Monday, September 10

Can You Hear Me?

Lonesome days...
Crystal clear heart...
A friend or two...
Silent and still...

Yet longing to be heard...

A touch of love felt...


Heart-prints left forever...


















MANY THANKS to all of you who lifted me up in my last post. Without you, I wouldn't be OK today. These are some pics from the weekend...yes, Keshi went to the Beach again :). I just had to. This time we drove to The Entrance, a picturesque spot in Central Coast, NSW. It was a day's trip and I had some peace and quiet, and some child-like fun in the water with some dear ones. So these pics and the captions are for you...to celebrate your friendship...something that I want to give you in return for the love you always give me during my toughest times. I'm ok now...so dun worry. With you guys around, I'll always be sailing, cos you HEAR me and I HEAR ya, no matter what. Together our souls are sailing with strength and courage, cos we HEAR each other's cry. Enjoy and have a great week ahead my friends, I LOVE YOU GUYS!



Current Music: Sailing by Rod Stewart

111 Cranium Signets:

Sam said...

oi!!! am i the first one to comment... yahoooo!!!
hey girl.. good to knw u r ok... i mean.. fine!!
now dats my buddy.... hey u fall... but u gotta get up and going!! don't u think so?? dats wot makes the like us different from teh rest!! :)
and the beach really does wonders for u, doesn't it? ;)

Jeya Anand said...

friends are meant for that...keshi...be it those who stand by you in real or those hiding themselves in virtual space...:)

And I am leaving this to take care of my career...will eloborate in my next post...

niki yokota said...

what is this?? this is not goodbye post, isnt it? :O

Sweetstickychewy said...

Gorgeous Pictures gurlie!! HAWT STUFF!

love the one with feet in water. Actually i lurve almost everything. all so pretty.

And glad to hear you are doing ok.:)

*HUGGIZ*

deepsat said...

you too have a nice week ahead!

tc!!

;-))

The Stormin Mormon said...

Holy shit.

I have friends from The Entrance that now live next door. How small a world.

Jeya Anand said...

yup..happiness at the moment is all that matters...Glad you are happy...
And theres nothing to be sorry abt me leaving...Everyone gonna leave one day:)

Aditi said...

ooh pretty....all the pictures are gorgeous...specially the waves crashing on the rocks and the ducks

Pijush said...

Its nice to know that you are enjoying :-) Excellent shots, nicely captured and Love you too. TK

anits said...

hi keshi darling...friendship means share ur happiness and ur difficulties as well..so dun wory k?!
anyway wonderful photos! even though i just knw u recently..its so nice to b u fren...its sincerely from my heart!
tcare dear!

EBEZP said...

I've been away and your comments on mine while I was away made all the difference it's all to do with friends Keshi love I couldn't do any of this without the presence of friends such as yourself. It is the most valuable thing on this weird wild webby thing.

For your comments on mine I bought you some pics of my trip. Enjoy

Trinnie said...

awesome pics keshi! :)

i wish i cud have been there :D

Menchie said...

awesome pics keshi! though am not too crazy with all the birds (freaks me out!).

have a great week! :D

akanksha said...

Hey...nice to c u back in action with a new found hope.:-) well,i totally agree wid u when u say friends here in the blogosphere cheered u up...they seem to always be there, no matter what!:-) So,,keep happy and remember, for us, u r precious...and we all love you.
Keep smiling.Take care.
Pics were too good i must say.

phishez_rule said...

That pelican picture is amazing!

SaffronSaris said...

poppy doll-pearl, I posted!
Okie-dokey, I'm currently swamped so I can't stay long. Hope you're having a better time than moi :)

Actually, I think the coats are cool! How's Sydney with all the Bush-protestors??

Neers said...

beautiful!! ohh keshi, am soo happy... you had an amazing weekend!

Rajeev said...

fantastic pics Kesh!
glad ur alrite now!

peace & love
Jeevy

Peter said...

