, i know this excuse is stale but that is what I got for now.

How are you doing? I know I have to catch up with your posts to see latest going on with your life, will do the same.

tulipspeaks said...

crush or love, my dear?


ammu.

KAYLEE said...

Hehehe love it and can I shoot you an email now?

Keshi said...

aww Stygian ty for not telling me 'aww its ok, you ll find some one better'. Cos I really hate hearing that :)

*HUGZ* so when r ya coming over?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Vish :)


**to how many ppl will that happen?

nah Vish...it doesnt happen to me as often as it may happen to others...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Casper!


**just go to that place agagin try figuring out who the guy is

I cant. It's an Entertainment centre. I dun think he'll be there anymore. :)

besides, he was with a chick..


Keshi.

general_boy said...

a simple, down-to-Earth and loveable face with deep dark mysterious eyes.

So I bet you never knew I could sing, huh Keshi? :P

Keshi said...

hehehe Tarun :)


**Its all in the eyes for me.*She has great eyes*. And if looks could kill he would be deep fried,boked and roasted by now


Who is she?


Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

Wait are you ok keshi? sent you an email!

Keshi said...

ty Chriz!

**guys should love you and not the other way arnd

aww I do hv feelings too...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Hiren HUGZ!


**this was just a sign of better things to come from the love god

its so rarely that he gives me signs but each time it happens, it's only a short-lived dream comin true.


*eyes

so hv I mesmerised ya yet? ;-)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Irshad!


**you've has some feelings for a guys and come to the conclusion that you're not a lesbian.

lol did u hv any doubts before???


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Rantra sorry I wasnt ard to publish comments last nite...so ur not the first but somewhere close to the TOP ;-)

*HUGZ*


Keshi.

Keshi said...

HUGZ Sinner! :)


** men we want are either extinct or out of reach or taken

aha..story of my LOVE LIFE!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Pavi!


** ur a big gurl n now how to differentiate a crush from love

I know the difference hun..this wasnt just a crush..it was like I've known this guy all my life. how is that?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Rantra tnxx n HUGZ! ur so sweet.


** forever choosy-cinderella

hehehe. Trust me, Im not so choosy..just that Im v unlucky when it comes to love. I dunno why.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ish nooo it wasnt just a crush..trust me girl. there was Dejavu written all over his face!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Beauty ty sweetie!

I'd like that to happen but its very unlikely to happen hehe..


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Pinku!


**the last para was so unlike u...

**if u are destined to be with someone u will be


wut if Im not destined to be with someone? :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Sanjeeva r ya for real? :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Anits HUGZ!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Cinderz I luv ya too hun!


**I hope it is a Blahnik glass Slipper

aha I loved it! I guess the Prince who comes home with not just one Blahnik shoe but abt 6 boxes of em will win my heart - wut say? LOL Im bloody vain!


*MWAH*


Keshi.

irshad said...

Hey,

Do you know that there was a Hindi film named "Ek Choti Se Love Story" (the name sounds similar to the ur title header), which caused a massive controversy in India?

Rgds, irshad

Keshi said...

and oh I love that shoe in ur profile pic! Is it a MB item? @Cinderz


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Priya!


**Run back to attic.. huh many girls do go back isn't

yes..many do that..in fear, disappointment, guilt or pain.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

U said that beautifully Never_Mind!

Yes its the 'little things' that make life so joyful. Nothing is forever and those small, momentary feelings r so precious and real.


As I always believe, most meaningful r'ships dun last forever.


*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Helen yes..it was a fantastic nite not cos it was flash, but cos it meant something to my heart...

*MWAH*

Keshi.

irshad said...

Hey,

I was expecting a email from you yesterday and you never mailed me.... Poor me... Irshad Pauww email karanda

Rdgs, Irshad

Keshi said...

aww ty Nachi MWAHHHHHHHHHHH!


**i travelled all the way from Vasai to VT (Mumbai suburbs) on the local totally mesmerised by this gorgeous girl only to loose her in the crowd at VT and then loose my sleep that night


r ya serious? I wonder if Nachi wud 'stalk' me like that if Im ever in Mumbai ;-)


yes it happens..sometimes we come across KNOWN strangers that we never wanna let go of...

