Wednesday, April 26

Unbreak This Heart

These eyes have cried a Nile of tears...this heart has known an Everest of pain...this soul has felt an Ocean of feelings. You don't know 'cos you can't see. You can't see 'cos you won't see. I'm just here only for a while...did you think I deserve to be sad. If you are my shelter should I feel this helpless. If you are my home should I feel this homeless. If you are my light should I feel this lost. If you're not a mirage then show me your face. Unbreak my heart...uncry these tears...undo this hurt...unlie those lies...ungrow the loneliness. Show me you care, show me real love. Show me you're there.

115 Cranium Signets:

Himu said...

so true

Nikita said...

Me phussst. Nice lines there. :-).

Die Muräne said...

i can feel your pain

But all I can DO is BE

saby said...

Shucks Keshi
u r asking for wat?

saby said...

Dammit
we care

dat said we cant do much else

saby said...

u must be feeling real low today
but tomorrow is a brand new day

when i feel this way
i just head for the nearest bar

and soon i am sozzled
and singing away the blues

burf said...

o boy

so serious

u almost made me feel guilty :p

:D


btw, were u ur wall-clock's oscillator in the last birth??? :D

desperado said...

these lines reminded me this by Bon Jovi

"You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you "

hey mate you deserve only loads of love and wide grinning smiles

take care buddy

Jewel Rays said...

Hey Keshi.

Thats a beautiful expression. A cry. Is it a cry heavenward?

Sometimes tears just seem to pierce our eyes so much without any explantion. And sometimes that heart gets to be pricked so many times without any conclusion. Even though our minds knows or feels there is a reason. Our human nature can't help but feel like we've been left abandoned. I wonder if i am feeling ya post right as i write this out. but all i know is that we don't have all answers. If this post is towards heaven than it would if God says He is there. He is there. He does not change His words. If this is towards a person. Than..sometimes people just don;t seem to feed own person and jsut expects us to feed their own person. ok i thought the last line was crap. Keshi, i hope you feel better eh..*smiles* and hugs for this special lady **YOU**

HUGS & smile.

Raj said...

Wow :)

Jay said...

What’s wrong dear? Your bf dumped ya? Tell us, we like to hear.

Masd said...

"I can swim the river of tears to reach your heart
I can dive into the ocean to touch your heart
I can climb the everest to feel the pain of your heart
but I know what I need to do instead
I will hold your hand and wipe the tears from your face and whisper in your ear " I care you that is why I am here".

Sugababee said...

HugZzz Kesh!!
Cheer up hun!!!
We're hear to pour you some lovin' ;)
Gimme a sexxxyy smile now... you know youuu wanna!!! :D

rebel_on_loose said...

I can understand this must be about some old flame...
I'm sure u'll find the right person 2 Unbreak ur Heart soon!
And yes....that is 1 really really Senti song!
Cheer Up !

Jeevan said...

Nice post. we can only feel these, can't see.

Ash said...

Keshi.....is something eating up ...
what's up girl ...????

take care of urself okai
Love u
Ash

~*~ kiran ~*~ said...

hi keshi ...

came here after a very long time ...

nice post...as ususal..

missed u ..n ur sweet posts ..
take care
huggggzzzzzzzzzzzz

karmic_jay said...

:-/ Does this refer to something else going on? I sort of know what you may mean or I may be wrong. There are times one feels like this. You want to reach out ..yet you can't. You feel detached yet torn at your own sense of watching events from a distance although you are there.
I have been there, when all I had to do was reach across and touch, make a gesture a smile or a hug to break that invisible space that sometimes comes out nowhere..
I am rambling.. :)
Hope you are well.

Prasad said...

me first.. :)
very nicely written..
is this a message for someone thro' ur blogs?? ;)

Prasad said...

ohh.. after I wrote the comment i realised i wouldn't be the first one :D cos the comment moderation is enabled and its possible tht other would have also commented before me.. :)

Trée said...

I'm here. Not going anywhere.

Chelseajean said...

awww sweetie thats sooo sad and so beautiful cheer up :)

KL said...

Errr........Keshi, what happened mate :(:(:(:(.........??? I hope you are fine...hugs...love..kisses....

sophie said...

i am here
to walk by ur side
to offer u a shoulder when u wannno lean on...

SCRIBBLEZ TO WAKEUP said...