So happy to see your more positive mood back! Already reading the comments from the preceding post convinced me that "keshi is back!"

Thanks also for Rod Stewart!!

Saltwater Blues said...

aww ... love you too babe!!

does this mean you're not going away?

Shine on!

Cazzie!!! said...

Gorgeous images, lovely sentiments, dear heart Keshi :)

Kalyan said...

Hi keshi, missed your last posts as I was out of station...but nice to be back with some of these gorgeous shots. They definitely are going to bring cheers to any heart. Friends are meant to be there in each others times of needs else what is friends for!
Stay well & have a nice week ahead...!

Andrew said...

I have never seen so many pelicans together Keshi. Wow!

Kirthi said...

hey great pictures!!

glad u had a nice time... loved the picture were the waves are going crazy!!

take care... love

Alok said...

c i told u u r strong :) .... tht's the best thing to do .. give urself some time when u feel low and regroup ....

btw i liked the pic a lot

alok

anuj said...

good going keshi :)

anuj said...

good going keshi :)

anuj said...

hey .. some hot shadow legs there .. n i can see tht thy r nekked .. :D ..who's r thy? .. noiiice as thy are ..

some ideas rockin my head fr Nic sex club hun .. ;)

Keshi said...

lol Anuj they r my legs..Im takin my own pic there :)

hows u? Nil Sex club? lol wut r the tips?

Keshi.

Jeevan said...

Lovely beach pics! i like more the wave less beach, the foot was really superb.

Asha said...

Glad to hear that you are feeling good today Keshi! I love you too, have a great week and be happy!Hugs:)
Beautiful pics,lifts your spirits.

AmitL said...

Hi,Keshi...that's one cheerful post,with cheerful photos...good to see u back on track.:)Yea,we're always around. As the song goes.. 'Yunhi kat jaayega safar saath chalne se'..heard it? Cheers and have a great week.

niki yokota said...

oh goodie!! i have a fear that u might say this is the last post.
chorry keshi-chan. i was freak out when i saw that word 'last post'.
sooo embarrasing :P

Pankaj Gupta said...

hi keshi madam, how r u..so u wnt to beach again without me!!(grrrr)ha ha..gd dy dear..nice pics..!!

niki yokota said...

oh that photo of ur legs is a masterpiece!!
thought that was a leg model.

anuj said...

hehe .. I knew thy were urs .. nt tht i hav had a look at thm earlier .. bt sure I knew :D .. tht was jus a courtesy question :P ..

well .. u seem to hav been sleepin late these dyz .. nt tht i knw ur usual timing :P .. hehe ..

yup nil sex club .. well d ideas r a secret .. else u wud steal thm n become d event manager .. nenenene :P

cheese ..

homo escapeons said...

Staring at the Ocean, the birthplace of Life on Earth, seems to automatically put things into perspective.

We realize that it is an absolute miracle that we made it this far in a few billion years. The Ocean reminds us that we are a Triumph of Nature and yet individually we are just a drop in a HUGE bucket.

There is great mystery to be explored and something new to learn every single morning of every day that we get to wake up.

Open your eyes and reflect.
You are a miracle.

AVIANA said...

glad u had a good weekend!

smile! us bloggers will be here to read your thoughts, happy or sad...as long as they're from our Keshi!

:)

clover said...

Do you know something? God and the Virgin REALLY love you, and I mean that. Cheer up.

I love this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fdv8Qi_k-I4

Jac said...

Heart prints !! I liked that.

Pri said...

nice pics keshi :)
sorry i wasent around for the past few days and so couldent comment on ur earlier posts...
goin throught thm now...
hope things are a lot better.
tk care

hugzzz

Eternally Curious said...

