Wednesday, November 16

A roadside grave...

All these years wasted...all those memories haunting me...how you talked, how you laughed, how you made funny faces...your deep voice...the way you touched my shoulder, the way you waited for me...when you would take my darkest day and make it the brightest ever...when birthdays were not lonely...how my life seemed full...how everything felt so right and worth the struggle for...when I didn't have to look in all the wrong places for a little bit of happiness...how you maintained my peace of mind...the times we laughed till we cried...those war and 007 movies you wanted me to watch with you...the beautiful lessons in life you taught me...that day when you told me about how helping others would bring the greatest joy...the beautiful dresses you gave me...times when we would all go on long drives in your car...how you taught me to take care of pets...the way your face lit up when I gave you a hug...when nothing seemed to matter...when everything was just fine...that Saturday morning when you didnt wake up...when the clear blue sky fell upon me and turned my happy world to the hell I've known so far...the day you left me never to come back...we all face the same fate but you went way too early...maybe because you were larger than life and was meant to be here only for a short while...my life has never been the same without you...there's a huge void even if I achieve the best of the best......the deafening silence of your absence is hard to bear...but I know Love never fails...your Love has made me trudge along...if only memories and tears can bring you back, you'd be here with me today...I havent come across anyone else who loved me the way you did...unconditionally and so brilliantly...miss you eternally Dad. To all the people passing by this, you are now no more than a grave by the roadside, but to Ma, Sis and me, it's a reminder of the all too few treasured moments we spent with you. God speed till we meet again in His garden to be together forever...no closure till then.
I'm not at my best guys....just feeling a bit depressed...and memories of my dad adds to the pain...no I didnt write this to get any sympathy...never wanted it from anyone 'cos it doesnt change a thing about how I feel...just that I wanted to talk to him and so I wrote this. And I have written about him in the past from time to time...if you want to read one of them you can go here. In real, he doesnt have a grave 'cos we put his ashes into a river.You just drove past this roadside (rather blogside) grave of my dad and there's an invisible and an ever-growing lake of tears next to it...it's mine.

105 Cranium Signets:

starbender said...

I miss my dad 2!
There are sooo many things
I've never gotten 2 say!
:(

southpaw said...

Keshi, pull urself up together and be happy.
HUGZ

KJ said...

Cannot say anything more than, hugssss to u keshi!!!

KJ

Arz000n said...

Am I in top 5??

I cant believe it

Woo...hooo!!

Arz000n said...

there's a huge void even if I achieve the best of the best...

Awwww...that was sad to hear K000kie,


If Im not wrong you had mentioned about ur dad in ur 99 facts....you used to like him keeping his hands on ur shoulders..something like that..right??

That time I was gonna ask you.....

and memories of my dad adds to the pain..
Memories are hard to erase, but you need to come out strong from it. Anyway...I know you can. You are a brave girl!!

Hugzz to you K000kie-Masta
And cheer up!!

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

No words to say anything Keshi sweety ....

Except take care of urself, ur mom and sis .....

Ur dad will keep a watch on all of you from above.

Now, smile sweety.

And get outta the depression fast ....

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

Dedicating this song 2 u : " Woh Lamhe ... Woh baatein ..... " (Zeher)

strawy said...

aawwwwww keshu, ur post made me cry too,miss my dad too re , u know he was the best dad in this world,the way he pampered me...he always called me his doll,i still remember he use to lift me up on his palm,i have thos beautiful pics too... god plz give me my dad back... miss him soo much
awwww i cant write more
hugsss keshuuu...

PuNeEt said...

me in top 10

lemme come back

PuNeEt said...

hey Keshi....

Huggzzzzz

gather that courage as u have alwayz done...

Huggzzzzz sweetii

God Bless U

AmitKen said...

A big HUG on your way.

Take Care!

alice said...

hugsss...and kisses...take care ..

icyblue said...

hey keshi, U know the Mighty one up there, has a purpose for doing what He did.... And I'm dead sure ur Dad is very happy where he is.. And he misses u too equally...