Hey...It's jus so wishful...to unbreak and uncry...Dunno if tht ever happens as a scar is alwyayz a scar even if a million things r done after the scar came into existance...This piece just spoke something out to me.....Some one has some untying to do hopefully....I am waiting for tht day! ;)

AmitKen said...

hey! keshi,

wat happened dear? want to share? you can mail me if you want.

AmitKen
http://amitken.wordpress.com

Sujit said...

Hmmm...... in search of him?... in search of a pillar for yourself?..

Stud said...

When you get yourself out of the way, I am there:)

I am not a strange vision, i'm not a mystery. Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, you can know me as I am. Though you fail to find me, I do not fail you.

I am assurance. I am peace. I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by. I am the love that you can cling to.I am your peace. I am one with you. I am.

Though your faith in me is unsure, my faith in you never wavers, because I know you, because, Beloved, I am there.

So, stop making mockery of such pain and ridicule it with tears. Reach out for me because I am there:)

Aryan

Raj said...

wow:)that was deep!

exasparater said...

its me first!!!

done said...

Hello Keshi:)
I haven't cried much in our situation, so I guess I'm making up for it this past week, but they say it's good to cry. I just have to get over the hurt, or I won't be able to be there for my family. I'm here in front of the computer, when there is a beautiful day outside, but I'm so drained that I can't get myself out of my pajamas. I guess I'm feeling like your post. I know things will get better. Enjoy the rest of your week! Take care, Elisa:)

Neha said...

hey what's happening..
loneliness is the worst thing in this world.. you're not lonely girl.. there are so many ppl arnd u who care! so stop feeling like this..

Sudeep said...

*wipes off ur tears*
*gives a hug*

feeling better? .. no?
okie... we will repeat it ;)

Contented said...

Hey Keshi! Quite touchy one.

I actually felt dumb after reading it. Are you OK?

I would like to share a story about love (if I may so)

''What is Love?''

In a classroom, there were several children.
When one of them asked the teacher:
- Teacher, what is " love"?
The teacher felt that the child deserved an answer to the height of the intelligent question that she had done.

As it was already the break time,she asked that each student should go to the patio of the school and brought what more woke up in each one the love feeling.

The children left hurried and,when they return, the teacher said:
-I want each one to show me what you brought.
The first child said:
-I brought this flower, beautiful isn't it ?
The second child spoke:
-I brought this butterfly.
See the color of her wings, I will put her in my collection.
The third child completed:
- I brought this little bird .
He had fallen of the nest . Pretty isn't it ?

Finished the exhibition, the teacher noticed that there was a child that had been quiet the whole time.
She was red of shame, because she had brought nothing.
The teacher went to her and asked:
-My dear, why you brought nothing?
And the child timidly answered:
-I'm sorry teacher. I saw the flower and I felt her perfume.
I thought about pulling her, but I preferred to leave her so that her perfume exhaled for more time.
I also saw the butterfly, light, colored.
She seemed so happy that I didn't have courage of arresting her.
I also saw the fallen little bird among the leaves, but, when arising in the tree, I noticed his mother's sad glance and I preferred to return him to the nest.
Therefore teacher, I bring with me the perfume of the flower, the sensation of freedom of the butterfly and the gratitude that I felt in the mother's of the little bird eyes.
So,how can I show what I brought?

The teacher thanked the child and gave her the maximum note, because she had been the only one that had noticed that the only place where we can bring love it's inside of our heart.

Author : Eliane de Araujo
Extracted of the Book: "Stories for your Interior Child"

''If you love something , leave it free.
If it turns , it's yours .
If it doesn't. Never was...''

SamY said...

:-??

kinda resembles unbreak my heart by some female singer :) ... did u cook this?

:P fuzzbox said...

Light oft comes from the most unexpected of places. Open your eyes and see the light. It might just be inside you.

Darius said...

We are bigger than our pain. Not that it's easy to learn this.

But it's there to be learned.

Cool_knight said...

Hi Keshi,

Itz been a long time since I spoke to you..

After a long time, I think I will be honoured to post something first...

This is what I feel,

You are stronger than you think,
remember to stand tall.
Every challenge in your life
helps you to grow.
Every problem you encounter
strengthens your mind and your soul.
Every trouble you overcome
increases your understanding of life.
When all your troubles weigh
heavily on your shoulders,
remember that beneath the burden
you can stand tall,
because you are never given
more than you can handle...
and you are stronger than you think.
And when everything else fails "I'm there for you!!"