Oh Thank God! I've been so worried about you all weekend long! But somehow, because I'm only just getting to know you, I did not feel right reaching out to you in your last post. Partly because we're only just becoming acquianted, and also because my "help" seems to always take the form of "practical" rather than emotional or heartfelt (altho I swear, for me, practical IS heartfelt) - and so because of this I was afraid of doing more harm than good.

I'm rambling - sorry.

It's just that I'm so relieved you are OK.

I answered your question to my post, if you're interested...

I'm so relieved you are OK. (I've said that already, haven't I?) (^_^)

WP2007 said...

Hi Keshi

Nice to see you out of your slump!

Some of the script in your past post made me worry.

Glad you like the poem--if you want to call it that.

Love the pics in this post.

Keep Cheery!!!!

Hugs

Bev

Kevin Patel said...

it seems ozland is da place i wish i can find the Beach here :). enjoy ur time with POMs....:)

Ghost Particle said...

Keshi! muahahahahha....u went to d beach again...it always heals!

We will be here for you forever girl...just like when u drop in my everyone post...damn that makes me emotional...not many do that to me...

and the pics...say...i loved the leg shadows...hot legs. :P

Ps said...

Keshi--This ia amazing--I ust got back, wrote a post--logged in to your blog--and I see something so similar to what I wrote!
Nice pictures.

Autumn Storm said...

Beautiful spot, wow! Glad to hear you had a great weekend, Kesh. :-D Good news indeed.

RamaG said...

fantastic pictures...beach yet again...at this rate there wouldnt be any beach left in NSW that you have not already visited. :-)) Just kidding.

-Rama.

The Phoenix said...

Wonderful pics!

Mayur said...

hey thtz wonderful-really nice thoughts
keep wrytin!
Cheers!

cathouse teri said...

Nice legs, too!
Love the pics. Nice tribute.
Love and Hugs.

mathew said...

wow..how i miss the beaches when I see these snaps..nothin like the pleasure of the sea breeze and lukewarm sea water..

DJ said...

awesome pics...
enjoy life... cheers!!!
tc...

Poo said...

Hi Keshi how are you? Beautiful Pictures.

Dont get disheartened dear ...Just be strong.

Some times its better to be alone. It gives you new directions and you can think something better for ur future.

Tc Dear
Miss you loads :)

AVIANA said...

did u listen to the song on your walk?

KAYLEE said...

//Kaylz nah...I'll be here for a lil bit longer...dun wanna leave all these lovely ppl missing me u know :)

but where r u going?///

awww okay and keshi:I have no idea where i am going? Nowhere Now! after reading that post that i posted yesterday again.I thought to myself...what was on? LOL I reaally dont know what prompted me to post that but all is well now.great post:) I am staying and god forbid I hope not giving up on life.I will let god decide when it is time for that not me......HUGGGGGGGGGZZZZZZZZZ.

WP2007 said...

Hi Keshi


I thought you might like to read another poem I wrote.


In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

I saw her in trouble
I saw her crying out
I saw her begging for help


In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

I thought I saw her in trouble
I thought I saw her crying out
I thought I saw her begging for help

In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

I believed all of what she told
I believed all I saw
I believed all the improbables

In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

I failed not to believe what she told
I failed not to believe half of what I saw
I failed not to believe all the improbables

In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

"Believe nothing you hear"
"Believe half of what you see"
"Believe no improbables"

In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules

Now my heart is sick
Now my heart is broken
Now my heart is crushed

In reaching out to save a friend
I broke my cardinal rules ...

Posted by WP2007


Bev

Keshi said...

Sam yes ur FIRST! :)

ty so much for being here for me. That means ALOT.

Beach is my soul rescuer...she's got the the magical power to heal me...

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Jeya I wish u all the best in ur career!

But I secretly hope u'd be bak to blogging too..with those fantastic verses u write.



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Niki no..it aint Goodbye yet..:) HUGGGGGGZ!


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ty Amy!

I love putting my feet in the water. wherever there is water, I wont go back w.o. dipping my feet in it...thats me :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Deepz ty! :)


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Mormon really?