Strange ha!

Keshi.

Ankur said...

I m really sorry keshi... i missed it completely!!! :(

and keshigirl... i hate the last para!!! :)

U will find love, and the bestest, someone who will really treat keshi as keshi... someone who knows who u r, wat u r and y u r!!!
I wish u all d happiness girl...

and i know u had an amazing time there still when i read it cudnt stop myself writing this!!! :)

Keep Smiling...
Cheers!!!

Keshi said...

hey Smaby HUGZ!


**let us think about you... sitting there in your grey trackpants..typing away to glory with them fingers with chipped nailpolish...

yeah and I look like some dumbo in love with a total stranger...



**you fell in love... and then you say ur love for him will fade away with time..

I wasnt saying that...nature of my life was saying that to me...to forget him...cos in the end, I hv to...



**i dunno waht to say... i never thought you were the kind to just sit back...maybe i thought you are the more talking types... ??

cmon Samby, I cant get up from my seat, in the middle of a show to let him know all this. Besides, he was with a chick and also, he left mid-way thru the show..he didnt stay back for Dancing. If he did, mebbe I'd hv spoken to him..who knows..



**but what is too young to fall in love?? is it a question of maturity or age? and does being older make u mature?? or being young makes on immature?


Good qns. Love does not come with a certain age. It can happen anytime, to anyone, anywhere...



**and trustme the second time when i took initiative it was NOT good... sumtimes we delve into our fantasises soo much that the real thing is despised...

I agree. Somethings r better left as it initially was..



**then i met her after after a few years at a new station..and she thrashed my self image with just one sentence...

wow really? thats awful..



**u think that thing is your fantasy while the other person may not feel that way...it pains yes...

I so agree!



**but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. so i dnt quit loving...

true...



**so i continue loving each sucessive specaik female in my life more than i loved the earlier one hoping she would stay longer...

but can u love MORE than last time? For me, Love is always at the same intensity level. It cannot be increased or decreased...



ty Samby. As always u make me think. so full of wisdom!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Hemanth :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Asha hey tnxx hun MWAH!

My best wishes to Trish...tell her that I asked her to drive carefully tho :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Samby no pics :( cos I didnt hv time to take any...

btw who said ur NOT a perv? lol kidding ;-) HUGZ!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww LaVida HUGZ!!

I dunno girl...I really dunno if I'll ever find love. Sometimes Im just ok w.o. anyone in my life..but at other times I feel so empty...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Mansi MWAH!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Arv :)

**Its definetely more than a lust or a crush but certainly not love as it is meant to be; its an in-between thingy

maybe ur right. but sometimes LOVE can happen even w.o. knowing the person. cos LOVE travels lifetimes..



*purushan

hehe cute...I think once he finds me, he'll run like hell. LOL!


ty Arv!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Comfortably_Numb!

**love at first sight

there is something like that. :) Trust me. We put too many conditions ard Love, when its nothing like that. Love is natural..its something u feel when u see something that captures ur heart. Hence, love can happen at first sight.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

JM hey tnxx! :)

**Keshi - The Presentation Princess


cute on hehe.


Keshi.

the stygian sailor said...

i don't think you would want me to land in Australia.
i haven't come across anyone who wants live a nightmare. :)

Keshi said...

awwwwwwwww Sameera u sound so darn cute when u speak in Sinhalese! Im so glad I found someone in Blogville who speaks Sinhalese. Its so special. HUGZ!


**Eya oyage venda onenan kavadahari venavamai.Eka katavat navatanda bae.


ewa hari yaidha kiyala mama danne ne Sameera...e vunata mata oyala vage yaaluwo inna eka loku sathutak.

Kaage hari saba senehasak thiyenavanam, mata ae athi.


MWAH I luv ya! Its fun and lovely to speak in Sinhalese rite? :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Sol MWAH! I missed ya.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty BC MWAH!