Cool_knight said...

Some more thoughts flowing off the same mood....

I'll be there for you

It's for you that I am here
Whether or not you need me
To take your burden on myself
And gently dry your tears.

To wrap my arms around you
Removing from pain and despair
To fill your heart with love and care
Hushing away the fears you bare.

I bow my head before you
To coonsider me worthy of this
Together we will face the day
And the challenges it brings.

When things in life have turned your heart
And blackened it like a coal
Best asure I'm always here
To bring warmth to your soul.

wallycrawler said...

Da Wallycrawler dar for ya babe !

Now if only I could ditch my wife !

sittingnut said...

heyy mate!

huuuggggggzzz!

what is wrong?

did you think I deserve to be sad.
you are an angel who should never deserve to shed a tear.

if anyone deserve the all the happiness reserved for the hero and heroine at the end of fairy tales, it is you.

of course the world is no fairy tale but remember that .

and remember the love of all your friends.

i for one feel so damn helpless now.

Keshi said...

~~Himu

thanks...




~~Nikita

mwah girl!




~~Die_Murane

Be by my side mate...




~~Saby

I know u guys care...thats why I write all my feelings here...thanks Saby...unfortunately Im not a boozer..:( wish I cud get drunk to death...




~~Burf

if ur not the clone..

**were u ur wall-clock's oscillator in the last birth?

huh? why d u ask? :)




~~Desperado

WOW...r those lyrics for me? Im stoked Desperado...thanks a ton!




~~Jewel_Rays

U figured it perfect Amy...it was a message sent to heaven...I dunno if I'll ever have an answer...

thanks and have I told u that I luv u so very much? huggggggggz Amy!




~~Raj

thanks...




~~Jay

hehe Ive been dumped by too many ppl Jay...




~~Masd

Masd that was truly beautiful! Ur a very special person...cos u r reaching out to someone u dun even know much and u did it really well...thanks mate and thanks for caring so much...I really appreciate it.




~~Sugababee

Winks at Suga...

hehe I luv ya and U know u guys luv me too...I wud have died if not...mwah!




~~Rebel_On_Loose

:):) Ur so sweet Rebbz!




~~Jeevan

yes...cant see at all...and thats the hardest part.




~~Ash

Will do sweety...thanks Ash mwah!




~~Kiran

WB Kiran mwahhh! Where have u been? I MISSED U TONZ!




~~Karmic_Jay

thanks mate..u made perfect sense by saying that it's like u want to reach out ..yet you can't. So true. That's exactly what Im feeling now. It's so very hard. I thought as humans we r capable of most things, but to not be able to reach out to someone u really want to, is very heart-breaking...




~~Prasad

:) ur sweet. First or not, what matters is that ur here and I appreciate it. Thanks!

This is for someone who gave me the world and then took it back in a dash...




~~Tre

aww thats was truly very special...just sit with me n talk for hours ok...hugggggz Tre!




~~ChelseaJean

thanks baby....sadness has a beauty too...I know. But that beauty is an excruciating pain.




~~KL

hey KL dun ya worry...Im ok thanks n mwahhh!




~~Sophia

so much love! hugggggggz!




~~Scribblez_to_wakeup

**as a scar is alwyayz a scar even if a million things r done after the scar came into existance

ur right..the scar has remained forever...and it's still hurting...strange na...




~~Amitken

hey Amit Im ok...just some tears, nuttin new...thanks so much for ur kindness...




~~Sujit

ur right...Im in search for someone who promised me many things and seems to be invisible now...




~~Stud

that was beautiful...brilliant and so serene...thanks! but nothing is permanent...




~~Exasperator

aww :)




~~Elisa

mwahhhhhhhhhhh Elisa!

**but they say it's good to cry.

I believe in that too...ppl think crying is negative and I say it's not...it's the heart saying something to us, so we better pay attention to it and let it speak...

u take care Elisa...and thanks a ton!




~~Neha

thanks girl...

** there are so many ppl arnd u who care

true..Im so lucky to b ard so many lovely ppl...but sometimes it feels soooo lonely even amidst the biggest crowd...it's one of those days...




~~Sudeep

U made me smile there Sudeep...:) thanks alot n huggggggggggz! Still home alone? awww....




~~Contented

That was truly brilliant! Thanks so much for sharing that story with us...I was spellbound after reading it...goshh!