Cheer up dear... Ur a strong person... so smile and keep smiling..

Icy

susubala said...

Keshi : Cheer up and be happy. as u said, ur father is there always for you lively by your thoughts...

KJ : probably she needs kattipudi vaidiyam now...

SaffronSaris said...

keshi, i thought you found out that guy's name (few posts down) then i realised you made up the name--was funny though!!
Cheer up!!
Live for today and tomorrow, not wallow in yesterday's past.

Invincible said...

Oh keshu, i can imagine how much u miss him. As u mentioned "maybe because you were larger than life and was meant to be here only for a short while" .

Take care, sis.
God bless..

Michelle said...

hey kesh...well...cant fathom wat ur goin thru but i can imagine...n im sorry...

those war and 007 movies you wanted me to watch with you...
i do the same wid my dad...used to hate em first....but watchin it wid him makes it fun...

its k kesh...sumtimes we do miss the ppl we love a lot and they arent present...but u kno wat im sure ur dad is watchin over u...and i can guarantee he must b very proud of his keshi...cuz shez a wonderful person

this was ne of the most wonderful posts ive read...kesh n i mean it

hang in thr sunshine!!
hugzzzzzzz

niki yokota said...

Love never fail is good word!!
yeah hes watching u with angels...
best wishes for ur mom and sis and keshi!!!!

Justin Thyme said...

As sad as it can be sometimes, just remember that he's out the watching over you, protecting you from harm in ways far greater than he could have done in this existence...
Big hugs for you - as always!!

Trée said...

My dad died one year ago tomorrow. Your post hits very close to home for me at this time. Keshi, thanks for sharing. Hugs and kisses.

saby said...

...if only memories and tears can bring you back, you'd be here with me today


SHIT Kesh,

snap out of it
u making me cry for my dad too


but my dad and your dad dont want tears

live life Kingsize (or Queen size)
dats wat my dad and yours wants

if u dont
u dishonour the memory of your dad

saby said...

the way u reacted to RC
was definitely not the way he wanted

i am pretty sure of dat
all u had to do was to laff it out

AmitKen said...

i recd a mail in ur name today. I wasn't sure if that was u or that bugger... pls confirm.

saby said...

i am gonns get back at u
am gonna post my dad's dying letters to me


his last letter b4 he passed on to the other side

it has his blood stains on it

i bet u will cry
as i surely will

saby said...

SHIT !


i am already crying

Autumn Storm said...

Beautifully written!
(HUGS)

Nitika said...

what to say yaar
after reading the post i feel your pathetic ambience in ma heart and couldn't stop ma tears........i can't...i just can't handle.......u r brave gal honey.....
i thought for not putting any comments, no words came out.........but then i just wanna give u real life hugsssss

i don't know how but i always feel that u r so close...... reading your every post means knowing u so well....i wish we could meet in real world beside blog world.

these lovely red roses for u ma sweeti....hope this will give back your sweet smile that your dad is just willing to see from God world.......your dad is always with u only that his existence is change from this world to another..............

kesu u plz take care
luv u
lots of luv to your sis and mom

uttara said...

i donno wat to say .... but then u should cry out wen u feel like .. so i will not say dont cry .. u will feel better ....

am always there for u babes.. no worries n dont feel sad ...

hugzzzzzz
uttara

Tarun said...

Don't do Grrrr I am here :)

Will comment on all unread posts later.

Kroopa Shah (Kr00pz) said...

I'm sorry Keshi. All I can say is hugs to you....

Vivek Panda said...

yoohoo i'm in the first 50 again !!

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

C'mon ma bold n gutsy Keshur!! What happened to u sweety???

Cheer up babez ... now all u can do is cherish the memories and the time u spent with him ... hez sitting up there ... n he does not want to see u go all sad n depressed ...

