Just when I thought this place is a better place, everything crumbles down to pieces and shows it's ugly face. No matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter how good you are to others, people will always try to poke their noses into my private life...and then they try to drag my personal life into blogs and have a good laugh about it. Why can't humans ever be satisfied with themselves? Why does it always take someone else's tears for some others to be happy? I don't think I deserve to be here and that they deserve to know me. I don't understand why some people wanna know everything about someone even on the net, as if we are liable to let them know. I don't think my spirit deserves to be mocked at over someone else's past time and coffee. I'll be back when I feel like, when things are less of a joke. I need a breather. Take care guys!