Current Music: Private Dancer by Tina Turner
Wednesday, April 30
Current Music: Private Dancer by Tina Turner
Posted by Keshi at 11:27 am
Tuesday, April 29
Current Music: You Sexy Thing by Hot Chocolate (dancing mouse version)
Posted by Keshi at 10:41 am
Sunday, April 27
Thanks all for your expert advice on a new haircut in my last post, I really appreciate all your great suggestions! The top 2 pics were taken today after washing my hair and I thought to myself...I can't cut my long hair...no I cant get rid of my natural wavyness...and I don't wanna shorten the layers, not yet....don't wanna color my natural black hair either...don't want this, don't want that! So yeah Keshi, leave it you hairy biyatch! I'm keeping my baby. Atleast until it grows beyond my control. Give us your blessings right now wont ya, cos we are in love, yes me and my hair that is! ;-).
Current Music: Papa Don't Preach by Madonna
Posted by Keshi at 10:31 am
Thursday, April 24
DISCLAIMER: Main topic is in the 2nd half of the post.
Many of you have seen this photo before *yawns*. This pic was taken straight after my first 'bangy' haircut last year (I used to have normal boring hair with no sexy bangs on my forehead). Looks fresh and bouncy ha? I love haircuts...cos it makes me feel like a whole new person...atleast for few days. This long weekend I'm gonna get a haircut...give me some hairy tips wont ya now? I'm bored with the same style...so pour in some hot new hairstyle ideas girls and boys. *waits impatiently*. btw my hair has grown very long at the back and it looks a bit mismanaged..almost like a Swami ji getting ready for the forest *om sounds follow*. So yeah, without making it too short, I wanna get a new look...I wanna feel 'new' for goddsakes! *wish I could sneak back into mum's womb and be reborn again*
Talking about bangs (fringe), they come with alot of benefits. I don't have a big forehead but for people with big foreheads, the bangs beautifully and cleverly hide it. Also, bangs add a sexy, youngish and cool look to the face, if you think you're getting older *winks*. Another benefit of bangs is you can hide your perving eyes underneath them oyess! I do that all the time. When I spot a hunky specimen sent by God when he's high on beer, I call my bangs to the rescue before I start passing quick hidden glances at his cute butt, juicy lips, manly arms and chest *FYI more undisclosed body parts include in this list*. Man he'd have no idea! Also, bangs make you relaxed about styling your hair when you walk out the door...your hair doesn't have to be neatly combed and tied, the bangs give you a messy yet posh look by default. So you can just get outta bed and get in the car just like that LOL! So yeah, bang it babeh. btw the current length of my hair is quite like this swami ji's (see pic). So yeah, don't forget to rescue me from attaining Nirvana - gimme some hairy tips now.
Liar Liar Tongue On Fire!
Now to the main topic of this post...apparently we humanbeings tell about 5 fibs (could be more) every single day, even without realising it. Yes, I read it in a research article about Lies and that theory somehow sounded very familiar hehehe. It don't mean big cheating horrible lies, but little white lies ya know. Such as, when somebody asks you 'How r u?' you may say 'I'm fine, thanks' when you're really not ok. Another one would be when your partner asks 'Do you think I'm good in bed', you may say 'yes hunny ur great!' when actually he/she's revolting in bed...you just don't wanna hurt his/her feelings, as simple as that. Also, when a friend asks you 'do I look fat in this?', you might say 'nooo u look so slim and sexy' when in real she may not. So yeah, get the drift? We all know this is true, that we tell fibs just to get by. If you don't tell fibs, then you would have to have attained Nirvana by now (what are you doing in blogs btw?) *mocks worshipping gestures*. So admit it mate, and think of how many fibs you tell per day in general. I'm quite a fibber in that sense..cos I hide alot of true feelings and just nod my head or keep quiet, just to keep the peace. Even silence can be a method of lying just cos you don't wanna say the truth. It can even be a survival mechanism. And sometimes I just can't be bothered telling the truth. You know, I don't like sympathy and I don't wanna be asked too many questions either. So yeah, we all lie for similar yet different specific reasons. The most shocking lie I've ever told someone is to myself and about everything being ok. I know that though everything is ok, yet everything isn't ok (referring to my life here, not your's, so shhhhh...I don't need a lecture now). But I cling to 'everything is ok' even though it's just a great illusion...sometimes it's good to live by an illusion just to breathe...and life is an illusion anyways - a fantastic one though :). So yeah, that's the biggest fib of my life...ironical ha!
So now I wanna ask you all a question:
**What's the most shocking fib you've ever told someone just to keep the peace?
Go for it my fellow fibbers! Dying, lying, prying, flying and crying to know.
*HUGZ* and Happy ANZAC Day to all my Aussie mates here! Have a good one this long weekend and hey duncha get in any frisky trouble now - fib all you can though, pretend all you know, cos what else do we really do well ha :-). And another fringe benefit...I can hide myself behind it. Play it safe, see yaz!
