Thursday, April 12

Beware Of Miss.Daschund

Prognosis
Have you ever let people walk all over you without you realising it? Well apparently I have mastered that art beautifully. I have done that to the point that I became a nice smooth Phd-qualified doormat, and was quite happy being one just cos I wasn't aware I was one. Then one fine day it all dawned on me...my Doormat status and my mega Giving personality that was really making me someone else's laughing stock.
Suddenly I had become the Mother Theresa for greedy opportunists. This revelation was rather sickening. And it dawned on me due to just few things I recently heard from a few so-called loved-ones. It was not with just one person but it happened with many. It was like thundering and lightning all over my head. I was like 'WHAT!! THIS CAN'T POSSIBLY BE AUDIBLE TO ME!'. I couldn't believe I was hearing such ridiculous things, and right then I wanted to believe I was deaf-at-birth. But I couldn't lie to my ears, could I now. Fess up to it Keshi, you just heard that right and no you're not hallucinating and yes your ear-drums are functioning well (no need of an ENT specialist for that clarification). So yeah when I heard those words I realised how gullible I have been. How over the top I was with being nice to many people. How much I have been taken for granted. Those words and how I then felt about me were the horrible symptoms of my terrible terrible disease. I have just diagnosed the root cause of the shock I was experiencing by those words. And that is, I was letting people take advantage of my niceness all the time.


Treatment

I thought hard about my rather doormatish fate. I then realised it's no point yelling at those people for expecting me to be a sturdy rug. The problem was actually in me. As I self-diagnosed the cause, after all the hissy fits and tears, I had to find some kind of remedy. One that would cure my scarred heart that is now beyond plastic surgery (so yeah, plastic surgery was no longer an option - even if I did do it, my heart would still look like Pricilla Presley trying to look normal). Over-the-counter medication wouldn't help either. What I needed now was something that had to come from within my train-wreck look-alike heart itself. I had to be my own doctor. My heart had to take a small course of tablets...one that would make it not trust every Tom, Dick (yes DICK!) and Harry that comes along...one that would teach it how NOT to be too nice to people...one that would change it to be a Bitch when it really should be. So my heart is under that Bitch Antibiotics course right now people - which will transform me from being an ever-sweet Butterfly into a stinging Butterbitch that you'd wanna avoid. Be very afraid!



Off topic. If anyone out there think that posting MY pics in MY blog is THEIR business, well I've got just 2 words for ya...FUCK OFF. This is my blog, my thoughts, my pics and it's my call. Get it through your thick skull. If you think I'm vain, stupid, silly, ugly, egoistic, so full of myself for posting my pics...well then I'm all that, and I'm glad about it. Cos this is ME, not YOU (anyways who would wanna be you??). I feel good that I'm being hated for who I really am and not being just admired for who I am not. If you're jealous cos you have nothing to post about yourself and have nothing else to do than go around telling others how they should blog and what they should post, then there's a remedy for that...GET A LIFE, A JOB or just get your own blog for some self-development. You need it badly.

Current Music: You Know You're Right by Nirvana

88 Cranium Signets:

Jim said...

My My My
the blog goddess has turned bitch

Jim said...

Bhago Annony mouses
bloody hell


she tinks its me

Anonymous said...

If you think I'm vain, stupid, silly, ugly, egoistic, so full of myself




u said it
we didnt

George said...

Three cheers, doormat. Sorry Keshi just kidding. Good for you ... there are too many pseudo bloggers whose main ambition in life is to piss people off and get a reaction out of you. If you ignore them they go away.

I know how you feel about the too nice personality. Everybody tends to dump on you with their problems, their work, their insecurities ... and you are left holding their bag(s). I am the same way and because I have a difficult time saying "no" to most people, I am like you.

And if you suddenly stand up for yourself ... there is something wrong with you ... are you not feeling well, dearie? Why don't you go and get yourself a glass of water. IF YOU FUCKING CARED YOU WOULD GET IT FOR ME !!!!!

WP2007 said...

Hi Keshi

WOW!

LOL

And I thought I could get mad.

Always remember there are two types of friends: the ones you think you can trust and those you can trust.

You are not a door mat.

Your pics are nice.

The car on my blog is not mine. It was a stunt for a movie.

I always knew you could get really pissed at people.

LOL

So can I.

LOL

Really nice feeling though when you let it go like that.

LOL

Bev

DJ said...

looks like somebody has really hurt you...
i agree... even i don't care if someone does not like what i write or post...
'FUCK OFF' is the perfect reply for those kinda sadists...

just take care...and don't lose yourself in these artificial turbulences...

regards...

Menchie said...

Good for you Keshi!

And how some people have the audacity to attack a person in that person's own blog and yet not identify themselves is beyond me!

tulipspeaks said...

enna thidirne kovem? :|

sumone said sumthing abt ur pic?? i got anonymous comments abt my pics as well. :|

ammu.

Jim said...