**Therefore teacher, I bring with me the perfume of the flower, the sensation of freedom of the butterfly and the gratitude that I felt in the mother's of the little bird eyes.

So beautiful. I have to share this with my friends now. That's so true...the most beautiful things in life cant be touched, heard or seen...they are only felt in the heart...and I cant honestly write all the feelings I feel, hence this short unclear post...sorry to have made u feel dumb :) hugggggggz!




~~Samy

hey Samy!

I have that song playing in my Music area (Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart)...dunno if u can see my music..yes this post is partly related to that song...I always loved that song and could relate it with many things in my real life too...




~~Fuzzbox

u really make me open my eyes from most of ur comments Fuzzy...

**Open your eyes and see the light. It might just be inside you.

I just might do that...thanks a ton!




~~Darius

**We are bigger than our pain.

r we? Sometimes the pain takes us over...I dun want that to happen but it's overpowering me sometimes...




~~Cool_Knight

aww Knight thanks for being there for me..that was so sweet of u to say all that..

**because you are never given
more than you can handle...

I dunno mate...everyone's burden is different in dimension but sometimes the pain takes over and rips my heart apart...it tortures me so much...




~~Wallycrawler

**Now if only I could ditch my wife !

lol aww..u really made me laugh so loud hahaha...I dun think u should ditch such a wonderful woman to someone like me who's a mega pain in the booty :):) tc n hugggggz mate!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

~~Sittingnut

Good morning Sittingnut! So good to see u here...always make me feel good when I see u :)


**if anyone deserve the all the happiness reserved for the hero and heroine at the end of fairy tales, it is you.

aha u think so? aww so sweet but I dun think it will ever be that. My life is not even a normal girl's tale...how can it even think of a fairy tale...hehehe...I need a genie with some gold dust :)

I know that I have so many ppl like u here to cheer me up...to tell u the truth that's what keeps me going now...all of u r my gold dust...the shining bits abt me...luv u lots!

Keshi.

Ekta said...

hey keshi girl,
U ok??..dont sound too good!
Who is this for?
A prayer for god..?
If yes...can I borrow it too pls...I need him too!

saby said...

i've seen sorrow
i've seen pain

i've seen sunny days dat i tot wud never end


we gotta be philosophical here

too much joy is painful too
u cud die from an unending orgasm

so the good lord
gives us a mix of joy and sorrow

u wud never no joy
unless u experience the lack of joy or sadness

Keshi said...

~~Ekta

thanks Ekta..Im ok...duncha worry..just a tad off the mood...

**A prayer for god..?
If yes...can I borrow it too pls...I need him too!

u can read between the lines ha...very good...where is He but?





~~Saby

Too much of anything is bad yes...but when its too much of pain and no joy at all, what happens...


Keshi.

southpaw said...

this heart has known an Everest of pain***Good that it has seen the most of it and still pumping so now u don't hv to worry about petty things in life anymore coz u know that piece of flesh in ur body can take anything and since u say that u hv already seen everything then it might not bother u in future and u can be at peace.

saby said...

we need to operate
surgery is called for


but unless u tell wats causing u this sorrow and pain

dis old man cant advise u wat to do
and believe me a full confession helps

keeping the hurt inside only makes it worse

its like the puss in a wound
u gotta get it out

Sujit said...

hmm.. i remember.. promises are always broken.. Once even she gave lots of promises to me.. but she vanished without any reason..!! hope he comes back to you..!!

Ekta said...

He as in anand?..
Is ard...just that certain things only god can set right na!:-)

desperado said...

nice to know u loved those lines....
well your opening lines reminded me of this song and then also wanted to say this ....
All of your freinds out here Care
Real love is just round the corner
And we all are here

Hope its a Smiling Day :)

Keshi said...

~~Southpaw

G'day South!

**worry about petty things in life anymore coz u know that piece of flesh in ur body can take anything...

well it's not something simple...but nevermind...


**and since u say that u hv already seen everything then it might not bother u in future and u can be at peace.

not really South...having felt so much pain in my life doesnt mean it's going to make me the strongest person on Earth. CVos it can also mean that same pain can drown me for good.





~~Saby

Somethings r better left unsaid...thanks anyways mate.





~~Sujit

yes promises made of thin ice...





~~Ekta


I meant God by 'He' :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

~~Desperado

**All of your freinds out here Care
Real love is just round the corner
And we all are here

Awww thats the sweetest thing I ever heard! Thanks so much and I know that some people here really honestly love me...and u r certainly one of them. Huggggggggggggz!