Current Music: Everybody's Fool by Evanescence
Posted by Keshi at 12:36 pm
Wednesday, April 23
*Orkut, Fuckbook, Assbook etc - I know some people use these social networking sites to keep in touch with their loved-ones, to share pics etc and that's ok. But I don't quite gel well with these sites...one glance of it put me off big time...maybe cos I get easily bored in a place where there's nothing new to learn. It's a Time-wasting haven I say!
*Anonymous assholes - Internet is a Jerks' paradise I tell ya. It gives any whackjob all the freedom in the world to train their Dickheadism to the max, without getting whacked where it hurts the most. As much as I have been subjected to such embryonically-deprived assholes, it has made me totally immune to such crap, which is great btw. Anonymous immunisation I tell ya!
*Blockbuster opened mouth idiots - Some people find the net a refuge to flaunt their stupidity so they display it oh so generously. Cos it's a cheaper, easier and safer avenue to open their unskilled mouths without thinking and without getting bashed up black and blue ofcourse. Untreated Gingivitis I say!
*Dick addicts - Net is a place for Ted Bundy kinda sex maniacs to roam free and target innocent victims, even children. I wonder what these blue-in-the-face nymphos do as they chat to innocents at their expense. Shit load of masturbating IDs I say!
*Annoying Penis-enlargement spam - Now do you think I need a Penis enlargment? Well it seems some people think I need it! *rolling eyes* Maybe in my next life, and if I'm a male aaaand if I'm insecure, I'd consider reading such revolting spam ok. Erectile AND Brain dysfunction at it's best I guess!
*Music download sites that piss you off to eternity - some Music download sites ask you for your email, phone number, granma's name, uncle's height etc etc for a FREE download and the questions never seem to end! Wonder what their last question would be - if I'm a virgin or how long my legs are? I get so angry I close the browser most of the time in total frustration. Download a gun I must!
*Gunk mail - such as 'Discounted meds' kinda fucked up shit. Tell me who really sends this kind of dumb marketing messages in this day and age? Does anybody even read it past the subject line? Chances are if someone wants discounted shit, they'd be in the Reject shop - not on the net. Glorious discounted truck load of gunk I tell ya!
*Chat rooms - well there used to be a time when I chatted online...say for about 3 months. And then I was so over it, very quickly too. I can't stand it anymore. It's boring to the core and seem to eat my cranium just thinking about it. Stinking chat 'slaughter' rooms rather!
Well I think these are what annoys me the most about the Internet. And yes I get murderous just thinking about them, hence the Hit list. Tell me what you consider as Online shit. Go for it my wisest lot on the Internet, yes that's you guys. MWAH!
This song is especially for Samby...cos he loves the older and sexier Kim ;-). Samby please stay, WE LOVE YA!
Current Music: You Keep Me Hangin' On by Kim Wilde
Posted by Keshi at 1:49 pm
Tuesday, April 22
I have a major crush on all of the above older men. Surprised? I think it's not only their looks, but also their intelligence and maturity that turns me on. I'm a huge fan of Gere's glasses and skills...I wish I could put em on for him *ahem*. I'm a hopeless slave for Ramsay's constant swearing and professionalism...yes it turns me on *fuck yeah!*. I'm a hungry lil kitten for Obama's genes and intelligence...he can ring my bell anytime! *imagines eating choc-chip ice-cream*. I'm in love with Branson...just cos he's the guru behind 'Virgin' and also cos he's smart as hell *licks her lips*. I don't know what it is, but I have a thing for older men..urrrrrrggg not bed-ridden and bed-wetting oldies ok. And it isnt about the money either. I'm just attracted to good-looking, educated, brainy, sensitive, mature, well-established older men like these 4 men. I find older men easier to have a conversation with, sensible, strong, understanding, sexy, protective, loving and more caring than younger men who are mostly only interested in sex. These men turn me on than Brad Pitt does me, I swear! What say girls? Why are some older men much more attractive than younger men and who are your older-men crushes? Guys here, you can share your older-women crushes too...if you have any that is. All my little brothers in Blogville can now declare thier love for me here *bats her eyelashes and waits eagerly*. ;-)
Posted by Keshi at 3:47 pm
Monday, April 21
Current Music: Bed Of Roses by Bon Jovi
Posted by Keshi at 11:10 am
Friday, April 18
Current Music: All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You by Heart
Posted by Keshi at 1:31 pm
Thursday, April 17
Ofcourse I missed you all too...that's why I'm here already with so much work to do too :). My cuz bought me 2 beautiful tops as pressies (even though I don't want anything else but her company). So now I want to give her something beautiful to take back with her (we always do this everytime we meet). She has tons of clothes and did buy heaps from Sydney too. So I don't really know what to get her this time..I've run out of ideas cos I have basically given her everything including perfume, shoes, clothes, earrings, Winter gear etc etc. So guys, gimme some unique gift ideas if you can - before tonight that is! And keep it simple cos I don't have enough time to get creative before she leaves tomorrow morning...so tell me something I could buy from the shops...something sweet, something memorable and something that stands for an undying sisterly bond. Thanks guys MWAH!