Keshiiiieeee

remember the mangy sisters
Laura and agony aunt


i located dem again
the post is a copy of agony aunt

u will find the link there

Iceman said...

LOLz...
Good on ya mate!

lee said...

Woh, keshi! Sounds like you already got stuck into a big dose of those Bitch Pills - I've been taking them for years -just ask my ex-husband -hahahaha.

SamY said...

btw what does Daschund mean?? calm down nutty ... ppl r entitled to their opinions ... doesn't mean u gt agree with em ... but letting those affect u is not fair to thyself

I don't know what happened ... but dun let that affect u ... its worth getting emotional for near and dear ones ... not all :) ... u seem to have too much of mood swings (I didn't mean the disorder), and I hope not ... its not healthy to be at other extremes too often ... ur post are more enjoyable n fun to read when you are more calm ;)

tc, cheerios

Jay said...

So, you don't want to let people walk all over you and stuff like that. But, then again, you don't want to go to far the other way, right?

I used to be one of those people that was Mr. Nice Guy and and always getting taken advantage of. Now, I'm a total ass-hole and nobody likes me. Oh well. ;-)

Feel free to post all the pics of yourself you want. Other people are just jealous cause you're so damn hot!

Aditi said...

phew....
isnt it painful when someone you trust not only betrays you but turns you into a laughing stock? makes me wonder if i am doing it all wrong and i should change... but then a part of me wonders if that would b letting them win? if u change how wonderful u are then wouldnt they have won?

Helen said...

Hey love, I'm all about attitudes (Think PINK, remember?). As long as it is with the awareness that it's self-preservation not self-destruction.
I don't know about Buddha (he certainly did not espouse wasting energy on fuckwits), but I know Christ did not put up with folks taking advantage of him.
You're lovely, Keshi, and posting pics is the only way we can see your eyes (and your soul).
Keep the attitude in the purest spirit of self-preservation, sistah!

Akshay said...

Hmm a bitching post Keshi.

A fitting reply also for people who comment on you posting your pics etc.

Jewel Rays said...

I like this post.

***course right now people - which will transform me from being an ever-sweet Butterfly into a stinging Butterbitch that you'd wanna avoid. Be very afraid!

:) I feel ya on this. Have been there or maybe still am.

*** I feel good that I'm being hated for who I really am and not being just admired for who I am not.

Admirable Keshi.:)

~Jewel

tsduff said...

Hi Keshi!

You are no doormatt! You are, and always have been a girl who is independent, knows her mind, and is one to be admired from both male and females alike.

Hugs - have missed talking to you.

desperado said...

" I feel good that I'm being hated for who I really am and not being just admired for who I am not."
bestest lines

common dear there are many who love for just who you are..and yeah just a few assholes...so just let them be and you be yourself..cause there are many who love and admire this keshi..

but seriously Bitch Pills :D..how did u even manage to get that pic for this post..awesome :P

and what a way to start my day..one of the most most awesome songs by the "God"

PS: and boy I will never piss u off for sure ...lol..Hugggz

Srijith Unni said...

Ooooh..! Keshi.. Calm Down..! Dont take things too seriously, and about being a doormat. People who do that will surely get a taste of their own medicine in the future don`t worry..!

With Best Regards,
Srijith.

Geet said...

Keshi. gosh.

I completely understand you. I was like the doormat of the century, from this part of the world. I let everything go by me and I would just sit around thinking it's ok, and that I'm a nice person and nice people do these things. I could ntot be more wrong and one day, I snapped. I haven't looked back since, and I feel like I'm a better person. I respect myself more and think that people ard me have seen that too. Now i just stay clear away from such people and keep close to those who respect me, love me and don't take advantage of me.

And if that's being bitchy, so be it. Cuz some people are just not worth it.

Love you Keshi!

Geet said...

oh and i think the title is cute! lol.

deepsat said...

heya.. good one keshi!! well you should not be on the extremes of being a door mat or a bitch!!! well for one, being a bitch is better than a door mat!!!


and i liked the last bit!!! its none of their business to tell u whether u shud post pics or not!!

Autumn Storm said...

If you see yourself as a doormat, then you have a problem. From what I have seen of you, you have very definite limits to what you will endure from another. You have faith in people and you're kind and thus sometimes along the way that through no fault of your own is going to jump and bite you in the behind, but would you really want to be any other way. The rewards are always going to outway the people who are unable to appreciate you for the giving person that you are.
If others see you as a doormat, interpret your actions that way, then that is a problem with their outlook. Going out of your way to be kind is not a bad thing. As said, you have limits, your posts here have shown us that, and good for you - you may be capable of turning the other cheek, but when needs must, when you realize there is no chance of you being received as you should, you put a stop to it. I'd say, you're walking the right path.
Keep an inner bitch close though, she comes in handy sometimes. :-D

As for the photos, keep them coming. And keep that attitude at the forefront.