**a girl like you deserves her fairy tale and she will have it!


aww...we keep telling ourselves that we 'deserve' certain things in life..but sometimes we dun get what we 'deserve' sweetie.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Akshay thats a Dejavu feeling isnt it.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Sol I rem that post of ur's. :)


**But I was over him in a week

hehe I hope it happens to me too. These days all I ever see everywhere I go is his face!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Maca ur quite the deep thinker WOW!


**Do I really want a loopy prince who has nothing better to do than run around with a shoe?

haha true sweetie :)


A Prince with MB shoes wont be found in this century..cos most men r stingy LOL!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww tnxx Neeku HUGZ!

I'd like to believe he'll come ard..but not when I'm 99. LOL!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Mia ty sweetie!

Some dreams do and some dont come true...:)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Anu ty sweetie MWAH!

Im not sad that Im single..but I do feel sad when I spot someone thats been in my mind for so long and then find out its only another dream...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Bev so glad to hv ya back, especially after the bath! ;-)


**My dear, you seem to be an elusive butterfly when it comes to love.

u think so? awww...mebbe I am.


*HUGZ*


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Krys dahlin, MWAH!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

I agree Vesty...to win or to lose in Love, u gotta be in love. And I was.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hehe Phos.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey MG :) nice to see u here after a long time.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ammu I dunno..im supposed to think its a crush..apparently.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ok Kaylz :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Boy I'd love to see ur face then..wud u show me ur pic? :)

and hey who knows if it was u? cos u live in Syd too ha! ;-) tho u dun speak Sinhalese hehe.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Kaylz Im ok, why?

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

Kaylz Im ok, why?//

JUst wanted to make sure that you werent sad like me :(

Keshi said...

aww Irshad Im so sorry, i was really v busy yday..didnt hv time to email. :)


**"Ek Choti Se Love Story"

nah I dunno abt that movie. So wut was the controversy for?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Ankur HUGZ!

I dunno abt finding that someone..but yeah, Im still happy :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hahahahaha Stygian u crack me up!!


well guess what...I know why Love God is so harsh on me. He wants to save some poor guy's life too. LOL!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Kaylz why r ya sad?

Keshi.

the stygian sailor said...

now that is another option you have- GOD
mother keshi saves the world :)

Keshi said...

yes..by remaining single, I'll be saving some innocent guy's life.

Im quite a nightmare to handle. u hv no idea Stygian :)

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

Kaylz why r ya sad?///

I told you in my email. That reason and also because my family dont help me cope with this illness. I need them and they arent there for me.They leave home alone when i am sick and i hate it :( can i just die? NO thats not a good solution. I just dont know where life will take me. Please dont get mad at me keshi i am just venting here. I will not kill myself and I will fight this all I can until god puts me in his hands :)

the stygian sailor said...

at this rate, you have no choice but to wait for me :)

irshad said...

when are you going to post the part 2 of the story...

Do u have any plans to write a novel abt ur self (an autobiography) anytime soon...

Nirmal said...

nice to hear tat u had fun tat day......and skipped many beats too.....lol...

maverick said...


Keshi you silly girl...love is not meant for you


u sure..i dont think so :D

well it happens to everyone...dont worry..i have had a crush on so many female singers..lol

Tarun said...

Obviously she is her ...

ROFL.

My girl friend.

Nadine said...

You are definitely meant for love - just so you know.

Keshi said...

Kaylz Im not mad at ya..dun worry sweetz. U can say anythinng u want here if it takes a load off. HUGZ!


** That reason and also because my family dont help me cope with this illness.


I can u'stand this. cos I've seen families where ppl dun see eye to eye in times of strife. its so common Kaylz. At the end of the day, we r all alone. No one can walk with us thru our troubles. You stand alone. So do I. We r born alone, bear our troubles alone and we die alone. ppl can sympathise - thats all.


So my advice to u wud be, dun EXPECT anything from anyone. I know its v hard to be standing alone, but trust me, that way u'll overcomes this sooner than u think u wud. cos u become stronger by urself. I hv been in ur shoes...and now Im my own healer.


*HUGZ* TC n stay STRONG!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

**overcome

Keshi said...

haha Stygian!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Irshad there's no part 2...the story ended as it began.


