Monday, May 30

Mirage

She was going to make her coffee...she suddenly collapsed...she was cold and silent...her eyes closed and body lifeless...suddenly her face changed and she shuddered in a fit...I thought she was going to die...I screamed in fear while holding her up...that very moment I felt massive pain in my heart like I never felt before....I felt my bond with her like I never did before...I felt for a brief moment how horrible life would be without her...I took a sip of merciless reality, the bleak reality of life where a loved-one could leave you any minute...every other moment was filled with thoughts of how fragile we are...today you may share your home with your loved-ones...but tomorrow will you?? Life of your loved-one is like a mirage that settles in the desert of your heart...you think it's forever but it takes you for a ride...it will only last for it's given time and when you get closer and closer to it, it disappears without a trace. Life is not forever - it's a mirage waiting to vanish and I felt that to the core this morning. Have I told you lately that I love you?

47 Cranium Signets:

word_smith said...

saying i love you is very important;isnt it?and we always fear the worst for our loved ones.

but..............isnt it all a mirage?

Anonymous said...

If I am to consider the whole world an entire absurd endeavor, then what is a mirage? A postulation of semantic delusions, word_smith?

De.vile said...

Theres a lot more to do than just say that. Words are illusions.

And deip things are inconsistent not mirages.

saby said...

LIFE IS SHORT AND SWEET !

dat's wat makes life beautiful
u wudnt want to see me around when i am 64 and beyond

wud u ?

saby said...

If you have a problem
Don't worry, hand it over to the Buddha
Just listen to Him and you will see the light
to all the darkness and miseries
Gautama Buddha, He's here for you and me
By your side
Day and night
Rain or shine
Gautama Buddha, He's here for you and me
Welcome Him to our hearts till eternity

http://www.buddhanet.net/e-learning/buddhism/budsong-lyrics.htm

saby said...

heyyy Kesh,
obviously u had a traumatic expeirience

but i am not a creep
mebbe i am
but a spiritual creep dats wat i am

i go to church evry morning
there is a priest who says evry time

pray for the dead, also
pray for the ones who are going to die today

life is a gift u have for the moment
it can be taken away the next moment

Anonymous said...

Love, I am lonely, years are so long
I want you, only you, and your song
Dark is life’s shore, Love, night is so deep
Leave me no more, Love, sing me to sleep.

Judas Priest

Brood Mode said...

Letting the fear of the end dictate life is being unfair to the present moment. Que sera sera

PS: nice blog

PPS: insightful writing

southpaw said...

Nice one keshi...u described me as unaffected in ur last blog, would u pls elaborate that...:)

Ashes said...

fuck mirages..death is beautiful.

talldarkman said...

Cmon keshi....u r not saying " I love you" to the whole of IT r u?...:((

U r supposed to say it ONLY to me.....aur yeh kehna to doooor....u have not even met me of late....:(( waaaaaaaaaaahhh *sob sob*

:P

talldarkman

Keshi said...

Deips enjoy the mirage while it lasts...

anony 4:08pm yep the whole world is a mirage...everything that is alive will die some day...the only difference between the worldly mirage and a desert mirage is that the worldy one lasts longer and leaves haunting memories...

chikka spot on...but words are the bricks that build the house of love and appreciation in your loved-one's heart...so we have to use words as well as deeds and thoughts to convey it.

Saby yep life is short...even for the longest living being. Just that people don't realise it as much as some of us do here. And thanks for the Buddha comments...we have a shrine at home and we go to the temple every now and then...Buddhism has a great effect on my life. That philosophy is the only thing that keeps me sane.

Lovely words Dil! Gosh that's so sad but beautiful.

Brood true...but I aint letting that fear of the end ruin the present moment...just letting people realise how much of an illusion life can be..so we must make the most of our time with our loved-ones while this mirage lasts.

Hey Southpaw thanks! I described u as 'Unaffected' because even though I dont know you much, judging by your posts and comments, you seem to be a very independant guy :) You seem to have a mind of ur own and you are pretty much chilled and you seem to have an attitude of 'couldnt-care-less' nature, hence Unaffected by the clutter of life :) am I right?

Hey Ash...Life is beautiful but Im sad that it's only a mirage...but like u say, maybe Death is beautiful who knows...otherwise why would our Creator make sure that we all die too.

Tally hugggz yep we should catch up soon! lol I didnt mean to say I love you to everyone on IT. What I meant was for my loved-ones :) and ofcourse to my good friends like you guys who visit my blog and leave such wonderful footprints...

Hugggz all!
Keshi.

Rex Venom said...

It’s the little things, like Death, that make us appreciate the little things, like Love.
Rock On!

Kerry said...

keshi darling!!! I love yeah!!!
I am so behind on everyones blogs =( sorry... life is to short-seeking love is all that matters...

--pearl-- said...

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal....

those lines say it all :)

n also dont u think..its not always Needed to say things..sumtymes u dont need words jus feelings...convey ur message..but 'corse its sweet to hear sumone say "i love you" to you..isnt it?

Keshi said...

Kerry mah sweety pie thanks for those very wise words!

Pearly whenever I encounter u on the net what I feel is pure love...u r devoid of ego and pretence...u r truly an angel thanks for those words of wisdom!

Keshi.

Thë Icè Þr¡ñce§§ said...

In the life of a man, his time is but a moment...his sense, a dim rushlight. All that is body is as coursing waters...all that is of the soul, as dreams, and vapors."
-- Marcus Aurelius
Dats so beautiful i had to share it..

good one kesh.. sumtimes we need to know all dat to value the love we have our loved ones, cuz u can keep on lovin em, but u just cant realize how much u love and wat cud happen in their absence. rite?

^_^

Thë Icè Þr¡ñce§§ said...

"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
---James Dean

Keshi said...

wow Icy what great words there! thanks so much for sharing them with me...I luv the lines ~~Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today~~

yep things like this should happen so that we experience a moment of reality and we sense the loss of that loved-one even for 5mins...then we realise how empty life would be without him/her...I see good in every bad thing too and this was such an instance...thanks babez!

Keshi.

Kripa Shankar said...

Good one...
"merciless reality"
"you think it's forever but it takes you for a ride..."
"when you get closer and closer to it, it disappears without a trace.."
Well interpreted :)
After reading it, I am wondering how much of our life is actaully a mirage.
I guess all the fun is in getiing there.

southpaw said...

Absolutely keshi....

--pearl-- said...

awww kesh..that was soo sweet of you.thanks a lot :)
btw...pari dii(pari432) had a mssg for u (coz she thought i had u on yahoo) so i passed it on to nv...so remind him to pass it on to u...

saby said...

i gotta make some one happy today

I LOVE U PEARL

requesting evry body here to repeat wat i said
(dis request does not apply to Rohit)

Phantom_of_Blogpera said...

There's sumfin in this post..I could feel the pain when you wrote you felt the pain..graphic in a way that applies to all the senses (can't find the right word). Miss ya kesh

Kerry said...

you are right love, miranda is should be nominated for saint hood...

*hugs and love*

--pearl-- said...

lol saby i kinda had a feelin ur gonna say sumthing like this...wat i meant was to hear i love you from a special person :)

saby said...

Hello..hello....helloooooo,....calling Rohit ... do u read me ... over...and out....

saby said...

"DREAM AS IF U WILL LIVE 4EVER
LIVE AS IF U'LL DIE 2MORROW

---James Dean
I HAD TO REPEAT DAT INCAPS
PS: James DEan died in a tragic accident b4 his time ran out

it had to be ICEY who gets the prize for the beat quote

saby said...

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal....

those lines say it all :)

PEARL IS FIRST RUNNER UP
she eats tooo much, she is slow on her feet

saby said...

and who the fuck is Marcus Aurelius ???

saby said...

and i tot she lived for me

saby said...

Like sure is an illusion !
i didnt see Miranda here


or mebbe i cudnt recognize her wid her clothes on

saby said...

now, i better run and hide ...

saby said...

HELLPPPP !
sebia is out to get me wid her ITCC Community
http://it-committee-n-community.blogspot.com/2005/05/saby-dirty-old-grandpa.html

musings (m000nie) said...

hey keshi..

if life is a mirage...i love mirages..cherish what you have..thats whats more important...nice post...

saby said...

is Footy Freud or Aristotle or Solomon or just a .......

never was good at words

Dewdrop said...

Keshi, a very touching post. Our loved ones are our treassure. Feel blessed to have them around you and since death is so unpredictable to strike any minute, the best thing we can do is share and spread happiness around.
This might make you smile...

"Life's not worth living, and that's the truth,"
Carelessly caroled the golden youth.
In manhood still he maintained that view
And held it more strongly the older he grew.
When kicked by a jackass at eighty-three,
"Go fetch me a surgeon at once!" cried he.
--Han Soper

:) said...

nice one keshi.. well i beleive that if u feel smthing good about smone then just go ahead ..dont waste time.. let them knw how imp they r to u.. life is so unpredictable.. kal ho na ho..

keep smilimg..

Keshi said...

ah all the crap was just removed :)

Now to my lovelies...

thanks Rex for that very intuitive thought...

muahhhh Kerry ur an angel!

ty southpaw :)

yes FM I felt every bit of what I stated...I miss ya too! heaps mate :(

thanks Saby for handing over the awards...u sure did pick the best ones there, icy n pearly!

indeed eyezzz hugggz!

dewdy whoaaa loved that verse! so true!!

pari I cried buckets watching kal ho na ho..hehehe...but yeah thats so true to life...

thanks all!
Keshi.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

keshi how r u? where r u? i know its sad, but i miss IT :(

lolll

Keshi said...

hey nvvvvv hugggggz, its rather where r YOU ??? I've been on IT but u were not ard...will u come online today? I'll be there soon :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Anonymous loser,

U seem to spend alot of time in Keshi's blog...loll poor you becos I thought u hate me, but seems like u cant get me out of ur head awwww!

I think u might have to find a new PC if not change ur IP cos now all ur info is in my hands :) Soon it will be here for display to the world. Would u like that or would u like to shuttup instead?

Keshi.

saby said...

love not reciprocated
very often turns to hate


is it ROHAN?

Keshi said...

lol Saby I would reveal the name and all the info soon...just giving the loser a little more time on blog-Earth before his demise.

Keshi.

Thë Icè Þr¡ñce§§ said...

ooo wow..
i din't even know u were distributin awards for the best quotes. i just liked dat one so much i wanted to put it up here cuz it also was related to the topic.
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
U do as it say, life wid be so much worryless and better.. but dats wat i think. never leave anything off for tomorrow. u know

^_^

Keshi said...

spot on babester icy! u do have an award-winning nature abt ya :)

Huggz!
Keshi.

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