Happy day ahead, x

niki yokota said...

some ppl are mean to nice looking gilrs ;)
"alwayz ignore enemies, nothing annoy them so much."
take care!! hugzzzzz

Nora said...

I've never thought of you as a doormat Keshi. You're an intelligent person with a firm set of morals and ethics. There is no need to change.
As for the idiot you refer to in the last paragraph - just IGNORE him/her. Reacting will only give them a thrill - which is exactly what they want!
PS: They're jealous and insecure. x

iamvisheshur said...

hmm..first time to this blog and kinda funny post..i am laughing i don't know for what.....is that what you intended??
i like the music though...

Jeevan said...

That’s bad to know that some one have hurt u as leaving words behind. I wish to see u all time sweet butterfly, give pleasant feel to us. Hugsss…

Shionge said...

Now this is what I called a stinking sour grapes!!! THey are jealous of you for sure.

Silvara said...

You go girl! A big middle finger to everyone out there who passes judgement on blogs. They r ur own personal space to write or post as you will.

It's not about being aggressive or a bitch - it'a about asserting your rights and your own self respect. You are a strong woman and anyone who dares to take you down and literally go fuck themselves. That's my 2 cents. Now I'm off to renew my prescription of Extra-Strength Bitch Pills :P

priya said...

Keshi:

You got to be only yourself. Leave alone all the ants inside the caves with nos tickers to come out.

Bitch pills are for the tunnel people keshi. Leave them alone coz they all are insane.

Poo said...

WOW!!! i Love this post of urs. few people are so insentive they just cant appreciate what we do instead point out fingers at us and about what we do,eat,wear, work etc etc ?? They are not even worth to talk, think, or even letting kissing our Ass ....or whatever!!! huh

They must first correct themself.

but it hurts really badly....people whom we trust, change like this :( and it becomes really frustrating later.

Cheer up !! Just ignore them.. dont give a shit to them :))

Take care sweetie.

azuka said...

Sometimes I wonder if we should be helpful to others -- people are always ready to walk over you if you try to be kind to them.

Speaking of the flamers, ignore them. Envy can only make some people do so much...

alex said...

Keshi,

I figured earlier. But after reading this post, i get it fully.

"I feel good that I'm being hated for who I really am and not being just admired for who I am not."

I agree fully. That is all you need, dude!

And there will always be people who see you as you are and THOSE who see you as they want to see you. The people you mentioned come in the latter part. 'People talk. Let them talk'

Neihal said...

"I feel good that I'm being hated for who I really am and not being just admired for who I am not"

*applause*

that is what I like about you and this blog. I might not always agree, but I know every post comes right from ur heart, and that is what blogging is about.
:)

XioniX said...

wow... as a new comer to this blog, i have to say that the initial post and the disclaimer at the end of it depict two completely different charachter sets... mite hav to read more to find out... :)

Lera said...

"Don't grieve that your roses have thorns.Rejoice instead that your thorns have roses"...Keshi, it's one of my favorite quotations.
What you see in your mind is what you get out of life,it is our reactions to the situation and not the situation that should matter.We can be as happy as we decide to be.:) cheers !

shammu.... said...

keshiiiiiiiiiiiii!
i gues i know when u said abt being a doormat,cos am exctly like you,dont even say 'no' to people..my ears are always on rent :D,and tongue always in action :D,and then,when everything is over,they walk off,without turning back,and then they forget everyhting and say things they love in whichevr they want.but am no longer a doormat anyways,not a bitch too,hehhe,started saying NO to things/people i dont agree with/like...so.......u be the person who u are now, cos ur just adorable and lovely the way u r now, but do change for yourself,not for others :)!!
and as for thos Anon people,they have nothing else to do, atleast they r waiting for u to blog to leave a comment!punctuality :D!let them go to hell,u blog whatever u want,put all ur pics, smile,cry,be happy,laugh, and jump up and down, let them classify/decipher it in whatever way they want!!!hheeeheheh :)!

Takecare keshi and that makes a very long coment iguesss!

dharmabum said...

aww keshi - what r u so angry with? why does it trouble u if others comment and say possibly unpleasant things?
just child, down a drink, do a lil jig and start smiling :)

Deepti said...

Well, well, I hope that you are not going to change too much.
We meet all sort of people in this life, some good, some who will take advantage, and sometimes we really can't easily distinguish between the two.
Hence, take care, and no matter what you or do or the changes you make, don't become somebody who is not you.

Die Muräne said...

huuu huuuu huuuu! Scary shit, the butterbitch is on!! lol
Good one, bare your teeth!

ToOothlEss WOndeR! said...

That EES the way to go!
:0)
*clank*
burp
*thud*

Vest said...

My darling read your post as always. On this occasion she exclaimed "Hey thats me" and she is probably correct, no need for details.
A few weeks back a 11 year old Gr/daughter Bianca asked my darling, "Grand ma, why are you always nice to everyone"
Grandma replied "Because I wish them to be nice to me".

