Hello Hello Hello Hayyylowww...
When I was a kid I wanted to be a rock star. I once wrote a letter to Santa asking for a guitar..a rock-starrish one ya know. I was only about 5yrs old then. I got one but I caught my dad bringing it home ***horror shock***! Since then I stopped writing letters to Santa cos I knew he was none other than my dad. I felt bad for asking for things but hey I didn't know Santa was ripping my dad off - bloody CheapSkate with a load of snow up his arse! Anyways, being a rock star was my soul mission as a kid...I remember getting together with 3 other neighborhood kids and singing to death in the garage, when I was about 7yrs old...pretending to play the guitars and drums like the real stars...you know swinging them around and pretending to sweat profusely and going grungy saying yiaaang yiaaaang yiaaaaaang lol! Really getting into it and all. It feels silly looking back at those memories but somewhere deep down all of that, there must have been a need in me to express my soul out...to be heard. I don't mean to say I'm a rock star (hell nah, I'm far from a real one ***secretly wishing I was one***) but I believe most rock stars possess the need to express...to scream out to the world what they are passionate about. And now that I have finally found my avenue to express (blogs ofcourse hehe), I feel my childhood rock-star dreams have finally come true...in a different way but certainly the BEST way! Wot shaaayyy yous?:) Did you have any childhood dreams that came to life in a different manner? I don't mean the career dreams...I mean the childhood fantasies that you were crazy about and the ones that came true in ways you didn't expect them to? Share please.
Do I look like Axl Rose' female reincarnation or what? Perhaps Mick Jagger's? o please say I do! !***grins*** I think this pic of mine looks more like a mug-shot of a Vodka thief LOL! (off-topic, 'Axl Rose' is an anagram of which famous juicy delicious notorious act? hahaha who can give me the answer to that now, w.o. cheating ofcourse?). btw Axl Rose is one of my fav singers and hey how can I forget my darlings Kurt Cobain (RIP mate!) and Freddie Mercury (RIP sir!). I have great respect for great musicians. I have never met any of them in person, never had a coffee with them, never shared a flat with them...but their songs and performances have made me connect with them in ways that I haven't even connected with my loved-ones...go figure! These stars have given me a friend when I had no one else to talk to...they reached out to me and understood my feelings in ways that I'll never be able to fully explain...they have assured me that it's ok to feel lonely sometimes and to feel like you're nothing...they became me and I became them in many a moment...they have been the guiding light in my darkest nights..they gave me their music that kept me alive. Seriously, if not for their music I wouldn't be alive. THANK YOU FOR THE MUSIC MY ROCKSTARS, I owe you my spirit! I was born to express, my life is one big expression, and I hope my death would be meaningfully expressive too.
Current Music: Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana