Saturday, February 14

Alone But Wonderful Tonight...

It's Valentines Day...lovers are getting comfy and cosy in each others' arms, love is being celebrated in many many ways and here I am blogging in my room on a cold gloomy Summer's night. I'm not complaining, I'm very happy with my single status. Infact Valentines Day makes me wanna puke haha! Not cos I'm jealous of all those who are in love but cos I think everyday should be like Valentines Day. We do have ups and downs, and we do have fights with loved-ones every now and then...and that's ok. But to give out wishes, pressies, cards on V-day only, and not really mean that LOVE is such a waste of money, effort and time. I'm a lover of Love, and that's why I hate to see that Love being abused or misused just for commercial gains or for superficial needs. But who am I to say anything cos this world works like that, whether I like it or not right?


Having said that, my day didn't start with Love anyways...it started quite the opposite way...and I ended up crying after a very long time *no sympathy needed plz*. And I thought to myself why does this always happen to me...I'm nice to people, I go out of my way to make others happy, I give my time and whatever I have to make others feel safe and happy...but I become the target of some people's wrath and frustrations. And no one is by my side usually and no one ever understands me so no point trying to explain anyways...cos no one wants to listen to what I have to say except tell their own stories. Why do some people treat me like I'm nothing? Is it because I'm nothing? But maybe that's what my life is about...maybe that's why I'm so strong amidst all my tears...maybe that's why I'm as hard as a rock though I'm as soft as a rose petal deep inside. After a loveless start to the day, I received few lovely txt msgs and emails from some very dear friends in and out of Blogville, and I finally felt loved and appreciated. Yes, someone thinks of me somehow...and that's enough for me to be content and keep going. Thanks Raj, Trinaa, Margie, Arv, Soul and some mates of mine from Sydney for putting a smile on my face today! *HUGZ*


So yes, I'm spending another V-day in my life all alone, yet content, listening to this song and thinking about the one man who loved me genuinely...it's been awhile since I last spoke to him or saw him...
but I feel his LOVE even this very minute as I type this post.


V-day is a drag for someone like me. I have seen people who hate each other give each other gifts just for the heck of it on V-day. Now is that of any use?
Presents without a PRESENCE is of no use to anyone. That's like being present in someone's life without a presence...I have so many people like that in my life too. If you really wanna give me something, let your heart tell me stories...let your heart deliver your actions...not your words. I don't want your wishes or your fancy chocolates...I don't want your money or your sweet sweet calls, or your empty hugs. Just let me feel your PRESENCE...and then I shall know you truly LOVED me...just the way how I feel his PRESENCE even today...and that man is none other than my dad. Yes dad, it's wonderful tonight...cos I feel your LOVE. I miss ya and I love you too. I'm thinking of you tonight, and I'm hoping you'll be reading this somehow from wherever you are...don't forget to wink at me with all your mates up there. I wonder how many fans you have in your new home...cos I know so many people loved you over here. *MWAH* This one's for you dad, cos tonight I'm alone but it's wonderful tonight...all because of your love.


Current Music: Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton

177 Cranium Signets:

comfortably numb said...

that is so heartfelt Keshi...really its just beautiful.
Presents without a PRESENCE is of no use to anyone...the truth if there ever was one!!!
keep rockin gal, hv an awesome life:)

Diana said...

'Presents without a PRESENCE is of no use to anyone'...Well said Keshi...Happy Valentines Day...I hav been through the same phase and trust me..I have always come out of it a lot more stronger...This is how U learn hw to deal with the world....differentiating the bad from the worse...Dnt care about such people...they will always be there to trouble the world..

Having a rocking Valentines Day gal....Take care.

Kulpreet said...

Wonderful tonight by Eric is one my fav's too.
Well said. I can feel your emotions about your dad and happy that you are content and feeling good.
Here is wishing you happiness, always. Cheers!

Chakoli said...

HEy thats soo sweet.infac wen we think abt v-day its confined to lovers bt if its love day,xpres ur love fr every1 including ur puppy nd kitty.
i dnt knw bt i did get a feelin frm ur post dat u r tryin to make everyone hapy whic mite take u or put u to wrng side.i m nt sympathesizin bt at times u need to b selfish.
if u dnt liked dis coment dnt publish it
tak cre dear
nd happy independence day fr singles like us;-)

MARIA said...

Good Morning, dear Keshi!
I am alone but happy in each day and Valentine's Day too.
There are days in life sad or happy.
I am happy today that I can come to you
and wish you Happy Valentine's Day!

Diana said...

Read one of ur previous posts dated Feb 23,2005....U hav been through so much in life honey...but ur still so strong....Kudos.

Prakhar said...

beautiful post :)..its heart is at the right place...so is yours :)

I too feel...its just another day

and...u aint alone.. mai hun na :D...so cheer up dear!


neways Happy Valentine's Day :D

Vaisakh P S said...

hey... who said you are alone...??
you have a lot of friends and people who respect you here in Blogsville...

So loneliness is out of the question :D

Although Valentine's day keeps reminding me that i am single... *ahem ahem*... that is not a concern now .. ;)

mayz said...

m sure he jus winked at ur smile keshi...coz he knows datz d most precious present u can eva give him on V day...

Kartz said...

Happy V-Day... :)

And yep, I guess if ppl wanna celebrate *love*, it can be done anyday or everyday. After all, being/feeling *special* is unique, right..? Ah well, as long as we *live* each day to the fullest...

Trust all is well.

Peace.

Talking To My Soul said...

I have one of my most-loved lines for you, Kesh. It's by Vikram Seth. And it has nothing to do with any day, let alone this V Day.


All you who sleep tonight
Far from the ones you love,
No hand to left or right,
And emptiness above--
Know that you aren't alone.
The whole world shares your tears,
Some for two nights or one,
And some for all their years.


Take care, Angel-heart. Let peace be your friend. Bless you.

*smilez*

Harish said...

Hey..Got to u thru chronicwriter..
Some schools here in India are celebrating V-day as Family day..So hope ur dad calls u today!

vishesh said...

keep smiling!!!!!

Asha said...

Happy V day, sweets! Arvind got me a chocolate box. (I don't really like chocolates but he does! HeeHee!) Yeahhh! Don't ever get married to a nerd!!

Have a great time with friends and family today. See you next week.

Suresh Kumar said...

One should learn to love oneself before he can love others. And the love of a girl or a boy is not the final thing.

The real love is the love a mother has for a kid that she does because that the kid is a part of her.

Can any other love equal that one.

Margie said...

Darlin', I got ur email about how you were so sad and crying on Valentine's day....made me so sad and you told me to not ask you why you were so upset.
I meant to reply but I was feeling so miserable last night (my knee) and went to bed very early
I just peeked in here and you have a post.

We are leaving in a few mins to go to the baseball game so I only have a min or so.

Hey, you'll be happy to know I did not get my hubby a card and he does not care and he did not get me one either and I do not care either.(being with each other is our V'day gift to one another)
We show our love each and every day and not just on V'day.
People do waste a lot of money on V'day and I agree with you...but some of it's sincere.

Oh, just treasure those memories about your dad.
I know he is smiling down upon you and praising his lovely daaughter that turned to to have his heart-of-gold!

Have to go now...it's a 3 hr drive ahead of us and the weather is so misearable...very foggy and so cold!
I can't believe we'll be watching baseball in this kind of weather!

HUGS!
Love ya!

Margie

rayshma said...

it's funny... coz i woke up... and was thinking of my dad too...

loadz of love, gurl!
muah!

Margie said...

oh, I did give him a poem I wrote.
He loved it!

Bye, bye!
We are leaving right now!

Talk later.

HUGGGGGGGZ! HUGGGGGGGGZ! HUGGGGGGGZ!

Margie

sawan said...

heeeya.. happy valentine's day.. :P

post ended quite emotionally.. u tke care girlie.. luv ya..

Chriz said...

i am single too.. and hence took the role of a cubid kesh... i am back after a while.. was travelling extensively and couldnt visit pages much.. will be travelling around again for the next two weeks or so.. wont be regular girl..

will be back.... happy valentines days!!!

ANWESA said...

a lovely post!!wish u all d happiness of d world!!!!

Prashanti :) said...

awwwww keshi !!!! No matter what ...we always have our parents who do love us dearly no matter what we are and that is the purest form of love one can get ...so darling no one in unloved !!

Happy valentines to you !!!! and much power to your single status :)

Hobo ........ ........ ........ said...

I am alone too.
And this post made me almost cry.
:.|

La vida Loca said...

I am like u in that v day has no significance for me- dont care.
Yet the leader of morality in India think we do :(

gunj said...

:) love d title of d post
n trust me with thoughts bout love like those, ure meant for something super special!!
itll b urs soon!!:)

CrazyHeart said...

sweety happy valentine day..:)

Rex Venom said...

Love and Kisses!
Be warm and feel the Hot thoughts around you.
Rock on!

Nachi said...

love you Keshi girl!!

*hugs*

:)

Eugénio Macedo said...

Felicitaciones por tu blog. Y muchas gracias por el regalo, se agradece. Un abrazo!

akanksha said...

Happy V Day Keshi!
Hugs
Nice post,I could identify wid each n every word there!
I am sure your dad's blessings are with you, today and forevr!

Keep smiling!

Whitesnake said...

I think ya wonderful every night!

Compassion Unlimitted said...

V day,just one of those days,where perhaps people are pressured to make present to the loved ones..so much so people have started believing in that one day !
Nice post Keshi,keep pouring out
Tc
CU

Trinaa said...

c y i asked ppl to read u?? (not that u need help in dat dept from me :P)

u liked my post? i luuuuuuuuuurved urs! beautiful, heartfelt n thoughtful as ever keshi.. :')

Compassion Unlimitted said...

Hey Keshi .I was at anits & read this post which I am posting here
//

There are still kind and helpful person in this world.
I always believe in Lead By Example. Among all the selfish people, one of my friend, Keshi http://keshigirl.blogspot.com has adopted one child from Sri Lanka..and give him life...isn't it such a big favour?
I wish her all the best and god will bless her.
At least from this, people out there should make their life more meaningful.
Good job Kesh //

GREAT DEED KESHI..YOU HAVE A VERY BIG HEART

TC
CU

Southpaw unplugged said...

Someone thinks of u somehow? Good lord! ask me how painfull it was to wish u drowned in John Abraham...:D lol...Anyway jokes apart i was happy u were smiling again that was more important...:)

AmitL said...

Hi,Keshi-Happy 'Day after Valentine's Day'..frankly,even I don't believe that I need Valentine's Day to wish a good friend(ahem!),hence,this comment comes a day later.:)
---
I agree with your view that each day should be a day of love(rather than hatred or anger)..but then,maybe one reason why this day is so popular is that it makes people stop in their rat race ambitions and think. Think that it's time they appreciated their loved ones?For such people, the Day is fine..but,for those who treat it as another formality-well,what can I say?:)
---
Re. how your day began-well,believe me,it's these 'downs' that make a person that much stronger...and,you being you,I'm sure you gave consideration to people who just wanted to have their say without hearing what you wanted to convey...good for you!!Remember,there's one person who will not ignore you at such times-and,that's you,yourself!And,I feel such times are what make one's instincts stronger,too!!
--
"Presents without a presence is of no use to anyone"-whew!That's a nice phrase..and,very well said,Keshi. And,I'm sure your Dad did give you some nice smiles and winks from Up There,which helped in making you smile in the latter part of the day...TC and Hugs!!:)

Bla said...

Love and smiles, Keshi! :)

Rakesh said...

Can't think of anything to say Keshi to this beautiful post of yours,

Other than Cheers to your Dad !

Margie said...

Just me checking in on you again, Keshi.
We are at our motel (I took my laptop as I wanted to come back and visit you again.)

How are you doing now?
So many people came by and left nice comments.
That's wonderful...I love to see all the nice comments!

Oh, guess what?
Hubby did give a card(after all) and candy too.
He gave it to me on the way here and we ate all the candy before we arrived.
Chocolate kisses...yummy!
Guess I'll have to think of a special gift for him before the day ends....I think I can manage!

Keshi, I was thinking of you a lot today when at the baseball game and hoping your day was going well.

We all had a wonderful day together...hubby, the handsome baseball player & Jake.
The weather warmed up so it was all good.

Keshi, you are wonderful!
However long the map that separates us remember this...
our homeland is not in any one place but also in the hearts of those you love us!

Love you, my friend!

Margie

The Rat... said...

hugzzz baby... u know it was my Mom who wished me first... its was so pure that i didnt feel sad being alone for yet another year.. :-)

Hemanth Potluri said...

:) ...only one thing i will say i am here ...and never gon to leave...happy belated VDay Sweets :)...love ya ...

urs..hemu..

Shrav said...

happy valentine's day to you too!!

that was a really heartwarming post and your dad must be really really happy to have such a daughter!

I read your previous post too, what you're doing is just great! Congrats, I really look upon to you these days!

Ramya said...

God leaves the best of the things to the end and to the best of the people!
Rest assured, you'll cry away your happiness and smile the smiles soon!

May your world be filled with love through the years to come!

xxx
Ramya

Beach Bum said...

Valentines Day is just a way for greeting card and candy companies to make money. While I'm not alone in the house I might as well be for all the companionship I get.

And no one is by my side usually and no one ever understands me so no point trying to explain anyways...

I am completely in the same situation. So much that when I do try to show a part of myself that I usually keep quiet about I ALWAYS feel like a fool afterwords.

oo7 said...

always here..

as they say

happy valentine's day to couples
and
happy independence day to us..
:D

tc and have a nice day

V

Nachi said...

okies!! whats your email address?? lemme up on it...mail me at

lunatic.legionnaire@gmail.com

:)

Satanic Angel said...

beautiful..
mwah!

Kartz said...

:) Would love to, milady...

Coming to think of it, I have two left feet. So, you may wanna teach me a few moves lest I do something totally clumsy! ;D

Tc.

Peace.

Talking To My Soul said...

Howz you, Kesh? Howz Sunday treating you?

*smilez*

Jack said...

Keshi,

Read this and previous now. I really appreciate your noble thoughts. It is not only money but even if one can give time to needy counts. Keep it up. Now on this one. If you love someone everyday is Valentines Day. You have to be one you love with all your heart. However as this day is specially marked for those in love there is no harm going a little extra.

Take care

Resurgence said...

Gal... now that was a good post.. :).. Actually V-day is just another day to express our love to all we love (Marketers have to commercialize this. Think of them. Poor fellows. They have to make their living out of selling emotions)...... :)

*why does this always happen to me...I'm nice to people, I go out of my way to make others happy, I give my time and whatever I have to make others feel safe and happy...but I become the target of some people's wrath and frustrations.*

I know its a big copy paste.. but Gal... Why do u need to depend on the reactions of people? I do believe that you do all these to be happy wid urself, draw content from ur actions and see meaning in ur existence (Again correct me if I am wrong). So stop worrying about people.. and lead a wonderful life... :)... The sooner U recognize this the better it is for u.... :)

rayshma said...

heyy... i think i have ur email id incorrect! i mailed someone else in resp to ur comment! geez!!

anyway... my dad passed away last may... and it's his bday tomorrow... so he's been on my mind since the past few days...

Sweetstickychewy said...

Presence and Presents. how many times do we wish for such stuff to only be disappointed time and time again with the lack of such stuffs? Such seems to be the way of life when some things just don't work the way we desire. i think i have somewhat decrease my expectation on expecting someone to spare a thought somehow. cause at the end of the day we are the one seemingly left with a choice to strike.

this is such a positive post keshi despite the things that took place earlier. Glad to read that the later part of the day was lighted up with some love sent your way. =)

*hugz*

Margie said...

One more day at the games...just leaving the motel in a little while and we will be back home tonight.

I sent u an eamil last night in reply to urs but it could not be sent (some glitch on the server here)
So I'll just say here....I'm so very glad for that!

HUGGGGGGGZ, Keshi

Margie

Ria said...

Tht was a beautiful post dear! And i agree tht V'day shudnt b a one day affair. Y hav just one day for love!? Love shud b there for now and forever. Its sad tht a lot of times i get to knw tht forever love is meant for fairy tales only and tht it doesnt really exist in reality!
But i feel its so not true. Mebbe i still live n tht old world when love was meant to be forever....and when "Till death do us apart" was meant to be true. But i m glad tht i hav been able to find forever love with the the man tht i had always wanted to be with.
And all i wish is tht all my dear friends find true love and live happily ever after!! I knw i sound like a drama queen right now....but thts all i hav always wished for!
The last few lines were so touching tht i cudnt help tears streaming down my cheek. I m sure ur dad must be reading this from somewhere....and he's still around u, not in person but in spirit and he'll always b with u hun! *Hugs*

Julia Scissor said...

Who says you are alone? You have scores of bloggerfriends to celebrate V day with.
Wishing you a happy belated Valentine's Day!

Adisha said...

Hehe... Join the club of people who were miserable this Valentines !! :)) Though in my case, I'm away from my hubby.

Yeah, love should be celebrated just for the reason that exists, not when it doesn't exist.

Wish you wondeful days full of love !!!

Cheers,
Another person whose in love with love !! :)

Somnath Paul said...

I agree..everyday should be a Val day...! I am commited though! :P

prabirsaha said...

St. Valentine's blessings is inside your heart, the love honestly does not need any form shape or size ... it is just felt from the very core of your heart which encompasses your mind, body, and soul.

So ... just think you are the most adorable person in the earth, ask the people who cares for you and you know instantly that you are their's valentine :))

So ... EnJoY :))

Cheers
Prabir

krystyna said...

Hi Keshi,
I'd like to tell you that I don't like V-day, and never liked.
First I started to play with V-day in blogosphere.
In reall life ech day must be the best.
I don't like Birthday, Women Day, even Christmas.

I wish you the best in each day of your life.

anits said...

hi keshi..happy valentines day to u... it can be celebrated wit our parents and frenz as well...so letz rock baby....muuuahhhh

utopia said...

hahah! i didn't even realise it was valentine's day at 12 at night until i was reminded so. i went out drinking with a friend and went to the church in the evening to light a candle for my Dad and came back home and vegetated. yes we lead very uninteresting lives but i'd rather have this peace than some excitement to be honest. but yeah minus the hullaboo over valentine's day i do feel lonely. :-)

Rakesh said...

*floating even higher* :)
So u wanna catch me eh? Keshi, you're a free bird soaring in the sky, you could anyday swoop down and catch me.

WP 2009 said...

Hi Keshi

I'm still around.

Thought I'd say Hi.

Respond to my blog--I'll still get the comment.

Just very busy for about 3 months--I'll be back blogging after that-- I hope.

Bev

τ ħ€ ĐάЎđяёάmёя said...

who is the last girl on the post photograff :P

can i get her nummer :P


lol


I don kno if being single is a bliss..but it do saves a few bucks for personal use...

heheheh

happy valentine day sissy the single :P

love

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

:) talk to him na ?

and about the presents and gifts things is'nt love supposed to be free ?

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

oh am so sorry , i can pretty dumb , i never meant it that way , plz do delete my comment am really sorry . maybe wasn't in the right state of mind. so sorry .sorry isn't enough , i know :( :(

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

keshi , i re read the post and you sounded so much like my mom when she misses her dad . so silly of me not to grasp it then :(

He sure must be sitting and liking the way his lil girl has grown up to be.

keshi is viva forever , she doesn't need to feel sad/forlorn because of 'certain' people .

Being a fellow cancerian (&even though am making a generalisation here ) , its sometimes hard to come out of our shell . But when we do , well ... we are people with a golden heart .

-always be viva forever :)

Nora said...

Your dad, I'm sure, is SO proud of his sweet babe. Stay strong, gorgeous girl. x

Nora

Arv said...

awww... am happy to hear that too...

and you know how I feel abt it... like you said.. its a feeling that needs to be there always... to be felt and expressed... cant really put a time frame of a day to celebrate it... LOL... its funny how commercial these days have become...

btw... I liked the way we both puked, its gross but funny to think abt it... LMAO...

have a wonderful day lotus :)

Cheers...

Arv said...

I wished I had read this post yesterday...

*Just let me feel your PRESENCE...and then I shall know you truly LOVED me...
*Yes dad, it's wonderful tonight...cos I feel your LOVE. I miss ya and I love you too. I'm thinking of you tonight, and I'm hoping you'll be reading this somehow from wherever you are...don't forget to wink at me with all your mates up there. I wonder how many fans you have in your new home...cos I know so many people loved you over here. *MWAH* This one's for you dad, cos tonight I'm alone but it's wonderful tonight...all because of your love.

These lines echoed my thoughts from yesterday... and you know what... I could picture me and my dad listening to this song, having our little talks... I miss those moments... I would have enjoyed them and I know he would have enjoyed it too... :'(

take care da...

Satish Bolla said...

"Presents without a PRESENCE" - this phrase is wonderful, keshi. i totally agree with u regarding the V-day celebrations.

SMM said...

keshi...hugzzzzzzz

I have never thought V-day is onyl for couples. It's for anyone and everyone who loves someone :)

Belated Happy V-day babe

Cheer up and go get a hug from our newest member. I'm going to start calling him Chotu (which means younger) for now till you come up with a name for him. And no please don't publish stuff or post his pics if the authorities don't want that. It is totally unerstandable

MultiMenon said...

Sooo heartfelt..

'Presents without a PRESENCE is of no use to anyone'--Well,if that was the case,then I wud end up being the most hated person in this world.As far as it goes wimme-even though all of you are seas apart,I feel the love and care that I get and I,in a way,trust it blindly for I love you all.. and abt ppl who mae u cry--they wil be hanged..am startin a court complex blog soon werein all of u can redress ur grievances and all of it shall be dealt with severely..

And if the ppl who made keshi cry are reading this,I ve got two words for ya--S**K It..!! sorry for the lingo,but thats a measure of how pissed I am rite now..hope u dun mind..

The best post from ya till date,lookin fwd for more and more and more..

Als gonna be fine akka.

Take care,coz I care.Hugs!!

Nikhil

ghee said...

belated happy Vday,keshi dearie...

i agree,thats what me and hubs say to each other...everyday must be a vday.

i cant believe that no one treasure you,Keshi...look at your blog,you are loved by a lot of people.

your knight in shining armour will definitely come your way...soon...in the right time...

kiss!!
ghee

Swetha Padakandla said...

Hiya keshi,

I dropped by here too lately.. and cudnt wish u for v'day! sorry abt tht.
as usual ur words were marvellous.. i have no idea how ur express ur feelings so well in ur blog!
really wonderful writing!
ur dad must have been so happy reading this.!!!

kudos..
swetha

Tarun said...

I dont know why but I was really happy reading the second of the post. It showed a tiny sneak peak, something like a door, little ajar.

It provided a glimpse of a cherubic, hopeful Keshi, who manages to have tears of joy flowing along with a warm genuine smile.

Belated Valetine's Day.

I agree to when u said, Presents without a PRESENCE is of no use to anyone.

How has been the manic Monday been?

gautami tripathy said...

Keshi girl, You know I don't come here very often. But I do think of you. The blogworld is wonderful in the sense that one can love via it. You know I love you even if I dont say it. Hugs, sweetie.

BTW, forget certain obnoxious people. With naming anyone, I must say I had a tough time keeping that person out of my blog. Despite deleting the comments, that person kept coming back and I had to resort to a very harsh truth about that person. Now my blog is free of that person.

~PakKaramu~ said...

Pak Karamu visit you

david santos said...

Love and smiles, Keshi!
Have a nice day!

Iceman said...

Happy Valentines Day!

Margie said...

Hi Keshi
Just popping in to wish you a great Tuesday...still Monday here...haha...you are always one step ahead of me!

It's a national holiday here and the schools are closed so I have the day off (yay!) hubby too as he works for the city.
We are going to a movie in a little while...I love the movies!
going to see Confessions of a Shopaholic...it looks good!

Bye for now!

HUGS, Sweets!
Lotsa Love!

Margie

Keshi said...

ty CN! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Diana!

ur right...it only makes us stronger.

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Kulz!

This is one of my fav songs...I want it to by my honeymoon song haha!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Chakoli!

** m nt sympathesizin bt at times u need to b selfish.


I agree...totally! but Im so bad at being selfish...I try it for like 2 days and then I realise I suck at it lol!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Maria HUGS!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Diana, 4yrs ago I was a rusty Keshi alright LOL!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Prakar, I know that too. HUGS!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Vaisakh!


**who said you are alone...??
you have a lot of friends and people who respect you here in Blogsville...

yeah I know..Im blessed. But sometimes u need some love n care from the ppl in ur life too, dun u? when u switch off ur PC, u still need a hug.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Mayz..HUGS!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ur spot on Kartz n ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww beautifully put Soul, ty so much!


**The whole world shares your tears,
Some for two nights or one,
And some for all their years.


I loved those lines the most...it tells my story.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

WC Harish n ty!

**So hope ur dad calls u today!

hehe...if there r phone lines in Heaven, yes he will call me :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

:) Vish tnxx!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Asha HUGS!

**I don't really like chocolates but he does! HeeHee!) Yeahhh! Don't ever get married to a nerd

hahahaha!

but he's really sweet awww...


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Suresh n ur spot on abt that!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Margie u hv been so kind to me over the past few days and ALWAYS too. HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ Angel!

guess wut..I just realised some ppl r so jealous of our friendship LOL! *wink wink*


Im do glad u had a great time at the game with ur loved-ones...and that u had a suga candy V-day too! ur husband is a cutey to do that...ya know, get u chocs n all. :)

I agree..there's sincere love too and on V-day such ppl must be hvn a ball. Like u and ur hubby!


*MWAH*


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Im so sorry to hear abt ur dad Raysh HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

:(

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Margie ur husband is the luckiest man on Earth...wut a wonderful lady he's got in his pocket! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Sawan!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Chriz hey so did ya find a gal in ur travels? ;-)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Anwesa n same to ya!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

thats true Prashanti...ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Hobo tnxx! dun cry...we all hv a story to tell...I know.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hehehe Lavida...

send him a pink undy?

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Gunj!

:)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

tnxx Crazy! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Rex tnxx mate! ;-)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey HUGS Nachi!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Eugenio WC n ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Akanksha!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

awww Steve ur wonderful all the time too!

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

I agree CU!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Trinaa HUGS! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey CU tnxx for the great encouragment :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

HAHA Southy dun worry I HAD no John on V-day lol!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Amit ty so much for everything!

I know u truly care abt me...it feels great to know someone like on the net.

ppl may hurt me, but I always back to all of ya here and I feel so LOVED.

HUGS!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Bla n u too!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Rakesh ;-)

ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Margie that was so very sweet of ya to take ur notebook just to write to me. MWAH I dun hv words to express how very sweet n loving u r!

bless ya always!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Thats so sweet of ur mum Rat!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Hemz :)

HUGS! I know.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Shrav :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Ramya HUGS!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

true BB.

**So much that when I do try to show a part of myself that I usually keep quiet about I ALWAYS feel like a fool afterwords.

aww...here's one more person who feels the same way. HUGS! Keeping silent is better than argueing with such ppl.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hehehe oo7 :)

ty!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Nachi tnxx! :)

Im ok mate...so sweet of ya!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Angel!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Kartz!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Im good ty Soul! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

very true Jack n TY!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Resurgence!


**Why do u need to depend on the reactions of people?

but dun u depend on ur loved-ones for love n care? I think we all do look upto our loved-ones for some understanding. They r not total strangers and it hurts the most when loved-ones misunderstand us.


Thats why.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Im so sorry to hear that Raysh awww...

:*(

Keshi.

Shionge said...

Oh Big Hugz Keshi Sweetie, you know it is because it is so commercialised on Valentine's Day that makes this day miserable for single.

But on the other hand, with true love everyday is V Day not just with your partner but among family and friends too Keshi.

We all love you and that's great Valentine's Day everyday already :D

Keshi said...

hey ty Amy HUGS!


**i think i have somewhat decrease my expectation on expecting someone to spare a thought somehow

I agree...Im the same now.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty for all ur sweet email Margie! Shows how much u think of me :)

luv ya!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ria ur such a beautiful soul. No wonder u found LOVE..HUGGGGGGGGGGZ n ty!

and dun cry now :) I know ur a very sensitive person like me.

I hope u had a great romantic luvy duvy V-day? ;-)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

I do dun I Julia :) tnxx luv!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Adisha :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hehe Somnath ty n WC!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty so much Prabir!

** just think you are the most adorable person in the earth,

lol Im not sure abt that tho :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Krys!

I dun hate V-day...just that i dun like when some ppl abuse LOVE on V-day. Im sure there r sincere lovers who celebrate Love on V-day too...and thats great!

:)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Anits luv!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

haha Utopia!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Rakesh who knows I might even catch ya up in the skies ;-)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Bev I'll be there soon hun MWAH!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Bro :)

**I don kno if being single is a bliss..but it do saves a few bucks for personal use...

ur such a stingy dude lol!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww truthful its ok hun. u said that simply cos u didnt know.

HUGS!

And yes we Cancerians r so broody sometimes and hard to come out...but we'll be ok :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Nora MWAH!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww Arv that made me all teary...HUGGGGGGGGGZ!

I know u miss ur dad too...alot.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Satish!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

SMM hey tnxx hun n HUGZ!

**Chotu

wut a cute name! :)


from time to time, I'll definitely write abt him and his cute letters to me. I'm still waiting for them to send me his pics and initial letter.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Nikhil!


** and abt ppl who mae u cry--they wil be hanged..am startin a court complex blog soon werein all of u can redress ur grievances and all of it shall be dealt with severely..

HAHA ur funny!


*HUGZ* I know u care Nikhil. ur a sincere and loving bro to me.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ghee tnxx hun!

Sometimes the very ppl that u want to be loved by wont love u.


*HUGZ*


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Swetha!

:)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey ty Tarun!

**It provided a glimpse of a cherubic, hopeful Keshi, who manages to have tears of joy flowing along with a warm genuine smile.

HUGS!

so how was ur V-day? My manic mon was manic indeed...now Im hvn a manic tuesday too! So busy.


Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey Gautami tnxx hun!

**You know I love you even if I dont say it.

aww wut a sweet thing to say. I hv to tell u the same thing. even tho Im not regular in ur blog, it doesnt mean I love u less. ur always in my heart!

abt net losers...I dun care abt em at all. :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Pak hey hello :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

hey David love to ya too!

*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

tnxx n same to ya Iceman, hows u? :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

WOW enjoy the movie and the holiday too Margie!

:)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Shionge wut u said is true...they commercialise LOVE and overrate it on V-day just to earn money!


Keshi.

CM-Chap said...

Hey Keshi... Hw r u? Long time. Was busy n wrk.

Cheers from another "single" on valentines day. I believe in "Single. Not ready to mingle" philosphy :)

Keshi said...

haha good one Chap!

Keshi.

Shachi said...

Hey Keshi, A very moving post....touched me to the core!

A very happy Valentines Day to you....love and Hugz!

Arunima said...

Wow Keshi this is such a beautiful & touching post!!!
Ur dedication note to ur father could not have come on a day better then this!!!

****LOL sweety****

Ria said...

@Keshi: Read my post on v'day to knw what did i do! :) And Luv u lots babe!

Ani said...

that was lovely and really touching..

and yes i completely agree presents without presence is of no use..

i do hope u r feelin a bit better now.. and trust me good things are abt to come ur way
:) hugggzzzz

Keshi said...

hey ty Shachi! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Arunima :)

My dad died long time ago...

HUGS!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ria I luv ya too babez!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Ani Im ok babez. HUGS!

Keshi.

irshad said...

Hey Keshi,

Am back and back for good after 6 months.... :).

How is da life going on???

!Teq-uila Del Zapata said...

oops, i was out to some other city for 3 days, so no wishing you for V-day.
But I wish you a very happy and warm V day(right from core of my heart)
i wont console you, not really! for apparent reasons.
anyway, I am glad u have such a lovable father!

Keshi said...

Its all good for me Irshad, how abt u? Hows the war in SL going?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Anuz!

so where did ya go? :)

Keshi.