Vest said...

Jim is far better looking than Saby, but still has the same traits. He has changed his spots, but we know he is a leopard.

St. Dickeybird said...

Glad you noticed your doormat-ness before it got too late!
I noticed that about myself, so I left her!
And if someone calls your blog self-indulgent, that's THEIR ignorance showing. This is your space, to do with as you see fit.

Asha said...

Oh yes madam.I have let people walk all over me and then I took some of those B pills.They hate me now.Oh well..!:)))

It's okay to be bad sometimes to bad ppl.

You told you not put the pics?They are nuts!!They comment as anons,they don't have guts to in your face as themselves.

I want you to be proud and keep on showing your pretty in there.There is this paranoia going on in the blog world,they think it's their business to tell us how to run our blogs.I get pissed too when somebody says that.

We all love you,keep on doing what you do best:))

Lisa Francisco said...

Coño!

That's fuck in spanish! hehehe...Ola chica! Que paso? That's what happened in spanish. Hmmm.....

Well, now I see why you got Nirvana playing!!

People will say whatever they want to get noticed. The best reaction is nonreaction. They want you to react. Don't give them what they want. I know it's difficult...

¡Mierda! (shit) Fuck'em! Los imbéciles! (The imbecils, shitheads!)


Muah!!
Lisa

lemonade said...

u go girl..!!! thank god u gave those assholes a piece of ur mind..!

Mr. J said...

I love these posts from you Kesh... Gggggggrrrrrr!!!

Cuckoo said...

Good reply to that anonymous. He/She deserves only that.

I didn't reply to your prev. post coz I am still confused which one to select. :P

So, finally which one have you sent ?

Sugarlips said...

Keshi...Hugssssssssssss :)

Your pics are lovelyyy and we look forward for your new posts :)
and someone is there to piss you off then always remember there is someone to hug you too :)

Stay Beautiful...!

The Grunt said...

If anyone is bothering you, Keshi, just say the word and I will bother them back.

You are nice, and you don't have to be a sturdy rug to be that way. I think you are right to realize that and not be people's doormat anymore.

s0ul said...

hahahaha, AWESOME job kesh, bitch pills was my favee.. if u want i can pass some over to you, coz i suffer from an acute case of bitchelexia :D...
and abt the pics, ur right hon, its ur blog for cry not loud, why the eff shd anyone have a problem with it.. and if they do let them deal with it, and the fact that they return again n again says what lowly lives they have!

Dawn....सेहर said...

That's the way huh!! huh!! I like it huh huh!!
:) you got to be just giving straight punch sometimes as words are waste of time ...
Good for you gal
Cheers and hugggggggggggggggz

jitendra said...

such a pee-inducing post ;)..the evil-blog-crashers may have Peeed in their pants reading this..:D

WP2007 said...

Hi Keshi

This comment is for all the low scum who use the internet as a means to belittle themselves. These gutter-lives try to shit in people's faces while having their own finger up their ass.

The reason these people use this means is that we give them the platform. If we delete them, we pull that platform out from under their smelly rectums.

Here's an example of the gutter-lickers:

At 12:16 PM, Anonymous said...
If you think I'm vain, stupid, silly, ugly, egoistic, so full of myself
u said it
we didnt
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Sorry about that Keshi--for not using the "F" word.

I'm to polite to tell these fucking assholes to FUCK OFF.

LOL

Bev

Pallavi said...

omg keshi dear..i hope u feeling better.

Nadim said...

"So my heart is under that Bitch Antibiotics course right now people - which will transform me from being an ever-sweet Butterfly into a stinging Butterbitch that you'd wanna avoid." - good for you! being all sweet n nice to others is good, only to the ppl around you!
but hey... dont turn into a complete bitch! Just manufacture a mask to scare off parasites.

what is it between u and anonymous?
I dont understand why you care about what others think! why cant you just ignore?
there might have been a lot of ugly comments but try learning to ignore...

Aidan said...

Be assertive yes, be proud of yourself yes, do not waste time on pyschic vampires (people who drag you down)...

However dont loose that lovely human spark i so admire in you....

It can be hard to find a balance, between patience/love/tolerance and Assertiveness...

Just promise me you will remain you, and give me something awesome to read each morning..

Take care
Aidan

PS Nirvana is a good change... I prefer their older stuff:) The album bleach is awesome.. very heavy and grungy:) but that is a cool track too.

krystyna said...

Hi Keshi!
I am jealous that I can't express my feelings as you can, Keshi. You express yourself in such charming and humorous way. That is good. Very good!
Good luck to you!

diyadear said...

oh someone just seems to have pissed u real bad.. nice tit for tat reply to them.. but i dont think it shud upset u even a wee bit.. just keep up ur gud spirits n keep up the gud blog work.. for the rest lot, u always ve the middle finger. ;)

Keshi said...

heyy Jim!