Keshi.

uttara said...

i agree with raj...

since u have seen soo many things n crossed the hurdles .. u should be used to it by now ...
n all the petty things should not bother u GOT IT !!!

n as i said in all ur previous post abt friendship... if ppl r worth they will come back .. else its THEIR misery ...

do u want me to be more explicit ????

HUGGGZZZZZZ
MUAAAHHH

southpaw said...

CVos it can also mean that same pain can drown me for good.*** but u r still alive, u hv ur life, a loving mum to back u up and thats enough to revive urself for the next challenge, so tighten ur boots and be ready.

Vivhyd said...

Cheer up keshi.. too many crying posts these days.. wassup??

burf said...

cuz once u write such serious stuff then some jovial kinds then some serious then some jovial... getting me???

tic-tac-tic-tac

:D

anyways take care

Jewel Rays said...

hey Keshi.:)

U figured it perfect Amy...it was a message sent to heaven...I dunno if I'll ever have an answer...

:)There is an answer i am sure Keshi. :)

thanks and have I told u that I luv u so very much? huggggggggz Amy!

Your welcome.:D hehehehe...You never until now..LOL..*smiles* HUGS Right back at ya...hahaha

JOY Is IN DA HOUSE!! :P

uttara said...

STOP BROODING !!!!!

Keshi said...

~~Uttsy

thanks I know what u mean...





~~South

Thanks mate...




~~Vivhyd

yep thanks...





~~Burf

aha...I dunno why...





~~Jewel_Rays

tc thanks Amy!


Keshi.

burf said...

have u ever heard that song

"tum itna jo muskura rahe ho, kya ghum hai jo chupa rahe ho..."

?

Keshi said...

nope Burfy...and what does that mean? :)

Keshi.

iwzhre said...

third time i am trying to post my comment :(...

if this is for d Almighty...He does see...He does care...He just puts us through tough times to make us stronger (that's what I believe at least)

and if this for a guy...hmmmmmmmmmm! if any guy hurt u so bad and doesn't see it...sense it...he ain't worth crying over!!! keshi...if u're cryin for urself and the pain u're feelin...cry coz i knoww sumtimes it helps but not for anyone who hurts u...!

and burf's lines up there are beautiful..."tum itna jo muskura rahi ho....kya ghum hai jo chhupa rahi ho"....roughly would translate to..."what's d pain u're hiding behind that smile?"....

Keshi said...

~~Iwzhre

WC and thanks!

I dun think God always has answers...He is an illusion in some situations...

No man who didnt love me honestly is worth my tears I know...thanks...


thanks for translating what Burfy stated...thats beautiful. these lips r trained to smile...always :)


Keshi.

Shiv said...

Tat was a lovely post - the pic and the verses!!

ishita said...

:-)...smile keshi...and smile from ur heart and ur soul coz don u see a lot of ppl care for u!!:)...

and ummm..keshi...love never comes widout pain...that's another aspect of luvv...but don dwell on pain..coz take it from me...if one day suckkkss...the next day can have u smilinggg and feeling out of d world...

live and live with a smile keshi:)...coz i know u wldn't luk better any other way!:)...

ishita said...

i got back again...this time to humm along wid the song...luv it~!:)

Die Muräne said...

Be sure i AM at your side, Keshi!

You know what I like most on you? - you're not afraid to grow. That's a real gift, you know. But it sometimes it brings pain and doubt...

burf said...

it is not exactly a song, it is a ghazal... i guess

the essence is

he is asking

u r smiling so much, what is the pain that you are holding deep in ur heart that u r trying to hide/fake...

burf said...

iwzhre - i saw that later on, tnx for the translation, bud

kesh - trained to or bound to...? why the melancholy???

Prasad said...

ohh.. i really hope things turn out well for u keshi..
take care...

sebia said...

grrrrr
Though i want to strangle u for taking all moi wrds and stuff in total wrong way..but anyways..beautiful lines..and beautiful expression..:)
u want me 2 tell u the MASTARD STORY now?
tc
and fr GOD sake..i never harbored grudges..and i never BLASTED u...period

Ghost Particle said...

hey...im here...and its a bit lonely you know. The world, the world is a big place, just that we are so small and insignificant. So at times we dream and then we feel high, and we fly high. Im still here...where d heck r u!?