**Do u have any plans to write a novel abt ur self (an autobiography) anytime soon...

my blog is my autobiography Irshad :) Its me all over. my life, my experiences, my thoughts, my emotions, my conversations with the walls..


Keshi.

Keshi said...

:) Nirmal..

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Mav its not just a crush...cos I know what silly crushes r like..I hv em too :) but this was so very different...

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Tarun oh ok :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Nadine MWAH!

Keshi.

Cinderella. said...

Love cant happen in one sight girl ! C'mon !! You know it takes a lot more than that !!

You will get over it sooner than you realise babeh. There are a lot more fish in the pond !!!!

Now cheer up.

Cinderella. said...

YOu can also go for Casper's suggestion, if you want. Dont just be sad and mull over it..

Hiren said...

i m mesmerised big time ... couldnt sleep all night yesterday ... those captivating eyes just wudnt let me sleep :)

Keshi said...

k Cindy tnxx!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

o cmon dun lie Hiren. LOL!

Keshi.

Hiren said...

why do u feel that I am lying ??? :)

Keshi said...

aww..k mebbe its true that my eyes mesmerised ya. but not being able to sleep bit? lol Hiren!

Keshi.

Hiren said...

okie okie ... take that as a figure of speech :)

Keshi said...

Im glad Hiren hehe.

Keshi.

Jeevan said...

If he really disturbing you, go back at least let you know who is that singing guy, his carrier anything. Then you can come to a conclusion

Thanks for sharing your moments dear :)

maverick said...

Mav its not just a crush...cos I know what silly crushes r like..I hv em too :) but this was so very different...


okie fine...it was not ur normal crush..but still it was a crush only...im sure it is just a matter of few more days :)

Keshi said...

Hey Mav!

**but still it was a crush only

how d u know how I'd hv felt?

forget it. :)

Keshi.

Ghost Particle said...

Keshi you silly girl.. LOVE IS YOU! you are already made of love, its all around you.

in this special moments, we meet people imaginary, real, we dont know, one day we see them back, we remember of them, then when stop and lean back to our partners and thank god everything went well.

its but time da, just time and you. companions in life and love.

Cazzie!!! said...

What gorgeous images Keshi, and the story accompanying it, priceless.

Casperbaba said...

thanks gurl for such lovely comment. i m humbled... now.. let me inn on a secret of guys to you.Just coz the guy was wid a chick doesn't mean the guy is "with the chick"! i m a lliving proof... i have load of gurlfrnz.. but non as a "gurlfriend".. i hope u understand... well guys need a feminine species around for comforting their ego's.. but wat u also need to understand is if the guy gave u the looks turning back all the time... he definately has a thing for u... do i blame him? nah! :D u just need to know what that "thing" is?
so all u need 2 do is the nxt time u see him newhere... just talk to him.. or may b he'll walk up to u nd talk... :) so dun worry dear the world is too small.. things will hapen for u the way u want them to.. but the key is do u really want it so bad that u dun want nething around it xcept wat u want... think bout it...
my blessings with u.. :)

cheers!

ishqia said...

the picture of eyes are yours right...

they have come cute..

Keshi said...

aww ty Ghosty!

**just time and you. companions in life and love.


I really like wut u said there. isnt that so true!

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Caz Im glad that some of u here actually recognise the pics along with my posts too :)

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Casper I know u really care. Sweet.

She was recording him singing from her mobile video...o well, ur right...she cud be just a friend or his sis.

Anyways, Im not the kind of girl who makes a first move...and even if I cud, he wasnt ard at the show for too long. I guess everything happens for a reason...


tnxx n HUGZ!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

yes Ishqia they r my eyes n tnxx!

Keshi.

SMM said...

Heyloooo....I would suggest that you keep an eye out in the personal columns. For all you know he might be offering th proverbial glass slipper through the columns. (After we all have to make a few allowances for the modern over-populated cities):P

Keshi said...

heyy SMM tnxx!

aww...I hate personal columns :)

I know..Im the wierdest/stubbornest person u may hv come across hehe.