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Anony u dun have to flaunt ur stupidity when it's so obvious.


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Heyya George hows it goin?

yep..saying NO was very hard for me b4...now I say NO all the time LOL!


**IF YOU FUCKING CARED YOU WOULD GET IT FOR ME !!!!!

And after that plzz disappear. LOL!


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Bev yeah I can get so pissed off I wudnt mind re-programming their genetics LOL!


**If we delete them, we pull that platform out from under their smelly rectums.

hahahahaha! Bev u really can get angry ha :):)


if these ppl wanna leave shityy anony comments on the net I can only wonder how sad their real lives must be! Seeking attention using all the wrong avenues sounds pretty desperate to me. Fuckers.

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DJ tnxx!

nah they dun hurt me at all. They just make me feel really skeptical abt God..I mean was God drunk or on drugs when he created such losers? ppl with no brains at all.

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Menchie ty!

**how some people have the audacity to attack a person in that person's own blog and yet not identify themselves is beyond me!


I know. How desperate can they get!

But then again they r anony for a reason..they themselves know they r doing something crappy. thats why they wanna be anony LOL!


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Ammu HUGGGGGGGGZ!

I dun care if they call me ugly etc...but when they ask me why Im posting my pics here, it gets a bit too hard to ignore em. I mean who the FUCK r they to ask me that sort of qn. This is my blog!

btw if anyone leaves u nasty comments, track their IP next time. Im gonna do it soon. I have a feeling it's someone I know really well. Im gonna track em real bad.

ty sweetie u have a nice day!



Keshi.

SaffronSaris said...

To let you know: Answers to guess the animals are out.

Nah keshi, don't think of yourself as a doormat. People are just too busy and absorbed in their own lives to realise how much of a difference you are making to theirs. Stay nice and sweet!

Keshi said...

Jim I'll be there soon. tnxx!


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Icedue Im on FUCKITOL now. :):)


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Lee I took an overdose yeah ;-)

where's ur ex-husband now? LOL!


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hey Samy!


**btw what does Daschund mean??

A breed of Dogs...they dun bite unless they r badly disturbed LOL!


**calm down nutty ... ppl r entitled to their opinions ... doesn't mean u gt agree with em ...

o Samy Im very well aware that ppl r entitled to their opinions but that doesnt mean they have the right to abuse do they?


**but letting those affect u is not fair to thyself

If it dun affect me atleats a tad then I'd have to be wearing a robe n meditating in the Himalayas right now :)


**its not healthy to be at other extremes too often

o well Im not so bothered abt staying healthy..I give my emotions their right to be expressed.

tnxxx Samy!

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Jay tnxx!

nah I aint gonna be too extreme. But Im just very well aware of the boundaries now. Feels liberated.


**Now, I'm a total ass-hole and nobody likes me.

LOL good on ya Jay!


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Aditi u r right...u dun wanna change too much that it takes away who u really r. I agree. ty sweetie!



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Helen ty sistah ;-)


**I don't know about Buddha (he certainly did not espouse wasting energy on fuckwits

He preached on controlling anger, patience, compassion etc. Sometimes I find solace in his teachings. But I wish he also preached abt swearing at fuckwits. :) Cos it feels terribly good after that hehe.

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ty Akshay!


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hehe Amy Im a Butterbitch now :):)



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aww ty so much Terry HUGGGGGGGZ!

I missed ya.

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Desperado ty matey!


**how did u even manage to get that pic for this post

LOL I found it on the net. Amazingly I had written the post n then found the pic. It was ideal for the post!

yeah God is playing his music in my blog right now. Kurt rocks.

~~I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
... ...
... ....

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ty Srijith I shall keep that in mind.


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Geet hows u darl?


**I would just sit around thinking it's ok, and that I'm a nice person and nice people do these things.

yep...thats exactly how I thought abt it too. I didnt wanna be nasty just cos they were nasty. but right now I have lost that over the top NICENESS. Gotta be nice to myself too!

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Autumn I agree...I mean I dun have to change drastically FOR them. ty so much for having faith in me. U have always been the one to know me so well and I appreciate ur advice for me. It's gold. TY mn HUGGGGGGGGZ!


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aww ty Niki HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!


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yeah thats right Nora. tnxx sweetie!



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hey Iamvisheshur WC!


**i am laughing i don't know for what.....is that what you intended??

LOL Im glad u enjoye reading this.

I have a way of writing my posts with humor, whether Im pissed or not. :)

tnxx!

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hehe ty Jeevan...dun worry I wont be a Bin Laden overnight :)


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u betcha Shionge!



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ty Silvara :)

I hope they have gone n fucked em selves good.


**Now I'm off to renew my prescription of Extra-Strength Bitch Pills :P

LOL that really cracked me up. ty :):)

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hehehe ty so much Priya!


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Poo hows u today?

well I really dun care that they call me names...I dun give a damn abt low lives. But what really pisses me off is that they have the audacity to qn what I post in my blog. How the fuck is that?