Invincible said...

Hey, u remember my b'day !!
*hugz his sis keshi*
Now tell me who's causing all this pain, i wud cut his throat.

You look really ugly when u cry, so pls chill and smmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmile
:D

Jo said...

I love that song a lot. Thanks for the video.

karmic_jay said...

Keshi said -
thanks mate..u made perfect sense by saying that it's like u want to reach out ..yet you can't. So true. That's exactly what Im feeling now. It's so very hard. I thought as humans we r capable of most things, but to not be able to reach out to someone u really want to, is very heart-breaking...
This too shall pass. Believe it or not it happnes even in stable long term relationships. Either you are busy, in a rush or just don't do the lil extra that might take to reach out to someone in a tough situation.
Hope it works out for ya.
PS: Was referring to myself when I said "you". *Hugz*

saby said...

Sebia

wats the BASTARD STORY?

PRADEEP K. said...

I love you, Keshi. Please don't be sad, dear.

(HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ)
Cheer up!

smiley said...

those tears look like pearls, don't waste them :)

Maya Cassis said...

am feeling exactly what you have written here*sob*

the_ego_has_landed said...

aw....wats up kesh? u ok?

starbender said...

WoW! I'm all the way at the bottom! 73! U go girl. Sorry I haven't been here in awhile. I had 2 get a real job! heheee! Just not enough hours 2 make it to all these great sites.
:)

saby said...

Keshi girl

u expect too much from your blogger friends

we are here only for funn
u gonna lose your ratings if u come up with soo heavy posts

take your probs to the good Lord
we guys just wanna have funn

sajini said...

hugsss huggs...lots of hugs... u should come to ny and hang with me!!!

Stud said...

dear keshi,

a lifetime of happiness, you cannot guranttee cus' human happiness is easily an oxumoron of cosmic proportions! As the french say..

C'est la vie

Sujit said...

so you too started to compare with nature :). good.. good..

Has there been any sucess in reaching him..!!?

Rohit Talwar said...

Take care Keshi! I hope everything's cool soon.

Smile! :)

Michelle said...

cheer up kesh...i don like to see u sad :) smile!!

The Phoenix said...

Ouch, it sounds like you're really hurting right now.

You're getting it out of your system, which means you'll be on the road to recovery thereafter.

Take care.

Raj said...
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ArChaNa said...

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Perplexio said...

Interestingly or appropriately enough I was listening to Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse of the Heart when I read this post.

It's a beautiful post, Keshi.

Cool_knight said...

i agree kesh, but i feel thatz the way we have to look at life, just to be optimistic, just to forget the pain.....

Outdoorsy Girl said...

Awww...beautiful post but so sad.

I hope you are feeling much better now. You're not alone. We all luv ya. Cheer up, hon.

If it's any consolation, my heart could use a little unbreaking, too. :)

sending you a hug!

sittingnut said...

heyyy good morning :-)

My life is not even a normal girl's tale...how can it even think of a fairy tale...hehehe...I need a genie with some gold dust
of course not yours in not a normal life you will get the best life there is. mark my words. fairy tales start with heroine being in trouble don't they ? :-)

i do wish i can be genie but you don't need one. you have enough strength to work your life out yourself. and the wisdom too. we can only support you by being there and by admiring .

have a great day.

saby said...

waiting anxiously for u to tell us how u feel now

Keshi said...

~~Shiv

Thanks...




~~Ishita

muahhh Ish! U always somehow manage to make me smile :) thanks n tons of hugggggz!

And yeah Toni looks gorgeous in that white long dress doesnt she!




~~Die_Murane

hey wheres the Swiss chocs? :)

**you're not afraid to grow. That's a real gift, you know

u think so..sometimes I think that no matter how strong I am, I have a fear stopping me from doing things thats not 'me'...u know what I mean?




~~Burf

**u r smiling so much, what is the pain that you are holding deep in ur heart that u r trying to hide/fake...

aww what a beautiful meaning...have u seen that pic of a clown with a tear in his eyes...




~~Prasad

hey thanks Prasad I really appreciate ur presence here...




~~Sebia

Its ok Sebzz...lets just leave it behind and u know what, I still luv u...I hope u luv me too.




~~Ghost_Particle

the world is indeed a big place and no matter how much ppl u r with, sometimes u can feel very lonely...true.

**Im still here...where d heck r u!?

Im still here too mate :) thanks alot!