Muuuaaahh hunnie ... i hope u feel better after writing this post ... writing out stuff is the best thing one can do when hez depressed! And believe me , it really helps! :)

C'mon i want the 'Alive & Kicking' Keshi back!!!

Love you!!

sittingnut said...

sorry :-( read your earlier post too. one feels so helpless.

i wanted to write something more but ČħéèŝŶ.ŦēřmiŦę has already said what i wanted to say almost word to word.

so hope we will have the angel back soon, after a good cry.

tsduff said...

Thanks for sharing your post Keshi. The thoughts were poignant and pulled at my heart. Those people who we loved are so deeply missed.

"we all face the same fate but you went way too early"

So well put.

Keshi said...

~~Super trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won’t feel blue...
Like I always do
’cause somewhere in the crowd there’s YOU...



:) Im soooo happy all becos of YOU guys! I'm back in a happy and dancing mood...how can I not be...when all of you who havent even met me in real, have so much LOVE for me? When I checked my blog this morning, it was raining LOVE...from all of YOU...dad really is with me...through each and every one of YOU - I LOVE YOU guys, I hope you know that by now...



~~Super trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
Smiling, having fun
Feeling like a number one...


Im smiling today folks and feeling like a number one...;-)

Johnny B. Good said...

Kesh hunny,
a forward from God:


i never promised u a rose garden

along wid the sun shine
there's gotta be a little rain sometimes ...

Keshi said...

In return of your Love to me, I'd like to dedicate a song for each and everyone of my dear mates...





Starbender for u my newest friend...

~~Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive...






Mich mah babez...this is for u...

~~I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see...









Cheesy babez for u sweety...

~~Shadows grow so long before my eyes
And they're moving across the page
Suddenly the day turns into night
Far away from the city but don't hesitate
'Cause your love won't wait hey
Ooh baby I love your way every day
Wanna tell you I love your way
every day
Wanna be with you night and day...












z000nie...for u...

~~And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....









Saby my dear...for u..

~~Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there...








Uttara darlz....for u only..

~~I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know
the places where we go
when we´re grey and old
´cos I´ve been told
that salvation lets their wings unfold
so when I’m lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and I feel that love is dead
I’m loving angels instead...








South...for u mate..

~~When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No, I won't be afraid
Oh, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand
Stand by me...










st000nie my darling huggggz! for u...

~~Blue eyes
Holding back the tears
Holding back the pain
Baby’s got blue eyes
And she’s alone again
Blue eyes
Baby’s got blue eyes
Like a clear blue sky
Watching over me...









KJ my friend...for u only...

~~I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright, bright
Sun-Shiny day....









Nitika babez...for u girl..

~~The night is coming and the starling flew for days
I’d stay home at night all the time
I’d go anywhere, anywhere
Ask me and I’m there because I care
Sara, you’re the poet in my heart
Never change, never stop









Deepa my friend...for u...

~~Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they’re leaving
You’ll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita...







Justin...here's for u..

~~Unforgettable, that's what you are
Unforgettable though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more
Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay....











Puneeeeet...for u..

~~So anytime somebody needs you, don't let them down, although it grieves you,
Some day you'll need someone like they do, looking for what you knew.
Mmm, I'm telling you now, The greatest thing you ever can do now,
Is trade a smile with someone who's blue now, It's very easy just...










Autumn...for u darl...

~~ When you’re down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever I am
I’ll come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again...











Susubala...for u hunny...

~~Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven...









Kroopz...for u only...

~~You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace
It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away...








Niki...here's one for u dear..

~~I hope the man upstairs isn’t mad at me,
’cause I have one of his angels
And she’s here with me.
Each time I see her precious smile,
And she spreads her wings,
It takes me to a place where love meets eternity.
Oh no,
I’m not letting go,
I don’t want to be alone
In this crazy world...









Saffrons...for u girl...

~~If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way...









Sittingnut for u mate...

~~Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song...









Amitken it was me in the email...:) hers for u..

~~Look at these eyes
They've never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered
I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know...