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Azuka ur so right.




Keshi.

La vida Loca said...

i want the bitch anti - biotics..send me a year's supply :)

Cazzie!!! said...

Two guesses on who it is that stole the images...I know who it is..they have no life, but also, I just delete their comments and ignore them, because, that is what they deserve, our IGNORING them.
Waste none of your good energy on them Keshi.
You are not a bitch, you are lovely, don't let them getcha down okay!!!

You are a lovely gentle soul, don't let people make you think otherwise!!! Be YOU, be yourSELF!!

Keshi said...

Alex ur right...ppl talk. But they dun have a right to abuse me at no fault of mine. do they?

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ty Neihal I appreciate that.



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WC Xionix!


**initial post and the disclaimer at the end of it depict two completely different charachter sets

:) Im a sea of emotions.


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true Lera...ty!



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Shammu tnxx!

**.but am no longer a doormat anyways,not a bitch too,hehhe,started saying NO to things/people i dont agree with/like...

thats great. But Im gonna be a bitch...or else I cant survive in this world. I dun mean to say that Im gonna be a nasty bitch. Only a sweet bitch :):) One who knows the limits and one who'd not hurt anymore by saying NO to certain ppl.

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Dharma it bothers me when ppl advise me on what I should be posting i MY blog.

cmon ova n have a drink with me then :) Make me happy.


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Deepthi heyy hows ya?

**and no matter what you or do or the changes you make, don't become somebody who is not you.

true. thats some great advice, ty!


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heyya Murane!


**Scary shit, the butterbitch is on

LOL yeah she's ON :)



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WC Toothless!

:) n tnxx!


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Vesty heyy hows ya mate?


**Grandma replied "Because I wish them to be nice to me".

awww thats a good one.

with me, I have been sooo nice to many ppl, but they end up being fuckwits. So I wont cop shit anymore. I just cant mate.


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Dickey good on ya for leaving her. If she used ya so badly.

ty!

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Hows u Asha?


**They hate me now

LOL good on ya. ppl hate u when there's something admirable abt u. And I believe u have achieved that status. Well done!

And Im going that way too...Im ready to bite if provoked.

:)

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Love ur Spanish Lisa! :)

Coño! Coño! Coño! Coño! Coño @losers.


LOL! well they r a pain in the behind. not cos they dun agree with me, but cos they think they can advise me on what I should be posting in MY blog. who the hell do they think they r!

Non-reaction is the best re-action. yeah I agree...but I'll do that in a sec - only after blasting their dim-witted brains off :)

ty sweetie!

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Lemonade ty!



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Johno ;-)


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Cuckoo ty sweetie!

**So, finally which one have you sent ?

I think I'll send #4 :)

And oyeah Im yet to do the tag...gawwd Im bad!


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Suga HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!



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Grunty heyy!

**If anyone is bothering you, Keshi, just say the word and I will bother them back.

aww ty n HUGGGGGGGGZ!


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Purnima I love suffering from 'bitchelexia' LOL!


yeah they keep coming back for more cos they dun have anything else to do. How sad.

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Dawny hey ty sistah ;-)

HUGGGGGGGGGGGGZ!

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hehe Jit I hope so too.



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Pallavi ty sweetz I'll be ok.


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Nadim heyy ty!

**dont turn into a complete bitch! Just manufacture a mask to scare off parasites.

hehe dun worry I cant be a mega bitch...never a nasty one. Just a good bitch u see ;-)

Im not bothered by anony hate-comments...but I cant stand it when ppl try to advise me on what to post in MY own blog. Thats just fuckin irritating. who the hell do they think they r.


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Aidan tnxx mate!


**However dont loose that lovely human spark i so admire in you....

awwww...nah I wont and i cant trade that for any pills on Earth hehe.

Bleach...gotta get that. Sounds like heaven to me.

btw the song I put up for ya was Tequila Sunrise by The Eagles..in my last post :)

TY!

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Dun be K Krys...u have ur own unique style of expression. Everyone does. :) HUGGGGGGGGGZ!


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Diya tnxxx!

Im not upset...I wanna tell em that they r born intellectually challenged. And that they should fuck off from my blog.

:)



Keshi.

Kumar Chetan said...

weather is hot here.

Keshi said...

ty Saffy u always make me feel good. HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!

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LaVida postal address plz.

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Caz aww tnxx babez! I wont change into a complete Bitch...just a good Bitch ok :) howzat?


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Very hot...burning hot Kumar :) howz ya?



Keshi.

Anonymous said...

you know the irony of life is that you have like
this big dream to get where you wanna be
but once you get there you start to dream about where you came from.
I guess thats the part of the circle of our lives
like the hands of a clock going round.
if only we could wind them back and return to a time where the dream began.
its all too soon thats all will be is a dream in someones mind.

Look at me I'm famous on top of the world,
I finally reached up in time (im a superstar)
stand up, step back and take a look
is this really whut I had in mind? (i dont really think so)
I guessed them goals that we set in the day,
they actually came to be. (yup yup)
but now I'm lookin at a black white paper,
and with a whole book of memories (but we never read)

seven deep in the jeep with the camel top,
everybody and they drunk as hell,
?? and awesome dre and anybody by the right would see us
(cause we always went there)
songs were long and polution strong, and the faygo always warm and flat
(thats nasty)
but if now if this supposed to be heaven for me, then just give me my own
hell back

so take me home
(to my empty refridgerator)
cmon and take me home
(to a life in which I understand)
so take me home
(to my old school down in delray)
cmon and take me home
??

(cmon cmon) lets go yall

theres another festival down town,
take some bottles back up to the store
(i found two of em)
that would get us bus money down there
to get back we have to find some more
(might as well get drunk)
hangin our flyers up everywhere,
we coulda sworn we was makin noise,
(everybody knew us)
finally we had everyone in southwest
representin with the jj boys (everybody)

I stole to eat (i stole)
I stole to live (i stole)
I stole only to survive (if yous a hoodlum)
just like j said in 'ghetto zone' I stole a car with my tape inside
all we did was try to talk to hoes,
and none of them was tryin to hear (not 1 hoe)
it woulda meant so much more back then
cause now its fake hoes everywhere

so take me home
(to my empty refridgerator)
cmon and take me home
(to a life in which I understand) (where you at yall?)
so take me home
(to my old school down in delray) (summer time)
cmon and take me home (delray)

mike p yall

southern rock for ya

rudeboy

oh lord dont let me get my girlfriends call
if she dont get off until two (we got all night long)
I finally show up at 4:30 am
and I still have to drop my crew off (but i'll be back)
now I'm alone and ontop of it all,
looking deep in the back of my mind (looking deep in the back of my mind)
I realised the key to a happy life
was right here wit me the whole time

[Chorus x2]
so take me home
(to my empty refridgerator)
cmon and take me home
(to a life in which I understand)
so take me home
(to my old school down in delray) (where you at?)
cmon and take me home

what up everybody I'm here chillin with samantha
"HI GUYS!"
and I bet you wondering how we like to do things around here
well we like to do 'em with family

were family, family
everyone of us is family
what would life be like without family
were family, family

well my name is joe and I flow like whoa
I steped on stage and I stole the show
mini c, she down with me,
but today I'm representin all family
save this song for years and years
guarantee on day it will bring you tears
cause you remember how things were back in the day
lets try to keep it this way

my name is mom and the mom the might (yea)
kickin that style that I know you'l like
im from detroit the city of boom (boom)
I used to send violent j to his room (whut?!)
when I bust this funky style
my money stacks up over miles
now I think i'll pass the mic
to another fresh MC I know you'l like

I gots mad love for everyone on this track
this rob rollin strong on a hoop attack
samantha's my daughter, my mom is my mom
nancy is my wife cause she is the bomb
(hey don't forget about me in this roll call)
joe is my brother who is standing tall
together there as powerfull as my unity
and i've been blessed to have my family

I am samantha, i'm a MC
rappin with my family
love is the word I chose to use
I spread it around like it's the news
I do the booty shake everywhere I go
and I prove I can dance and also flow
if you have a problem with who I am
you can go and jump in lake michigan

nancys my name and I got much fame
cause my familys on the team
I flow as I go so act like ya know
or get slapped in the head without a ???
I do the booty shake with my daugther sam
cause she's the one with the master plan
I got much love for new york and back
don't question me cause that's a fact

my name is kris, as if you don't know
I ?? for a while with my crazy flow
I was born and raised in ramulous
that's where I first learned how to bust
this song is making history
cuz it's real, it's all about family
im quite I don't say much and I'm shy
any minute though I might sting your eye

were family, family
everyone of us is family
what would life be like without family
were family, family

yea, the bruce brothers will never die, thats right its all about family
i'll hax anyone that ever messed with my family
my mom, yea, my brother and sister, yea and there kids yea

Anonymous said...

Keshi has reverted back to her chat personality (Indiatimes chat)



the good days are here again
hehehehe

Keshi said...

tnxx Saby!

Chat life...lol u mean bakk to bruising some crooked asses? yes.


Keshi.

Kumar Chetan said...

things r fin here but m expecting some earthquakes, just waiting

Keshi said...

Kumar why d u expect Earthquakes?

Keshi.

DJ said...

@keshi
i don't think its God's fault :)
it seems these morons were donkeying around somewhere else when they were passing out brains...
or probably there were standing in some other queue ;)

The Phosgene Kid said...

Want me to rough 'em up for you?

Keshi said...

LOL DJ that was a good one :):)


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Phos awww tnxx matey!



Keshi.

Outdoorsy Girl said...