oww how I hate Goodbyes :*( I wanna seal these moments in a bottle so that I can open it whenever I want and bask in that same happiness again. I'll be missin ya mah dahlin-suga-cupcake-soul sista! *stares at the wall, shedding silent tears*
Current Music: Every Breath You Take by The Police
Posted by Keshi at 12:29 pm
Monday, April 14
Current Music: Sara by Fleetwood Mac
Posted by Keshi at 10:44 am
Friday, April 11
Posted by Keshi at 4:46 pm
Thursday, April 10
owww Aunty K give me a break! Now it's that Choc time of the day yeyyyy! Thank you, let me help myself...let me take alot in one go hmmm...
This is my beautiful lil 3yr old niece Loshi. She's adorable to the core! She's not only cute but also a very smart lil girl. She listens to her parents, hardly throws tanties, does as she's asked to do, watches Tamil/Hindi movies when bored, when asked why Aishwarya Rai is crying in a movie she says 'cos her boyfriend left her and went to a faraway country' LOL!, has an ear for good music, always greets you with a cuddle and a long and very cute 'hayyllllooooww' when you visit her place, smiles abundantly, is full of questions starting with a 'why' for anything you say (and those 'why's never end!), will try to make tea for you, will go and tell her mum that Aunty K is here and that we should start the party (yes she thinks I'm a Party on legs!), dances to Bratz music and assigns each person a Bratz' doll name. And Loshi doesn't know that Aunty K has a doll too...yes I still have a doll and I love her to death...and her name is Loshi! She decorates my life and makes me forget all the blues...just what a doll does anyways. I miss my doll so much cos she's on holidays in Singapore right now. This one's for you sweetheart MWAHHH!
So, do you have any dolls in your life? Cmon, share your dolls with me!
Current Music: Living Doll by Cliff Richard
Posted by Keshi at 11:23 am
Wednesday, April 9
Current Music: Pleasure And Pain By Divinyls
Posted by Keshi at 2:37 pm
Tuesday, April 8
Do you sometimes feel like you're watching life as it passes you by, as if you're the only spectator in a game where everyone else is taking part?
Why are some people so obsessed with finding a partner and marriage as if it's the only thing about life...can't we be like the tree that bears fruits but does not crave for love?
Can there be a love so inseparable just like how the mist and the mountains can never be parted?
Like how the taste of food lasts only while it's in your mouth, are certain feelings just momentary or do they all have deep roots and lasting effects?
Like how a snake would carry poison in it's fangs, why do some people carry so much venom in their hearts?
If trees can give us shade without expecting anything in return, why can't we help without craving for glory?
Like a dewdrop at the edge of a leaf, does life hang in sheer uncertainity?
Why do certain people, voices, smells, pictures, songs, places remind you of someone/something you can never explain or relate to in this life?
Just like the moon comes out only at night, after people die would they show up again at some other time?
Do some people soothe your heart like the cool grass underneath your feet?
Does a carefree child's laughter remind you of the sweetest music ever?
Does wrinkly skin and an ailing body of a 95yr old remind you the impermanence of everything?
How do you know if someone truly cares, like the clouds would never leave the skies?
Why am I harsh to the sweetest people in my life, just like how the rivers flood and wash away it's own banks sometimes?
Can you end up loving and giving light to someone who's the total opposite of who you are, just like how the stars light up the darkest skies?
Those are some questions that popped in my mind. Select any number of questions you like from the above list (be it just 1 or 5 or 9 or if you're really energetic, even all questions), and give me your answers/views on them, through your own understanding and life experiences. Keep it simple and short if possible. I'll pick some outstanding replies and update here later on. But don't think of this as a competition only...just be true to yourself...be natural...be real. That's when the best answers come out anyways. Ok, so good luck and here's another chance for those who said they never win in my blog etc hehe. Thanks in advance and have a blissful week ahead guys!
Today's song is one of my fav Sinhalese songs from the Sinahala movie Saptha Kanya...the actress in this video is one of my mates from school...can you believe that? :) And the actor in this movie is the actual singer of this song too. Besides these 2 were dating each other during this movie...hence we can see their intense connection in this video too :). If you can't view the video in my blog, go here. It's a beautiful song with amazing and haunting music. It's a love ballad with a very deep meaning too. Enjoy!
Current Music: Unmaadha Wu by Kamal Addaraarachchi and Damayanthi Jayasuriya
Posted by Keshi at 10:55 am