Alice for u girl....

~~And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best...







v000nie for u only...

~~Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent a little more time on you
Oh a little more time, yes he did baby...








Tarun for u matey...

~~No New Year's Day to celebrate,
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away,
No first of spring, no song to sing,
In fact, here's just another ordinary day.
I just called to say I love you;
I just called to say how much I care;
I just called to say I love you,
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart....











Tre for u mate...

~~I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart...








Icyblue babez..for u...

~~When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down
you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there;
giving me all you've got.








Terry for u hun...

~~Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We always know that there's tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on...










Vivek for u my friend...

~~Shine, come on and let it shine
Light me up, make me feel alive
You've got what it takes
Shine, and only you know how to lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Shine on me today...



Thanks all for lifting me up...
HUGGGGGGGGZ!
Keshi.

Vivhyd said...

Sorry to know that Keshi.. somethings in life we just cannot explain why God does it that way. I know its difficult but hopefully you will pick urself up and move on and make ur dad proud.. take care

Lindsey said...

Very beautifully written Keshi. You almost made me cry!

saby said...

FUCK !

dat was AWESOME Kesh


u no wat akes u soo lovable
is


u give a lotta time to make all assholes who visit u

feel special


Poor FIRA
i saw him crying in the rain


-Saby, asshole

saby said...

say a little prayer ...
http://imnutsincaps.blogspot.com/2005/11/walk-wid-me-says-kerry.html

Humour and last laugh said...

when did he die? I lost my father six years back. i think of him often but have tried to look after me and my family. I think time heals. In your case too it will be so, i hope.

Me said...

HUGZZZZ...

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

thanx keshi dear ....

keep smiling always ...

love
deepa

uttara said...

keshi....

u have touched my heart
far away u r
no matter wat they say
u always close to my heart

wen i was feeling blue ,u stood by my side , am an e-angel who will be by u always .... hope that e doesnt stay for long ....

love u alwaysssss
n my frnd forever ....

hugzzzzzzz
mermaid_angel

Johnny B. Good said...

i can drop the e for me

southpaw said...

I have replied ur query.
Good day keshi!!!

uttara said...

southy .......

howz ya???? ahem ahem

missed u loadssssss
:p

uttara

Keshi said...

Thanks Viv I will :)


Linny aww dun u cry sweety....tears dun suit ur pretty face...hugggggggggz!




Thanks Saby!
I do what I can to make ppl feel what they deserve...:)




Humor hey WC!
He died when I was just 16. U lost ur dad too? aww HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!








Avik that was so sweet, thanks and HUGGGGGGGZ!







Deepa thanks hun!






Uttaraaaaaa muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I miss u like the deserts miss the rain, girl...:(

**u have touched my heart
far away u r

awww soooo beautiful...u have done the same to me...d u know that? yeah I hope we meet somehow...some day in this life...HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!








G'day South! :)
I replied to u...



Keshi.

PuNeEt said...

thanks sweeti...

u have touched my heart with those words...

Ur one sweet soul on this earth...
i have learned a hell lot from u n ur posts...

hopez ur feeling better today

Huggzzz baby

musings (m000nie) said...

hey girl... hugzzz... i know how it feels... i too get these kinda moods sometime...

but ur happy today n thats all that matters...

m just read ur mail... lemme answer bak..

laterzzzz

Keshi said...

Puneet the sun wouldnt be shining if not for it's many rays...u too r one of those rays that make this world a brighter place...:) thanks!






m000nie aww I know...cos u miss ur dada too...HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!


Keshi.

southpaw said...

@uttara
ahem ahem...missed me?how come?
lolz....

uttara said...

keshi.........

thanx sooo much for making me sooo spl ..

aww i did the same .. :) thanx ....
yes we will meet before this life ends ..:) somehow ..
hugzzzzzzzz
muaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

uttara

uttara said...

southy ..
ahem ahem ...

yes i did .. :p dont ask me how n all .. :p u need to understand .. i have been busy with my exmas .. n am not in the corner na ...lol

have a gr8 day buddy

hugzzzzz
uttara

Boldnbeautiful said...