Keshi.

g-man said...

concerts are always fun :) so are dances. glad that you had a frigging awesome time! why didn't you go talk to the guy? maybe the person with him wasn't his girlfriend. look who's talking. i wouldn't go talk to a strange girl i found attractive, even if i knew i'd die in the very next moment :)

about the part after "The Clock Strikes 12..." that kinda suits me better than you. of course, all the female characteristics substituted by male ones! we'll have a loooong discussion about that when i get to australia. maybe at McDonalds :P

Alok said...

go, get him Keshi ... at least u can find out his name for sure. ... and then where lives and then who knows



Alok

crasiezt said...

The Modern Cinderella:D
How's you love-struck Keshi?

Satish Bolla said...

it looked like he's looking at me from the stage and singing that song for me (well Im sure he didn't sing it for me, but it felt like that ok! so stop laughing at me plz)

buddy, u write so naturally that it was as if u r talking to me. died laughing whn i read the above snippet. am not flirting n u know that i never do much of that. but looks like u r an excellent flirt from the way u flirted the guy with ur looks.

anyways, nice post. would've been more happy if the ending was like:

"the guy deserted his GF n was waiting for u at the entrance. then u leave the hall, a li'l dazedn still thinking abt that guy. suddenly u see him before u, kneeling down n he proposes to u."

wonderful na?

Tarun said...

Go for it.
This comment in in retrospect, granish with scepticism.

Gurl you are destined for him.

We all know how you got the tickets.
That was strike one. Keshi using are unbundled charm,grace and allurement and weaved her magic to pull a rabbit out of the hat and whiff 6 wickets from thin air.

Then you meet your Man (not a boy as in few post earlier).
He exudes romance from his eyes and would be smitten by Primma Donna's oomph.I am saying to that guy, "Kick yourself for losing out to sweep Keshi of her feet." I guess he already did.;) .That was strike two.
I think now the onus is on you, try to mine his number.I know U can and call him up.
That would be strike three.
Thats how our Cinderella will find her Dream Man.

Whitesnake said...

a dreamboat of a woman,
a dark eyed queen,
always had the answers,
for what is to be done,
what would had been,
madonna for a moment,
ice upon the cream,
never spoke of angels,
only leaves that left the tree.
always been a drifter,
this woman comes along,
reflections of the rainbow,
didn't know right from wrong,
raining words of kindness,
like I never ever heard before,
lost in words, how absurd,
i couldn't take it no more.
other than falling in love.



Enough said!

Kirthi said...

hey keshi... glad u enjoyed d music... missed commenting on ur blog for an age now!

but i have been reading it with proxy sites almost every day at work :)

nice picture! u have lovely eyes!!

Ria said...

hey tht was a sweet post gurl! But i dint like the last section of it...come on sweetie u shud never give up hope so easily!! And if u believe in love which i knw u do...u shud always b optimistic. :) Now cheer up gurl and cherish those moments when u felt love!

tulipspeaks said...

keshi, crush can be a funny thing. sometimes, we are destined to meet the person again, to be with him. but most of the times, it'll be just.. hmm.. well, a crush! and we will be never able to guess it correctly.

hugs sweets!


ammu.

KP! said...

hi keshi!

sorry to hear that! but you should have approached him! may be who know even he likes you, but he is shy?

good luck and I hope you bump into him somewhere!

Dalicia said...

ohhhhhh well..such is love :)
it's okay!! hehehehehe

SambY said...

pl zpretty plz read the last para of my latest post...

*~*{Sameera}*~* said...

Matath hari satutui,sinhalen katakaranna oyat ekka.Natthan mama lankawe giyama vitharai me basaven kathakaranne.

Ou,yaluon inna eka harima honda deyak.Hebei hondata balagana aasrey karanna,harida patiyo!Mama dannava oyata honda moleyak kelle,tiyanava eva daneganda!

Hamadama satuten inna,harida!Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :)

Mage sinhala oyage taran honda nae,punchi punchi varadival ignore karanna ok! :P

Akshay said...

Keshi

Absolutely...I even dream about it at times...

clover said...

well guess what...I know why Love God is so harsh on me. He wants to save some poor guy's life too. LOL!
lol

mutleythedog said...