~~Invincible

v000nieeeeeee Im so glad to see u here my brother! :)

**Now tell me who's causing all this pain, i wud cut his throat.

hehe...awww so much luv for me ha...Im stoked. yep yep I realise my crying face is ugly :), not so pretty as this beauty in the pic..hehehehe...so yeah, I'll stop crying :) thanks n huggggggz v000nie!





~~Jo

I love that song too..for a very long time now...




~~Karmic_Jay

Jay thanks very much...I know wut u mean...ur spot on and hugggggz!




~~Saby

its the MUSTARD story..not BASTARD duhhh :) I told Sebz this Mustard story long time ago...when she was sad one day. It's a story that happened in Buddha's days. I will tell u all that story one day ok...




~~Pradeep.K

I luv u toooooo Pradeep hugggggggggz!




~~Smiley

**those tears look like pearls, don't waste them

u got a profound msg there...thanks alot mate!




~~Maya_Casis

**am feeling exactly what you have written here

hey wut happened? Tell me...we r all here for each other na...doesnt matter that we r so far away in distance, but we r so close in hearts na...tell us..




~~The_Ego_Has_Landed

hey girl Im ok now...thanks a ton u guys just rock!




~~Star_Bender

hey Bender :) WB! I missed ya!

** I had 2 get a real job! heheee! Just not enough hours 2 make it to all these great sites.

lol aww thats great, congratts! Thanks for dropping by mate. I'll see u soon.




~~Sajini

muahhh I'd love to drop by NY wow....u should come over here too...we can have a ball :) Thanks girl!




~~Stud

nothing is forever Stud..I know. As a buddhist, I know this very well.

**cus' human happiness is easily an oxumoron of cosmic proportions!

U mean oxymoron? I didnt get that statement...cud u elaborate mate? thanks :)




~~Sujit

no success at all Sujit....




~~Rohit_Talwar

:) thanks mate!




~~Michelle

muahhh Mich WB! yeyyy so good to have u bakkk...I missed n missed ya so much!




~~The_Phoenix

hey mate ur right...a blog post like this helped me so much to feel better...with loving ppl like u ard me what cannot be achieved! thanks a ton!




~~Raj

thanks :) ur so sweeeeet!




~~Archie

OMG Archie that was one of the sweetest things anyone online ever did to me! I was spellbound!! U r soooooooo sweeeeeeet! What a shining heart u have...I luv u gal! muahhhhhh n thanks! That's so sweet, I still cant get over it lol! See u already made me smile :):)

U know wut...I danced in the toilet today...lol hahaha! Will tell u all more abt it later ok...:)




~~Perplexio

hey so good to see u here mate....Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse is one of my FAVVVS too wow! I dunno if u rem but I put up that song a while back in my blog...goshhh we share the same taste in music, greaaaat!




~~Cool_Knight

yeah mate...this is the time I wish I had no memory...




~~Outdoorsy_Girl

Catches the girl's sweet hug...:)

awww thank u so much sweety! U guys always I mean always cheer me up...


**If it's any consolation, my heart could use a little unbreaking, too

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...I hope u'll feel better soon. We can hang out in some karaoke club and sing "I'll surivive' hehehe cant we :):) that'll make us feel betta...hugggggggz babez!




~~Sittingnut

u always makes me feel so speail Sittingnut...Im completely in awe at ur comments to me..thanks mate :)


**fairy tales start with heroine being in trouble don't they

yep I know...but Im no heroine mate...and I know I will never be...some day, to all of u, I will be just a memory...and I hope u wont be mad at me then :)

tc..


Keshi.

Keshi said...

~~Saby

lolz ur so sweet..Im much much better today..THANKS TO ALL OF U LOVELY PPL! HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

Power of blogging ha..:)

Keshi.

saby said...

who the hell is
Perplexio ??

never seen him before


maan (i mean woman)
u gott too many guys wid the hottz for u

Keshi said...

Saby, Perplexio is a goo dmate of mine...u jealous? lol!

Anyways...what time is it in India? goshhh dun u sleep??

Keshi.

saby said...

my bio clock shifted to aussie time
a while back

Keshi said...

lol c'mon Saby ur a married man...ur wife wont complain abt this blogging mania? hehehe...


Keshi.

Dawn....सेहर said...

Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around!