So u hv Aussie neighbors who were originally from the Central Coast NSW? WOW!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Jeya I know...everyone leaves some day...but u dun hv to leave this early? :)


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Aditi ty!

and they r Pelicans...big beautiful birds.



Keshi.

Keshi said...

aww ty Pijush!


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Anits I love being ur friend too. Ur a darling HUGGGGGGGZ!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Ebezp WB n HUGGGGGGGGZ! I've been missing ya...

Lovely lovely pics! WOW I wish I was right there in Disneyland with ya. Gorgeous break u got!

When I went to Warner Bros Movie world in Queensland, I took pics with Batman..and I went on the Batman ride..LOL!

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Trinnie I wish u were here too...awww..



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Menchie MWAHHHHHH!

Pelicans r big peaceful brids...I went very close to one n took a nice pic..will put it up later on.

Im usually scared of birds too..the annoying, murderous ones such as Sea gulls lol!


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Akanksha as much as I love ur name, u seem to be a beautiful person too :) ty n HUGGGGGGGGZ!



Keshi.

Aidan said...

MAking me home sick once again.
I am sorry i missed your last post.... hope you are feeling better.


Aidan

Keshi said...

Phishez there is a Pelican feeding spot in that beach..a big flock of Pelicans come to that spot all at once and only during a certain time of the day...ard 4pm...they r amazing birds!


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hey Saffy I took a peek last nite..AMAZING earrings girl! U r so talented...love em! And ty for taking a shot of em. :)


** How's Sydney with all the Bush-protestors??

I didnt bother abt any of em...cos cmon, why do they protest when Bush is here? do they honestly think Bush is gonna listen to em? Besides, they want the troops out of War zone...but why? Werent troops supposed to do that anyways? It's their job...they agreed to FIGHT when they joined the ARMY, for godssakes!

:)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Neers ty sweetie!


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Jeevy tnxx! :)





Keshi.

Keshi said...

Peter ur a huge part of the Encouragement that brought me bak. TY!

And I love RS' music!

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Salty Im here to stay... :) ty so much!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Caz MWAHHHHHHH! U r beautiful!


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Kalyan WB!

ty and u r so right...what r friends for if not for holding hands during tough times...



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Andrew yeah..the Pelicnas were a treat...cos they looked so graceful together.

And there's a Pelican feeding spot in that beach...they all come to that spot during a certain time of the day....thats what the guide told us. And she was spot on! Cos ard 4pm, they all came ard like magic!


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Kirthi ty so much n HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Alok ty so much for having faith in me!


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Anuj u like my legs? :)




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Jeevan ty!

U like that pic too? :)


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Asha HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

Im ok now..so dun worry alrite?




Keshi.

Keshi said...

ty Amit!


** 'Yunhi kat jaayega safar saath chalne se'.

awww I havent heard it...tell me the meaning...which movie n all.


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Niki darl did I say LAST POST? awww where?




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Pankaj ty!

so why dun u catch a flight NOW, and get here by the wknd so we can hit the waves together? ;-)



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Niki hi again swt hrt!

**thought that was a leg model.

LOL cmon dun tease me now! that was a careless shot...:)




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Anuj my legs r alrite...not supermodel quality but I cud say they r decent legs hehe.


** seem to hav been sleepin late these dyz

yep...cos I dun get sleep when Im upset...but dun worry Im ok now :)


**Nil sex club

wut d u mean...dun u know Um the president already...that means, Im the Events Manager too LOL!

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HE great insight, ty!


**The Ocean reminds us that we are a Triumph of Nature and yet individually we are just a drop in a HUGE bucket.

so true...somehow when Im at the beach, I feel I belong there the most.


we r all LIVING miracles indeed!



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Lisa tnxx hun!

As long as ur here, I SHALL BE OK. HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!


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Clover WC!