Crikey!! Can you give me a few tips on picking up gorgeous girls ? I am as lonely as fuck

Shionge said...

I know this 'butterfly' feeling Keshi and you have every right to feel this way coz I do sometimes *tongue in cheek* :D

I honestly can't wait for your Prince Charming to appear before you my dear friend :D

WP 2007 - 08 said...

Hi Keshi

I enjoyed this post so much that I was motivated to write about an incident which happened when I was about 16. I very seldom write anything about my youth on my blog.

HUGS

Bev

Beach Bum said...

Belly and salsa dancing? I would have loved to see that as well. Read most of the comments and I agree with Helen in that I can't wait for you to stumble into love. It will come, someone as special as you will not be alone in life. Until that day, just sit back and enjoy your life.

Niyara said...

omgg!!!! <3

ewwwwwwww u shuda decked the sri lanken gawjus hottie and then strutted on up to the stage and all slinkily drapped yaself over him whilst he sings his heart out too you.

how dare he jus walk away. He couldnt have locked eyes with your GAWJUUUS eyes and not thought a thing.

maybe the gf is like really scary and he cant leave? Dont worry.

Your not a cinderellla... you wouldnt wait 4 the other half of the glass slipper - ud strut on out in a pair of carrie's purple with that cute square sparkly square on the toe shoes instead!

*holds out that shoe to keshi whilst down on 1 knee*

*offering her 2 throw it at the singer's head*

Or the gf's head?

;)

xxxxxxx

(u know im onllly kidding -right :P .. kinda)

Ankur said...

just wanna say this...

U have got beautiful eyes!!! :)

Cheers!!!

gautami tripathy said...

Silly girl, love is meant for everyone.

Just don't look for i. It will come to you. Belive me..

Hugs!

Roo-Ba-Roo said...

Hi Keshi...u r luky gurl tht u fall in love....
Yeah it was for a short period bt time doznt matter, only the moment u liv in love matters...

Meghna said...

Hi Keshi,
My...u r so famous (saying by the no. of comments u've got!) Probably u won't read mine :(
But if u do....let me tell u...I think it this is going to turn into some fairytale story where u bump into that guy again...become friends...lovers..parents....
Don't lemme go on...and yeah, if u do read...I'd love to knw abt ur vies on my blog - "Delve..."
Actually I'm young, so I'd love to knw what u thnk, how I can improve and some tips!

PS- hope u do get time to read :P

maverick said...

hey ms smitten by sinhalese singer...how r ya today???busy day at work?

sid said...

Quite a location to be floored- n then-if its love at sight-how does love at first site matter.....love at first site-never happened to me-so kind-of always wondered of how wud it be....
PS:- R u sure that was his GF only:-)..i mean u never know..the mind shows us what the eyes wana believe at times!

Keshi said...

hey G-man :)

**look who's talking. i wouldn't go talk to a strange girl i found attractive, even if i knew i'd die in the very next moment

hahahaha! see what I mean. Its not that easy ha :(


Imagine me walking up to him n saying 'hey I think Im in love with ya'...and he'd most prolly roll his eyes. LOL!


The clock strikes 12 for u too? awww...HUGZ! For me, its always like that. All good things come to an end VERY soon for Keshi.


**Maccas

lol Im sure u wont take me there G-man. I know u've got better plans. How abt u and I listen to some good Metallica n Nirvana songs while we sit by the beach n chat? :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Alok Im so not like that...its the way I am. I guess Im old-fashioned...I'd like the guy to make the first move :)

tnxx anyways!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Love n Hot-water struck over here Crasiezt lol!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Satish lol tnxx!

**but looks like u r an excellent flirt from the way u flirted the guy with ur looks.

I am. especially if I know the guy is lookin at me too and if Im attracted to him as well ;-)



haha ur ending is sooo sweet! but unfortunately reality sucks :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Tarun but I think it was not meant to be. I dun usually go after guys. They better come lookin for me lol!

Strikes 1, 2 and 3 - he left with the girl.

LOL!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Steve!!!! awww HUGZ! Its sooo beautiful! Did u write that on the spot? WOW Im so darn impressed mate!