Hey Keshi, Reading your Post & Strawy & Saby's Comment made me cry..

No more words..
Take care & God bless all

Keshi said...

what's ut000nie doing here w.o. studying now? lol! Oh I see...south000nie is here...a ha!

:)
Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww B&B Huggggggggggggz u ok?


Keshi.

uttara said...

BNB .. dont cryyy

plzzzzzz

uttara

keshi .. am here for ahem ahem ..lol
u got it right .:p

uttara

Keshi said...

ANNOUNCEMENT!


Check out NV's new forum in my links area...this is a great way to keep in touch with all ur blogmates etc on the net.


This is the ONLY ad I'm putting on my blog...cos NV is a super-special guy...aww dun we love him..

:)
Keshi.

Keshi said...

Uttara I know duhhhhhhhhhh!

~~rols her eyes...

Keshi.

saby said...

keshi

u no Uttara well
can u tell me wat lines i shud give her


i am not making much head way

saby said...

u do dat for me
and i wont bug u ever again

saby said...

SHIT !
i dont love him

saby said...

ROHIT i mean
i love Justine

saby said...

i even love dogs, cats and mice and Minnie

saby said...

SHIT !
only 67


i intend to score today

saby said...

if any other guy
posts a sob story


i will SCREEEEEEAMMM

saby said...

and all u guys dont enter here till i score 100

saby said...

nutting

just slammed the door
and gathers his tots

>|' ; '| said...

take care keshi...
:-(

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Thanx a lot Keshi for loving me ... and makin me feel so special.

Love u too :)

PuNeEt said...

oh My My...

Keshu has turned into a poet...
wow

beautiful lines...

huggzzzzzzzz

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

Keshi ...... this is w.r.t. the comment u made abt the tattoo thing :

my reply :
"
ouch !!! that hurts ....

my mom says the same always :(((
"

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

smile again keshi dear :)

Vanathi said...

Take care...

KJ said...

same like when u were there fpor me.

hugzzz

:-))

alice said...

wow...u r awesome girl...

icyblue said...

That was so touching... thanks keshi!
Keep smiling :)

Invincible said...

i return n what do i see
a poem for every one wrote thee !

good to see u upbeat :)

strawy said...

oooo keshuu so sweet of u..
~~Blue eyes
Holding back the tears
Holding back the pain
Baby’s got blue eyes
And she’s alone again
Blue eyes
Baby’s got blue eyes
Like a clear blue sky
Watching over me...

st000nie decides to buy blue contacts ...

mez so touched with the poem, its soo damn nice... uff uff how much time u take out re, to find poems for every 1 ... n look how much v make u work na ....
hugsss sweety , love ya ... u r a real sweetheart re...

Boldnbeautiful said...

Keshi & Uttara I am very fine..

Uttara how are u doing gal?

Tanvi said...

alriet im late..n u were depressed n now ur all happiee..see ur happie before i even come..

sorrie bout ur dad keshi..but sometimes all we need are memoriez that last forever..take care! n cheer up! wait ur alreadie cheered up! cheer up some more!

niki yokota said...

awww~ very touchy. im moved..(*o*)
thank u for ur comment on comment!! take care keshi!!!!

Rohit Talwar said...

don't know what to write.. can't say i understand...cos its a loss only you know how it feels. really no words.

just want to say.. take care of mom, sis, and then yourself.

Dewdrop said...

Hey Keshi
I understand your feelings. To deal and to live with a loss of a loved one, and specially a parent is big thing and requires a great deal of strength. Unfortunately some things are just out of our control. Wish you all the strength and may faith be with you. You are in my deepest thoughts. Take care friend. huggs

Akruti said...