This is the first decent comment from u, so I chose to publish it.

Can I ask u WHY u left all those dirty comments here before? Did u come to the wrong blog? Or was it that u were just bored that u had to hurt someone's feelings to kill ur time? Honestly, I cant u'stand why anyone wud wanna be so nasty to someone who hasnt done anything wrong to them. In my last post, I was really down and all u cud say was very hurtful things to me...WHY?


Mebbe ur from another site where some loser had cloned my ID and gave u all the wrong ideas abt me? I'd like to know.

tnxx for this one decent comment anyways! I hope we can be friends from now on?



Keshi.

Keshi said...

Jac and I love the Heart-prints u all leave here for me. TY!

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Pri tnxx alot n WB!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Curious no worries sweetz...u r beautiful just the way u r! HUGGGGGGGGGZ n ty!

u dun hv to be scared to talk to me...say anything u want - we r friends now...no going back right? :)


**I'm so relieved you are OK. (I've said that already, haven't I?)

LOL yes...u r sweet too!

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Bev u were a HUGE part of my recovery. TY n HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

I love ur post too...it helped me to think clearly...




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Kevin WC n ty!

**POMs

not many POMs here..this is Australia btw lol!


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Ghosty I made ya emotional? WOW I achieved SOMETHING then ;-) ty n HUGGGGGGGGZ for being here for me!


**and the pics...say...i loved the leg shadows...hot legs

hehehe...seriously? I thought they looked bad. :)


Keshi.

Keshi said...

PS WB n ty!

I gotta check ur post then...Im coming!! :)


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Autumn...ur words and the beach...they r a magical combination.




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Rama hey ty!

**at this rate there wouldnt be any beach left in NSW that you have not already visited

LOL yep..I think I've pretty much covered all the NSW beaches. My next State wud be Western Australia :)


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Phoenix tnxx matey!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Mayur WB! hows u?


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tnxx Teri! U ROCK!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Matty tnxx!

**..nothin like the pleasure of the sea breeze and lukewarm sea water

spot on!


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DJ tnxx alot!




Keshi.

Keshi said...

Poo MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHERE HAVE U BEEN? I've been worried abt ya and was looking for ya!!!!??????

I even rang ur number but it gets cut off each time?? WHERE WERE YA?


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Lisa I did...and I thought of u.


...I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away...
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is...


one of my favs!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Kaylz sometimes we feel like giving up on life...but if u hang on to it a lil bit more, u'd realise that Life always surprises ya...so dun u wanna see what surprises u have in store?

SO HANG IN THERE ok?? HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ! Im glad ur ok now :) u silly girl hehehe...


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thats another GENUINE verse Bev WOW!


**Believe nothing you hear"
"Believe half of what you see"
"Believe no improbables"


u write beautifully!!


why dun u put em up in ur blog too Bev?




Keshi.

Keshi said...

G'day Aidan!

in a way Im glad u didnt see my last post..its a depressing one.

:) Im ok now. tnxx n HUGGGGGGGGZ!



Keshi.

chocolteluva said...

ooo very professional pictures... nicely done.. =)

Keshi said...

hey Choco nuttin professional abt these pics at all :) I took em all with my mobile fone and at the spur of the moment hehe.

tnxx!



Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

//Kaylz sometimes we feel like giving up on life...but if u hang on to it a lil bit more, u'd realise that Life always surprises ya...so dun u wanna see what surprises u have in store?

SO HANG IN THERE ok?? HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ! Im glad ur ok now :) u silly girl hehehe///

Yes i do.....My dad had no idea that is what was wrong because Id cry and teel him it was nothing.SO he was surprised by that post too...had explaining to do haha:)

Vidya said...

I went back and read your previous post! And I am glad that you are limping out of the gloomy days.
When I read your post, my friend, I was pulled back into not too distant past where things were so gloomy and so tough that I just wanted to quit. But something in me surged on.