I happen to think that you posting pics of yourself shows off your confidence AND hotness! :)Whatever stupid things were said about you is just that--STUPID! I love seeing your pics so when I read your post I can see who's behind these funny, bold, intelligent, and thought provoking posts!

You are certainly NOT the doormat. In fact, you can be the bitch dog PISSING on the doormat! ;)

Keep being yourself!!!

Keshi said...

tnxx Doorsy ;-) Love ya too!

**You are certainly NOT the doormat. In fact, you can be the bitch dog PISSING on the doormat!

LOL haha good one!!!


Keshi.

alex said...

Keshi,

"But they dun have a right to abuse me at no fault of mine. do they?"

Can we control that?? Other people?

Keshi said...

Alex I know I cant control em but Im just trying to show them where they belong..just once in a while :)

Keshi.

Shitrint said...

"Have you ever let people walk all over you without you realising it? Well apparently I have mastered that art beautifully"

i read the first 2 sentences and i was like - "oh isnt that me too?"

oh keshi, i felt the same way wen my well wisher(s) brought me to the realisation. and tho im not on bitch pills, i have stopped being nice without a reason. no use ending up getting used!

take care keshi! *hugs*

--Sunrise-- said...

Whoo... I love the sound of "fuck off".. it's actually a very pleasant thing to hear (as far as hearing is concerned)... there's something so sharp, and yet so smooth about it... it's easy on the tongue, and yet has claws to rip the person with. Beautiful words. "Fuck off"... I like. :] And when those words are uttered with a roaring attitude... meow!

As for what you said, if you don't mind my saying this, Keshi... I will say it. If you do mind, you have comment moderation, of course.. but this isn't intended to piss you off further (Lord help me if I do... kidding!), but just something I wanted to point out to you...

By the same token that it is your blog and your call, isn't it also up to the commentors what they want to write regarding your post? They can be nice about it, or they can be bitchy about it, but a comment is a comment, isn't it? And shouldn't they be entitled to their opinion, too? I know it's your blog and you can choose which comments you want to show and all - but I think that's a little hypocritical to be OK about the nice comments, and tell people to fuck off about the bitchy ones. That is a natural response, I agree, but I think it hypocritical nonetheless.. and more so because of what you said in your profile...

But ofcourse I value everyone's views and I intend to grow from them, so you're most welcome to express yourselves.

How do you say, on one hand, that commentors are most welcome to express themselves, and on the other hand chase their bitchiness away when they speak what is on their minds?

I don't mean to offend you at all, Keshi.. and nor am I telling you what to do or anything like that. I am just, lol, speaking my mind, and I am genuinely curious to know what you think (if anything) about it..

At the end of the day, it is your blog and I still love reading it (never really have stopped :S but anyway), and you can do what you want. But - just curious to know how you feel about this, lol..

Take care,

Sunrise..............:)

PS: Just in case you were wondering, I have comment moderation, too.. but I wouldn't reject any bitchy comments (if I had them). I have it for personal reasons.

Ganesh Ranganathan said...

Come on Keshi,no use turning into a bitch for a few idiots....just be yourself.

Keshi said...

aha Shitrint ty sweetie!


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hey Sunrise!

I agree. Comments r comments. But I dun WC abuse. Simple as that :)


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hehe Ganesh ty!



Keshi.

Blessed said...

You can't begin to imagine how many times in my life that I have wondered to myself- Do I have 'doormat' written on my forehead????? I have felt crapped on, pushed over, treated unkindly and not even 2nd best.
Am I too forgiving? Am I glutton for punishment and being ill treated? Am I sucker?
Look at her-we can treat her like crap and until something better comes along.
Or hey I just don't like her.
But for the moment I will talk to her till someone more entertaining and of my true liking comes along.

I have felt this thru out my life from childhood (and what a crappy childhood it was) to sometimes now especially in my work when higher ups love to throw around their authority.

Sometimes unwilling and undeservingly I have been the doormat. As you can see alot of times I didn't have a choice in the matter. As I have matured, in some areas in my life, I am in control, I am the boss of me. But in other areas, life is just unfair.

Blessed said...

P.S. LOL at the Priscilla Presley comment. That was too freakin' funny!

P.S.S.
Have you been receiving some mean comments????????
I think some people get some sick delight out of going around blogland and spewing their anger, evil. I feel sorry for their lack of having a life!!!!!!!!!

Keshi said...

hey BLESSED mwahhh! WB I missed ya tonz! Did u speak to the Modem goddess n get it fixed? Well I prayed too :) Im glad ur bakk.


**Sometimes unwilling and undeservingly I have been the doormat

Yes I agree. Thats what happens with me cos apparently you and I have hearts too giving. '

well like u said now Im the boss of my life. To come to that stage I had to fire many relatives and few wolves in sheep's clothing from my life. Im happy as Larry now :)


LOL @Pricllia joke! Im glad u got it. Nobody else commented on it. :)



Keshi.