Keshi,I have been reading the posts here for quite sometime,but today i ahd tears in my eyes when i finished reading it.you are lucky to have such a wonderful person in your life whose memories will bring smiles to your place.
I dint meet my father past 16yrs{my parents got seperated long back} and yes,i miss the word a Happy family,complete family.
Hugs and all the good wishes to you.

tsduff said...

"Lean on me, when you're not strong" -

Keshi, thanks for the words - I love that song.

The Phoenix said...

Sorry for your loss, and I'm sure you think of your father everyday. There will be more days like this when the pain of losing him feels heavier.

When you write things like this for him, know that you ARE writing to him.

Keshi said...

Thanks Poison :)
Im smiling now..all cos of u...(rolls her eyes...lol!)






Cheesy muahh!
D u know that song? It's 'Baby I love ur way'..:)







lol Puneet they arent poems...just parts of songs I like :)







Deepa lol my mum and ur mum should for a club...anti-tattoos association or something loll!
And thanks hun :)







Thanks KJ muahh!
I so admire ur heart...being there for me in bad times just cos I was there for u...aww HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ ur a million-dollar babe!





Vanathi thanks!








Alice muahh!





Icyblue muahh!






v000nie :) huggggggggz!






st000nie lol did u get the contacs...aww...it's a song by Elton John...Blue Eyes...suited ur pretty face and beautiful heart that even tho in pain comes to cheer me up all the time...HUGGGGGZ!







B&B rock on :)







Niki heyy huggggggz!







Tanvi awwww it's alright...u dun even have to be here but when I think of u all's usually well...muahhhhhhhhh hunny!







Rohit that's so true...no one can ever really feel the way someone else feel's...thanks for being there for me mate, u r just awesome!








Dewdy muahh!
Yes losing a parent is really hard...especially when I have known him and him having a big heart too...he is one of a kind...a man with a very open and pure heart...he helped many many many ppl in that short time...they still talk abt him. Im not just bragging cos he's my dad...but he was trully exceptional...didnt have much in life - just a big heart...
Thanks girl! What would I do without ur radiance?







Akruti WC sweety!
aww thats a real sad situation to be in...I'm so sorry to hear that girl...HUGGGGGGGZ! I know I should just count my blessings that at least I got 16 years of my life with my dad...and yes I had a good childhood and a happy family, thanks to my lovely parents. I hope someday that ou will be happily married and give that kind of life to your kids..even tho u couldnt have one for urself as a kid...I really wish u well dear...keep in touch muahhhhhhh!








Terry hugggggggz!








Phoenix heyy thanks mate!

**When you write things like this for him, know that you ARE writing to him.

yes..I always know he will hear me, see my writing, be near me...cos u guys came back with so much LOve...isnt that enough proof that my Dad is watching over me...thanks!



Thank u all...u guys r amazing! No words to describe....HUGGGGGGZ all!

Keshi.

saby said...

Now a poem for Keshi

u r my sunshine
my only sunshine


u make me happy
when skies are grey

u woll never no dear
how much i love u ....








Yeah, i been consuming a heelluva lott of moon shine lately

saby said...

for she's a jolly good fella
for she's a jolly good fella




so say all of us

saby said...

... now lets see if Justine and Fira can cume up wid a better poem than dis

saby said...

relax Tanvi it's alright
i was just kidding



u still hold centre place in my heart

saby said...

95

saby said...

97
and still counting

saby said...

98
and i am sill growing strong

saby said...

a 99 and .....

saby said...

heyyyyyy
your counter is rong

Keshi said...

100

Keshi said...

Thanks Richard for making it 100...what a dumbo.

Keshi.

Keshi said...

heee heeee
u wc :D

Rohit Talwar said...

anytime, dear.
ju are awesome, too!
:)

Kerry said...

hi keshi, wb!!!! how are you dewing love? i have missed you! i love your new image picture! smiles.

*mauzh and hugs*

kerry

Keshi said...

Kerry muahhh! I missed u too...and I dropped by ur house yday ;-)

Keshi.