I guess you too have it in yourself to do that. Let me share my mantra with you. When I am through desperate times, I tell myself that this too will pass. That faith in myself and in God helps me limp out of it.

I wish you luck Keshi. Life molds in different ways and I hope this molds you into a more fabulous person than you already are.

Keshi said...

Kaylz ur dad reads ur blog? LOL if my mum did that, I wudnt be writing..I mean she looks at it every now n then...but thats when I want to show her a particular post. :)


Im so glad ur OK. Always know that Im here to talk to ya...except when Im in one of those shitty moods, like in the prev post hehe.


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Vidya ty so much!

I live in that hope too...that this too shall pass.

Im blessed with friends like u who remind me that from time to time. HUGGGGGGGGGGGZ!



Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

//Kaylz ur dad reads ur blog?

Im so glad ur OK. Always know that Im here to talk to ya...except when Im in one of those shitty moods, like in the prev post hehe.//

I know that:P and yeah he normally didnt but he knew something was up and I wouldnt tell him so ....he wanted to see if I wrote about it haha! he told me he wont do it again unlees i teel him too:)

Keshi said...

:) Kaylz.

btw when r u moving states?

Keshi.

KAYLEE said...

//btw when r u moving states?//

The 20th btw I wont be very happy tomorrow.:(

AmitL said...

Keshi,it's from the song'Hum Hain Rahi Pyaar Ke',and,the meaning is:'By walking together,the journey will pass smoothly...it's a nice song.Try this link:http://www.dishant.com/album/Hum-Hain-Rahi-Pyar-Ke.html

Jay said...

Glad you're doing better today. Lovely pictures. I want to go to the beach.

Keshi said...

wuts happening tomorrow Kaylz?


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Amit ty so much!

I'll check it now. :)

The meaning is beautiful!


Keshi.

Keshi said...

Jay catch a flight to an Aussie beach ;-)

tnxx!

Keshi.

tulipspeaks said...

hey.... good to see u smiling!


ammu.

Fleiger said...

Take care, Keshi:

http://lifestyle.indiatimes.com/articleshow/2354826.cms

Good to know you had some more beaching after...

Keshi said...

tnxx to u Ammu HUGGGGGGGZ!


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Fleiger but I aint EVERY Sydney gal LOL!



Keshi.

LADY LUXIE said...

Keshi Darling'...

The post down under ( this current post ) could have been written by me 18 years ago...exactly to the dot. I don't know what your circumstances are but one thin sure though is it's causing you pain. I lived that way before..I had the same notions of being always in the wrong ( sometimes I still do..)...I can also safely tell people "I hope you never go through what I did"...

I don't claim to have any answers or even have any worthy advice..except that...I let the tears run dry when they come...then I look up again and say "f*&^ you all..I like me...who cares what you think...

To this day there are some people I don't talk to...the ones that have caused me pain..Sometimes I lie at night feeling a tinge of guilt....but then..I'm happy now...so I'll just let time do its thing...

I wish you strength and love...and power!!!

Keshi said...

Luxie tnxx hun!

HUGGGGGGGZ! Ur words mean alot to me. I'll keep them in mind. I do the same now...I just say F'k all and move on.



Keshi.

diyadear said...

marvellous pictures... wud love to visit one of the oz beaches some day! hope u'll come to lead my way ;)

Fleiger said...

I know... otherwise I would have told you to cut back a little, and carry a helmet for other person ;)

Keshi said...

Diya I'd love to take u ard! :)



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Fleiger lolz!




Keshi.

Vibhanshu said...

Pretty pics....

Keshi said...

ty Vibhanshu n WC! :)

Keshi.

SamY said...

awesome pics :). Luks like a beautiful place. Placid and heavenly. Take me there nah, I too feel like being lonely in a place like that for a while :).

Keshi said...

cmon join me next time Samy ;-) but u wont be alone...u'd be with a big chatterbox lol!


Keshi.