*MWAH* my dearest bestest poet in Blogville! U R THE BEST.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Kirthi MWAH! I missed ya hun. All ok with ya?


And ty! :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Ria HUGZ!

**And if u believe in love which i knw u do...u shud always b optimistic


I know :) o well, lets wait n see ha.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ammu aww ty sweetie. I dunno anymore..mebbe I should crush the crush/love..hehehe..

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

mebbe he is shy KP :) cos I did see him lookin at me a couple of times...even from the stage LOL!'

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Dalicia isnt love crazy. :) HUGZ!

keshi.

Keshi said...

I did Samby....and which comment r ya talkin abt? :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Na Sameera babo :) oyage Sinhala godaak hondai!

**.Hebei hondata balagana aasrey karanna,harida patiyo

mata therenewa oya kiyana dhe. bohom isthuthiy oya mama gena godaak hithana ekata. HUGZ!

Im so enjoying talkin in Sinhales in my blog woohoo! LUV YA kelle! :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

see wut I mean Akshay :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Clover its true!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Mutley ur not lonely.. u hv me and all ur other blog buddies. HUGZ! see wut a wonderful world we hv in Blogville.


**Can you give me a few tips on picking up gorgeous girls ?

:) first of all, dun TRY. I mean I like guys that dun harass/stalk me when they first meet me. I like someone who keeps to himself, exudes confidence and seemingly hard-to-get ;-) u know wut I mean. Basically someone who knows what he wants but dun beg for it.


*HUGZ*


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Shionge if I ever meet my man some day, u'll be one of the FIRST to know. HUGZ!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Bev aww hun I read it and it was one of ur BESTEST posts!!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty BB!

yes the belly dancing chicks were SUPER HOT. 2 sri lankan chicks and 2 lebanese hotties. U'd hv basically melted in ur seat cos even I did..being a girl myself *rolling eyes* LOL!



**It will come, someone as special as you will not be alone in life.

aww ty n I really love having u and Helen as my mates. U guys give me so much strength to go on. HUGZ luv ya!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hahaha Niyara ur too funny! I laughed so much LOL tnxx hun!

**maybe the gf is like really scary and he cant leave?

lol u know wut...everytime he turned ard, she turned ard too. And she did see me too...each time, she made eye-contact with me soon after he did. It was so strange..thats why I blogged abt this. If it was just a silly crush, I wudnt hv bothered this much.


:) ty n HUGZ!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ankur ty! That is such a sweet compliment which made my day :)

And have I told u that u hv a very beautiful heart...and a superb personality? yes u do.

*MWAH*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Gautami I hope so sweetie. tnxx!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Roo WC n ty!

**Yeah it was for a short period bt time doznt matter, only the moment u liv in love matters

SPOT ON! Thats exactly wut I always say too.

Most meaningful r'ships dun last a long time. It can just be for few mins. What matters is the real feeling.


ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Meghan WC to my online home :) and ty!


**My...u r so famous (saying by the no. of comments u've got!) Probably u won't read mine :(

aww dun say that. I may get 100s of comments but I read EVERY comments and reply to each one of em. I respect every reader's time and energy spent here in my blog. Thats why. :)


I visited ur blog already. It looks GREAT. Ur so young and doing fantastic already. Keep it up!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Mav r ya teasing me? :( lol!

had a v busy day at work today....extremely busy and wet too haha!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

I agree Sid..mebbe she wasnt his GF...but its too late now. Sydney is too big I cant start a Search for him. LOL!

**love at first site-never happened to me-so kind-of always wondered of how wud it be....


really? I though u fell in love the moment u saw me. LOL kidding!


o well I believe Love at first sight can happen...just that most of us think Love is such a Big thing and we put conditions ard it such as committment etc etc. But Love isnt that complicated..its simple, straightforward and pure...therefore it can develop at first sight, yes. :)


Keshi.

humbl devil said...

advice from the devil :

never eye couples!!!
:D

Keshi said...

ty Devil, thats some FANTASTIC advice :) I better stop being sick. LOL!

Keshi.