Its just a phase dear...face it and you will be fine..:) huggggz to you....and dont feel sad..!
Keep up the spirit of happiness and confidence alive...am sure I will soon see a happy post here ...:)

hugggggz to u my love
Cheers

Keshi said...

~~Dawn

muahhh Dawny sometimes u say the most beautiful things ever..puts me back on track and I must take this opp to thank u with a BIG HUG - HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

Look...I do have a new HAPPY post :)

Keshi.

Die Muräne said...

I already sent the chocs to you days before. think "keshi, sydney, australia" will do...

lil _kath said...

..you ok girl? well..crying is not bad hehe..coz i do a lot.
...it helps me with all my stress everyday and it's good for health so no problem.^_^
..and if u want someone to talk to..just knock sweetie,ill always be here...with open arms!
...lets do yoga and feel refresh haha.. *wink*
... thanx for the bday greeting girl!im still imagining that "dinner at 45th floor in ANA Hotel hehe..lets go naa kesh!!muahh!

hugss,
-kathy-

Darius said...

Keshi - Yeah, we really are - bigger than our pain. If not literally everyone, then the overwhelming majority of us.

Certainly it's a process. But personally speaking, I've learned I'm stronger than I could possibly have imagined. Things I would once have thought would have had to destroy me, if I'd ever been able to imagine they would happen, have not.

The pain is very real; but so is a resevoir of strength that is there and which begins to surface if we don't try to run away from the pain or drown it out.

At least that's been my experience.

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Awwwwwwwwww Keshur babezzz ... sorry am so late here ..... mwaaahh ..... yes we do care .... and we do love you ... i hope ure alright alredy ... but herez for u a nice warm hug :D

ArChaNa said...

vooohoo.. finally i see a smile .. yay!! :D

i lyk the way you write.. very straightforward!! :)

*** U know wut...I danced in the toilet today...lol hahaha! Will tell u all more abt it later ok...:)


u did ? hehee... tell me tell me

sittingnut said...

hey good morning!

i will never be mad at you :-)
you are our heroine and will always be so even in memory.

take care

Caraf said...

hey Kesh, I can't ever say anything here because you've already said it all....

this is my fav post of late...

Keshi said...

~~Die_Murane

** "keshi, sydney, australia" will do

lol aww ur so sweet! Danke Muarne!







~~Lil_Kath

Thanks so much Kath...u know something...u have such a relaxed nature abt ya that just ur presence here makes me peaceful and serene...thanks for being U Kath hugggggggggz!







~~Darius

hey mate u always say the wisest of things...thanks I feel si much better after reading it.


**Things I would once have thought would have had to destroy me, if I'd ever been able to imagine they would happen, have not.


true...I so agree with that...Im still here and I cant even believe that...it must be my innermost strength...thanks a ton!







~~Cheesy_Termite

aww HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ Cheesy! I love the fact that u r still here for me...ot of many of my friends from IT, u remain to be my friend no matter what...thats what I luv abt ya...I will always remember that Cheesy...







~~Archie

hehe thanks to u girl mwahhh!


**dancing in the loo

lol I will tell u all soon hahahaha, thanks for being interested to hear it :):)







~~Sittingnut

aww thats a golden assurance, hugggggggggggz!







~~Caraf

hey Caraf goshhh where u been? I missed u and ur blog...whats going on?



Keshi.

Dai said...

Keshi, I don't know what had happened in your life, but even as a stranger, I felt your pain when I read your post. Some feelings are so private -- no matter how much other people care, they can't feel them in place of you. There are certain journeys in life that you just have to go through alone; I guess that may be what makes you feel lonely. Sometimes you have to sink into the darkness in order to see the light, you have to fully embrace the pain in order to detach from it. Again I don't know enough about your situation, so forgive me if I said something wrong. Take care.

Keshi said...

~~Dai

hey thanks so much....I really appreciate u feeling this way for me...

**no matter how much other people care, they can't feel them in place of you. There are certain journeys in life that you just have to go through alone;

spot on...thats what I mean too. Sometimes the others cant feel the exact thing ur going thru...and thats the toughest to go thru...

but Im glad I have so many beautiful ppl here to cheer me up...I luv u all!

Keshi.

Orikinla Osinachi. said...

Keshi,
I will not tickle your fancies.

I will not toy with your emotions and I will not trample on your passions.

I will only welcome you into the royal chambers of my heart of hearts and decorate your life with love.

Now, enough poetry.
Come and feel my chemistry.

God bless.